mejaemin

[mejaemin]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out- lovesuhng

YAAAA thank you sm (˶ > ₃ < ˶)♡ this is so sweet to see rn and TRUST i will be returning the love ASAP

[mejaemin]

svt fic recs list <3 - hoshi x woozi edition - sfw & nsfw

summary: 3 hxw centred fics, 2 sfw hoshi, 10 sfw woozi, 13 nsfw hoshi & 9 nsfw woozi x reader insert fics :)

contains: sfw section contains potential suggestive content, nsfw section contains 18+ content (mdni), majority is afab!reader

✩ svt writing & fic rec masterlist ✩

❥ hoshi & woozi centered fic recs

❥ #whoremebers | soonyoung x f!reader x jihoon - @vernonverse

❥ a lesson in begging - @studioeisa

❥ older brother!soonyoung vs. boyfriend!jihoon - @xinganhao

✩ sfw section ✩

❥ hoshi sfw fic recs

❥ rainy day thoughts - @rubyreduji

❥ dating hoshi includes… - @svtswhorehouse

❥ woozi sfw fic recs

❥ home for new year’s - @imujings

❥ boyfriend - @cynicalpurple

❥ main story vs close friends - @monolotus

❥ please linger/ please come back- @heartepub

❥ DATING JIHOON INCLUDES…. - @svtswhorehouse

❥ jealousy prompt: "what? me? jealous? never." - @studioeisa

❥ lee jihoon's fav kiss - @mejaemin

❥ untitled - @miyadollie

❥ jealousy - @qmrzi

❥ baker!woozi - @husbandhoshi

✩ nsfw section ✩

❥ hoshi nsfw fic recs

❥ typa boyfriend who... - @woozivrsefactry

❥ virgin hoshi - @hoshifighting

❥ sugar baby!hoshi - @hoshifighting

❥ harddom!hoshi - @hoshifighting

❥ birthday presents for a tiger - @rubyreduji

❥ College!Fling Hoshi - @hoshifighting

❥ Arranged Marriage - @hoshifighting

❥ greed - @cheolism-archive

❥ good influence - @cheolism-archive

❥ Guided Masturbation - @hoshifighting

❥ Wet Dream - @hoshifighting

❥ pillow princess reader - @hoshifighting

❥ black haired + undercut hoshi - @hoshifighting

❥ woozi nsfw fic recs

❥ fingering - @hoshifighting

❥ fingering fetish + exhibitionism - @hoshifighting

❥ face slapping - @hoshifighting

❥ woozi maspreading - @hoshifighting

❥ tied up woozi + abs riding - @hoshifighting

❥ extremely horny reader + guided masturbation - @hoshifighting

❥ him using the shower head on your clit - @hoshifighting

❥ woozi + accidental stimulation - @hoshifighting

❥healing sex - @hoshifighting

bun note: this is officially my last seventeen fic rec post here on tumblr. it is a month away from when hxw will both be enlisted. i figured that my time is up here. i'm so grateful to everyone for tuning in and enjoying it all. it was a wonderful era <3 even while i'm gone, i hope you will continue to enjoy the fic rec posts. remember to take care of yourselves :3 thank you so much!!

[mejaemin]

okay so we’re gonna ignore me and my crises for a moment because it’s a very special someone’s birthday…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY NANA !!! it’d be absolutely CRIMINAL for me to not say anything when he’s the center of my entire account. i will always have so much love and appreciation for this man. he’s so precious, caring, loving, and i don’t think i’ll ever forget him. he’s been the entire basis of my account since i started, and i may have lost my spark when it comes to writing for nct, but he’ll always always be my favorite person to write for, and he’ll always be the one w my favorite things i’ve ever written. he’s just so easy for me to understand, and i’m genuinely so in love w his personality. he really is so special, so sweet, and i’ll love him forever. even if i don’t talk about him as much.

[mejaemin]

pls read !!!

hi everyone! i just rlly wanted to apologize for my lack of attention towards this acc :// truthfully, i’ve been kind of struggling recently, and it’s hard for me to put effort towards something that i’m not 100% devoted to. that’s also the same reason why i haven’t really been answering requests from the 1k event, and i’m really sorry for that too !! i’ve kind of lost my spark w a lot of them and it’s hard to force myself to finish them yk?

that being said, i think the best thing to do in order to preserve my creative spark is to put it the event on hold !! my first thought was to cancel it, but i really don’t wanna do that, esp because the event was made to appreciate you all, so i think this was the next best thing, putting it on the backburner so i can focus on writing what makes me feel happy and less stressed, and potentially working on one of them whenever the inspiration comes. again, i’m very sorry !!! thank you for your understanding

