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Meredith Grey with her two youngest kids, Bailey and Ellis Shepherd

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Fanfic update

OMELIA:

We could have it all part 1

We could have it all part 2

Blood and Water

Only lovers left alive

Every man I’ve ever loved has died part 1

Every man I’ve ever loved has died part 2

Pure love

She’s the one

I want you to know

The love we need it now

Something stupid like I love you

We could have it all part 3

We could have it all part 4

Now I am invincible part 1

Now I am invincible part 2

I watched you die part 1

The Sign

I watched you die part 2

You take me on a date

You’re gonna catch me if I fall

Love run

That’s what family is for

They could never tear us apart

They have two angels now

You’re my family now

Caught

Demons from the past

You taught me everything

What if

A gift from the past

Tree of memories

You’re my flashlight part 1

You’re my flashlight part 2

I can barely say

The way we end

Nothing else matters

Never run

Nothing else matters part 2

Merthan/Griggs:

It’s never gonna happen

Caught

I’m here for you

Beauty, Beast and the Nanny

It’s good that was you

You’re my flashlight part 1

You’re my flashlight part 2

Hold my hand

Just give me a reason

Take a chance on me

Before it happened- merthan perspective

Love me like you do

You’ll always be his princess

I won’t hold your hand

I can be your hero

Oh, baby

Miracle dream

Oh, baby part 2

When a man loves a woman

Surrounded by silence

Give me love

Race with the past

Stay with me

Fatal fate

Surprise! part 1

Surprise! part 2

Nathan and Teddy:

Something we left in the desert

Benalice:

Alone together

As long as you love me

Mardan:

Love is a crime

It’s not about sex

Save me from the dark

Your secret is safe with me

Say my name

I won’t fall in love part 1

I won’t fall in love part 2

I do

You’re enough

You’re enough part 2

You’re enough part 3

Gillovny:

I made you weak part 1

I made you weak part 2

Seana:

Kiss the cook

Safe place

Outlaw Queen:

Because of you

Sherlock:

Until death do us

Make me sway

Japril:

Red notebook

Before it happened

AU Amelia’s Diary part 1

AU Amelia’s Diary part 2

Update :)

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when will your fav ever sign a contract for $20 million a year, becoming TV’s highest paid actor, turn around, publicly threaten to beat a fox commentators’ ass without caring about repercussions or losing sponsors AND THEN continue to swing on anyone who comes for her??? You can take Ellen away from the ruffnecks but you can’t take the ruffneck out of Ellen Kathleen Pompeo!

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Old School (2003) - Nicole

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#proud mama duckling

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Meredith Grey + dresses

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Trying to save me

Hi Merthan fans! I have a little something for you. You can be a little confused bc in this one shot  Nathan didn’t leave and Paul appeared like in grey’s episode. Hope you will like it! Comments, likes and reblogs are very welcome.

@acciotvseries thank you for your help <3

Meredith was laying on her bed with Nathan’s hand around her waist, he was still sleeping while she didn’t want to go to work. For the first time she wanted to stay in bed with the love of her life. Meredith gently turned around, she put her hand on his cheek and after a moment she kissed him, trying not to wake him up, but suddenly he moved on top of her, kissing her neck.

“Good morning doctor Grey.” he said, biting her neck.

“Good morning doctor Riggs.” she said, “can we skip work today?”

“I wish, I have a surgery and tons of paperwork.”

“I had to try.” she smiled.

“But… I have a great idea.”

“What idea?” she asked, kissing his lips.

“We could get back earlier… and do some stuff.” he tucked her hair behind her ear.

“What stuff specifically, doctor Riggs?” she teased him.

“I don’t know… yoga?”

“Hmm… something different maybe?” she smirked.

“We’ll think about it later…now we have…” he got a quick look on the clock, “15 minutes.”

“For what?” she asked, giggling.

“For stuff!” he said, kissing the trace to her breasts.

****

Meredith was bending over the toilet, she had been feeling sick for a week, but she didn’t want to worry anyone. It was the second time she was throwing up that day, she was hoping that it wouldn’t bother her when she was working. She had several things to do and a stomach flu couldn’t stop her. Meredith closed her eyes, trying to calm herself and her stomach, she was thinking about all the “stuff” she and Nathan will do after they came back from work. She was so happy that Amelia and Owen were so nice to them and had taken the kids to their house for a sleepover. Meredith opened her eyes and looked in the mirror in front of her, she stood up and took a few steps toward the sink. She washed her face and looked at herself again. She wouldn’t let that flu ruin her night.

