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Updating my old illustration of the boys with Caleb 🍎

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bullying him

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"Back to friends? Bullshit" - Ran replied at 11:05 PM (angst)

Ran, sleepy, a mess, a mind so blank thoughts of you

"Hi" Ran sighed when he accidentally found one your old love letters when you were together. "Yeah, right timing to leave..a single- that pretty 'hi' from yours. Gosh, if I only knew you would hurt me this much." Ran knew better so much better. He wanted to give you the best, you were friends at first. "Hi?" Ran repeated when he first heard you ask him. "Yeah, was wondering if you could help me. I'm kind of lost," you chuckled nervously when you first saw Ran bending on a sitting position at a near post with a cigarette on his fingers. "Oh that? Just go straight ahead, miss," he politely answered. You smiled so sweetly as if the angel sings, Ran could remember when his eyes lighten up. He shook his head and said, "it's late miss, let me accompany you." The both of you didn't realize that was the start of romance- or should Ran said after months later, a big headache. It was sweet, with a touch of rose but he didn't realize how his fingertips slowly slide down the thorns. It was suffocating for the both of you until you just ended things.

"You still have that?" Rindou teased when Ran suddenly snapped back to the present. "W-what? Boundaries, dude!" he groaned a little and put down the love letter. Rin just sighed and sat next to Ran. "I could see you were cleaning and found her letter, I thought you threw it away to be honest," Rindou casually replied and just checked on his phone while talking to him. Ran just sighed, "that's foolish" "better to do that tho" "why?" Rindou suddenly shift his eyes to him, "you didn't heard the news?" Ran cocked his eye, "well better tell it, whaddya mean?" Rindou gulped and then sighed. He put his phone down to the floor and adjust his glasses, "it's late, I shouldn't have said it. I thought you knew-" "knew what? The hell Rindou," Ran was getting irritated.

"She already has a new boyfriend," Ran just blinked. Blinked once more. "That easily?" Ran replied in a sarcastic tone. A laugh went by. "Broo, I told you..she's not worth it, there are many chicks there ya know? Not only her." The older brother couldn't do anything because it was true.

Months had passed, still left nothing. Ran couldn't bear it until one day. A glimmer of miracle, he saw you walking and waiting. He squinted, wiped his eyes, and even blinked a couple more until it sink in to him. It was you. "Oh damn right," Ran mumbled to himself. It was snowy, full of white snow around the corner. You were there, with a cute hat and even a coat a bigger than you. Ran didn't care less but he didn't really noticed he was following until he decided to approach. "Just be cool, talk to her," Ran just validated himself on what he thought to be a foolish choice.

But you were cautious, so aware that before Ran even speak, you turned. Ran was a bit surprised and almost slipped on his step, "h-hi" You blink and tilt your head, "..Ran?" you greeted him with a smile. Ran couldn't admit how he missed you, his first instinct was to hug you but couldn't do it. "H-how..how are you?"

The conversation went on, it was like a casual talk as if you were friends with no history what so ever. You were patient, smiling, like a sunny day in the cold weather. Ran, well, he just stood, as he try to give a smile he could but you could see what he feels to his eyes. He nodded and continued until he broke, "..you don't have to do this ya know?" he just chuckle to lighten up. He light up his familiar cigar and smoke to the snowy atmosphere. "Still have that habit? You didn't change Haitani," you replied. Ran just smirked, "who says I change? I'm still me," he murmured, "..I'm still the one you love," he whispered in a more quiet tone before looking away and exhaling a smoke.

"You already know what I texted before," you sighed and Ran just clenched his fist. "Friends? Really?" Ran was about to raise his hand of disapproval but still tried to maintain his composure. "I'm not believing that, it's either there's us..or.. no us" he murmured in defeat and threw the cigar. You were about to reply but Ran went ahead, "heard you replaced me with an idiot. I'm the best choice, why you threw me away?" Your eyes just soften in hurt, "..s-see..you're like that, haven't changed at all.." you whispered as you held a bit tight on your coat. You could just look away and take few steps back, "I have to go..just forget this meeting.." you murmured before going away. Ran wanted to grab your wrist but his heart was telling to let you go. "Maybe in another life, you would have accepted me as a delinquent," he whispered to himself while watching you walking away. The distance felt colder than ever of a snowy night.

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the things I miss. (rindou + angst, she reader)

Synopsis: "something 'bout you that I..I can't remember" Rindou wants to get back together again, but it's him and against on that damn overwhelming email- a way he wants contact you from far away, maybe far too long. (And there's Ran to help him)

"Lol what should I even type?" Rindow sighs to himself while writing an email - something even for himself didn't thought would do. "Shit, y/n this is so hard. Stuff she do, man how can I even start?" he continue to mumble, slouching against the old chair you remembered to sit while you cook food. Rindou just sighed, maybe in a disappointment to himself but rather he feels like a coward.

"Hi..um..been awhile, I think?" Rindou hissed to himself after typing nervously, "no no this is dumb" he groaned. He put his hands to his face, covering his embarrassment on what's going. "Rin, breathe. It's just a girl..it's just y/n" he just reminded to himself. And that happened, he remembered everything you two went on. The first dates, the first kiss, maybe even the first punch you gave to Rindou because you thought he was a criminal hiding on the wall. Rindou just let out a small laugh, a small smirk he missed. Rindou, then, just looked up and stare at the wall. The room was small, maybe a bit renovated.

