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theirwarmth‌:

      ❛    ARISATO - SAN ?  ARE YOU AWAKE ?    ❜  her  tone  is  polite  &  patient .  however  that  patience  doesn’t  last  very  long  as  she  notes  a  lack  of  a  response .  she  lifts  her  notebook  &  whacks  him  upon  the  head  lightly  (  not  enough  to  hurt  unless  you’re  a  wimp  but  enough  to  wake  him  ) .  ❛    hey !  wake  up  lazy  bones !  this  project  is  a  quarter  of  our  final  grade !  you  better  not  be  dozing  off  &  make  me  do  all  the  work !    ❜

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               ❛  huh --- ❜ after getting whacked on the head by a notebook, he abruptly stirs awake and makes quick sense of his surroundings; it was none other than the library of shujin. that’s right, they agreed to study together didn’t they? ❛ hmm ... well, i’m awake now.  so i guess i’ve got to work. ❜  minato’s not sure what brought him here in the first place, as he usually worked alone. though, he’s certain good is bound to come from this. fully awake he gives a lazy smile, does a minor stretch, then goes back to focusing back on their notes.  ❛ just kidding i wouldn’t dream of it --- where were we again?  ❜   

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            you are not coming back             you are not coming back             you are not coming back             you are not coming back             you are not coming back             you are not coming back             you are not coming back             you are not coming back             you are not coming back i know  you are not coming back

                      please come back  

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theirwarmth replied to your post:                               HEADCANON MEME his...

NO BABBBBBYYYYYY

he’s an angel and deserves the world.

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                              HEADCANON MEME

his childhood wasn’t a very happy one. the days “ before the incident ” makoto was described to be a well-mannered, curious young boy who his neighbors thought very highly of. he loved his parents with all his heart and enjoyed helping out around the house. he was just entering first grade during that time as well, much to his excitement. however, after the car accident makoto was left orphaned and various family members argued about who should take custody of him. it was mostly out of inconvenience than genuine worry ( aside from his grandparents ) originally, his mother’s sister didn’t want anything to do with him. so his grandparents were the ones to take him in. school became increasingly difficult as makoto didn’t want to socialize with anyone and kept mainly to himself, quietly doing his school-work. he went to therapy for a little bit, as he witnessed his parent’s death first -hand, but barely opened up. his mental state wasn’t the same. getting out wasn’t easy either, as for the longest time just looking at a car would make him panic and scream. then, much to his grandparent’s dismay, makoto completely distanced himself with making friends or holding conversations outside of people he was comfortable with. solitude was the only friend that wouldn’t leave. because of his reluctance to make friends and quiet disposition, he became the target of frequent bullying. typically he’d just lie down and take any insults that came his way, however, if anyone ill-mentioned his late parents, he’d become uncontrollably violent and lash out, only leading to more behavioral problems and concerns.

despite these challenges his grandparents worked hard to help makoto as much as they could. one thing that seemed to help him a lot was music. they gave him a pair of headphones at a young age and he used them pretty much everywhere to drown out unwanted noise. even if he wasn’t making friends, it kept him from getting into fights and helped him focus with his school work which began to steadily improve. life went on and when makoto was around eleven years old his grandparents, sadly, became unable to take care of him. eventually they passed, but not without leaving him money ( combined with his parent’s ) to set him up in his adult life, purposefully made untouchable by other relatives. after they’ve left this world, makoto went onto to live with his aunt and uncle, and cousins. unfortunately, that didn't’ last very long either. behind the uncle’s back, his aunt was constantly rude to him and treated him like a nuisance. despite barely remembering her face, being the spitting image of his mother didn’t seem to help his case in gaining any paternal love from his aunt, as they never got along in the past. her kids weren’t too kind either. they constantly reminded makoto how he wouldn’t truly belong in their family, or anywhere for that matter. though, it seemed to angry his cousins more at his lack of reaction. so they would resort to pushing him around. he hated it, but fighting back only got him in trouble, sometimes locked away for a few days. some days he tolerated it and other days he didn’t. it was a vicious cycle for a long time, debating whether to stand up for himself or let people push him around.