****

Meredith was standing in front of the nurse station, her day had been calm, a bit boring she could say, but it didn’t bother her. She had made all the paperwork, checked her post op patients and she was ready to leave. She felt the weight of someone’s hands around her waist, she was about to turn around and slap the guy who decided to touch her without her permission, when she saw Nathan’s face, smiling at her.

“I could punch you.” she said, writing something in the chart.

“Woo, you’re tiny, but very scary.” he said, kissing her neck from behind.

“Are you off, mister? Can we finally go home?”

“Just one surgery and then I’m free to do some stuff.” he smirked.

“You better! I already waited too long!” she joked.

“I’m lucky you didn’t change me for a better guy.” he hugged her tighter.

“If you don’t hurry up… who knows.” she smiled.

Nathan kissed her neck once again before he released her from his embrace. He stood in front of her for a second and then walked towards her. Nathan put a sweet kiss on her lips and before she knew it, he was already gone.

****

Meredith had been waiting for Nathan from some time, she tried to focus on her work, but instead of that she looked at the room in front of her. Paul, Jo’s husband, was lying on the white bed, needles and tubes had already been removed and he could move a little. Meredith was almost staring at him, thinking how he could be so abusive and aggressive. He looked like a nice, smart guy and no one, not even her, would have presumed that Paul could beat his wife and fiancèe. Meredith stood up and she felt dizzy, she grabbed the chair to make herself stable. When she could stand again, she saw a little light blinking on the nursery station, she sighed at the room number. 202. Meredith started to run towards Jo’s husband, he had problem with breathing when she got there.

“Relax and try to breath in rhythm.” she said, examining him.

“All of this because of those bitches.” he answered, breathing heavily.

“It won’t help you now, so if you don’t mind… shut up.”

Paul’s eyes became brighter, he stopped breathing heavily and he smiled when Meredith was close to his bed. He wasn’t cuffed and there wasn’t anyone near them. Meredith didn’t notice the tiny sharp object in his hand. Suddenly, he stood up, quickly grabbing her hand and twisting it. Meredith cried from the pain, she didn’t hear a crunch, but she felt the stabbing pain in her arm. She tried to get out from his tight embrace, but stopped when she felt the cold metal on her throat. Meredith opened her eyes widely, she swallowed loudly, trying to figure out how to escape. She knew he was weak, the operation went well, but he wasn’t an hundred percent efficient. Meredith turned around trying to hit him as hard as she could, but he grabbed her tighter, causing more pain.

“Do it again bitch and we’ll talk different.” he whispered into her ear.

They were moving towards the door, with the knife still on Meredith’s throat, when they heard a noise. After a second the noise was even louder, Meredith tried to focus and remember who could come there, but she just closed her eyes.

“If you scream… you’re dead.”

*****

Nathan was walking to the east wing, the one he left Meredith in before his surgery, he brought some sandwiches and some water to make a little ‘picnic’, but he couldn’t find anyone. The nurse station was empty, and he couldn’t reach Meredith’s phone. Nathan looked around, the place was abandoned, but he knew that something was wrong there. He was just about to leave, when he heard a little noise, he remembered that the wing wasn’t empty, Paul was laying in room 202. Jo’s abusive husband, who was left there… with Meredith.

*****

They walked out from the room, Paul looked at the counter in front of him, there were something laying on it, but the room became dark and he couldn’t see what it was. He kept pushing Meredith, when suddenly something hit him from behind, he felt dizzy and after a moment he saw a black space in front of him. He pushed Meredith and after a moment passed out. Nathan ran towards his girlfriend, trying to stay calm, but after he reached her, her eyes were closed and he couldn’t wake her up.

“Meredith!” he shouted, swaying her gently in his arms, “please, please wake up!”

Nathan hold her tighter, he didn’t know what had happened, she was fine, that son of a bitch didn’t even hurt her, but Nathan couldn’t remember if Meredith was injured in any other way. He put her into his arms and swayed gently, after a moment he heard some nurses running toward him, Meredith and Paul.

*****

Meredith gently opened her eyes, trying to get used to morning sun. She tried to lift her body, but instead of it she felt some pain in arm and head. Meredith slowly put her head on the pillow and she looked to the left, Nathan was sleeping by her side, holding her hand in his. She pushed the button near her bed and waited for someone to come in. After a moment she saw Jo walking towards her.

“Jo.” Mer whispered, “are you okay?”

“I should ask first.” she gave her a small smile. “I’m so sorry..”

“Sorry for what?”

“Sorry for what happened… If i hadn’t come here….you wouldn’t be laying here…”

“It was HIS fault! Not yours. Remember that.” Meredith said loudly, “why am I here by the way?”

