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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 2 months ago
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i had the sweetest time with my friends tonight it was my bro’s birthday and listen thats bestie right there he kept hugging me and touching me all night and oh my god is he in love with me? was he touching me too much? i’m taking it in a bro way bc i think he’s lowkey touch starved and needs love from anyone like he just needs SOMEONE to care about him and his well being and i think he feels safe to be himself around me. anyway love that guy so much happy b-earth day bro
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 2 months ago
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meow meow meow having the stupidest time because i mm so suicidal rn it’s not even funny but i really have no reason to be? i’m just annoyed and angry all day every day. i guess that’s not true. emily makes me smile and laugh. my coworkers also make me smile and laugh and are very nice to me which makes me feel like they care about me (i think they do?) but i’m just like… so unhappy being alive rn. i don’t know if i’m just burnt out or what. but i’m really tired of feeling like this everything irks me so bad
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 2 months ago
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yall i am so overwhelmed with love at all times. em knows me so well. she said something the other day ab me getting back on T bc she knows i would be more comfortable with it even thought i haven’t brought it up in a while. she makes me feel like a boy when we’re having sex. she plays the songs on her playlist that i wanna hear even when she would usually skip them. he loves me so much he’s obsessed with me and can’t keep his hands off of me and i’m obsessed
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 3 months ago
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freaking the fuck out rn my gf is worried she has brain ameba (she doesn’t. right? RIGHT????) bc she has been doing saline nasal rinses but she’s been boiling the water and is only worried bc she MIGHT have not dried every drop of tap water out of the bottle from washing it but the internet says that the ameba cannot survive in saline and cannot survive in properly treated municipal tap water???? so she has to be okay right???? she just has a mild fever because she’s sick and she’s always in a lot of pain and has bad headaches and has a stiff neck because she’s sick right??????? she’s not throwing up or anything so she’s gotta be okay???? she’s not gonna die in her sleep???? i’m freaking the fuck out
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 3 months ago
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right yeah so here’s the issue: still have a terrible fucked up relationship with sex and how people view me as an object, and i know that em isn’t thinking poorly of me or anything but when they turn down my advances i still take it very personal, but i can’t tell her how i’m feeling because then she’ll stop teasing me as much so that i don’t get my hopes up, which will make me feel worse because we’ll be less sexually connected. anyways i feel awful and stupid and ugly and i don’t want anyone to touch me ever again
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 3 months ago
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meow meow meow meow boyfriend called me annoying and now i have recoiled into myself and need to die
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 3 months ago
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sigh just had a two hour argument-turned-conversation about my girlfriends bpd which is actually DID in disguise…. just a reminder to myself to take my time and be gentle with her and sometimes when we’re fighting it’s not her and she is simply Not There, which is more than okay i just need to be kind
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 3 months ago
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sigh living my most perfect life rn. just got out of the shower while i was in there i could smell the dinner my girlfriend/soon-to-be-fiancé was making in the kitchen while our two cats sit on the counter waiting for me. couldn’t be happier
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 3 months ago
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aaaaaaa woke up an hour ago (4:30 am -_-) can’t get back to sleep have work in three hours feel like a failure of a human and son and bf— supposed to go on vacation in june with my whole family but it’ll cost me 2000$ between expenses and me and my gf having to take off work and i really cannot afford that, i will be literally homeless if i go. plus the fact that i just paid 850$ for my teeth, plus the few hundred dollars we’ve spent on ems drs appointments, like saving money is just not feasible rn. plus i’m trying to propose at the end of the year, which is probably now pushed back to next year because of the money we’ve lost. when will it be my turn to be happy????
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 3 months ago
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do not ever try to tell me you’re in love until you’re hand composing and arrangement of violin sheet music based on promises and all i’ve ever known from hadestown to propose to
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 3 months ago
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no better feeling in the world than getting fucked in the morning by someone that loves you and can’t get enough of you
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 4 months ago
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got dam boyfren so hot gotta channel the sex we had into fanfiction
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 4 months ago
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how am i supposed to jork it when my boyfriend is snoring loud as hell behind me
he’s being real cute tho he keeps pulling me closer and shit god i’m in love
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 4 months ago
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hey literalllyyyyy help me i can’t call back asleep i have an audition in 16 hours i hate the color of my hair i feel ugly my boyfriend thinks i’m more attractive with black hair my headshots don’t have that hair color i feel worthless i feel unloved i feel crazy i feel dramatic i feel stupid
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 4 months ago
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god WHY is the concept of sex so fucked up for me?? like i can’t remember a time that it didn’t mean that i was valued as a person and worthy of being in someone’s life. i only feel close to people when that’s a regular part of our routine. if my gf is tired or simply doesn’t want to i’m convinced she hates me and then i feel lonely and like we’re on the verge of breaking up. i felt so unwanted last night that i wasn’t listening to her at all and we got in a big fight about it. we’re okay obviously she’s the love of my life and we talked about it but like… fr the frequency at which we have sex is solely what determines how “good” our relationship is going which isn’t true at all i just don’t understand how to separate these concepts in my brain, it’s all i’ve ever known. how do i rewire this
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 4 months ago
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think something is Wrong with me if i’m not seen as a sexual object i feel completely useless and deserve death
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meowmeowmeowkittyblog · 4 months ago
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i love my boyfriend we really started sleeping next to each other in his college dorm and despite the Awful circumstances that should have kept us apart we thought yeah…. i actually Cannot live without this
and here i am sleeping in their arms two and a half years later in our shared apartment. the love is never ending
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