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compilation

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The most haunting YouTube comment I have ever seen.

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they finally invented an assignment thats not due tomorrow. but the problem is that my body is a machine that turns assignments into assignments due tomorrow

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ok i thought i was chilling but looking back on this blog things just consistently suck real bad huh

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theres genuinely no point anymore other than not annoying my bosses since they need to hire more ppl and the hiring process probably sucks or smth so the less ppl they need to hire the better. i care about this stupid min wage job more than my "loved ones" isnt that funny

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i just sold the thing i was living for for months. what do i do now

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i need to be put in the festival of termina. i think that would fix me

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hey everyone. i cant do this today. or tomorrow. and probably not the day after that. i cant take a break and i cant do this as well as im supposed to so i think the solution here is just to kill myself. no ones gonna care and not a single person would think about this for more than a moment. if i tried and failed i would just get yelled at for hours and then disowned anyway. also [abusive healthcare workers info here] so really i would prefer to stay away from hospitals as well. tbh i cant see myself consistently enjoying life for the next 10 years so whats even the point. at this rate the earths climate and ecosystems are gonna collapse before i find happiness. thats fine. i guess. we keep trucking along. or i just die now. or go to sleep. if i go to sleep i will be miserable tomorrow and i dont even know anymore. im only posting on this stupid blog because no one sees it and i cant tell anyone anything because theyll just give a generic response and i dont even know what response i want, i just want someone to see me and not criticize or lecture or poorly comfort. i dunno. i will die today or tomorrow or the day after that or maybe i wont for a while i guess but i dont even know. i might be built so different tradtional methods cant kill me. "traditional" ahahhahahahhshshshahhshshahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahhahshahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahagagaggagsgagagsh for legal reasons i cant elaborate

do you understand. do you get it. is there even anything to get. whatever. i have no problems i am so normal and everything is fine and if

i dont know

i need a break from everything

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this is so needlessly edgy. for what. send post

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time to kill myself. i guess. sorry boss cant come in for work today

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fellas im NOT getting into ANY good program its actually joever

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ive come to the conclusion that im just stupid. sorry

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like actually for real how do I continue on for the rest of my life

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SOMEONE doesnt know what A WORD means

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its so joever

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fellas i cant do this anymore