When Rindou caught himself smiling, he shake his head and tried to snap of it. "Focus, focus, idiot.." he murmured once more and a bit upset to not just write the hell he likes to say just to get you back. He once again look at the email. Blank. "Fuck," he whispered displeased, "empty" he added. He then looked at his phone, maybe a bit cracked. "9:58 pm" he repeated when he saw the time. "Is it really appropriate to write her something at this time?" Rindou just overthink once more. The poor and shy boy all just wanted to express his thoughts, how can he be this bad?

After a few minutes, Rindou just finally had a courage to write when all of a sudden his brother just called. "Mhm, Ran really knows when is the timing, huh?" he sarcastically laughed. Swiped, "yo?" he sleepily answered with a matching lift of his glasses from his weary eyes. "You are awfully active at this late night," Rindou's voice from Ran's phone can be heard with a little bit of static. "Rin!" Ran with his energetic voice caused him to move his phone a bit away. "!" Rindou became too annoyed, "the fuck is that" causing Ran's velvet laugh on his end.

"So..still her huh?" Rindou's eye widened. His cheeks flushed in cherry and almost dropped the phone. A bit of noise came to Ran's end causing him chuckle more, "hey! Hey! I was just checkin'!" he joked to his poor younger brother. "Shut up, how did you know anyways?" Rindou wasn't happy to the slightest. "I'm smart ya know, plus I can hear you groaning and being an ass from the other room," Rindou just pout on what he heard. "So?" "So..why ya being a pussy anyways?" Rindou just gulped and shake his head, "that's helpful, thanks"

Ran then just sighed in defeat, "fine..Rin here's the real talk." With that, Rindou's attention just came with a flash. "Hm?" he became interested and Ran adjusted on his seat. "I know writing isn't your thing, why can't you just call her?-" "Call her???? Are you serious?" panicked came to Rindou's blood with Ran immediately responded to calm him down. "Depends on you, I mean dude..you can talk to her more with that comfortably ya know..just use it to your advantage." Rindou massaged the bridge of his nose.

"Only an idiot would call at.." Rindou looked again at the clock, "..at 10:13 pm" he sighed once more and cracked his neck due to fatigue. Ran smirked, "the old Rindou would do anything for her." Rindou made a pout, "you stupid, don't bring that." He paused to think, "i-i'm still that..! I-I..I.. well.." "Cat got your tongue?" "shut up! I still love her! Please what can I do?" Rindou plead. Ran just sighed to himself and lowered the phone a bit, "the thing is Rin...your break up with her doesn't make sense to me sometimes.." Rindou didn't reply, dead silence as if he waits for Ran to clarify.

"..I know you" Ran voiced tend to be a bit rougher, a bit confused. "You think when we lost the bet..you were scared to lose her. I told you hundred of times that you can still protect her-" Rindou clenched in anger, "You think that was easy?" His voiced toned up. "You think I just throw her away like that? They could kill her, ya know? I-it wasn't just a bet!" He breathe in. Ran couldn't respond and just rest his neck to the sofa.

"..still.. you deserve her, just talk to her man, don't make this complicated as it is," Ran commented weakly. "Y/N is your light, only a blind man wouldn't notice that. You changed a lot- I mean a lot Rin," Ran chuckled slightly to ease. Rindou just thought for himself, "I..I don't know Ran, you think..?" he paused, a bit shy. "..she would even answer?" He whispered. "You never know," Ran shrugged to himself, "your choice Rindou." The conversation ended and it was Rindou alone again.

He scratched his head and then finally dialed your phone number. His fingers were a bit nervous and flimsy but he did managed. Ring. Ring. Ring. "Hello?" Ended call. Rindou just ended the call, "oh fuck" he whispered and in panic threw his phone to the near bed. "Oh my..Oh my!" he blinked few times and breathe in and out. "t-that..that was her!" he smiled and immediately went to get his phone again and dialed your number.

But on the second time, you didn't answer, causing to Rin to regret and sighed. "Maybe another time.. dammit."

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I breathe every second for ur SMU series

One of my reasons for why i continue living fr

(NEXT PART WHEN I'M HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING)

NEXT PART WILL BE OUT TODAY/TOMORROW???? ON THE 11th 💪

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hi again 😭 just dropping this here because i IMMEDIATELY thought of shut me up

OH MY FOD YESSSSSS

that’s exactly how i imagine smu bachira LIKE THEYRE ALL THERE THE BAND IS BACK TOGETHER LMAOO

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Wouldn't it have been so funny if Ness had nonchalantly replied, "Because it's the only way of exit, Kaiser."

That would've been funny, wouldn't it?

Just look at his face at the next panel:

He looks so done and depressed.

LMAO!

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but rendering skin sure is fun

(edit: i saw tumblr content flagged it for mature content, theres NO nsfw or suggestiveness... kaiser's just naked 😭😭😭)

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I am an artist first and foremost and not a coward so I’ll have favorite panels for everyone even if I hate them. Panels of Michael Kaiser that I find objectively to be pretty because I have eyes

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caleb has a habit of tilting his head down when you're talking to him, especially when you're standing close. it's not dramatic, just enough to catch your gaze, brows slightly raised like he’s listening to you and only you.

it's the kind of look that makes you forget what you were saying for a second.

the worst part? he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it. he'll lean an elbow on a table or rest a hand against a doorframe, letting his height naturally create that downward angle: eyes low-lidded, mouth relaxed, totally unbothered. and you'll just stare, cheeks heating up, heartbeat skipping.

and when he does know?

he tilts a little more, lowers his voice, and murmurs, “you were saying?”

yeah. he knows.

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New tokyo revengers x Betty's blue collab!!!

The plushies in this collab ♡