mercuryann

[mercuryann]

jokes are supposed to be funny

[mercuryann]

so many times i ask things i know the answer will hurt so bad, and i do it anyway.

am i a truth appraiser or just a masochistic?

[mercuryann]

it's just me and my pride and prejudice obsession against the world

[mercuryann]

what should anyone do when they are surrounded by friends yet no one to tell their problems

[mercuryann]

It didn’t kill me, but something inside me died that day.

[mercuryann]

"Her silence is more eloquent than any language in this world."

[mercuryann]

i realize i'm in love

stars may ask why.

i'll answer: you rise above them all.

careful! you're about to hit the sky.

my love finds you in the highness of the sky

and in the depths of the oceans.

details, that's it.

sometimes i see your difficence

fragments of your soul you hate

and i can't follow you there, i find them magnificent.

don't confuse, i am not a fool.

i see your imperfections,

but they make me love you more,

please: don't be cruel.

heaven or hell,

crown or straw,

no need to choose,

i shall love you anyhow.

10/10/21

[mercuryann]

i did, not anymore

“I choose you over everyone.”

— Rainbow Rowell

[mercuryann]

not even one

[mercuryann]

i always leave a mark.

[mercuryann]

“When you love someone, you are sure. You don’t need time to decide. You don’t say stop and start over and over, like you’re playing some kind of sport. You know the immensity of what you have and you protect it.”

— Nina LaCour, Everything Leads to You

[mercuryann]

„Allein“

Ich möchte

allein in meiner Einsamkeit sein

keiner der kommt

und

mich ständig fragt

ob ich okay bin

ja verdammt

ich bin okay

mir geht´s gut, okay?

ich bin okay

Ihr müsst mich nicht

reparieren wollen

denn

ihr könnt es nicht

denn ich bin nicht kaputt

mir geht es gut okay?

Ich brauche

einfach einmal ein wenig Zeit

für mich

und zwar auch nur

für mich

darum

lasst mich bitte

allein

allein in meiner Einsamkeit

[mercuryann]

summer nights were soo much prettier when i had a happy family

[mercuryann]

what if i love that person so much that it feels better to keep them with me even if i realize they're doing everything to lose me?

“A person who values you, wouldn’t ever put themselves in a position to lose you.”

— lieinlove

[mercuryann]

“Her aura is made of poetry, roses, and galaxies”

— Unknown (via thoughtkick)

[mercuryann]

stop asking if i'm okay, i don't feel you love me anymore, OF COURSE I AM NOT OKAY

[mercuryann]

The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.

F. Scott Fitzgerald.