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Writing wasn’t a window to the world – it was a window onto myself. And when I gained language, it felt like I had finally found a friend on this brutal planet: one who listened without fleeing, who made the world feel momentarily escapeable. What I never expected was that one day this friend would fall silent. Not because I wanted to stop writing, but because I no longer could. And the reason? I am hungry. Since the genocide began in Gaza, I’ve questioned everything. Every value that once shaped me has trembled. Even writing – that deep power I’ve always used to resist fear, displacement, and grief – began to feel fragile, subject to decay. War is a strange thing. It doesn’t just destroy homes; it pulls the ground of certainty from beneath you, wipes away the tiny sense of security you once arranged in your room to comfort yourself. But you know what does this more than war? Hunger.

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can I come over to your house and do this

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Ah… Martinaise at night 💫

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All my Kim + harry outfits so far :)

(taking more requests!!)

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birthday gifts for one another, the one for Harry is on the basis and context of this other thing i drew, where he draws out the skills in a shitty notepad with a crusty ballpoint he stole. self asigned art therapy drawing the voices in my head.

i was gonna write something for this because i imagined the exchange in my head as i drew it, maybe another day

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Happy pride month to my dad. When I came out as bi to him, this man googled what it ment, look at me and said "ohh. Yeah. You get that from me. You'd have far more siblings of I only shaged women." And went right back to his work emails.

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Lives of others - Northern Virginia - mid 80s

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These pigs be doing ANYTHING but solving the damn case 🙄

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i ❤️ my 3 mutuals that like my posts no matter what it is you guys are going on my will

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& this is probably my favorite public statement ever released by any notable figure ever

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& this is probably my favorite public statement ever released by any notable figure ever

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I can't bring myself to draw anything serious , so I made another kims head

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Eclipse of the Sun in Venice in July 8, 1842 by Ippolito Caffi.

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Magician Shokyokusai Tenkatsu and her Flower Heaven Troupe wearing a strap-on hooked into a 300,000 volt Tesla Coil to shower bolts of artificial lightning on the girls below holding conductor rods, part of the Japanese artistic movement called Eroguronansensu (literally “erotic-grotesque-nonsense”)