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[mezhane]

 GOOD FRIENDS

PART 8

Silence. Nothing but silence on the veranda . Everyone was in shock and so was I . I was so struck by his words that I could only let out a nervous laugh as an answer . But my elder brother  was very serious.

“Yemi , is this true ? Tell me it’s not true please .” He had the sternest look on his face .

“Mikey , I don’t- ”

“Yes Yemi, is this true ?” Baekhyun repeated apparently very proud of himself.

“Baekhyun , I swear if you don’t shut the fuck up...” I said through my teeth , boiling with anger .

“Hey, no need to be aggressive with me ! Just answer the question!” He shrugged.

“Alright, I’m not about to do this with you here , come with me.” He nodded and followed me to my room . I slammed the door behind him .

“What the fuck is actually wrong with you Byun Baekhyun ?” I whisper shouted.

“What? I just thought that the guy should know that my dick was inside of you before he starts dating you, that’s it !” He replied as he threw himself on my bed. I stayed by my desk, not wanting to come close to him .

“Stop ! Just stop saying that! There was no need for Ryan to know about those things , this was a stupid mistake and we both know that.” Yep. That touched him , I could see it on his face .

“Mistake ? It wasn’t a mistake when you were bouncing on my cock was it?” He almost whispered while looking straight into my eyes , trying to see if I would break under his words . I tried to remain unbothered.

“Yeah , well you’re the one who wanted to stop , remember?” I raised an eyebrow.

“I didn’t want to stop, I had to . Very different.” He scratched his head in frustration.

“Whatever. You’re the one who put an end to it . So I don’t see why you would still bring it up in front of everyone... What happened , player byun Baekhyun couldn’t find somebody to replace me ? ” I asked smirking .

“Oh, there are actually plenty of girls I could replace you with ...” He suddenly got up from my bed and walked towards me to get really close to my face . “But none of them make me feel like you do ... I don’t want them like I want you , babe” . Before I could realize it, his hands were on my waist and he was gripping it firmly. I knew exactly what he was trying to do and gave in to him . He picked me up and sat me on my desk . His hands were sneaking under my dress, caressing my bare thighs . 

“Baek please , don’t .” I said with a shaky voice . 

“I know I acted like an asshole , but I really don’t think I can watch you get close to any other man . I just can’t stand it .” He rested his forehead on mine. 

“Then what do you want ?! What should I do ?” I was so weak around him ...

“Don’t date that Ryan guy , stay with me.” He grabbed my face and kissed my forehead . 

“I can't go back to what we were , Baek, sorry...” My heart was feeling heavy again . 

“Why not ! It was perfect !” He looked so confused and I knew I shouldn't have said anything back, but I couldn't stop myself anymore . 

“Because I’m scared , Baek” I looked up at him with tears in my eyes . 

“Scared of what ?” 

“Of you. I’m scared of you .” He sighed and grabbed my face again to kiss me . Everything went on so fast and before I could think, we were making out like our lives depended on it . He was grabbing my hips hard and I was clinging on to his shirt for my dear life . His hands were roaming under my dress again until he found the hem of my panties and restrained himself . He tore his lips away from mine and gave me a small smile . 

“We shouldn't do this  now , right ?” He giggled and got me off my desk . “ I’ll just go home with my dad and come back later when everyone is asleep , okay?” I just nodded obediently . I was putty in his hands anyways . 

“I’ll see you later then babe, don’t fall asleep .” He kissed my nose and left . I could hear him say goodbye to everyone and I went down to see his father out.When I went back on the veranda to check on Ryan , I found out he had already gone back home . I felt extremely guilty and angry at myself for putting him in a situation he didn’t ask for ... But right now the only thing that really mattered to me was seeing Baekhyun tonight . I pretexted a headache to go upstairs and wait for him to come back . 

Baekhyun came back a few hours later and I had already fallen asleep, but since he knew my house like his own, he didn't have much trouble sneaking into my room. 

I felt two strong hands go under my shirt and grab my waist . I smiled and he giggled, pecking me on the lips . 

“Do you ever wear pants , babe ?” he said quietly while kissing my face . 

“Is this a complaint ?” 

“Not at all...” He answered and his hands traveled immediately to my panties to rub me over them . 

“Well somebody is impatient tonight , huh ?” 

