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kazuha / zee

GENERAL HEADCANONS

❤️ hurt / comfort (1)

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kazuha who finds you in the bathroom and finds you hunched over by the bathroom sink. lifting your hair, he finds tears and tearmarks staining your face with such stricken sorrow.

he would never tell you this, but he hates seeing you cry. when you come home with your shoulders and head down, it feels like his world also collasped. everytime either one of you come home tear-stricken, it feels like the apartment, so carefully crafted with trinklets and little pieces of joy, have been tainted by a glooming silence; silence which becomes the background noise to desperate gasps for air and sniffling.

nevertheless, he stays. because through the storm comes light. he tucks your body into his arms and entangles his legs with yours. he whispers of mindless to do lists, the walk he went on today, and the people he saw; he shows you that outside of the silence of the apartment and the overwhelming steps out the door, is a world that is worth living for. he shows you that there is light after the storm, and even if you can not find your way through the harsh rain and the deafing thunder, he will remain a light for you to fall back on.

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want to use this blog more often...i miss kazuha

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hii haha i dont see a lot of topaz x reader so im gona req one hehe so you know the trope where like (character) introduces their pet to their s/o and the pet likes the s/o more than (character)? i wanna see how topaz would react if numby would rather chill with reader more than topaz, if u dont wanna write this then its okay have a nice rest of your day! :D

warnings: female reader (but no pronouns are used), reader hips, jealous Topaz, Topaz needs a hug

p.s sorry if this is not what you wanted, but as soon as I saw your request, I immediately thought of jealous Topaz

Right now, Topaz was dismayed by the sight in front of her.

She witnessed how Numby lay on your thighs and rubbed against them as if it was the best pillow of his life (in fact, it was true).

Your fingers ran over the piggy's smooth skin, stroking him in every accessible place and cooing sweetly at his every joyful squeal. But once upon a time it was Topaz herself.

She's actually very happy that you two have become friends. Even at the first meeting, Numby began to feel a strange attachment to you. He tried to climb into your arms when they met him, squeaked happily and jumped, which was quite surprising, because it took him time even to let himself be petted. And you never missed a chance to play with Numby.

Despite your work, you remained a good person, and that's what attracted Topaz to you.

And she is glad to have such a wonderful lover, but now she constantly has the feeling that she no longer lives in this house.

But Topaz is partly to blame for not intervening. And she can’t even figure out who she envies more.

"Who's the good piggy here? It's Numby!"

You laughed quietly at the excited sounds Numby was making. It was very difficult to resist his charms.

"Agree Topaz. Topaz?"

She continued to look at you through her eyelashes, resting his cheek with one hand and frowning slightly. You looked at woman worriedly and called her name again.

Your voice seemed to bring her out of some kind of trance.

Topaz shook her head and gasped at the realization that you were calling her.

“Haha, sorry, I was lost in thought. Did you want something?”

She rubbed the back of her head and focused all her attention on you. You couldn’t help but notice the slight sadness in her voice, and even Numby stopped playing and began to pay attention to the conversation.

"Are you sure you're okay?"

"Yes, eh...I"

Topaz couldn't find the words? If anyone had told her that, you and she would have laughed about it. You noticed how her gaze ran over Nambi lying on your lap, and without thinking twice you put two and two together. Oh, who would have thought...

"Topaz, are you...jealous?"

After your words, an expression of shock appeared on the girl’s face. white-haired woman began to actively shake her head, fervently denying your words.

"No no! Well maybe a little... But I like watching you and Nambi have fun, I really do."

You immediately realized that Topaz had received almost no affection lately. A guilty expression appeared on your face.

Numby looked at you and seemed to understand what you were thinking.

You and Nambi “looked at each other” and a smile immediately appeared on your face, while the piglet stomped around impatiently. Topaz did not have time to react when at the one moment two bodies knocked her down, pinning her to the sofa.

She felt your warm breath on her neck, tickling her skin, one of her hands held your waist while the other stroked Numby, who settled comfortably on her stomach.

A heartfelt, loud laugh burst from her chest, making you laugh along with her.

"What is this for?"

Topaz asked, stopping laughing. You moved closer to her face and quickly kissed her lips, a light blush appearing on her pale cheeks.

"doesn't matter."

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okay what if there was a movie director! reader with actor! kazuha and they have to conceal their relationship to make sure their newest movie launches without a hitch. they have to battle out their jealousies with kazuha's co-star & reader's assistant.

you hate it whenever kazuha's co-star would get too touchy with him. you even went as far as to hire an intimacy coordinator to make sure that the two of them have proper boundaries and yet they continue to test your patience. they try to touch his hands numerous times throughout the shoots, even when their hands aren't even in the shot.

your assistant always gives you lovey-dovey eyes whenever they give you coffee in the morning. its gotten to the point where kazuha finds it a little peeving to see them always hovering near you, wagging their tail like a love-struck puppy as they beg you to talk more about your plans for this movie.

when the shoot is over, the two of you crash onto the bed together, holding each other tightly as you talk about your experiences. he laughs it off, kissing you on the forehead as you roll your eyes, rubbing your hands against his cheeks softly as he presses his face against them.

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basic dni

pls don’t come in here with hate or anything weird. if you don’t like it just block or don’t interact.

pls respect my own ships and my headcanons. i probably will have different views of my favorite characters from you or from canon.

i am genderfluid. i will identify myself as i see fit, and use different pronouns based on how i see myself in certain au’s. as for my pronouns, i use all pronouns + neopronouns, but please default to they/them.

will be a lot more vulnerable and sometimes might vent. i will use the tag #.vent to filter and any trigger warnings.

mera sukoon means "my peace" :)

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