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I think life is so weird when you end up having more genuine relationships and bonds with the people your old best friend would talk shit about than that best friend

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Sometimes I just feel so damn alone

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I have the most unhealthy eating habits. I either don’t eat most of the day then binge at night or I can’t stop eating all day. There’s like no in between and I’m tired of this and want to fix it but have no idea how

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Aye, still relevant

I miss the days

I miss the days when family drama stayed behind the doors from the children. When the adults spoke in hushed tones so the children couldn’t hear. When the adults changed the subject as soon as a child was present. When all those conversations happened after dark when all the children were fast asleep, not knowing the turmoil that was existing in their own family. When you’re an adult you’re roped into those things. Forced to hear and talk about all the drama you don’t want to be in. Forced to stay up at night with thought swarming in your head.

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I wish that i was good enough

i wish I felt like people actually cared

I wish i could get out of my own god damn head for once

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I just wish I could have a good family dynamic. I see other people who have so much love and happiness in their family and I just wish I could have that 😔

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This ad campaign by WWF shows the remaining population of each animal as represented by the number of pixels

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Hi, hello, howdy. I’m back (I think) after a SUPER long hiatus from tumblr. I’m not sure if I’ll be posting my own stuff or not, or just scrolling the feeds but here I be. Still alive 😅. My anxiety has been bugging me throughout the day for a week now and I’m hoping that it just stops but also my town FINALY has a counseling/therapist office opening up and I’m really considering on going to them once they’re up and running but we’ll see because honestly I don’t have much time now. I’m officially in nursing school and tbh it’s kicking my ass so there’s that 😂

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“Those poor boys”

“She deserves to be punished too.”

“I’m not saying I support rape, but-”

“Sorry to say - she deserved it.”

“She put herself in harm’s way”

“But if she was fingered, then that’s not rape.”

“She ruined their lives.”

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me: i’m super stressed abt this :/

brain: aw no sweat, if things don’t work out, you can always die! :)

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I hate this feeling

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Anxiety is a bunch of conspiracy theories about yourself

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I feel like these last five years of my life is just one big fucking lie

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I miss the days

I miss the days when family drama stayed behind the doors from the children. When the adults spoke in hushed tones so the children couldn’t hear. When the adults changed the subject as soon as a child was present. When all those conversations happened after dark when all the children were fast asleep, not knowing the turmoil that was existing in their own family. When you’re an adult you’re roped into those things. Forced to hear and talk about all the drama you don’t want to be in. Forced to stay up at night with thought swarming in your head.