“Yeah, I haven’t fucked anyone since we had that stupid fight , what do you except ?” He chuckled , taking his clothes off . 

“Really, you haven’t ?” my eyes widened and he shook his head then gave me the cutest pout ever . I could never resist him . I grabbed his face to kiss him and he took the opportunity to get me naked . He pushed me into the bed and got on top of me . 

This time too was different. He was making love to me . He kissed my body , cherishing it like it was the seventh wonder of the world . He got between my legs and took his time , licking me and sucking on my clit .He moaned every time he felt me grinding my hips on his tongue . He made sure I came . Twice. When he was satisfied by how wrecked I was, he got back up and took his boxers off . I automatically grabbed him but he took off my hand and aligned himself on my entrance . I took a long breath when I felt him enter me painfully slow . He got all the way in and lied down on me . I let out a moan , and he quickly kissed me to muffle the sounds . 

“Babe , I know your parents are sleeping downstairs , but we still need to be quiet, okay ?” I nodded and he smiled . 

“Please Baek, just fuck me” He nodded and bit his lip  . 

“Feels good princess ? Huh ? You like that ?” He whispered in my ear and I just kissed his shoulder . “ So fucking tight , God ...” he chuckled . 

“Go harder Baek, fuck me harder” He groaned at my words and sped up his pace . He knew exactly what to do to drive me crazy , to make me tremble with pleasure . I clung onto his back and dug my nails in it as I felt myself getting closer to the edge . “Please don’t stop Baek, I’m so fucking close”.  I cried .

“That’s right, cum for me babygirl, cum all over my dick” . And so I did . It came to me as a shocking wave and I bit my lip so hard not to moan his name out loud . He just stared at me smirking .

“You’re so beautiful babe, so pretty ... And you’re all mine , just for me” He bit into my ear as he entered me again . “Can I cum inside of you, doll ?” I nodded frantically .

“Fill me up Baek, cum in me” he moaned and went harder burying his face in my neck . He finally came while letting out a stream of profanities . He stayed in me for a moment and kissed my nose . “I missed you so much Yemi , I really don’t think I can stay away from you . Don’t leave my side , ever .” He rolled over and went to get a wet tissue to clean me up . He always did this . It felt embarrassing at first , but I grew to like the intimacy behind the gesture . I would just stare at him while he did it .

“What? Why are you looking at me like this ?” He raised an eyebrow. 

“Nothing, I just missed these little moments ...” He hummed in agreement .

“I, know babe, this feels like home, right? This is why we shouldn't be away from each other” . He said as he laid back next to me .

“Right, everything will be okay as long as we keep screwing each other , yeah?” I asked bitterly . 

“Don’t talk like that babe, you know that’s not the kind of relationship we have... Come here.” He sighed and pulled me closer to him . 

“I know but I still need more than this Baekhyun , I need more than just sex, I need someone that wants to share his life with me ... Like a... boyfriend ...” I hesitated, but I also felt like being honest with him . 

“Why do you need a boyfriend so much ? Relationships are a waste of time and energy... Besides, you have me, and don’t even say we only have sex , cause that's not true . We basically do everything together , so if you need someone to ‘share your life with’, you have me . You don’t need anyone else .” He kissed my forehead . 

“ That’s very selfish of you.” I chuckled . 

“Yeah, that's true , but you know I'm right . we’ll be fine as long as we have each other . Forever . And you know, If we’re both single when you turn 28, I’ll marry you .” He said while giving me one of his infamous devastating smile that made me fall for him months before . 

“Geez, watch me stay single on purpose but not on purpose until I’m 28 then”. He laughed and so did I . 

“Will you really marry me if I were to ask propose to you ?” I immediately nodded my head .

“Right away Baek, wouldn't that be amazing , marrying your best friend ? At least I know I’ll never get bored .” He stroke my head and hummed .

“You’re crazy, you know that ?... Kiss me.” He ordered and I obliged unable to refuse him anything . “Let’s get some sleep, yeah? I’ll have to leave before your dad wakes up .”

I simply closed my eyes and nuzzled into his bare chest . For once, I felt my heart being warm and full after such a long time. Nothing else mattered . 

