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i don’t expect you to recognize the silence

the opposite, if I plunge

penetrating my mouth

in waiting

meditating on how to burn

new sentences form between narrow limits

entering paradoxical x-rays

pure absence shows itself contained

in eyes that recognize nowhere

nature descends in agreement

endless sweating doubt

before its form returns

discontent spews in a love tongue

a far hypothesis of available words

out

lips in me awning

invisible suddenly liquid

thing

i don’t expect you to recognize the silence

the opposite, if I plunge

penetrate my mouth

in waiting

meditating on how to burn

new sentences form between narrow limits

entering paradoxical x-rays

pure absence shows itself contained

eyes that recognize nowhere

nature descends in agreement

endless sweat from doubt

before its form returns

discontent horror spews in a love tongue

a far hypothesis of available words

out

lips in me awning

invisible hospital suddenly liquid

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ALTERITY TRINITIES

she writes on alterity it has already begun a third person that is also me, i iii = i from the perspective of three bodies, that are also one the mother, the daughter, the holy cunt bodily religions in specific, genital religions the daemonic power of genitalia the body/organ that speaks in tongues

alterity, to imagine the inside a sun or an eye inside the hole a filled body

she reflects on alterity i i i fragmented i she her they them alters altering alter altering sacrifice the i into thirds i - i - i (fig 1, alterity trinity figure) horizontally (i without dot) acephale (headless) I vertically (iii) exponentially like zenos arrow the sliced body consumed (ostia) by you, them, us alterity is the in between body the gaps fissures or the wounds of the whole alterity from the Descartes gouged eye/i the hole through which we enter / the hole that expels a simultaneous entering and exiting, the friction of the movement friction and pleasure / pain oscillation hollow and filled hollow pain, filled pleasure, hollow pleasure, filled pain are you willing to shatter the ideal? look at my eyes, see the shattered blood vessels how they burst especially at the interior corners, the iceberg melts the body bleeds heat and cold collapsed in time a body opposite collapsed in a labyrinth of information how to cannibalize an aggressor at some point you will be utterly humiliated the subhuman stares flat on the ground i can take your skull in my hand and burst it with my grip

