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After the Sufi book club this morning, we’re still rolling up high in reverence, catching this #MoorishAmerican #HolyBreath

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trust Allah's timing

we know so very little. we barely know what goes on in our own minds. and so often we see Allah holding off on fulfilling our duas and we think they won't be answered at all, that they were unaligned with Allah's will, that Allah is upset with us and punishing us by withholding our requests. and while sometimes those things can be true, more often than not I find, it is simply not the right time yet.

I knew islam was the truth long before I reverted. there were so many things holding me back, family, community, being a minor, religious trauma. and so it took many years for my heart to be in the right place for me to finally take my shahada and revert to islam alhamdulilah.

even in the striving, Allah was with me. He didn't abandon me, He guided me and protected my heart until He knew it could bear the weight of being the first muslim in my family.

no matter what you are waiting for, trust in Allah that He knows best and that He will answer your duas at exactly the right time. even when your duas are answered, you may not understand why it took some time. it may take months, it may take years, you may not even understand until you face your creator in the akhira.

this is what true tawakkul is. faith in Allah even when you do not understand why He does what He does. trust that there are things beyond your knowledge that He is guiding you through.

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Bibi Abdulkadir by Alvaro Beamud Cortes for Vogue Czechoslovakia June 2025

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This’ll be the second installment of my book Khidmatul Khadim Rasoul Allah book series.

So this one is one I just finished organizing on The Light of Ba. I’m organizing a few sheiks to proof the project and give me their feedback. If anyone’s available, please give me a shout.

Book Title Suggestion:

“The Light of Ba: The Secret Path of Al-Fatiha, Baye Fall, and the Divine Awakening”

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Introduction: The Secret Soul of Al-Fatiha and Baye Fall

• Overview of the profound spiritual essence in Al-Fatiha as the “mother of the Quran”

• Introduction to Baye Fall — their dedication, asceticism, and spiritual vibrancy within the Muridiyya Sufi path

• Connection between sacred numbers, divine names, and Baye Fall practices of dhikr, humility, and work as worship

• Setting the tone for a journey into the “unseen worlds” through prayer, chanting, and the lived experience of spiritual awakening

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Chapter 1: The Essence of Al-Fatiha — The Soul of the Quran

• Exploring the 7 verses as keys to the unseen

• The concept of Bismillah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim as the cosmic seed

• The black dot under the Arabic letter Ba as the soul and third eye

• Baye Fall chanting and remembrance practices as living embodiment of the soul’s opening

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Chapter 2: The Power of Divine Names and Numbers

• The esoteric meaning of numbers: 66, 174, 484, 594, 4356

• How chanting specific names and counts affect spiritual states

• The Baye Fall rhythm: work, chanting, and dhikr as energetic alchemy

• Understanding “pull” and “push” effects in recitations — spiritual dynamics of energy

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Chapter 3: The 5 Customs and 13 Paths of Spiritual Realization

• Introduction to Sheikh Ibrahima Fall and his 13 spiritual paths

• Baye Fall practices in relation to these pathways — living dhikr, sacrifice, humility

• The sacred geometry of chanting: 70 Salawat, 70 Fatih, and the spiritual stages

• Personal stories of transformation and spiritual mastery through these paths

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Chapter 4: The Salatul Fatih — The Prayer of the Opening

• The creation of the 70,000-faced angel and its eternal recitations

• The gift of Sheikh Ahmadou Bamba and its meaning for the Baye Fall

• Ritual uses and spiritual protections through Salatul Fatih

• Practical guidance on reciting, meditating, and integrating this prayer

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Chapter 5: The Akashic Records and Soul Knowledge

• Differentiating written and unwritten knowledge (Ilm Maktoob vs Ilm Ghayb)

• The Akashic records as the soul’s library — accessed through deep chanting and purity

• Baye Fall humility and surrender as keys to unlocking this hidden knowledge

• Techniques for spiritual remembrance and opening the inner “book”

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Chapter 6: The Station of Baka Hu — Immortality Before Death

• Understanding Fanaa (annihilation) and Baqaa (subsistence/immortality)

• The stages of spiritual death and rebirth in the Baye Fall path

• The meaning of “Die before you die” and resurrection into spiritual life

• Chanting “Baka Hu” and its transformative effects — daily practices and rituals

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Chapter 7: The Seven Divine Names and the Weekly Spiritual Cycle

• Detailed exploration of the seven names: Allah Hu, Muhammad, Al-Fattah, Al-Hadi, Al-Nasi, Al-Hakim, Al-Azim

• Correspondence with days of the week and spiritual energies

• Baye Fall ceremonies and gatherings aligned with these divine cycles

• How to harness the energy of each day through focused prayer and dhikr

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Chapter 8: The Mystical Mathematics of Spiritual Warfare

• The role of numbers like 313 and 786 in spiritual protection and struggle

• Reciting prayers for inner jihad against the nafs and negative forces

• Baye Fall resilience, humility, and perseverance in spiritual struggle

• Stories of divine intervention and protection through sacred math

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Chapter 9: The Sun and Moon — Yin and Yang of the Divine

• Al-Fatiha as the cosmic balance of masculine and feminine energies

• The symbolism of the Sun (Yang) and Moon (Yin) in Muridiyya and Baye Fall practices

• Harmonizing opposites within the self through prayer and meditation

• Integrating cosmic rhythms into daily life and work as worship

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Chapter 10: Healing, Protection, and the Closing of Doors

