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flesh is such a supple, soft, sentimental thing. Such is the nature of things that bleed.

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Charles Bukowski, "grip the dark," from The People Look Like Flowers At Last

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Fuck it. Fuck it all. I don't have any strength for this.

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i’m so sorry if someone made you think it’s hard to love you

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“You can’t be strong all the time. Sometimes you just need to be alone and let your tears out.”

— Unknown

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“Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you’ll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others.”

— Unknown

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“I’m still learning to love the parts of me that no one claps for.”

— Rudy Francisco

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You don't have to forgive them.

You have a right not to forgive them.

You do not need to forgive them in order to heal.

Sometimes, anger is a good emotion.

Sometimes anger is what's telling you that you're being treated unfairly.

Sometimes, healing means reaching a point where you can say, "what they did hurt me. It wasn't okay. I do not forgive them."

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My isolation and the hate that it brings... I choose it but I resent it. I resent it because I feel like I have to because it's a chore for people to be around me. I isolate so I don't hurt people and so people don't hurt me. But it causes me resentment and hatred.

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“That’s the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it’s impossible to ever see the end. The fog is like a cage without a key.”

— Elizabeth Wurtzel

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“Just for the record darling, not all positive change feels positive in the beginning.”

— S.C. Lourie

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Part of surviving is being able to move on.

Alexandra Bracken

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— Carol Rifka Brunt in Tell The Wolves I'm Home

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the problem with me is that i suck and im terrible and also afraid