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100%

ok, i lied. i have one more thing to say

on this account i made a list of games to 100%, most of which i havent gotten to. i sit here most days wondering if i ever will.

its not laziness. ive completed a game in 1 sitting (albeit one that is on a way smaller scale, yet something im still crazily passionate about).

to me, its just the appeal of discovery. i didnt even get to experience my own raw playthrough of red dead, when i played it, i knew how it'd go, i knew what to choose and who to save (especially who i couldnt)

i love that game so much, but now it feels almost spoiled. i look at it knowing theres nothing new for me, just the same storyline i have yet to complete. and considering how compelling and amazing of a story it is, i hate that i never got to enjoy it blind. id rather just 100% in one run so i can leave it alone, as sad as it is.

i feel the same about a lot of things in my library. goes to show how easy it is to ruin someones fun if i could make any wish it would be to play every game i own without knowing how they went :(

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unless i have something else to say (i dont) thisll be my last time logging on here (it will be) (i have a life and im logged into the other one)

idk what to say. graduating year which is cool, i survived academic burnout and procrastination this far! Yay! coolio! working, got the same job twice which is proof u can work if u have the will to do so (some ppl r repulsed by the concept of actually contributing to society outside of what their connections can provide them tho) (welp) (suck shit) saving for a car (coolio!) and forcing myself to do assessment over break (not so cool). have acrylics on that are a bit too long for my liking so typing/playing games w them is a bit cheeks but the colours cute so ill be right i feel humble while also knowing ive come further than most, in saying that, that i attract the same breed of friend (which is why only talking to irls now is so great) (equal price in gift giving is greater) (how many times can u recatch feelings for me and why is that aimed at 2 different creatures) ive liked the same guy for months but he'll never know unless he A. makes a move or B. i tell him when i graduate bc i doubt ill see him again but we're good friends so that's a win..ish? and he's my type to a T which is...reassuring (because i always fall for people who arent) my setup is mostly brand new (except for keyboard and mic, and the shite camera killed itself) and having a new phone is cool too im seeing we're back in the "eat the rich" era on social media except it feels like when we posted "hello kitty says acab" and didnt do anything except this time its juggalo/lette makeup and dazzle camouflage face paint except of disguises that actually hide u from the police infront of u i need to become more politically aware for when i inevitably vote so im hovering atm but like always most of the rage is american. i believe tiktok shouldve stayed banned bc the ppl crying over it are proof theres an issue there (but its also a good platform for edits/music/art and generally getting yourself out there, so, upsides downsides) and today i think the news covered australia having a roblox addiction as if it hasnt been around for years idk....ppl r strange. study day tmr while home alone. i love these headphones i know theres errors in here but thats not a me problem bc after having a few drinks, eating dinner and doing my skincare im logging out of this and going to bed so..i win again

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aint no way you added me to push your gbf onto me again and made me watch (and spoil for me) re7 just to say youre keen to play re8 because of the "mommies", call my profiles fire and when i block you come out with this FIRE PROFILE

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hot siren summer🧛‍♀️

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From now on, I'm officially your body guard. I go wherever you go. ASHER YASBINCEK & AYESHA MADON as HARPER & AMERIE — HEARTBREAK HIGH | S02E01, Bird Psycho

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Avril Lavigne in 2002 ･ﾟﾟ･｡☆

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27th of may, 2024

it's been a while.

formatting it differently feels odd, but it's not that noticeable. on my pc at 5:48am because i wanted to finish my fortnite update while getting ready for school. i wake my bf up at 6 :). i suppose this is me hard launching him here? not like anyone i like knows about this account, or, frankly, checks it. i was considering long abandoning this - leave it as a time capsule of my misunderstood teenage angst that breeds in surrounding myself in people not good for me - but having my personal outlet still doesn't hurt. i have a lot i could say - negative, directed at people of the past - but today i'll be appreciating my current circle. wooee! go figure. we became official on the 25th. we'd been talking since april, though. he was the last person i saw myself with but it kind of makes sense when you THINK about it. i always treated him differently - we had our own traditions. i'm a sucker for friends to lovers anyway :innocent: he buys me things, much to my protest. he makes me open up and talk opposed to being the shut off i've always known myself as. he listens. very well. he's the first relationship where i haven't felt like the man is a hopeless puppy dog following me around everywhere. it's nice. i was content in staying alone, but i'm glad i'm not. i wear him proudly in more ways i can describe. but i don't wanna yap for too long bc i gotta wake him up then get ready. maybe i'll post on here again soon. probs not. idk. kinda half asleep rn

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i love this artist! :)

ghost girl

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i let u go since day dot u groomer hows the dog

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𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆/𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐅𝐓 𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐒 ❤︎︎ (𝐩𝐭𝟐)

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harper telling off dusty, heartbreak high - 1x05

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Heartbreak High (2022-). Three of Swords.

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“What’s your laptop password?” “It’s PimpMama_666.”

Heartbreak High (2022) season 1 Reboot created by Hannah Caroll Chapman

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𝐉𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚 𝐑𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐲 ౨ৎ ⋆｡˚

“Are we about to get real? Cause i am down to get real!”

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Yatta!

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Flowers Birds Market ･ﾟﾟ･｡☆