“Uhm…you’re….”

“Oh just spit it out Wilson!” she said, lifting herself on the bed.

“You’re pregnant.”

“I am what?!” Meredith shouted, waking Nathan up.

“She’s what?” he repeated sleepy.

“You two are going to have a baby.”

Meredith and Nathan looked at each other confused, they never spoke about kids, their kids, they had Zola, Bailey and Ellis, that was enough for them, but now that they already knew that they are going to have another one, they were more than happy. Nathan lifted his hand and put it on Meredith flat belly, he caressed it and after a moment she put her hand on his. They looked at each other once again, trying to stop the happy tears.

“I love you Meredith Grey.” he whispered, sitting in front of her, still holding her belly.

“I love you Nathan Riggs.” she whispered back, squeezing his hand.

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#give me more of this friendship

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↳ Grey’s Anatomy ↬ 14x12— “Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger.”

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Ellen Pompeo on Jimmy Kimmel Live 8/2/18

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I love this 💓💓💓💓

Bet on you

I got amazing prompt from my dear friend @acciotvseries AU story where Meredith and Nathan met in High school. Hope you will like it!

Meredith was sitting in the biology class in her high school in Seattle. She was a good student, completely in love with study. Meredith, a blue-eyed, tiny girl treated biology and her other favorite subjects as an escape from her life and home. Her life wasn’t the worst, but her mother, a brilliant surgeon, pushed her daughter to the limits. Meredith was used to not having any friends, she was completely dedicated to school . While her classmates had boyfriends and were going on dates, Meredith was spending time at home, listening to her mom’s experiences from work. She didn’t mind that, the surgeries and all that connected with them were like drugs for her. Then, Meredith heard the click of the opening door, she lifted her head and looked at the boy standing at the door. He was tall, handsome and his abs were hidden by a dark blue shirt, she didn’t know if she had ever saw him, but she had never paid attention to footballers. When she lifted her head up, Meredith looked at the most amazing blue eyes she had ever seen. She blushed uncontrollably, lowering her sight.

“Are you lost?” she asked him, “the playing field is downstairs,” she said without looking at the boy.

“I know that,” he said, entering the room.

“What are you doing here then?” she asked again.

“I need a favor and…I think you are be the best to ask to.” he said, scratching his head.

“I don’t even know your name and you want to ask me for a favor? You’re fast..”

“I’m Nathan.” he said, took a step towards her, “Nathan Riggs.” he lifted his hand.

“Meredith Grey.” she shook it back. “what did you want to ask me then?”

“I… need help. I know you are smart and brilliant when it takes to a few subjects and I need to receive better grades or my parents won’t let me play football anymore.”

“You need help studying?” she asked confused.

“Yes. Can we meet during the week? At the weekends I have games.”

“Why you think I would say yes?” she asked.

“Because you are a nice girl and I think you don’t want to spend time at home after school,” he answered.

Meredith thoughts ran through her head, he was a football player, a guy who would never notice her, but she saw in his eyes that he was honest, he figured her out in a second. Meredith was even a little bit happy, she wouldn’t have to stay with her parents during the week and who knew, maybe she’d like football?

“Okay, but there are two conditions.” she said, looking into his eyes,” first: we always meet at your place or outside the school. Second: you bring lunch with you. I’m always hungry when I study.”

“Deal.” he smiled, showing off his teeth.

*****

A week had passed since they had had made the deal in biology room, Nathan wasn’t so bad as Meredith thought. He just couldn’t focus and that was his main problem. They were studying at his house. When Meredith visited it the first time, she wondered how his mom could afford that kind of house. It was a big house made of light brick  two floors, a lot of green trees and a pool that made Meredith shivered. They always sat by the pool so Nathan’s mom couldn’t see them. He was embarrassed by her, the first time she saw Meredith she thought she was Nathan’s girlfriend.

“Nathan finally brought a girl.” his mom said.

“Mom, she’s not my girlfriend,” he answered.

“I’m Meredith. I’ll help Nathan with some subjects.” she smiled at his mom.

“Oh, you kids can sit here.” she pointed to the kitchen table.

“No. We will sit by the pool.” Nathan took Meredith’s hand into his and pulled her to the door.

“I’m so sorry,” he said, blushing.

“Don’t worry. My parents fight all the time so it’s nice to be in a silent house.”

“That’s why you don’t want to stay at home?”

“Yes. We used to go out all the time.”

“We?” Nathan asked confused.

“Yes. Me and my friend Cristina. She moved away and changed school. She’s brilliant you know, smart and intelligent.”

“I’m sure of that, but I think you’re smarter.” he smiled.