[mezhane]

GOOD FRIENDS

PART 7 

I sighed as I closed my suitcase : The year was finally over . I was going back to London this summer and frankly, I couldn't wait . Spending time with my family will help me take a break from college, work ... and Baekhyun . After a long heart-breaking discussion, we realized it was time for us to “break up” or whatever you want to call it . That meant no phone calls, no texts , no hangouts, nothing . We’ll just ignore each other from now on . I cried a lot that day, and I could tell he was torn too because he wouldn't look at me while he was getting all of his stuff from my flat. 

“ Are you sure there's no other solution ? I don't wanna lose my best friend over something stupid , I really don’t, please ...” I pleaded while sobbing and pulling on his arm . But that wasn't stopping him from walking towards the door. 

“It’s over , baby . I’m doing this for you, I'm leaving so that I don’t hurt you-” 

“Hurt me ? What do you mean ? I’m a big girl I can take care of myself , please Baek , don’t leave me” . He sighed deeply and grabbed my face to kiss me one last time . 

“I’ll be out of the country for the next month, so don’t try to reach me , alright ?” 

And with that , he left and never looked back ... I shook this memory of my head  got ready to leave for the airport . I took one last good look at my place and left. 

I slept for the majority of the flight, weirdly enough, because I haven’t been able to have a good sleep since Baekhyun left ... I arrived in London and smiled as I saw my father waiting for me at the airport . I ran into his arms and hug him tightly . It felt like my heart became lighter as he held me . 

“How are you doing pumpkin ? Did you have a safe flight ?” His eyes were sparkling . 

“I’m all good Papa , I missed you so much” I replied still holding him tight . He nodded and we got on our way back home . Everybody was there , my step mother , my brothers and sisters-in-law, my nephews and nieces . Seeing everyone gave me so much energy and I felt like I was being born again after so many days of being lifeless . 

We all had dinner and even though it was a lot of us , the room was surprisingly quiet . I was sitting next to my father and he was giving me “the look” . 

“What’s up dad ? Why are you looking at me like that ? Something I should know about ?” I frowned . 

“No, not at all ... How is Baekhyun by the way ? I haven’t heard from him in a while .” 

My heart sank . 

“He’s doing well, he left Seoul a few days ago .” He hummed and cleared his throat . 

“Baby, you remember the General Chavez right ?” 

“Uh, yes , yes I do , why ?” I gave him a questioning look. 

“Well you remember he has a son, Ryan , right ? Slightly older than you ?” He smirked . 

“Dad what is it all about ?” I sighed in annoyance . 

“ The major and his son will be in town for the week, I was thinking you could show Ryan around ? And maybe if the chemistry is good, you two could probably...” His eyes were torn between excitement and embarrassment . 

“Are you actually setting me up on date , dad ? Wow, I always knew you were old fashioned, but we’ve reached a whole new level today !” I exclaimed while sipping g on my glass of wine . 

“N-no you’re taking it the wrong way ! I’m not trying to control your dating life , I just want you to meet people !” He seemed flustered and I hated myself for talking to him like that. 

“Whatever , I’m tired anyway , I should go to bed .” I excused myself from the table and went upstairs . My heart felt heavy again and I felt like crying again but my door opened and I saw my sister in law standing there . We were quite close and I could tell her everything . Almost everything . 

“Yemi, babe, are you okay ?” She seemed concerned .

“Yeah, don’t worry sis, I'm good, this year has been a little tough , that’s it.” She stared at me and I knew she could feel something was wrong, but she just smiled and kissed my forehead goodnight before leaving . 

Two days passed and General Chavez and his son came over . I had actually gave in to my father and took Ryan on a tour of London . He was honestly quite nice , and I found myself enjoying spending time with him and even waiting for the next time we will see each other ...

That particular day, Ryan and I spent the whole day together . We went to the movie theater and found out that we had the same taste in term of movies . It was all going perfect and we were on our way to dinner when we both received a text from my dad to come back to my house for dinner , which we did . 

As we arrived , I noticed an unknown car in the our driveway . I didn't think much about it and just got into my house . As we got to the living room, I recognized a deep laugh instantly. My heart tightened . 

“ Ah ! kids ! You're back already ? Sorry to interrupt your date ! But I wanted Ryan to meet my friend , he just arrived from Seoul! Ryan meet General Byun !” Ryan rushed to shake the general’s hand and I was just frozen behind him . 

