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I was in awe of the reddish sky tonight and sat outside for like 5 minutes or less, just spacing out. I kept on pointing out the pink and blue that were side by side. It didn't take any longer for the sky to dim after I stared into the wall. By the time I looked back, the blue hue had already consumed the pinkish hue. I was literally looking at it with analytical artist eyes, like, how to blend them by layers lol.

Now is the tenth minute, and it's completely blue. Dark blue. I was taken aback when I first walked out of my room and found the corridor reddish. It was dreamy for sure :3

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First time seeing Ifa in nightsoul state, struggling to hold onto Cacucu… HOT DAMN HE HAS SUCH A SEXY EXPRESSION????

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Actively projecting all my likes and dislikes onto my boys. Blue is an anomaly but at least he isn’t screaming or hitting people when you are around.

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We should start licking their slender back instead of their nipples. Let me preach.

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Mother, may you please make a fanfic of Yulian and reader being arranged marriage when they are children? 😔

Tbh, this is low-key the canon event in Uphill Daisies but I’ll see what I can write today for you bonnie :33

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Time to remind everyone that Yulian and Eleanor have a script where they have to face each other off in meta narration :D

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Yulian better love me with his whole life. I ain't finding anyone other then him

He does love you with his whole life! Like, whole life. Do you not see how many times he has lost you and still insists on trying to fix everything?

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YULIAANN I LOVEE YOUUUH

Would you like to have this anon?

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Y'all would have thought Yulian was in the ‘infantilizing’ part but noooo. It’s your boy, Blue.

Surprising, considering it was always Yulian who was being very extra on his spouse but hey, he was only being extra protective. Not actively enabling dependency like (coughs coughs) Blue—

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i think being fingered so deeply that their palm stays grinding up against your clit with each thrust of their fingers is very romantic actually

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Me when I give the breeding kink: (abruptly points away from Blue toward Kaspar)

Ok so. Kaspar prolly has breeding kink bcs he wants a family of his own yknow.

Blue on the other hand does fancy the idea of building a family but it’s definitely not something that bugs him as much as Kaspar. So what? He just wants to either make you mentally and physically dependent on him lol. Defo babytrap.

Yulian wasn't even there to begin with.

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I don't think Blue would taxidermize you (no matter how fantasy it gets, he believes that he will find another way) but I bet you Yulian has ever done that once before 💀☝️🏻

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when is Yullian's birthday?

It has not been decided yet :(

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Usually this would mean there’d be a new comfort snip

Apparently IM JUST MISERABLE HUH. I HATEEEEE THIS PLACE MUAH

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AND I HAVE FUCKING FUCKING FINALS TOMORROW. STOP. THROWING. ME. TRAUMA. STOP GIVING ME STRESS.

STOP KILLING ME A

Apparently IM JUST MISERABLE HUH. I HATEEEEE THIS PLACE MUAH

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Oh yeah, it was actually like a fucking bet. Like, holyfuckingshit there’s no way the gap for my breakdown is THAT close right?

Life is not fucking daijoubu

Im this FUCKING FUCKING close to fucking text back my ex just to ruin my rep even more IF I fucking snap at my dad again.

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Apparently IM JUST MISERABLE HUH. I HATEEEEE THIS PLACE MUAH