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playing with ocs is either

or 

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Which oc is more focused on making their opponents lose than on winning?

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vivinos rly said "the price of being alive is to be haunted by what you've lost forever" and gave till every version of being haunted by ivan

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I assure you: somebody, somewhere, is on the exact same wavelength as you are.

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i want to talk about my ocs but im literally this image. i got nothing

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oh shit my leitmotif is on here hold my drink

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ARTFIGHT 2025 WEEK 2!!!!!

Character list under the cut!!

Tybalt by @underscore-masqueraded

Hideaki Asano by NesaiU (also featuring Matsuoka Shuji in an epic cameo)

Rinko Heiru by @cross-armageddon

Théo by @lazerdrawsthings

Rift by @amelias-art

Skadi Bjornsson by @kiroreddragon

Fuyuka Kageyama from Jikoronpa (omg I wonder who voices her you guys)

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lil progress announcement but

The first prelude for Dead on Arrival has been fully sketched!!

we are really gaming now ^^

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ok turning orc city into collective writing by memefication is actually the funniest ironic punishment you can do to a writer tbh. Our city now.

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out of boredom i decided to scan a stuffed shark. here are the results.

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This comic also reminded me of how much I miss the real Ivan :(

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Alnst and IvanTill

oh what a tragedy, ivan’s love is twisted because let’s be real here, none of them have experienced healthy love (maybe till with his mom) and “parasite” is such a beautiful interpretation of a love that at its core tries so hard to be good and pure.

ivan loved till so much he became nearly perfect for the aliens, an obedient pet so entertaining and odd, just so he can gain the ability to free roam at parties, because he knew till would never stop fighting back, would sass and get beat and left to rot, obedience to gain power, power to help till.

to ivan, till is the stars, the sky, he is the entire universe.

ivan had his chance to run away from anakt, yet he returns because the man he loves won’t leave.

ivan achieved an A+ in smiling, an unbreakable facade that we only saw falter once, during “black sorrow” when he reaches for the audience, when he’s singing about the despair of love, his face breaks, for a single moment we get see the anguish he feels.

and through all of that? till is unconscious, he wakes up just as the song ends and the facade is perfected once again, after that during “cure” and “blink gone” there are moments in which till thinks about ivan only for them to be fleeting, to feel like afterthoughts of afterthoughts, just like the trill of the xylophone.

in the post karma comic, we learn that till’s neck wounds are self inflicted, that he is haunted by the last touch of ivan, that somewhere after the final he broke, his hallucinations of adult ivan are mean and vile, they taunt him, they make him relive that death over and over again, while young ivan is sweet, young ivan is how, in my opinion, the real ivan felt, unconditional love with a small bit of jealousy? hurt? he asks how come till never drew him even though they spent so much time together, and till’s answer? he did draw him, he did care about him, but somewhere in the cruelty of anakt and the alien stage a line of communication withered away.

ivan died full heartedly believing that till never cared about him a single time, but he still died because he could not exist in a world without till.

and now till is haunted by the thoughts and visions of what was left behind, tormented by his own fears that ivan hated him, that he was used for ivan to kill himself.

survivor’s guilt is twisted.

the love in alien stage is

immature

obsessive

unhealthy

but it is still love.

and i think that’s beautiful

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So we definitely need more positive representation of DID, but you know what would be funny? Mildly inconvenient representation of DID.

Oh the world is ending and you need to know about this one specific thing? Yeah I have a guy for that but he doesn't feel like fronting right now

Sorry what's happening rn is this the bad guy? Yeah I just switched in idk what's going on

I know you're dating one alter but we're currently co-con with another alter who hates you so idk how I'm feeling rn

And just who do i think I am? It's funny you should ask that I actually don't know right now

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🌟HOUSE HOMIE🤟

they know I love a polycule 🙂‍↕️ everybody kiss

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The next episode of the final chapter of Desperate Heart...wait a minute (checks script)- Desperate Heart 2 premieres in just under an hour!!!!

This one is EPIC so please go give it a watch!!! Oh yeah and me and a bunch of my friends are involved in this project yadda yadda

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Kirby Super Star Ultra (DS) (2008)

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LOVE YOUR OCS!!! YOU DID GREAT ON THEM!! EVEN IF THEYRE OVERPOWERED!! EVEN IF THEYRE EDGY!! EVEN IF THEYRE CLICHE!! YOU PUT SO MUCH TIME AND EFFORT INTO THEM AND YOU SHOULD LOVE THEM AND LOVE YOURSELF FOR MAKING THEM!!!