after much more consideration, i have settled on dropping rick and likely roleplay as a whole on tumblr.
i thought with his return that i would feel more inspired to come back or to slide him over to a multi, but i am not. i keep trying and it keeps not working out. the years i spent writing this cowboy were really rough personally, and while i have a few very good memories here, it does not outweigh the bad ones and it makes it very difficult to enjoy myself.
i can't find his voice anymore without all the bad memories resurfacing. and to be honest, my heart is in a different fandom now and my head is in a different place all together. this blog will be archived and i am not sure i will continue on with my multi. if i do y'all will know, but it's not likely. i may seek out rp on a less public platform instead or return to writing fanfic.
anyway, i am very glad i had rick while i did and i am thankful to all those who wrote with me and some of those who stuck around to be long term friends!
y'all take care ❤️
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good evening y'all
i never gave much of a reason for my disappearance, but basically life happened and wouldn't stop happening and it took a lot out of me. i have been keeping my head just above water for a good bit now, and felt myself slipping back under, so i decided to come back to this blog and rick because it's a healthy and enjoyable hobby that i think i need.
i know leading up to my hiatus i was flighty and struggling to commit to writing here, but now i know my limits on what i can commit to and feel confident i can keep an easy pace here.
i just wanna try to write again, so if anyone wants to plot please feel free to reach out ☺️ or send a meme! i will be answering the few i have within the next few days.
also, i hope everyone who is still around is doing well so far this year ❤️
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↪ 𝐹𝐼𝐿𝐿𝑂𝑅𝑌 ⅋ 𝐅𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 . ( a collection of sentence starters from season one of syfy's the magicians . adjust phrasing as necessary . this prompt will be updated as time goes on . )
it's always something with you , isn't it ? it's always an emergency .
look , this is your responsibility .
wow , nice trick . i'm sure you're a hit at parties .
so ... you think you're ready .
i called you . all weekend . where were you ?
okay , we have got to pull you together .
you can't run away hard enough , can you ?
i know where you were all weekend .
life is raw , everybody medicates .
i love you . call me , okay ?
am i hallucinating ?
come on , or you'll miss it .
can i start over ? please .
i'm going to make sure you don't remember a thing .
playing with time is such difficult magic .
don't bother trying to compare yourself .
it's good to be aware the world is blatantly unfair .
it's my fault that they said that .
if you think my family is some sort of advantage , you've been misinformed .
maybe i wouldn't let myself forget .
that was before i knew there was something else .
it's really okay if this is not your thing .
you're hurting yourself , & you're not okay .
i just needed to see if i was right .
we've been watching you for quite a while now .
hello ? do you need help ?
you feel right because you're starting towards your destiny .
for some reason , you're involved . so be involved .
look , hold that thought , okay ?
i'm obviously coming with you .
there's no such thing as safe magic .
what is this place exactly , besides a health hazard ?
you ask a lot of questions .
jesus , you didn't tell me you were dangerous .
it's a little bit bigger than messing up .
there's a bad story every few years around here .
can you just help me live with myself ?
i'm gonna tell you something deep & dark & personal now .
i'm trying to tell you , you are not alone here .
i don't know . i wanna be your friend , i guess .
you should hate me right now .
the last thing i wanted to do growing up was read fantasy .
let's just say life wasn't exactly non-stop fun growing up .
if you're guilty , i'm guilty .
come do something stupid with me before you go .
okay , you know what ? i'm not interested in your personal issues .
this isn't just some lark to me , just so you know .
i mean seriously , what do they expect , you know ?
look , you can't run away from you .
there's nothing i can do in this moment to stop the comet from crashing into the earth , is there ?
i keep trying to tell myself that this is somehow better .
you don't see color & want to go back to black & white .
you can't help , & i can't help you .
what the hell was that , you maniac ?
why would you ever trust anyone ?
i'm willing to teach the right people what i know . & i know a lot .
you're lucky i can fix this .
hey , have you heard of karma ? sometimes it's instant .
i'm generous with you , considering .
get me everything on this list . this week .
why even ask , if you'll just forget it again ?
that's not a real answer .
you're a much better liar than i expected you to be .
do you think you have a destiny ?
there is no destiny . no born heroes .
you can either step up to it or not , that's up to you .
this is your problem , that you should solve !
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