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More   a   specular   subject   that   sees   itself   reflected   everywhere                  ‏       3h3   hours   ago   More   the   place   where   reason   finally   lost   its   head   #marktaylor   #archetexture   #head   #obelisk   #placedelaconcord                  ‏       3h3   hours   ago   More   the   belief   in   the   fundaments   named   Identity,   Unity,   Being,   and   Presence   #marktaylor   #archetexture   #ontotheology   #heidegger   #ONE   #caput   #capitalism   #head                  ‏       3h3   hours   ago   More   the   sign   of   the   groundless   sign   [...]   the   same   that   Lacan   uses   to   mark   the   split   or   cracked   subject:   a   barred   S—$                  ‏       3h3   hours   ago   More   that   they   [...]   should   not   merely   resemble   each   other   but   should   be   the   same                  ‏       4h4   hours   ago   More   living   on   /   border   lines   #derrida   #arretdemort                  ‏       4h4   hours   ago   More   neither   inside   nor   outside   ...   inside   out   and   outside   in   #marktaylor   #invaginated   #archetexture                  ‏       Feb   10   More   networks   subverting   the   grid   #marktaylor   #simcit                  ‏       Feb   10   More   progressive   abstraction   or   dematerialization   #virilio   #aestheticsofdissapearance   #simcit   #marktaylor                  ‏       Feb   8   More   this   is   not   representation,   this   is   being   in   the   world,   philosophically   different   level   of   risks   involved   than   using   representational   media   that   objectifies   people.   When   people   are   themselves   in   their   own   bodies   being   the   work   #personintheworld   #moorman   #agency   #activesubject                  ‏       Feb   8   More   #wabisabi                  ‏       Feb   7   More   i   think   i   need   more   light   in   my   body   ...   i   think   i   need   for   something   blue   or   green   to   shine   from   my   rib   cage   #borzutzky                  ‏       Feb   7   More   a   cell   is   a   country,   the   body   a   continent,   surrounded   by   the   ocean   Encompassing   #array   #waldrop                  ‏       Feb   7   More   world   of   mirrors   #waldrop                  ‏       Feb   7   More   erotic   props   from   mount   of   olives   to   dead   sea   trough   #waldrop                  ‏       Feb   7   More   interior   of   the   body   shatters   #waldrop                  ‏       Feb   7   More   shameful   parts   into   the   leg   #waldrop                  ‏       Feb   7   More   nerve   centers   reflected   to   infinity   #waldrop                  ‏       Feb   7   More   figures   and   fables   dashed   in   pieces   #waldrop                  ‏       Feb   7   More   glass   knotted,   rushing   headlong                  ‏       Feb   7   More   thought   drawn   out   like   string   #disclosure   #keithwaldrop   Jan   31   More   eroticizing   the   forms   of   diffuse   biopower,   scopic   surveillance,   penitentiary   confinement,   and   bodily   restriction   that   emerged   with   revolutionary   disciplinary   institutions   #architecturesofpleasure   #preciado130                  ‏       Jan   31   More   the   mutation   of   the   disciplinary   regime   toward   _   forms   of   control   and   production   of   subjectivity   characterized   by   the   _   design   of   gender   and   sexual   reproduction   and   by   the   electrification   and   media   production   of   pleasure   and/as   capital   #preciado129                  ‏       Jan   31   More   shift   from   sovereign   forms   of   power   over   the   body   to   disciplinary   regimes   #delabretonne   #sade   #ledoux   #lequeu   #coldwar,   with   the   introduction   of   new   techniques   of   surveillance   and   spatialization   of   pleasure   that   would   produce   the   modern   prison   and   hospital   complex   #preciado129                  ‏       Jan   31   More   #biopoliticalislands   #seaofsigns   mutating   tech   of   the   body   and   representation  #mediaarchitecturecomplex   #revolutionaryutopias   #delabretonne   #ledoux   transposed   to   the   unexpected   context   of   north   american   late   capitalism,   and   developed   by   mass-media   tech   and   arch   of   the   spectacle                  ‏       Jan   31   More   pure   representation   and   audiovisual   consumption,   by   multiplying   the   "value"   of   each   and   every   image   of   and   out   of   #preciado128                  ‏       Jan   31   More   playboy   had   erotized   what   mcluhan   had   described   as   a   new   form   of   modern   proximity   "created   by   our   electric   involvement   in   one   another's   lives"   #preciado128   #virtualpleasure   production   through   #conectedbody   #informationtechniques                  ‏       Jan   31   More   bringing   together   through   vertical   and   horizontal   distribution,   as   well   as   through   multiple   apparatuses   for   technification   of   the   gaze   and   media-based   transmission   of   information   the...   #preciado123                  ‏       Jan   31   More   #heterotopia   #foucault   capable   of   juxtaposing   in   a   single   real   place   several   spaces,   several   sites   that   are   in   themselves   incompatible   #desespacesautres   Jan   31   More   the   pornotopia   was   ungrounded;   it   floated   over   media   signs   #massmediaplatoinaporncave   #multimedialabyrinth   #permeableborders   to   fall   into   that   "hole,"   to   penetrate   that   opening   #preciado122                  ‏       Jan   31   More   media   laboratories   for   strategic   spatialization,   distribution,   communication,   and   capitalization   of   subjectivity   through   rigorous   techniques   of   confinement,   overexposure,   surveillance,   concealment,   and   the   production   of   pleasure   #preciado118                  ‏       Jan   31   More   the   abysmal   character   of   the   hole   through   which   the   guest   literally   slipped   in   and   the   interior   waterfall   that   awaited   #multimediawomb   #architecturalincubator   #mediabodyofhouse   #louismarin   #utopies   #jeuxdesespaces   #preciado119                  ‏       Jan   31   More   #mcluhan   #techassistedorg   screen-eyes   of   the   house   are   no   longer   organs   but   media   prostheses.   no   longer   inform   of   the   immediate   outside   but   rather   of   virtual   and   distant   worlds   linked   to   the   house   by   electronic   connections   #corbusierwallsoflight   #multimediadarkrooms   #preciado116                  ‏       Jan   31   More   modern   subjectivity   cannot   be   accessed   through   a   psychological   narrative,   but   rather   must   be   constructed   through   architectonic   representation   #preciado80   #exhibitinginteriorspace                  ‏       Jan   31   More   #spectacleofinteriority   #theatricalizedpublicselffictionofartistry   #architectonicselffiction   a   visual   narrative   where   autobiography   is   produced   through   the   representation   of   interior   design   #characterintimacy   #preciado80                  ‏       Jan   30   More   this   construct   miming   as   a   world   of   freedom,   is   really   a   prison,   where   one   whores   oneself   out   in   the   pursuit   of   the   pleasure-producing   phenomenon,   an   unsustainable   theater   that   swallows   you   whole   #whore   #horror   #lessismore   #lessisabore   #iamawhore                ‏       Jan   29   More   no   longer   “alienated   as   a   passive   spectator”   but   rather   totally   absorbed   within   the   virtual   space   of   spectacle,   becoming   an   “interactive   extra”   #baudrillard   #revealhidden   #privateintopublic                      ‏       Jan   29   More   anyone   can   enter   these   heterotopic   locations,   but   in   reality,   they   are   nothing   more   than   an   illusion:   one   thinks   one   has   entered   and,   by   the   sole   fact   of   entering,   one   is   excluded   #foucault   #espacesdesautres                  ‏       Jan   29   More   interconnected   electronic   boudoirs   able   to   broadcast   information   #multimediawindows   #preciado110                  ‏       Jan   29   More   an   ideal   grid   upon   which   all   the   fragmented   body   parts   captured   by   the   many   technical   recording   systems   relate   to   each   other,   like   in   an   anatomic   variation   of   Saussure’s   structural(u)st   system   #croppedorgan   #abstractvisualeconomy   #bodyconstructedthroughcollageasarch   #preciado98                    ‏       Jan   29   More   game   as   free   network   of   relationships   #preciado86                  ‏       Jan   29   More   #technologiesofpowerandsubjectification   #apparatus   #dispositif   #capturelivingbeings                  ‏       Jan   29   More   pharmacopornographic   power   links   the   previously   separated   cells   and   autonomous   bodies   into   a   larger   media   network   #preciado84   #observatoriesofhumanmultiplicity   #techniquesofsubjection                  ‏       Jan   29   More   if   you   want   to   modify   gender,   transform   architecture.   if   you   want   to   modify   subjectivity   act   upon   interior   space.   #self-displayexercise   #femalecell   #electronicboudoir   #reconstructionofcriminalsoul   #disciplineandpunish   #birthofprison   #artofcorrecttraining   #mediaarousal                      ‏       Jan   29   More   theatrical   and   multimedia   interior   produced   and   reproduced   through   media,   surveillance,   and   pornographic   techniques   #preciado81   #pornotopia                  ‏       Jan   29   More   using   self   fictional   writing   and   representation,   Hefner   turned   theatrical,   media,   and   surveillance   devices   to   his   own   interior,   rendering   his   domestic   space   visible   #preciado78   #howacartoonistlives   #domesticselfexhibitingprocess   #consumptionofintimacy                  ‏       Jan   29   More   superimposed   on   the   legal   map   of   the   city   of   chicago,   a   nocturnal   cartography   emerged,   where   the   game   and   sex   industry   mapped   its   own   streets   and   access   routes   #preciado77   #casinogamehousebrothel                  ‏       Jan   28   More   the   active   process   of   production   of   interiority   through   performative   (visual,   theatrical,   narrative)   techniques   #preciado62                  ‏       Jan   28   More   the   double-edged   quality   of   the   x-ray,   its   power   