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Letter to Anyone 1/12/17

Dear anyone,

Good lord. Have I neglected to write for this long?! I’m sorry. Let me fill in some blanks. Work got crazy with restaffing, new store manager, holiday events, and lots of over time. You know how retail is…

Life got grayscaled and I honestly didn’t want to make you feel bad or sad because I felt bad or sad. Depression is awful like that! I hope you don’t have it. And if you do, I feel your pain, so deeply. Are you getting the support and help you need? I really hope so!! If you’re feeling down, feel better soon okay?

I have to gush to you though! Over the holidays I met someone wonderful! I hope they like me as much as I like them! Do you have someone wonderful in your life too?? I hope so. Everyone deserves someone to love! They’re so cute and funny… I promise not to get too sappy!! If you notice I had a partner-in-crime last time I wrote. He’s still there. And that is a whole other conversation… Not one generally accepted by many… I hope I don’t offend you. I met a girl and she rocks my world and I wanna be with her too!! You know something? So far the people IRL who know have been nothing but understanding and accepting. It makes me so happy!!

I also wanted to tell you I missed writing to you. So I’ll try to be more diligent about keeping in touch! I really promise :) Tell me, has everything been okay with you? Holiday went okay? Starting off the New Year amazing? I hope so!! Tell me, what’s your resolution? Mine is simple. Be a better me. Aaaannnd read 65+ books this year. I’m already done with two!! Do you like to read? If so, what kinds of books? What did you read last?? I love recommendations!

I don’t know what else to tell you today… So I’ll find something fun to tell you about soon!!

Stay Amazing,

Memilymaybe

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Letter to Anyone 8-16-16

Hi again!

I know it hasn’t been too long, but I thought you’d like to know about my weekend! I went to a very cool convention. It was different from all the others I’ve been to and, surprisingly, I walked out of there feeling better about myself than I ever have. Isn’t that amazing?! I also went home with new friends who keep in touch and it really makes a difference since I’ve been in this new town for a little more than three months and really haven’t made friends yet.... I’m just a hair more socially shy than I’d like to be. So I’m really glad my friend dragged me along!

I don’t have too much to report on the work front. Things are still going well there. My partner-in-crime is having a crisis about his job, however. It makes me worried about him... The anxiety attacks are getting worse. I know he needs to go back on the meds and he agrees. We just... Need the money. Isn’t that how life always goes? You need a job to make money to keep your job. A vicious circle.

Enough about that! How are you doing? Is work or school or both going well? How about your friends? Are they doing well? Doing lots of fun things together? I hope so. It’s important to spend time with those you care about. :)

Well... That’s really it for me today. I’ll talk to ya later!

Stay Amazing,

MemilyMaybe <3

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Letter to Anyone 8-11-16

Hi there!

I know this is probably a bit weird, writing to no one and anyone at the same time. But I thought it would be nice. How are you? Are things going well? If not, I hope things are on the upswing soon! I know you can do it! :D I’m doing okay. I’m tired a lot lately, so I think the depression is hitting me again, but it could also be the randomized hours of work too. Which, by the way, is going great! I love this job and all the people I work with! I am sad to report that my boss is leaving us and that stinks. She’s one of the best I’ve had since I started working almost four years ago! But that’s okay. I understand why she’s leaving and I know things will get better.

I suppose, dear reader, I should tell you something interesting about myself. But what do you want to know? My favorite color? Or favorite kind of music? How about what kinds of books or TV I usually like to indulge in? Oh! Or food? I really love food.

Well. I guess I’ll start with the first one. My favorite color is blue. Specifically turquoise or aquamarine. Really any shade of blue. My favorite music varies from day to day. Usually, something along the rock-n-roll style or upbeat to help keep me positive. In my downtime, I’d rather listen to piano or classical or acoustic. As far as books go, as long as it has an interesting plot I’m down for it. I generally read mystery, some sci-fi, some thrillers, fantasy, some classics and on rare occasions, young adult novels. For TV usually sci-fi. No, no, I’m not into the whole Supernatural fan club or Dr. Who club. But I do like to watch them here and there. I like shows that make me think or shows that are full of suspense! Criminal Minds is my favorite right now. Finally food. Carbs. Bread, pasta, cake, cookies, sweets of any kind. I honestly love a variety of foods so it depends on what my tummy is craving that day!

I hope that gives you a little bit of something to relate to... I’m not very good at this, you see. I’m not super special or talented. I don’t really stand out unless you know me well and even then, sometimes it’s easy to forget I’m there. But it’s okay. Because you read through this! And that’s something! I hope you know that you have a friend out there, even if I never hear back. I’m glad you took the time to read this and maybe feel like someone out there is like you. 

That’s all I have for today. I’ll write again soon!

With love,

MemilyMaybe