[mejaemin]

if anyone happened to have.. an idea where i could write some sort of crossover… hml

SCOUPS AND FNAF HAVE THE SAME BIRTHDAY

[mejaemin]

skyline to ♡ with choi seungcheol

wc: 1.6k summary: welcoming another year around the sun with your one and only 🤍 warnings: found family (UGH my all time fav trope), beach, bittersweet (?), fears of getting older, so much intimacy/vulnerability and so much love an: my love is getting another year older today 🤍 svt is no longer a group with all boys in their 20s, and it’s something that sparked a feeling i’ve been having for a long time, and it’s that fear of getting older. this song really amplifies that feeling, and it felt perfect to include it in something like this. happy birthday cheol, i dedicate this and my favorite frank ocean song to you 🥂. listen 🎧 skyline to by frank ocean (bonus: kidult by seventeen)

life is really hard. there’s so many obstacles, so many things that people have to deal with, losing their footing every day in a world that they’re still trying to navigate. there’s not a single person who has done this before. it only gets worse the older you get, and that’s something you’ve felt nothing but dread thinking about. it’s scary, getting older. for you, it just leaves more room for you to feel sentimental and reminisce on moments that you won’t be able to experience again, even the moment where you sit right here, lingering on such a thought. it’s all fleeting, and it’s scary to know that these last seconds of joy, happy memories of a certain era of life, are slipping through your fingers. even if there’s more to come.

the years fly by faster and faster, the longer you spend your time on this planet. even the summer, such a small fraction of the year, feels like it only lasts a week. the whole season smushed into seven days, days which you’ve spent on vacation with only one person. coincidentally, the same person you see when you think of the past however many years. there’s not a single person you’re more grateful for knowing, having met him as a child, keeping him by your side for your whole life.you remember it so clearly, over ten years ago when you were knock kneed and second guessing every step you took. he saw you, and without thinking twice about it, he took you under his wing and hasn’t let you go ever since.

it was embarrassingly obvious that you were lonely, someone people didn’t like much, no matter where you went. you were used to navigating things on your own, and without the help of others, simply keeping to yourself and finding your own way. he was so bold, he didn’t even give you room to debate before claiming you as his best friend, helping you find your wings and become who you are today. you truly couldn’t credit anyone with their assistance in your success except him. he became someone you could lean on, and he quickly became your best friend, your crutch. it was easy to fall into a sort of dynamic where you were like family, being adopted by his own and becoming an extreme part of your life.

as you lay on this lounge chair, skin to skin while watching the waves sparkle under the moonlight, all you can help to do is reminisce on the time you’ve had with seungcheol. there’s not much time left until his special day, until he turns 30, welcoming you and all your friends into the third, melancholy decade of your life. with your head against his bare chest, you feel his heartbeat slow and his breathing go back to normal as the minutes tick by. yet, you still can’t seem to catch your breath.

it feels like just yesterday you were cowering behind cheol’s teenage, yet still very broad shoulders while he introduced you to his other friends. you blinked and suddenly you’re no longer chasing him down the boardwalk, beer bottle spilling over your hand as you race to the beach, tumbling through the sand when you catch him. you don’t do that anymore. you’re in the same place you walked all those years ago, except this time you guys don’t play fight in the sand, don’t get shitfaced and do all the reckless things you used to. now, you’ve found love, sitting with him on a secluded area of the beach, laying on top of him with barely any clothing separating the two of you, reminiscing on the past almost-twenty years that you’ve known each other.

this makes your heart hurt, your anxiety kick in. you’re so, so grateful that all of your youth was spent with him. there was nothing but pure joy, and you still have that now, but there’s something in you that feels nothing but pure dread, knowing that the youth you were so used to is going away. not completely, but it’s morphing into something different, and you’re not sure how ready you are to take that on. not long after cheol’s birthday, it’ll be jeonghan, jisoo.. and you’re right there with them. soon enough everyone else will follow suit, and you really couldn’t put it into words just how much that freaks you out. there’s no way to explain it.

when you look up at cheol, the arm that isn’t wrapped around you rests under his head, and his gaze is set on the sky above you both. he looks so beautiful, completely relaxed, face reflecting nothing but serenity as he lays with you. you’re envious of that, of his calm state of being, and happiness towards his special day and what comes after. eventually he catches your gaze, and he smiles softly, pulling you closer to give you a kiss. smooth, soft, and full of all the tranquility you wish you were feeling.