to   “destroy   the   body   in   the   very   act   of   illuminating   it   and   making   it   visible”   #cartwright   #screeningthebody129                  ‏       Jan   28   More   medical   visual   technologies   as   the   ultimate   pornographic   tool   to   make   the   interior   of   the   body   visible   #gilelvgren   #abstractinteriority   #conceptualbwo   #preciado61                      ‏       Jan   28   More   a   cultural   apparatus   that   confounds   the   distinction   between   public   and   the   private   #lisacartwright   #xraytechnology   #screeningthebody   #medicinevisualculture   #bodyasvisibleobjectthroughtech   #publiccultureofprophylacticimaging                  ‏       Jan   28   More   the   entrance   of   “private   life”   (domesticity,   the   body,   and   communication)   within   the   productive   economy   #postfordistturn   #marazzi   #immateriallabor                      ‏       Jan   28   More   the   switch   between   opposites   produces   pleasure   and   capital.   pleasure   is   generated   by   the   constant   move   from   one   extreme   to   the   other,   #conversiondevice   #liminalsubject   #featuresofplay                  ‏       Jan   28   More   flexibility,   reversibility,   and   circularity:   reclining   lounges,   hidden   cameras,   one-way   mirrors,   passageways,   rotating   beds,   trap   doors,   false   bottoms   #dispositifsofrotation   #preciado48                  ‏       Jan   28   More   #voyeuristicstructureofthevisualfield                  ‏       Jan   28   More   directly   proportional   to   the   stupidity   of   the   male   gaze   #gulliblenaivemeans   #masturbatoryvisualmechanism   there   was   no   threat,   no   risk   #masturbatorydispositif   #preciado43                      ‏       Jan   28   More   through   the   magazine,   a   collective   male   eye   gained   access   to   a   carefully   choreographed   female   privacy   #preciado42                  ‏       Jan   28   More   #pornotopicon   #biotecnicpoetics                  ‏       Jan   28   More   it   was   a   sort   of   safe   observatory,   an   information-management   center   for   the   production   of   fictional   media   versions   of   the   public   sphere   #bachelorpad   #pleasurewascollateraleffectofconstantcirculationofimages                  ‏       Jan   28   More   the   fact   that,   through   it,   what   had   until   then   been   considered   private   burst   onto   the   public   sphere   #pornographic   #mechanicallyreproductiblevisualinfo   #arousingbodilyaffects   #preciado26                  ‏       Jan   27   More   the   self   becomes   an   object   of   its   own   transformation   #examinationofconscience   #stoics   #emergenceofsubjectivity   #subjectificationobjectification   #birthofdesire   #foucault   #controlregulatedordered                      ‏       Jan   27   More   technologies   of   the   self   #biopoetics   #biotechnics   #foucault                  ‏       Jan   27   More   the   work   of   the   self   on   the   self   #artofexistence                  ‏       Jan   26   More   innovative   relationships   between   image,   pleasure,   advertising,   privacy,   and   the   production   of   subjectivity   #preciado26                  ‏       Jan   26   More   new   image-consumption   practices   that   were   brought   about   by   new   production,   distribution,   and   consumption   techniques   #preciado25   #pornography                  ‏       Jan   26   More   an   apparently   decentralized,   democratic   communication   system   was   in   reality   a   censorship   and   surveillance   apparatus   #mail   #transporttechnologies   #nps   #preciado25   #statenetworkforthecontrolofthecirculationanddiffusionofinformation                  ‏       Jan   26   More   architecture’s   “becoming   mass   media”   #colomina   #hefnerportrait                  ‏       Jan   26   More   reappropriating   “performative   codes   of   identity   production”   #codesofvisualrep   #hefnerportrait                  ‏       Jan   26   More   segmenting   and   inhabiting   space,   along   with   affects   and   modes   of   pleasure   production   #architecturalthreat   #architecturalrevolution                  ‏       Jan   26   More   inventing   a   new   erotic   topos   as   an   alternative   #playboyarchitecture   #preciado19                  ‏       Jan   26   More   an   architectural   multimedia   production   company   #playboyempire                  ‏     �� Jan   26   More   preciado,   beatriz.   pornotopia:   an   essay   on   playboy’s   architecture   and   biopolitics.   #gender   #sexuality   #architecture                  ‏       Jan   26   More   you   and   i   are   also   fictions,   and   we   live   in   this   collective   dream   #preciado                  ‏       Jan   26   More   Petric,   Vlada.   “Tarkovsky's   Dream   Imagery.”   Film   Quarterly,   vol.   43,   no.   2,   1989,   pp.   28–34.   JSTOR,   JSTOR,   http://www.jstor.org/stable/1212806   .   Translate   from   Czech                  ‏       Jan   25   More   women   must   write   through   their   bodies   #cixous   #medusa                  ‏       Jan   25   More   Souffles   suggests   both   the   breathing   and   the   speech   that   come   when   censorship   over   the   body   is   lifted;   it   also   suggests   strong   emotion   or   labor   or   passion,   in   all   of   which   one   "breathes   hard.   #suleiman   #breathing   #souffle                  ‏       Jan   25   More   "By   writing   herself,   woman   will   return   to   that   body   that   has   been   more   than   confiscated   from   her...In   censuring   the   body,   one   censures   at   the   same   time   breathing   [le   souffle]   and   speech."   #cixous   #souffle                  ‏       Jan   25   More   Cixous,   Hélène,   et   al.   “The   Laugh   of   the   Medusa.”   Signs,   vol.   1,   no.   4,   1976,   pp.   875–893.   JSTOR,   JSTOR,   http://www.jstor.org/stable/3173239   .                  ‏       Jan   25   More   Suleiman,   Susan   Rubin.   “(Re)Writing   the   Body:   The   Politics   and   Poetics   of   Female   Eroticism.”   Poetics   Today,   vol.   6,   no.   1/2,   1985,   pp.   43–65.   JSTOR,   JSTOR,   http://www.jstor.org/stable/1772120   .                  ‏         Jan   25   More   a   bend   or   a   turn-ein   Kehre-was   necesary   so   that   I   glimpsed   something   of   the   horizon   that   my   thinking   was   opening   or   reopening   #irigaray13   #seekingrefugeinthevegetalworld   #heidegger   #horizon                  ‏       Jan   25   More   an   intimacy   that   tries   to   express   without   completely   revealing,   for   such   revealing   would   destroy   it   #irigaray7   #burstforthasflowers   #brotundwein   #holderlin                  ‏       Jan   25   More   an   epoch   presumed   to   be   postmetaphysical   #irigaray                  ‏       Jan   25   More   perception   [...]   emerges   in   the   recess   of   a   body   #ponty9   #perception   #body                  ‏       Jan   25   More   my   power   to   reach   the   world   and   my   power   to   entrench   myself   in   phantasms   #voidofimaginary   #plenumofperceived   #ponty8                  ‏       Jan   25   More   if   the   openness   in   being   is   a   horizon-structure   and   not   the   production   of   void,   then   the   seer   and   the   visible   need   no   longer   be   ontological   opposites;   the   horizon   includes   the   seer   #ponty   #visible   #horizon   #void      Jan   25   More   from   now   on   it   is   what   it   says   and   nothing   more,   a   complete   word   that   refers   only   to   itself   #ponty   #visible                  ‏       Jan   25   More   forcing   a   meeting   with   this   impossible   relation   which   finally   forms   the   only   reality   #sacrificialwriting                  ‏       Jan   25   More   the   aporia   of   the   sublime   #terror   #awe                  ‏       Jan   25   More   dieu   est   une   p...   #lacan583                  ‏         Jan   25   More   l’ecriture   conjure   la   crainte   de   devenir   fou.   Elle   donne   au   texte   et   a   l’existence   en   morceaux   une   image  d’identite   #marmande   Translate   from   French                  ‏       Jan   24   More   what   and   where   is   the   panic   of   detachment   now   #limitexperience   #ocean   #storm   #theend   #nausea                  ‏       Jan   24   More   o   filthy   grandeur!   o   sublime   disgrace!   #limitexperience   #baudelaire                  ‏       Jan   24   More   mise   en   scene   in   a   nervously   nervous   nervous   system                  ‏       Jan   24   More   wasp   orchid   pornography   #assemblage                  ‏       Jan   24   More   the   fire   of   the   sun   the   carbon   for   the   fire,   plato   i   am   the   sun                  ‏       Jan   23   More   dissolving   all   forms   of   mediation   into   an   organless   body   #deleuzesnietzsche                  ‏       Jan   23   More   organizing   the   excess   of   dionysian   flux   by   incorporating   it   into   the   labyrinthine   lines   and   folds   of   memory   #stiegler                  ‏       Jan   23   More   life   experienced   at   the   limit   of   apollo’s   organs                  ‏       Jan   23   More   causing   a   little   of   dyonisus’   blood   to   flow   in   the   veins   of   apollo   #hegel                  ‏       Jan   23   More   experience   the   negative   #birthoftragedy                  ‏       Jan   23   More   exploring   mon   espace   literaire   Translate   from   French                  ‏       Jan   23   More   je   suis   mort   #barthes   #l’arretdelamort   Translate   from   French                  ‏       Jan   23   More   literature   as   movement,   a   form   of   contestation,   a   refusal,   a   violent   force   that   brings   everything   into   question                  ‏       Jan   23   More   displacing   _                  ‏       Jan   23   More   the   intrinsic   risk   of   _   in   philosophy   #raisond’etre                  ‏       Jan   23   More   absence   d’oeuvre   #silence                  ‏       Jan   23   More   exceed   it   from   the   inside                  ‏       Jan   23   More   writing   pour   retrouver   la   mort   Translate   from   French                  ‏       Jan   23   More   nous   avons   perdu   la   mort   Translate   from   French                  ‏       Jan   23   More   l’ecriture   de   fraccion                  ‏       Jan   23   More   making   philosophy   excessive                  ‏       Jan   23   More   la   philosophie   doit   tout   dire  