this went on for a year or so, then ultimately out of pure pity, his uncle threw him into japan’s foster-care system thinking he’d have better odds, as his options within family were gravely thin. that however, was a nightmare all on it’s own. the privacy was next to none, some days were too loud for him to bear even with headphones, but he had no choice. he had a few foster families who weren’t completely awful, but his ability to effectively form bonds with others was greatly severed. plus, why bother when he wouldn’t belong anywhere in the first place? he was constantly around people, never alone, but didn’t have a single person to call a friend. at age thirteen, makoto simply accepted that he truly wouldn’t belong anywhere or with anyone. so, he kept his chin up and kept on with life solely before there wasn’t another option. whether he lived or died didn’t matter to him anymore. this lead to makoto developing cynical and borderline-resentful views of the world. so, he grit his teeth and studied hard in school so he wouldn’t fall behind others and once he began to gain more independence, utilized this fully to his advantage. he would transition to school dorms ( whenever that was option ) and continued to keep to himself. needless to say, his childhood had more downs than ups and he prefers not to think back too heavily on it, as it avoid bitter memories. the happy memories with his grandparents and parents are heavily obscured, but from time to time, he remembers their kindness, faces, and sacrifices every so often.

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I want to try that inbox trick so formatting works but 🤔

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I don’t know what’s worse. ailli hitting me with the death hc. maddie hitting me with the childhood hc. or the fact i was blasting bad luck charm so it all ties together horribly.

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derangcdarchive‌:

send me  ‘ hc ‘  + a word and i’ll write a headcanon about it regarding my character.

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honeyardor‌:

                   ❛          i-i’m  fine             !             i  just             tripped             over  a  stray  stick  on  the  path                   .          ❜

♡             /             @memorir                .

                     ❛ are you sure? ❜ he had taken a few nasty tumbles himself during his lifetime, needless to say they weren’t fun. ❛ what about your ankle, can you walk alright? ❜

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“Sorry if I looked interested, I’m not”

— Aquarius, Gemini, Leo, Scorpio, Aries, Virgo

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purifye‌:

hey guys! we all fall down on some hard times. even with a job and all, i do need some help paying for classes this upcoming semester ——– so, with that being said, commissions are finally open for me!

here are some things that you can commission from me!

THEMES ( 15 USD ) :   here,   here,   and   here   are examples  ! ( + 5 per character )

ICON  PSDS  /   BORDERS  NOT  INCLUDED  ( 5 USD ) :  here,   here,   and  here  are examples   !  ( + 5 for a custom border ! ) 

BANNERS  ( 10 USD )  :   here,   here,   and   here   are  examples  ! ( + 5 per character. )

SO ——- help ya girl out and help her get an education this fall term !

that, or you can donate here ————-   through my paypal   !

COMMISSION TIME!

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“Oiii! Makoto!” “Yuki-kun!” “Yuki!” “Yuki-kun!” “Yuki!” “Yuki-san!” “Arf!”

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              ❛ so ... they dragged your group out here as well. huh?  ❜ he speaks of the velvet room attendants. it seemed these were the one’s whom they were competing against in a dance-off as per elizabeth’s request ( well, more like heartfelt plea. ) it still felt all surreal to him, however, as per usual makoto simply goes with the flow of things. ❛  i’d suggest to just make the most of it. oh --- i didn’t catch your name, are you their leader?  ❜

@takeyourheart just because. ♥

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honestly? the sibling au is the only thing that keeps me going. ( generator here )

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                  ❛  are you mocking me? ❜ it’s a fair enough question. minato blinks his gaze travels from the coloring book, then back to the redhead.  he’s not sure whether to be more confused or insulted that she even thought to bring him this. not to mention he has no clue why he’s reaching for the crayons and coloring back, only entertaining her further. well, it didn’t look too childish. was this one of those adult coloring books? it did look complex enough.  he’s totally not into it, nor is he picking from the various shades of blue in the box to color in this empty rose. absolutely not. ❛ did they have this in the library? ❜

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makoto yuki.

╳   FLAWS.

moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | lies | impatient | blunt | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power - hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky | absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | childish | callous | clingy | delusional | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cynical | cruel | depressed | deranged | egotistical | envious | insecure | insensitive | lustful | delinquent | guilt complex | reclusive | reckless | nervous | oversensitive

♔   STRENGTHS.

honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm | protective | proud | diligent | considerate | compassionate | good sportsmanship | friendly | empathetic | passionate | reliable | resourceful | sensible | sincere | witty | funny

🖌 SKILLS & HOBBIES.

art | acting | astronomy | animals | archery | sports | beach combing | belly dancing | bird watching | blacksmithing | boating | calligraphy | camping | candle making | casino gambling | ceramics | racing | chess | music | cooking | crochet | weaving | exercise | swordplay | fishing | gardening | ghost hunting | ice skating | magic | engineering | building | inventing | leatherworking | martial arts | meditation | origami | parkour | people watching | swimming | puppetry | pyrotechnics |

tagged by: snatched from @sabazio  tagging: see this ? do it !

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Reblog if your muse is skilled with a sword! 

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he’s just a baby !