meenar-is-crashing-out

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[meenar-is-crashing-out]

me when I realize I will acctually genuinely never amount to Much. i will die like this i will die here i will never grow up i will never get to go out i will never feel pretty i will never be truly funny i will never be actually smart i will never Do anything i may get a child or two and then I'll die and they won't remember what I was who I was bc I don't even know myself ill die at 20 and everyone will be zll the better for it. i will never get out of this country and go visit my aunt and live a Life and that's so ungrateful bc I have one right here where I am but I don't wanna use it bc it isn't aesthic enough i just want another chance and thats fucking s3lfish bc i dont need one but i AM selfish and spitrful and rude and mean and a bad older sister and hurtful to the ppl wo may love me !!!!! I hate my dad and my mom and my dad but they all worked so hard just for me to turn out like shit. I dont have hobbies i don't go out I'm genuinely unoriginal, i don't even know who I am bro !!! Wtf wtvatwctwfwtfwtwfwtfwtwfwtfw I wish I was born mys3lf but whiter, with better teeth and mind and in a first world country and with better friends and better hobbies and no acne and no glasses and no wierd nose or forehead i wish I could die but like that's genuinely so cringe so we are back at square one once again bc why can't I experience things normally wtftwfwtfwtf!!!. But then it's 930 pm and I can sleep (my fav hobby)