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thing

i don’t expect you to recognize the silence

the opposite, if I plunge

penetrate my mouth

in waiting

meditating on how to burn

new sentences form between narrow limits

entering paradoxical x-rays

pure absence shows itself contained

eyes that recognize nowhere

nature descends in agreement

endless sweat from doubt

before its form returns

discontent horror spews in a love tongue

a far hypothesis of available words

out

lips in me awning

invisible hospital suddenly liquid

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Man is only history, in particular history of the means of production

Marx

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Those who love, friends or lovers, know that love is not only a blinding flash, but also a long and painful struggle in the darkness of the realization of definitive recognition and reconciliation

The rebel

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Already, by work, by his transformation of the natural world into a technical world, he manages to escape from the nature which was the basis of his slavery in that he did not know how to raise himself above it by accepting death* *does the advent of the technical world suppress death or the fear of death in the natural world? Hegel

The rebel

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Rebellion kills men while revolution destroys both men and principles. But, for the same reasons, it can be said that there has not yet been a revolution in the course of history. There could only be one, and that would be the definitive revolution.

The rebel

[melangeorange]

The cult of uncertainty is a revolt against reason-so, in ethics, the cult of moral grayness is a revolt against moral values. Both are a revolt against the absolutism of reality.

Any rand

[melangeorange]

Integrity is loyalty to one's convictions and values; it is the policy of acting in accordance with one's values, of expressing, upholding, and translating them into practical reality

Any rand

[melangeorange]

Pride is one's response to one's power to achieve values, the pleasure one takes in one's own efficacy

Any rand

[melangeorange]

One's actions must be consistent with one's convictions

Any rand

[melangeorange]

To love is to value. Only a rationally selfish man, a man of self-esteem, is capable of love- because he is the only man capable of holding firm, consistent, uncompromising, unbetrayed values.

Ayn rand

[melangeorange]

Productive work is the road of man's unlimited achievement and calls upon the highest attributes of his character: his creative ability, his ambitiousness, his self-assertiveness, his refusal to bear uncontested disasters, his dedication to the goal of reshaping the earth in the image of his values. "Productive work" does not mean the unfocused performance of the motions of some job. It means the consciously chosen pursuit of a productive career, in any line of rational endeavor, great or modest, on any level of ability. It is not the degree of a man's ability nor the scale of his work that is ethically relevant here, but the fullest and most purposeful use of his mind. The virtue of pride is the recognition of the fact "that as man must produce the physical values he needs to sustain his life, so he must acquire the values of character that make his life worth sustaining...never Accepting unearned guilt and never earning any, or, if one has earned it, never leaving it uncorrected - by never resigning oneself passively to any flaws in one's character.

Ayn rand

[melangeorange]

Since everything man needs has to be discovered by his own mind and produced by his own effort, the two essentials of the method of survival proper to a rational being are : thinking and productive work

Any rand

[melangeorange]

An organism's life is its standard of value, that which furthers its life is the good that which threatens it is the evil [...] the pleasure/pain mechanism in the body of man serves as an automatic guardian of the organism's life [...] consciousness is the basic means of survival. For man, the basic means of survival is reason.

The Virtue of Selfishness

[melangeorange]

If a man was going to work that hard the world ought to know about it

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