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Hi everyone

I really dont know how to do this stuff. So just hear it out. 

Ever since the starting of this year, there was a lot of stuff wandering in my mind. Ok who am i shitting I’ll get straight to point. So I’m leaving. I started expressing stuff here in late 2024 And it was the second most lowest moment in my life so far, and it was fine experience. Idek if it can get any worse now, i have bawled my eyes out more in 2025 than 2024 and 2023 combined. i made this blog during a time when i didn’t really know who i was. And i still don’t. 

But tumblr was a really good decision for me, i learnt so much, also got that what i was aching for at the moment. I have alot of phases just during that time and if you were there in any of them thank you. If we ever spoke, shared something, or even just existed quietly, thank you. Thank you for making me feel seen and heard.

I’m really glad some of you thought so much of me and gave me an opportunity to explore your world. Thank you. Also I’m sorry if i ever said any stuff that hurt anyone. 

 this blog will always be very close to my heart so i cannot bring myself to delete it, it might rot away but fine whatever. May it be proof of my terrible phase. (Sorry) I will not be active anymore. Anyone who has my personal account feel free to reach me out, im active on those twice a month so i will def check out your messages. But i probably wont be the same person anymore.

And as for me, I’m trying to get on the healing road, trying my best. Though my past will always linger, I’ll try to make it invisible to move on from things that hurt me. I have alot i still need to do, i am very young, and i cant let my past manipulate my future. I have been reading a-lot of books and articles just to help me with my past, and might even get professional help further. No one around me knows whats going on so I’ll get on this train alone. I wasn’t going to write this but you guys are so good i couldnt leave without saying a proper goodbye. I am highly doubtful that i’ll ever come back here. Right now, its the best for me. 

You all were a very wonderful experience to me that i could never forget. 

Thank you for sticking with me, being nice to me. I love you all.

i won’t be back. take care of yourselves. ❤️

logging out for the last time.

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the gotham city of lads

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Called my brother after weeks and got called ret@rded, stupid shit, got bribed and got his work tea that left my mouth hanging.

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A man who yearns is a man who earns💪🏻

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My parents are forcing me to go on a 2 day trip with them. Awesome right? A trip?

Well, them having fun with their friends, drinking, spreading misogynist comments is a TRIP for them, but me sitting in the hotel room all alone is NOT a trip for me.

Why even bother taking me there? Is that too difficult to understand?

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Idek what i did today and yesterday boo. Whatever i just made this, bcs my parcel arrived. That did not make any sense.

If you havent realized, i love drawing women, drawing men is so boring but women mmm loml idk what happened to her neck area i just focused on abs and coloring sucks lol

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so sleepy rn that I’ll bite smone if they dont let me sleep

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i am nothing without my drawing

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It was raining. The wide opened window welcoming some of the drops inside.

“You didnt close it….ofcourse” he muttered. A man with bulky build, hair kissing his shoulders, the curls- a complete day and night- complete loop. His brown eyes wander to the gloomy weather across the window border before he closes it. He loved walking shirtless around his apartment. So did his boyfriend. Who was currently in the bath, humming their favorite song while scrubbing himself. Amrendra would be lying if he said he couldnt hear katappa.

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i accidentally made curd

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i nee d to draw

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I got injexionn

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srk has many pointless movies but wtaf was ‘zero’

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