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Her (2013) dir. Spike Jonze

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people were noticing my weight loss, complimenting me. And I did the worse thing- I was so proud that I thought I deserved a treat. Now I’m binging like crazy. Like fuck.

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Anti depressant: here, have some stomach pain, jaw ache, night terrors & some other random side effects.

My serotonin levels: least you can smile through it, right 🙃

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No matter how happy I am or how good my mood is I always have this empty feeling deep in my heart that doesn’t go away.

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“you walk around my mind like you own the place. you take a walk into my dreams and sometimes take a dive into my thoughts during the middle of the day and you leave me thinking about you, missing you, longing for a glimpse of your face in a time and space where reality actually takes place. it is amazing how long you have been gone and the power you still hold over my heart. you are a ghost; forever hanging around, never to be touched.”

— ghost.

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“I want love, but constant disappointment has taught me not to put my faith in it.”

— tara love

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it’s one of those nights again. the kind where you can feel the sadness and anxiety in your stomach. the kind where you want to yell and scream and cry because nothing is okay and you aren’t sure it ever will be. the kind where you stare at your scars, wanting to make more. just to feel something other than this ache. it is nights like this that make me terrified to keep living.

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Dont tell me I’m not alone

because at 3:27 on a Friday morning

when I’m smothered in my darkness

with heavy thoughts and what ifs

clutching my tear stained pillow

I sit up and look around the room

to see that the only person here is

me

the only person who understands is

me

the only person who hears the cries is

me

don’t tell me I’m not alone

because that is false

you’re not the one engulfed in sadness

it’s me

and I am so alone

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There’s no point crying in the bathroom, you’re the master of your body. You only can make the change! So DO IT! I know you can 🖤🖤

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Do you ever think, that soulmates really do last forever? That lifetime after lifetime, two beings meet each other again and again?

-Makenzie Hipple

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"I'll never hurt you..." he said

yet here I am with nobody by my side trying to pick the million pieces of my broken heart