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my dad is sooo toxic about everything and I have zero confidence because of him and he keep calling my 1 year old sister fat and such shits LIKE THE ACTUAL FUCK SHE IS A NORMAL BABY SHE IS NOT EVEN OVERWEIGHT

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a comic about dissociation. 

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weight loss 🍂

I just fucking lost 9.68 lbs in 4 days AAAAA

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Less = more

The less you eat, the more happy you’ll be. The less you eat the more compliments you’ll get. The less you eat the more satisfied you’ll feel as the number goes down. Less is always more

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YALL I JUST LOST THREE POUNDS OVERNIGHT AND BROKE MY 120 PLATEAU✨🍯🍭

REBLOG TO LOOSE THREE POUNDS OVERNIGHT SKSKSJD IM PASSING THIS GOOD KARMA ON TO U BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE 🤠

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only 58 days left till new year

I have to lose weight I have to start this year with skinny figure

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Do you ever get mad at yourself because you are you

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I just ate 3 crepes with a whole lots of chocolate and candy, then I throw it up BUT IM SO STRESSED IF I HAVEN’T THREW EVERYTHING UP AAAAAAA

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I just broke my fast with a freaking cucumber IM SCREAMING sbbsbsbsbsbssbhahahah whyyy

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I have no idea why but I can’t restrict like once food enters my mouth I lose all control. So I’m always fasting and I’m kinda used to it

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PLEASE DO THIS FOR YOURSELF

1 Liter of water

2 Tablespoons APPLE CIDER VINEGAR

1 Teaspoon cinnamon

Sweeten to taste with Equal or whatever sweetener

SHAKE IT UP REAL GOOD

BOOSTS YOUR METABOLISM A FUCK TON

TASTE JUST LIKE APPLE PIE IM NOT LYING TO YOU YOU WILL NOT CRAVE DESSERT AND IT CURBS APPETITE IN GENERAL

(Not mine)

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I’m so ANGRY at not even sleep can fix this not even starving and cutting can fix this, and this is the only place I can trust that people I know won’t read what goes on my psyche. I’m so annoyed and I can’t emotionally express what I feel and my face is SO UGLY I can’t look at it without crying. I’m so fat I hate it

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I’m so angry at every and anything and literally just existing makes me stress tf out AAAAA like I ask literally everyone if they’re doing okay and so but they just don’t fucking care:) And my birthday is next Sunday and I’m thinking about killing myself on Sunday to just end it all. My birthday has never been good tho, I always cry at it and wish I was dead so why not grant my fucking wish and finally having the courage to get out of this body

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no offense but it’s just that I see myself so goddamn annoying I CANNOT BEAR MY EXISTENCE

You ever convince yourself that you’re so annoying that you’re not allowed to post anything or text anyone because it’s so annoying and by some weird logic you convince yourself that even writing down your feelings is annoying so you feel like you’re collapsing in on yourself and you feel so awful and trapped and alone? because mood.

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“Do I actually look bad in this picture or do I just think that because I hate myself?”

- my life story

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THIS AAAAA

Not wanting to eat in front of anyone because it makes you anxious

Vs

Only wanting to eat in front of people so your eating habits look normal

Vs

Wanting everyone to think you don’t eat anything

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Can my eating disorder either go away completely or be bad enough that I’m actually skinny