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the 1975 // somebody else

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*+:｡.｡ incoming imsg from aylee

aylee: i am shITTING mySElf!!

aylee: i thought i’d be super cool and collected and not nervous at all

aylee: but i’ve been watching hsm all day while curled up on my couch and i think i might be dead

moonsik: you better wake tf up bitch!

moonsik: what is wrong with you anyway??? to make you watch hsm? all day???

moonsik: if you need jesus, i've got you covered.

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hi all! i’m finally around to write my intro and dive into the tags to try and get some replies out. i’m ossy, frrrreshly 21, est, they/them, and i’m the father of moonsik, your local trash priest who has a bit too much money from his side job. if you havent been able to tell, i luv kpop but i also luv my fair share of other music. the icon above, tho,,, that’s my wife, le. stan talent, stan exid, ok? ANYWAY, i have a few ims but if you want to plot more after reading my intro please feel free to hit me up or like this and i’ll dm you! anyway ,,, let’s dive in.

A KIM TAEHYUNG LOOKALIKE JUST ROLLED INTO NEW YORK CITY IN THEIR LINCOLN ZEPHYR. JONG MOONSIK JUST HAD A BIRTHDAY BASH FOR HIS TWENTY-FIRST BIRTHDAY. I DOUBT HE'LL MAKE IT HERE IN NEW YORK CITY SINCE I HEAR HE TENDS TO BE STEADFAST, BUT ON THE OTHER HAND HE IS INTELLIGENT. ( GENDERQUEER, HE/THEY )

this is my child jong moonsik, formally jong seon but he changed his alias to avoid being discovered now that he is in new york city.

his backstory has a lot of triggers such as underage sex, sexual abuse, “religious” sexual activities, incest, and incest with a minor. therefore i won’t be going extremely in depth about it to not make people uncomfortable but if you want to read about it, it’s at the very bottom of his stats page.

basically, moonsik was raised in a religious family where his father promised to give him the right to the head of the church as long as moonsik “did his bidding” so to say, and also the bidding of other’s that his father was friends with. he was just barely a teenager, so of course this wasn’t normal, but nobody knew about it and moonsik kept it that way because he, one, didn’t realize it wasn’t normal, and, two, wanted to be next in line to the church.

because of how he grew up, moonsik really doesn’t know affection as hugs and kisses, but as sexual activities and therefore has trouble truly romantically bonding. he resents people in general but has a special resentment toward men for reasons and also towards women for reasons. but in the case of sexual encounters, he chooses men because it’s all he has known.

moonsik tried to out his dad eventually when he got in trouble for trying to see someone outside of his father and nobody believed him. of course, this meant that moonsik lost his future title and instead of facing it, he ran away and is now in new york city to start a new life under his new alias. he runs his own church now but he works on the side as a hooker and it doesn’t really matter who he is being paid to be with. he kind of just... feels used to being used for a reward because he grew up like that.

also sidenote, his bio needs tweaking but any city names that aren’t chicago and new york can just be swapped cause... i mean, it’s a pretty ambiguous storyline. i think that’s the best short version of his bio i can give. moonsik is my (un)godly child.

as for personality, moonsik is pretty uhh.. idk, mysterious maybe? i’m not sure how to really describe him, but he is just pretty undercover. he is, of course, very passionate about religion and anything else he deems worthy of his attention, but can also act super spoiled, bossy, and just disgustingly dedicated to the church. he holds himself higher than he definitely is. he can have good intentions but, really, he more often than not makes shit worse.

moonsik is also very sensitive to all things regarding personal contact and romance. he fidgets if someone touches him too gently or too tenderly, i guess would be the way to put it, because it just doesn’t sit well with him. there is also more about this and other stuff on his stats page.

ok if you read all of this i... thank you. it’s a lot because i have a lot of stuff laid out for moonsik. i hope you will all enjoy writing with him and me and i’ll do my best in return! also i hate playing rlly mean characters so i hope moonsik doesn’t come off horrible since he is a 5 year old in a 21 year old’s body OTL

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ok as excited as i am to be here, i have to go to work in less than 10 minutes so i’ll have to post my intro and stuff when i get home in like 5 or 6 hours y’all... pls forgive me already. if you wanna plot or smth hit up my dms before i even post my intro... get a whole headstart with this mess!

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Singularity

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(via https://open.spotify.com/track/54ms9bHZw8vqWYf3ZsEMpG)

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they look at you and say,      condemned      accursed      damned they look at me and say,      look at him      look at those red-stained hands      look at those cracking bones       look at those ghosted eyes           those serrated teeth           those hellbound feet he is the wretchedest picture i’ve ever seen i look at them and say,      listen to him      listen to this haunted breath      listen to this trembling pulse      listen to this creaking skeleton           this shotgun voice           this hollow footfall he is the purest melody i’ve ever heard i call up to god and say,      see the holiest blasphemy that i know      see the sweetest damnation that i know      see the happiest tragedy that i know i swear even you cannot wrest him from me

your name is the only prayer i believe  (via thekerridiaries)

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tae in run ep. 49

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Illegal