mclonergan

[mclonergan]

I’ve hit the last rope of the last rope

[mclonergan]

My pot marks burn with tears

[mclonergan]

It’s almost comical what and when is taken from me

[mclonergan]

I don’t want to eat, because my digestive system is collapsing, I don’t want to work because my arms are disintegrating, I don’t want to be here because I don’t want to die here

[mclonergan]

I can’t eat anything my throat is on fire I don’t have a place I can be alone my hands are broken the cold is worsening and I have to sleep in the same room as my stupid fucking brother on my two days off from destroying my body. I can’t take it I just can’t take it

[mclonergan]

My throat is melted

[mclonergan]

Sick to the throat

[mclonergan]

I’m losing my shit I’m losing my shit I’m losing my shit

[mclonergan]

There is no where to go. I’m going to fall

[mclonergan]

If I was more honest about how I feel It would probably lead me closer to that great end

[mclonergan]

I have every feeling it’s getting worse

[mclonergan]

I just think if I am to die this is an incredibly sad place to do it

[mclonergan]

Family is cyberstalking me I’m going to throw up

[mclonergan]

Everyone has everything and I have nothing

[mclonergan]

This body is so fucked. I’m not supposed to have it

[mclonergan]

I don’t care about work. I don’t care about here. I can’t care about the world. I can’t stop bleeding

[mclonergan]

They laughed at my plea