“Compliments won’t help you pass the test,” she answered sarcastically.

“Well, I had to try,” he said, pulling out a chair so she could sit.

They had been working for some time when his mom brought some cookies and ice tea. She was looking at Meredith with excitement and for a moment Meredith thought she would ask her more tricky, uncomfortable questions, especially when Nathan left her to answer

the phone.

“Is my boy treating you right?” she asked.

“Uhm, yes. He is making some progress.” Meredith answered.

“Yes, but you know… he doesn’t have a girlfriend… he’s a nice boy. I raised him right and…”

“MOM!” Nathan yelled. “Meredith isn’t my girlfriend! Leave her alone, would you?”

“Okay. I was just trying to help,” she said, leaving them.

“I’m so sorry for her. She’s impossible.”

“It’s ok.” she smiled.

“You’re the first person who doesn’t ask where my dad is.”

“It’s not my business Nathan,” she said, looking at the books on the table.

“You’re the first person I want to tell that.”

“I would love to… if you want to share…”

“He was a soldier. He had been in Iraq and Afghanistan. He said that it would be his last mission and then he’d retire, but instead of that two soldiers stood in front our house. They said he died on the field. He tried to save two girls from a minefield…”

Meredith lifted her head and looked at his broken face, his eyes were closed and a little teardrop was on the table. She pulled her chair closer and put her hand on his. She rubbed it with her thumb, trying to make him feel better.

“Sorry. Usually I’m not a crying baby,” he said, looking at her.

“It’s okay. Everyone needs to cry it out.” she gave him a small smile.

Nathan pulled himself closer to her, their forehead touched and after a second he put his lips on hers, tasting her cherry chapstick. Nathan smiled to himself when they lips glided over each other smoothly, making a way for their tongues to trace over each other. But then Meredith pushed him away, she had promised herself that it would be only study, nothing else.

“I’m sorry…” she whispered, “I have to go.” she ran through the door.

“Meredith!” he screamed after her when she was already behind his door.

*****

Meredith was in the classroom, waiting for Miss Robins’ boring classes to end. She was nice and always smiling, but history of art wasn’t Meredith’s favorite subject. She was looking through the window, trying to figure out what to do with Nathan. She had fallen in love and that was a mistake, she closed her eyes when the bell rang loudly. Meredith put her things in the bag and was about to leave when a redhead girl jammed the door. It was Megan, a mean girl, Meredith truly hated her. Megan was a tall, skinny cheerleader.

“Move! I want to go out,” she said.

I will. Don’t worry. Just want to help you, that’s all.”

“You? Help me?”

“Yes. It’s about Nathan,” she said, smiling.

“I don’t want to hear it.”

“He was using you to win a deal with the guys. They bet that he would be able to have sex with you.”

“Whatever…” Meredith said, leaving the classroom.

****

Meredith was sitting in her favorite spot in the school, a little bench between two monument trees, it gave her silence and protected her from everyone else’s sight. She had been crying for almost the whole day, after what Megan had said to her she couldn’t force herself to come back to the classes. Suddenly she heard a little noise coming from behind the tree, she looked there and saw him. Meredith wanted to leave as soon as possible, but he grabbed her tightly and pulled her wet from tears face to his chest. She sobbed, but after a moment she wanted to pull herself away from his warm hug.

“Leave me alone!” she yelled.

“Meredith it wasn’t that…” he tried to explain.

“You didn’t want to fuck me to win a stupid bet?”

“Of course not! I would never do this to you! I… really, really like you.”

“But…but Megan said…” she tried to understand.

“She liked me in a way I’ll never like her because I like you.” he tucked her hair behind her ear.

“You like me?” she asked, smiling.

“Of course! I never had any problem with school, but ….I didn’t know how to ask you on a date,” he said, blushing.

“Ask me..” she whispered, looking into his icy blue eyes.

“Ask you what?”

“On a date!”

“Meredith Grey, will you go on a date with me?”

“Nope,” she said.

“What? Why?”

Meredith pulled him closer to her and brushed his lips with hers, they both closed their eyes, trying to breathe in one rhythm. She opened her mouth a little so his tongue could enter, their tongues were dancing around each other when a moan escaped from Meredith’s lips. She opened her eyes and looked at Nathan, he was breathing heavily and his eyes were wide opened, focusing only on her.

“Because this is our date,” she whispered, answering his question.

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Meredith Grey in 14x12 - “Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger”

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“I asked for $5,000 more than [Patrick Dempsey] just on principle, because the show is Grey’s Anatomy and I’m Meredith Grey. They wouldn’t give it to me.” SHE DID THAT x

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