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it's a spiritual need, every now and then, to black out for a moment and become possessed with 'this is so not fucking funny any more i Need to have a gf i need to kiss a girl right now' and then just be normal again
#yeah#but by normal i mean back to standard programming#where i repress being touch and human connection starved#i am still 100% romantically unavailable but like. jesus christ#ouhhh i am god's poorest little meow meow#please i'm begging. just connect my mind to my body for once and let's see what happens. we don't know what could happen!#let me be a real person physically existing on the planet earth!#anyways back to normal again#i need to be reborn as a hot person
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#sorry#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#shuro dungeon meshi#i forget how to tag#sorry i'm sorry#mad at him#it needed to be low res please understand
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I wonder why
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i think that eventually all the creativity in my heart might finally come out and amount to something. if i keep working hard
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i love it when people trap the warden in minecraft by making a moving piston that makes noise so the warden just quietly stares at it. ipad baby
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“You gotta make a decision leave tonight or live and die this way” is such a raw line you’d think it was from Tracy Chapman’s fast car. And it is in fact from Tracy Chapman’s fast car.
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oh my god. thinking
about things
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I wanted to start reading dungeon meshi a long time ago and forgot... and I'm watching the anime airing now but are u telling me I wasted years?? years that I could've been making these little blonde lesbians kiss in my mind?
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peeping the horrors (thinking abt how long this ongoing fight with body image and dysmorphia and physical health has been going on and how long it will go on!)
#always in either the deep trenches of depression or 'well it's not bothering me if i do everything i can to ignore it!'#thinking a lot lately about how much selfie cameras distort your face and are not accurate representations#but if i look into a mirror i can't see who is there. i'm looking at them but i don't see them#i don't want to be around people physically or meet anybody new because I don't know who it is they're looking at!!!!!!#brain is deeply busted as well. so even when I can muster the focus to start working on myself physically#even when i really try! i fall off#it's sad how she's so optimistic every time#like 'this will be the time! i will finally loose some weight and become more fit'#never quite made it happen#my fatigue and chronic pain are coming from something physically wrong with me but even when I make it all the way through the system#even when i get to see the specialists it's still 'ok so lose some weight and that will help'#yeah babes. so true. I do want to do that and I do try to do that#all i can do is look at pics of me at 17 when i thought i was obese and hideous and now say 'she was so cute#she was soo cute and not at all the weight she thought she was#i keep trying i always keep trying. please can it work out#i would love to feel just a little bit of peace. just a tiny bit of harmony with my own body please#please can spring begin now. please! i need to get out of the winter brain fog#sad posting ig
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my twitter is the designated cat place but i don't want to be too real about this over there!!
i dreamt that my little cat passed away and i'm still deeply upset about it many many hours after waking up from that
#actually wait i have more to say#my dog is very much becoming senior now and i think i have even less time left with him#this shit Sucks btw. i've always had pets and have lost them and seen them pass away but. I was much younger then and much less aware#these are both My little companions and I don't know how i will ever be able to cope with their loss#i sometimes think about the idea of cats i'll own in the future#cats I will probably love with all my heart but they'll never be Her
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my twitter is the designated cat place but i don't want to be too real about this over there!!
i dreamt that my little cat passed away and i'm still deeply upset about it many many hours after waking up from that
#i can't look at her without wanting to cry today#i love my little bug#my little baby i've had since i was 12 and i can't live without#threatening her to stay healthy and well forever#'but it is going to happen one day' yes and i shall be keeling myseelf promptly when it does
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thanks keyboard, when I accidentally typed hest instead of best I totally wanted the hest (norwegian word for horse) emoji
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i think 25 yr old autistic women with depression should receive a complete collection of vintage gen 1 and gen 3 my little ponies for free in the mail. if that's what she wants
#or so i've heard#asking for a friend#i'm taking a social media break right now due to shattered mental health reasons but i came here to say this#ok
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adhd will have you fighting for your life to do beloved hobbies that bring you nothing but joy
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fuck off actually. what am i supposed to do
#25 years of 'you should talk more!'#but when i talk nobody wants to listen#ok#does what i say not matter? am i disposable? am i not worth listening to? why do i never get it right#how can i ever learn to open up when this happens every time i try to be authentic#every fucking time i start to just let me be me#can a guy neurodiverge in peace#ever???#black hole in my chest
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horse in a very vibrant pasture this vibrancy seems to have affected this horse very greatly causing it to do a little hop from all the pleasant emotions leeching into it from the incredibly green world it has the privilege to exist in it appears very skilled in hopping for the horse has expertly managed to jump just a few inches off the ground with all four of its hooves at once which must be a difficult task to do for such a large beast the horse seems very proud of this achievement if not smug as it looks at the camera head on its ears erect its hooves pointed and its tail swishing
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