“talk to me.” he says, and you almost wanna curse at the way he knows you so well, immediately sensing the weight on your mind.

you sigh, “i just.. i don’t understand how you’re so calm.”

he chuckles, sitting up a little to place you properly between his legs. with your back to his chest, he wraps his arms tight around your torso. “what do you mean? should i be scared? am i gonna die tomorrow?”

you smile, just barely, a little huff of air leaving your lips. “no, no.. i’m talking about, like.. about growing up. you’re happy. embracing it. i don’t get that.”

he hums lowly, kissing your crown. “first of all, we grew up a long time ago. and of course i’m happy to be getting older. sure, we’ve come a long way, and i am entering a different stage, but it’s exciting to see what comes with it. personally, i’m especially excited to see how sexy i get once i’m thirty..” he laughs, nuzzling into your nape when you let out a little giggle.

“and.. you’re not afraid to lose what you’ve had in your twenties?” you look up at him, so much vulnerability, genuinely worried about this predicament, and you can see the way he softens at it.

he shakes his head, “nope. because i’ll always have those memories to keep. and i have you, the kids.. you guys are a part of my twenties. am i gonna lose you all after the next..” he checks his watch, “fifteen minutes?”

immediately you’re shaking your head, leaning into him impossibly close. “no! of course not.. you’ll have me, them, for forever.”

“well? there you have it then. i’m not losing my twenties, or any of my youth for that matter, by turning thirty. i still have you all with me, and i’ll keep you until i die. and even after that.” he emphasizes the last part with a kiss to your temple.

you nod your head. “i just feel like life keeps moving. and it keeps getting faster, but i can’t keep up. i don’t remember the years getting so short, you know?” you fight the way you get a little choked up the longer you talk, but he notices, as always, hands starting to rub against your waist.

this time, he has to take a moment to think, going silent to think of a response. “i understand how you’re feeling. i think like that more than i’d like to admit, but..” he pauses again, “there’s nothing we can do but look up, right? not everything has to be at the pace you’ve set for yourself. you don’t have to be what everyone expects you to be right now. whatever part of life you’re ready for, whichever part you want to be, i’ll be here to love you and support you through it, okay?” he holds you by your chin, keeping eye contact while he speaks, pouting slightly to help push his point, jerking his head to force your verbal response when you nod. he smiles satisfactorily when he hears your little okay, leaning in to give you kisses, on your lips and all over your face.

“now. no more sadness, okay? there’s one minute left, and my birthday wish is for us all to be happy. happiness only, ‘kay?” he noses the crook of your neck, laughing when you flinch at the little kisses that tickle your skin.

seungcheol’s phone rings, jeonghan calling, and you know that means it’s hit midnight, and you reach for it to hang up on him. you turn to face him, reaching for the little cupcake set beside you. i’ll be the first one, you mumble, lighting the candle before looking at him with a smile. as you start singing, his face shines so bright under the orange glow of the flame, smile so wide and perfect, even after all these years. as the song comes to a close, you feel much more excitement towards the future than you previously had, even if it’s not by much. seungcheol’s eyes fall shut as you end the song, adding a few extra notes to be fancy, laughing as he makes his wish and blows the candle out.

“happy birthday, my cheollie.” with a finger you wipe icing on his cheek, immediately going in to kiss it off. when you try going back in a second time, he turns his head, holding you against his lips by the back of your head. this time, it’s a little more romantic than the last few, his hands holding your body as close to him as it can get.

he pulls away, not by far, your foreheads touching, “thank you, baby girl.” he kisses you again, “i can’t wait to spend my thirties and forever with you.”

tysm for reading! it would make my day if you reblogged/commented and left a review! have a good day ♡

svt 🏷️ @cinnayomiroll @prettymoles @polarisjisung @ikozen @rivercattail @tinkerbell460 @lunaryoongie @sseungcheols @markkiatocafe @prttycheol @hyckiszn

[mejaemin]

i have a bday fic prepared for coups as well and i plan to post it later today or his birthday in my time zone !!!

