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haven’t been doing any work in the past few days but got these new notebooks i can’t wait to use and I have rested quite a bit so that’s good!!🌸🎀🩷 also if you add a little honey, cinnamon and vanilla extract to your soy milk before pouring it in coffee it tastes like psl and even better I think😍wishing everyone the very best and gentle day wether it is a day of work or a day of rest🫶🏻🩷

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I've been lagging behind very much for a over a month...I've been missing so many classes just for the sake of laziness...now I'm again here to make things better again...will try to be more regular in updating my day here from now on😭

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It's okay to let go of some things sometimes. It's okay to not attend parties and watch web series staying at your room instead. It's okay to avoid socialising sometimes. And it's okay to not be okay.

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It was a not so bad day

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I feel a lot lonelier than ever these days

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I've heard that medical colleges have a really toxic environment atleast a thousand times. But now I've to live it myself. And god, could i agree more. Some days are good but other days go by like hell. Lemme tell you glimpse of some of the days I've had recently. Woke up at 7, attented the extremely boring classes in which i understood nothing, but had to attend for attendance, these lectures are so boring mostly because professors are not very keen to teach most of the times, they just want the topic to get over. After these lectures, went for small group discussions ( sgd) and got scolded for not knowing a few complicated things I've been reading for the first time in my life or for not remembering 1 out of hundreds of anatomical terms we've to memorise. Also got the result back of an exam for which I've studied a lot, even pulled many allnighters and yet failed. Then attended a practical, in which got insulted badly for making some silly mistake, or not completing the files on time. Got back to hostel after 8 hours of tiresome day, but can't rest because had to go for the practice of college society I had joined, practice sessions usually go on for 3/4 hours. Got badly insulted there too by seniors for unintentionally hurting their feeble ego in some way. Got back to hostel room. Cried for half hour. Had to hold back tears just to complete an assignment that's due Midnight. Got a call from home, had to give a excuse of catching cold for the heavy voice due to all crying and tiredness. Studied a bit more for some time. Went to bed around 2 am. But couldn't be able to sleep after the shitty day. Then tried to read a book, failed at it too due to disturbed mind. Then head to tumblr to rant it all out. It's 2.25 am. Yes still sad about that day.

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I've been veryyy lazy and unproductive lately. I procrastinate a lot these days. And there's so many things i really need to work on. My exams are just round the corner and so much syllabus is pending. So from now I'll try to be lil more productive and update that regularly here.

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17.07.22:- woke up at 7

Attended lectures, then i had physio practical in which we tested visual acuity....got so embarrassed coz i couldn't complete test w/o specs as I've quite a serious myopia lol....then smth happened which led to completely ruin my mood....i had classes till 1pm on sat....then it was a friend's bday so we partied....and it started raining....i got completely drenched...was really fun....i broke my fav sandals too coz of that hehe....then i slept for 4 straight hours...i was so tired...got up..had dinner....then i studied renal physiology for upcoming test till 2 w a friend....i had so much coffee so i couldn't sleep till around 4am😭😭

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16.07.22:- Trying to get my life a lil less messed up.....ummm just said trying okay🥲

Had a semi-productive day.

I woke up at around 7 am(torturous ugh)

I attended all the boring classes till 4 pm. And i had a hand dynamometer practical, which tested my muscle strength (unsurprisingly my reading wasn't very impressive)

I also had brain dissection. Saw the real human brains for the first time in my life....and omg the experience was so surreal.....have seen so many organs and bones and dissected body almost daily for last half year....but everytime there's same adrenaline rush all over again. I guess that's the beauty of medicine and mysterious human body, you never cease to be surprised.

Then i had a literacy soc meet for around 2 hrs which was quite fun.

Then i was so tired so i slept till 8 pm🥲🥲🥲

Then had dinner studied a lil bit for upcoming renal system exam. Then i talked to an old friend for a lil too long 🥲🥲🥲 which led to me sleeping late.

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26.5.22- attended all the classes and i had histo practical as well. I skipped drama soc practice and slept all evening, it was much needed. Then I studied submandibular region, for which I've dissection class tomorrow. Then i went for dinner and then studied a bit more on nitogen metabolism and a lil bit cardiovascular system. Then i talked to a friend and studied a lil more before going to the bed.

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I'll post "what i did today" just before bedtime, so that i can die of guilt peacefully 🥲😭

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25.5.22- i attended all the lectures and practical. I also has mandible demo. Then i went for society practice which went on for 4 hours 🥲. Then i planned a lil bit. Saw the syllabus been covered up in the class, got a lil depressed. Then i went for dinner. Scrolled insta a lil. Then i studied cvs small part, determinants of arterial pressure. And i slept.....not a very productive day right🥲🥲🥲

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24.5.22- i attended all the lectures and practical. Then i went to attend the society practice...did i mention I'm a member of drama society of my college. Then from there only i went to library. I studied parotid gland. I got back to my room, had dinner, and I slept for so long.

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Okay....i broke the promise again...so lemme summarise past few days

20.5.22- I attended lectures and biochem practical, then i got dressed and went for my freshers, had a blast there...i danced my heart out. Ended up not studying the whole day.

21.5.22- early morning i left for a family trip

22.5.22-enjoyed with my family on a lil vacation

23.5.22- around 1 pm I reached my hostel...then i attended physio practical...where we're taught how to use stethoscope, to hear respiratory sounds...it was a fun practical. I got my 1st terminal results back...i failed my physio exam. Feeling very bad for myself. Will improve definitely next time.

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19.05.22

I Wasn't feeling well...so i missed most of my lectures today....i just went to attend a physio practical for 2 hours.

Then i went for drama soc practice

I went beauty parlour to get eyebrows done for upcoming freshers...ended up eating out

Then i studied a bit about posterior triangle of neck...and that's it for the day

It wasn't a productive day at all...but i'll try to do better tomorrow.

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I opened this tumblr about a year later....it gave me chills and bouts of nostalgia....btw....your gurl is in her dream medical college rn...those prep days were undoubtedly very tough but will always unforgettable, coz of all the hardwork...the kinda motivation i had....

So finally I'm in med school.....almost 3 months in....done with 1st sem....have been lagging behind a bit in my studies....so gonna post whatever i did in a day here....to stay more productive

Good night 💖

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thinking about all the books i could read if i didn’t have to study