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yall, pretend my bow is red, would this work as a kiki closet cosplay??

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svt's comeback release in less than an hour... the person I will be then... mute me mute me right now this is all I'll be talking about for the next few weeks

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svt's comeback release in less than an hour... the person I will be then... mute me mute me right now this is all I'll be talking about for the next few weeks

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UPDATE: IT IS DONE. the first test was pretty good and i knew enough in the second one to bullshit my way through it all I AM FINALLY FREE from the shackles of worms and leadership podcast vibes (for now) and in true avengers style I'ma treat myself to a shawarma

i have two tests tomorrow and the profs literally finished the syllabus like yesterday and these notes are absolute ass so this is me liveblogging my poor attempt to study aka a thread of my frustrated incoherent rambling peppered with lots of swearing in caps lock

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more of my notion on desktop ( ft. pinterest ) ׄ ׅ ౨ৎ

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okay it's like 2:35am and my limbs are wary + brain is mush so I'm just gonna go to bed. I've completed like ¼th of the syllabus but luckily this test is at noon so I'll have time to go through the rest before that

ngl this was a weirdly fun exercise? my finals for these two subjects are on coming Friday, if I start prep early enough I can simply follow the same approach and also have a good time while I'm at it.

but for now ig I'll go rest. it's been several months since my last– late night prep + early morning exam and I'm really scared I'll oversleep if I'm awake any longer so. yeah.

goodnight besties <3

i have two tests tomorrow and the profs literally finished the syllabus like yesterday and these notes are absolute ass so this is me liveblogging my poor attempt to study aka a thread of my frustrated incoherent rambling peppered with lots of swearing in caps lock

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so im realizing that my reason for resisting this subject is that most of it sounds like a load of bullshit (for example... there's like three slides on what a strategy is but not a single case study on how to strategize for a project) but looks like the only way i can make it through is by leaning into it and pretending im some rich ceo male lead trying to run his grandad's company 😭

i have two tests tomorrow and the profs literally finished the syllabus like yesterday and these notes are absolute ass so this is me liveblogging my poor attempt to study aka a thread of my frustrated incoherent rambling peppered with lots of swearing in caps lock

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okay I've taken the shower but I've decided against the coffee cause caffeine is a diuretic + the climate here is super dry and I would much rather be sleepy than dehydrated... hoping that my trusty bottle of cold water can keep me awake

now. second subject is.... strategic and quality management(? weird course name imo) this one's tolerable compared to prev in terms of topics but the study notes sound like a bunch of tech bros in a podcast😬 there's also a lot more material to go through

I have 2½ hours to cover all that i can after which I must absolutely head to bed cause i need atleast three hours of sleep before my tests tomorrow. let's see how it goes

i have two tests tomorrow and the profs literally finished the syllabus like yesterday and these notes are absolute ass so this is me liveblogging my poor attempt to study aka a thread of my frustrated incoherent rambling peppered with lots of swearing in caps lock

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FINALLY GOT THROUGH THIS LETS FUCKING GOOOO

I still have to prep for test 2/2 and it's midnight rn so I'm gonna go take a shower (and try to make myself some coffee without waking my parents) before I start

i have two tests tomorrow and the profs literally finished the syllabus like yesterday and these notes are absolute ass so this is me liveblogging my poor attempt to study aka a thread of my frustrated incoherent rambling peppered with lots of swearing in caps lock

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i am using comic sans to write my last minute notes while also pretending that every species of bacteria is a kpop group

this has gotten a bit more tolerable over the hours 👍

i have two tests tomorrow and the profs literally finished the syllabus like yesterday and these notes are absolute ass so this is me liveblogging my poor attempt to study aka a thread of my frustrated incoherent rambling peppered with lots of swearing in caps lock

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Hello 🌼

Do you have some tips about being productive everyday ? (even your off days are so productive to me 😛)

Do you have some non-negotiables/ routines that you do everyday no matter what?

Your blog is so inspirational to me 💫

hi lovely ☺️ thank you for this sweet ask 🥺

the first thing i want to acknowledge is that i still don't have the most healthy relationship with productivity, which is half the reason i'm able to be productive (but often hella miserable) during my off days.

so my biggest tip is to try your best to be productive for yourself first, not the you that you see through the lens of others (i.e. don't confuse wanting to be someone who is liked/loved with wanting to like/love yourself). that way, you stay motivated and consistent for the long haul. it's still something i'm working on myself.

one thing i have gotten good at is giving myself easy wins to motivate me to do more during my off days.

meditate — under five minutes, low-effort, if you can't stand the silence or if it's anything but silent, put on some lo-fi and just sit still, bonus points if you close your eyes or stare out a window or better yet, go outside🚶‍♀️

watch a video — usually in one of my target languages, but if you're not a language learner like me, just watch an video even tangentially related to your interests 👀

journal — sometimes i just write the most banal sentences like "i'm tired and in pain again." if i'm feeling ambitious, i do it in one of my target languages. alternatively, doodle a flower or hearts around your entry for the day. and by "entry," i literally mean the date and day of the week, you don't have to write anything else if you're not feeling it 🤷‍♀️

once i'm riding the high on my easy wins, my non-negotiables are, in order of priority:

hygiene — personal/my home, often this also functions as an easy win because it's just routine for me atp, but i often use it to end my day on a high note rather than as motivation for the rest because i'm always really exhausted after cleaning 😛

meals — in theory, this should rank above hygiene because i think i'll pass away from hunger before being overrun by dust, but often this actually ranks below everything else 💀

exercise — following a guided video makes exercise a super no-brainer task because all you do is follow the video. just make sure you go at your own pace (i.e. pause if you need a break, do fewer reps as long as they remain controlled and safe) and try a bunch of different videos to find ones that work for you OR workout with a supportive(!!) friend

language lessons — or insert whatever thing you need to learn that takes priority for you (bonus points if it's outside of a curriculum)

work — often this is actually the top priority non-negotiable ⚰️ i try to remember that we work to live,,, and then i forget 😅

school — same issue as work 🙃

aaaaand then that's basically my entire day 😂 i try various challenges/techniques from time to time (x days of productivity, pomodoro, time-blocking, etc.), but those are more short-term boosters than long-term solutions, but one technique that has worked consistently for me so far is picturing an ideal, maybe a bit romanticized version of myself/my life and trying to live up to that vision of my personal best. the only only thing i would caution against if you try this is trying to apply other people's ideals on yourself/your life without thinking critically enough about it.

hope this helps! and remember, what you accomplish is a far cry from all that you are 💕

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okay. first subject- vermitechnology. can i just fucking say this prof has ruined this topic and this subject for me i cannot cram info about the seven different categories of earthworms or the twenty different species of soil microbes with their different kinetic parameters I DONT FUCKING CARE I COULDN'T BE ARSED WHAT ARE YOU EVEN TALKING ABOUT BRO COME ON

but alas. let's get to it

i have two tests tomorrow and the profs literally finished the syllabus like yesterday and these notes are absolute ass so this is me liveblogging my poor attempt to study aka a thread of my frustrated incoherent rambling peppered with lots of swearing in caps lock

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i have two tests tomorrow and the profs literally finished the syllabus like yesterday and these notes are absolute ass so this is me liveblogging my poor attempt to study aka a thread of my frustrated incoherent rambling peppered with lots of swearing in caps lock

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*emerges from the other room covered in blood* you should see the word document