mehtadhruvi

[mehtadhruvi]

changes: inevitable, rigorous, unnecessary

[mehtadhruvi]

we are a part of everyone who was a part of us.

[mehtadhruvi]

I've seen, and heard about heartaches. But today, I've felt one. So deeply, it still aches.

[mehtadhruvi]

Mere bematlab ke assuo ko kamzor kehkar, mere dil ko aur mazbut bana diya,

Itna mazbut ho gaya hai yeh ab, ki kisi ke liye bhi nahi dhadakta, mere liye bhi nahi.

[mehtadhruvi]

Will I choose the comfortable, less happy and non adventurous choice? Or the uncomfortable, adventurous, unpredictable choice?

[mehtadhruvi]

What to do when you have to make a choice? When you have to choose between the two you go for advice? The people who were once your peace (maybe still are). You can't ask them because that would not result in anything. Where?

[mehtadhruvi]

What nature makes us feel, what it does to us as living beings, that feeling is unreal.

[mehtadhruvi]

The love of God is being replaced by the love for a person from whom we expect God-like qualities, like flawlessness. But we are all humans, them and you.

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Life just keeps on getting difficult. And I keep on getting weaker. Everything that I used to fight for, now I just accept. The sad adulthood has made me this prisoner. I don't even know that freedom is a feeling anymore.

[mehtadhruvi]

Mujhme pehele jitni taakat thi, ab utni nahi hai bakhi mujhme.

Thak gayi hu, roz uss purane news ko dekh kar, vahi baate sunkar.

Me kya kar sakti hu? Mujhme kya karne ki taakat hai? Kya me kabhi kuch kar bhi paungi? Me kamzor hu. Me kamzor ho gayi hu.

[mehtadhruvi]

No one knows everything about someone. There is always something that a person keeps with themselves. Always.

[mehtadhruvi]

Missing someone so much is wrong. It makes you want to forget all the mistakes they made. The part where they broke your heart. Where they made you cry. When the memories flood back, in the good ones you'll sweep out, and all the emotions will run back to you. And you'll text them again and the cycle will repeat. What will your heart do then? It can't mend itself anymore.

[mehtadhruvi]

The feeling of falling in love is too overrated. Love is difficult. It just doesn't happen that easily. It consumes the people involved. And you're not truly in love, if you aren't consumed by it.

[mehtadhruvi]

I need someone to talk to. I have my best friends whom I can talk to continuously forever and ever.

But I need that guy who's in love with me. The one who can't stop talking about us. The guy who would want something to happen between us. Someone who'd handle all my tantrums charmingly. Someone to call my own.

[mehtadhruvi]

If you feel something everyone has a problem with, isn't that really your own problem?

[mehtadhruvi]

Have you ever felt that feeling, the one that you get after watching a complete movie, without any disturbances or thoughts? When you're entirely invested in that movie?

Getting out of that zone seems difficult, but you somehow have to snap back into reality almost immediately, like you didn't just question your entire existence?

[mehtadhruvi]

I've felt so much that I've stopped feeling anything at all.