• Spiritual healing through prayer and invocation of divine names

• The use of Salatul Fatih as a protective warrior prayer

• Baye Fall rituals for healing community and self

• Techniques for “closing doors” against negativity, evil eye, and curses

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Chapter 11: Living the Path — Baye Fall Ethics and Practices

• The role of service, work, and devotion in spiritual growth

• Personal stories of sacrifice, community, and spiritual trials

• Baye Fall practices of humility, simplicity, and joyful remembrance

• How to embody the teachings of Al-Fatiha and the sacred prayers in everyday life

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Chapter 12: The Legacy of the Light — From Al-Fatiha to Spiritual Mastery

• The transformative power of sustained spiritual practice

• Becoming Noor Muhammad — the light of Muhammad as a living reality

• The final integration of knowledge, light, and practice into the “perfect being”

• Encouragement to continue the path with love, discipline, and community support

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Epilogue: The Eternal Prayer and the Light of Ba

• Reflection on the infinite power of prayer and dhikr

• The invitation to live the mystery of the “black dot” and open the soul

• A call to share the light with others, embody the path of Baye Fall, and sustain the divine flame

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What is the Higher-self? The Higher-self is the mother of the VIRTUES and harmonies of life, and breeds Justice, Mercy, Love, and Right.

Here's a list of SOME Virtues:

1. Prudence

The ability to discern the appropriate course of action in any situation.

Also known as wisdom in action.

2. Justice

Giving each person their due. Fairness, equity, and moral righteousness in relationships with others.

3. Temperance

Self-control and moderation in all things, especially desires and pleasures.

4. Fortitude

Courage and inner strength in facing difficulty, adversity, or pain with resilience.

5. Faithfulness

Loyalty and trustworthiness in one's duties, relationships, and beliefs.

6. Humility

A modest view of one’s importance; the virtue that guards against arrogance and pride.

7. Charity (Love)

Selfless love and care for others, particularly the needy and vulnerable.

8. Diligence

Steady, earnest, and energetic effort in one’s actions or obligations. The opposite of laziness.

9. Patience

Endurance under difficult circumstances without frustration or complaint. Calm perseverance.

10. Integrity

Consistency in moral principles; being honest and having strong moral uprightness even when no one is watching.

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Another beautiful class with beautiful masters.🤩 😍 🤩

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𝐃𝐮𝐚 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫

Allahumma ahsanta khalqi fa-ashin khuluqi

"O Allah, beautify my character as You have beautified my appearance"

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I'm a forced to be reckoned with if you haven't noticed, I tell the universe what to do.

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This is Surah Alraad

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All Praise to the Great God-Allah!!

As she continues to lay my path out before me. I just had a principle call about an interview at a school right around the corner in my neighborhood, as soon as tomorrow @11. And I stated upfront that it would have to be under the right classification so they can run me my money. She was like of course, I know exactly what you mean, and we’ll talk soon!!

😂😭😂😂 in other words, this prayer works wonders if you know what you’re doing. Praise God-Allah INCESSANTLY AND INDUBITABLY 😭😂

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This is Surah Alraad

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Now this is moving in Moorish Excellence!

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On July 19th, 1927 on the Gregorian Calendar this world lost Cheikh Ahmadou Bamba. He was a Muslim Sufi Saint Advocate of Non-Violence and the Religious/Spiritual leader in Senegal and the founder of the large Murid Brotherhood (the Muridullah).

Allah has preserved his legacy till this day 98 years later(Chapter 98 of the Quran is Al-Bayyinah (The Clear Evidence/The Clear Proof). The Clear Evidence of his legacy is that his writings are still used today in the West African Educational System of Senegal with Masters raised from its System daily. Cheikh Anta Diop was adopted by Cheikh Ibra Faal and studied under Cheikh Anta, a brother of Cheikh Ahmadou Bamba and is one of the most well known Masters raised in this Sufi Order in Senegal.

Every day there are Transliterations and Translations into English and other languages of some of his over 15,000 lbs of writings on paper being brought out into Light for the first time that have since only existed in the Maghrebi Arabic Script used in West Africa untranslated.

Still today in Touba, Senegal is a flourishing Common Unity with Islamic knowledge and full of the pure beauty of their Indigenous ways Ciphered and Coded within.

May Allah Bil Mustafa continue to bless the works of the city of Serigne Touba Cheikh Ahmadou Bamba in the way of outreach and education and that it all be rewards towards him, those doing the Khidma(work and service), and those that benefit from it on the day of Qiyama.

Jerejefati Chiekh Ahmadou Bamba Khadimul. Rasul.

...what do you mean "on July 19th 1927 on the Gregorian Calendar this world lost Cheikh Ahmadou Bamba"?...

We didn't lose anything. He poured himself into his Writings, Teachings and Spiritual Poetry... if you have access to just one of them... then you have access to Bamba.

I firmly believe this is no coincidence! Allah is one, and thus he called the prophet’s home at the same time, because as the prophet said, “time never was…”

All Praise To Allah The Holy One ☝🏿

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كل الطرق قادتني إلى الوحدة، ولم يرافقني أحد،

All roads led to loneliness and no one accompanied me

فالتفتُّ إلى الله، فلم يتركني وحيدًا،

So I turned towards Allah, He never left me alone