“Yemi, come say hi to your uncle ! Why are you being so shy all of a sudden ? Her and General Byun’s son are the best of friends, they’ve know each other for ever !” My father explained to Ryan as I went and hugged Baekhyun’s father , still unable to breathe properly . 

“Wow , uncle ! Your house is still the same after all these years !! I have so many memories here !” 

I flinched at the sound of the voice and the little giggle I had desperately craved. I turned around quickly and he was there, with a huge smile plastered on his face and the mischievous sparkle in his eyes . My Baekhyun . 

However, his eyes quickly darkened when he saw me . He still went for a quick hug and I almost broke in his arms . He patted my back and let go of me to shake Ryan’s hand . 

We all had dinner together this night and Baekhyun didn't say a word to me , but his eyes were telling me he was furious . He looked like he hated me . I too was trying to avoid his gaze, until I received a text from him . 

“Your room. In 10 mins”

“I don’t think that's a good idea Baek .” 

 I was so proud of myself for resisting him . No matter how much I missed him . I was also very annoyed by his behavior , how could he be angry at me? I should be the one giving him the death glare , not the other way round . 

“Yeah , you sure about that ? Alright then , don't complain later” 

I rolled my eyes and put my phone back in my pocket to enjoy dinner . When we were all done eating , the people would normally separate , the “adults” would stay in the living room, while we would go outside on the veranda . I was having a good time, we were all enjoying ourselves actually, until Baek decided to open his mouth . He was tipsy and I was a little worried of what he might say. 

“So! Ryan ! I heard you’re dating Yemi , is that right ?” Everyone laughed and he was smirking like an idiot . 

“Umm , dating is a strong word, but we’ve been seeing each other , yeah” Ryan chuckled and I couldn’t help but feel sorry for him , poor guy didn't know who he was against. 

“Good , good , she hasn’t told you about her crazy side yet?” Ryan laughed loudly and shook his head 

“No not yet man, I didn't see anything .” 

“Oh, so I guess she didn't tell you about how I fucked her almost every single day for the past nine months either ! Hm ? Yemi, were you gonna tell him, baby?” 

My eyes widened at his words and I could’ve sworn I stopped breathing for a while . I glared at Baekhyun who was sipping on his drink with a smug smile on the lips . 

Everyone turned their eyes on me and I could feel horror and disgust in my brothers’ eyes . Ryan wasn’t even looking at me . I swallowed and took a deep breath, trying hard to think about what to say next , but my mind was blank . 

BYUN.FUCKING.BAEKHYUN . 

[mezhane]

GOOD FRIENDS

PART 6

It’s been weeks now . Weeks that I’ve been so distant from Baekhyun. It killed me of course, but I had no other choice. Every time I thought about going back to him, I remembered this Valentines Day and how confusing it was. Baekhyun was too dangerous. He was just too much for me to handle. I was falling in love and blaming myself because I knew this was not what we agreed on and also because I kinda knew Baek wasn’t capable of loving me the way I loved him. So I decided to slowly cut ties without giving explanations. Probably not the greatest idea since, well, we’ve been friends forever and we knew each other more than anyone else . I could feel Baek was upset about it . All of a sudden, I stopped coming over , I stopped payin attention to him, I stopped giving him affection . Kind of harsh I know, but I felt like I had no other option if I wanted to protect my heart . I was staring at my coffee mug this Saturday morning when I heard someone banging loudly on my front door.

“Baek ... what are you doing here ? Aren’t you going to your parents’ this weekend?” I said almost shaking.

“They’re not home this weekend... Are you gonna let me in or do I have to beg ?” He pushed my door and let himself in.

“What’s up ?” I asked innocently.

“What’s up ?? You don’t feel like you’re acting weird these days? Like, are you ignoring me or something? Did I do anything to upset you ??” Yes. Yes you did .

“N-no , you didn’t do anything ! I’m not ignoring you , I’ve just been busy lately .” I couldn’t even lie properly. He laughed at me

“Do I look stupid to you, babe ?” He got closer and grabbed my waist . “ I miss you...”

“Do you miss me or the attention I give you ?” Ok. That was uncalled for. I knew it. But I couldn’t stop myself now .

“What ?” He frowned.

“I know you didn’t really miss me Baek. You have plenty of girls to replace me with . The only difference is that they don’t give you even half of the attention I give to you .” I spat and stepped away from him. What was I so angry for? He was getting furious too I could see it in his eyes .