[mejaemin]

happy birthday to my heart 🤍

seungcheol, someone who i admire so, so much. i feel like i was overall not the best person, in terms of all my relationships, before i found seventeen. upon meeting them, and seeing him, it changed something in me. i saw how he took care of his members, how he loved them so wholly, putting them above anyone else, and it genuinely changed me for the better. since finding coups i’ve genuinely become a better person. not only did i learn how to advocate for myself, but i gained the courage to reach out and feel less scared communicating with/helping others. i feel way more level headed and less troubled now that i have him, and i’ll never be able to forget how he helped me heal and grow. he truly changed me for the better, and unfortunately i cannot see him and show my appreciation during this tour, but i hope to as soon as possible. i love you coups !! i can’t wait to see the sexy 30s 😛😛😛😛😛

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omg no bc beidou was my main since i started playing in january until i got mavuika!!!! i had c6 beidou and she was my everything 💔 i miss her sm in my team tbh

also hero kaeya and shitty diluc? ugh i love that. i would’ve rb the shit out of that

you should get into genshin again! theres a new event rn that’s super fun ;((

alsoooo pls tell me one of the fics you rewrote pretty pls🥺

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she was my queen fr 🫡🫡 i dont remember much ab the game but TRUST i put my everything into her !! i still sucked tho because i was very much f2p 😕

and the fic was smt else.. i think if i redid it now it would be amazing, especially if i paired gyucheol w it 😋😋

i’m so meh about going back to genshin because i can’t even lie i was bullied so bad for playing it back then 💔💔 and the little lia inside of me is still mad ab that 😕 i do get like random waves of nostalgia tho every once in a while (when i find my old cosplays i mean what?) and i get a big desire to play it again but.. idk

[mejaemin]

[mejaemin]

hi boo! just wanted to pop in and say no hard feelings ok!! i’ll look forward to your writing and yaps regardless 🫶

also not you playing genshin,,, who did/do you main?? i just got mavuika’s best in slot weapon/team and feeling like a whale 😩 who was the fic about? 👀

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yayayay 😚😚

i don’t even wanna talk about that era of my life omg it was so bad… but !!! i was a beidou main 😙😙 she was my queen the loml i never took her out since the moment i got her i didn’t even care if i had better/stronger characters

i quit playing tho,, like right after sumeru came out because i couldn’t beat scaramouche 💔💔 i also was really chronically obsessed and in love w him and didn’t wanna fight him 😕 clearly i had some issues

and the fic was about kaeya !! and cheating on shitty bf diluc 💔💔

[mejaemin]

i just remembered this reallyyyy old genshin impact fic that i scrapped way back when and now that im thinking about it.. it would be so good if i turned it into a svt fic

[mejaemin]

i wanna start writing but i feel like im no good

u just gotta do it !!! try! throw urself into it and see what happens !!!

no one’s good at anything when they first start! like, omg.. if you saw the first thing i ever wrote, you wouldn’t believe it was me. it was so bad

you just have to have confidence !! you might not be where you want to be at the beginning, but with a lot of practice and perseverance, you’ll get there :)) i have faith in you, you can do it !!

[mejaemin]

if anyone has really sweet + fluffy hxw recs pls share ☹️

[mejaemin]

guys i’m never doing an event ever again

[mejaemin]

diamond boy ♬ with jeong jaehyun

summary: the love is all there, so why do labels have to be out of the question? warnings: situationship, lowk shitty jaehyun, suggestive an: a little short but.. idc! the person who requested this asked to stay private btw, in case anyone was wondering why there’s no ask attached! i hope they enjoy 💗

jaehyun’s skin is warm, comforting against your own. the both of you, laying bare against each other, catching your breath as he pets your hair. if it was possible, you’d stay here for your entire life. everything’s so slow, sitting here with his hands running over your hips, his heartbeat steadying against your cheek. it’s deep into the night, and in your fucked-out delirium, you’re starting to think this is something you could get used to.

“you’re quiet,” jaehyun says, breath tickling your crown. “was it that good? still can’t speak?”

you hum, “can’t move either. back hurts.”

he chuckles, low and comforting. there’s so much simplicity in your words, and it makes so much sense. being in bed with jaehyun, being touched and loved on so tenderly, yet being worked so good always leaves your head empty, completely taken up by him, leaving room for nothing else. it almost makes your head spin. he’s so good at loving you, yet so elusive when it comes to putting a name on such affections.

“mm..” he pouts, smile teasing, even though you can’t see it. “guess you gotta stay.”

you turn your head the slightest bit to catch his gaze, “you want me now?”

you see the way his expression turns a little weird as his eyes turn away. you can feel the embarrassment settle in your bones. it’s so late at night, you’re high on his body, and it happens every time. you always let your true desires slip, and he gets weird about it. says you’re ‘doing too much.’ “i’ve already got you. exactly how i want you, hm? now, stop talking nonsense.. go to sleep.. you’ve had a big night.”

nct 🏷️ @chenlezip @cinnayomiroll @prettymoles @jia127zen @polarisjisung @ikozen @tinkerbell460 @ninety-nite-99 @markkiatocafe

[mejaemin]

yall be driving me crazy bc why does everyone always enjoy the stuff i don’t like as much 💔