“Oh so this is what it is all about? You being jealous? Your little insecurities coming back ?” He was trying to trigger me . But I knew him too good .

“Baek, I know you didn’t mean this, so I’m just gonna ignore the fact that you said it ” I chuckled .

“No I did mean that ! I came here because I miss my best friend and that’s how you wanna come for me ?” He was raising his voice and I could feel myself boiling.

“Best friend?! Baekhyun best friends don’t fuck each other !” I screamed back .

“Well that’s funny because I didn’t hear you complaining when I was balls deep in your pussy or when you were on your knees sucking me off!” He raised an eyebrow and at that precise moment I felt heat in my lower stomach.

“Well, I might as well do the same thing as you and fuck other guys instead of you while keep on being you best friend if sex is the problem” I shrugged.

“I-no . No way . I either have all of you or nothing.” He crossed his arms over his chest.

“Really? You’ll throw away a friendship this strong just because of sex ?” I was almost crying.

“I don’t think I can ever go back to the way we were before, Yemi” He closed his eyes.

“Oh, God , I knew this was a bad idea...” I put my hard in my hands.

“THEN WHY DID YOU AGREE TO IT THEN ?!” He shouted .

“BECAUSE I NEVER KNEW YOU’D BE LIKE THIS ! YOU THINK I’M THE ONLY ONE THAT CHANGED?!” I replied throwing my hands in the air .

“Ok, you’re crazy” He chuckled darkly. He knows I hated this word.

“Yeah , I’m still crazy, you’re still an attention seeker asshole , nothing’s changed” I replied without thinking. I hurt him .

“ Fuck you , Yemi” He whispered.

“Fuck me? Oh, no you can draw a cross on that, cause you won’t be touching me from now.” I sternly said .

He shook his head and left , slamming the door. I soon as I heard the banging sound, I felt like I was able to breathe again. I felt so horrible for what just happened. I wanted to run after him, kiss him and tell him that I was sorry and that I loved him. But I knew it was better like that. We were better off separated from each other .

Later that night , I was laying in my bed , unable to sleep . I couldn’t stop think about it. And no matter how much time I spent crying and eating ice cream this afternoon, Baek just wouldn’t get off my head.

I managed to fall asleep later and was woken up by my phone vibrating : 6 missed calls from Baekhyun . I decided to call him back .

“ Baek, are you okay?” I worried as I heard him sniffing.

“... So that’s how it’s gonna be ? You and me are just gonna ignore each other?” My heart broke at that.

“You’re the one who stormed out slamming the door this morning”

“Yeah well I didn’t mean it ! But you had to be mean and get vexed about it !” I sighed and smiled a little. He was such a big baby.

“Where are you right now? You sound drunk as fuck.” He chuckled.

“Oh I am , believe me . And I’m outside of your building. Going up right now .” I just hummed and hung up .

In seconds we were back at it again. It was all starting over . He didn’t give me a chance to think and quite frankly I didn’t want to think . I wanted him. I craved him . As soon as he got in , he kissed me and I didn’t push him back . He grabbed my waist and picked me up to rush to my sofa , maybe because he knew I might change my mind if he took me to the bedroom. He messily stripped of his clothes and I did the same. I was so eager for him . He didn’t bother teasing or prepping me and I honestly didn’t need any . He entered in one go and I whimpered and winced but I didn’t care. It hurt too good.

“Are you okay baby ? Did I hurt you ?” He panicked.

“I’m okay, it feels good don’t worry” I smiled to reassure him .

He set a low pace , going for deep and long strokes.

“Don’t leave me by myself babe, please don’t. It feels suffocating without you.” He whispered and I moaned and scratched his back.

“I’m not going anywhere Baek, I’m staying with you .Always.” He fucked into me harder and hit my sweet spot perfectly. “I’m gonna cum Baek, please don’t stop !”

“Shit me too babe, wait for me please” He whispered into my neck . We came together soon after and stayed close for a while before he rolled over on the sofa.

None of us talked for some time. The sounds of us catching our breaths filled the room . It was like we didn’t dare to talk ...

Eventually, the silence felt to heavy and I had to talk.

“Baek” I swallowed hard. “You know we-”

“Don’t worry about it , let’s get some sleep babe, we’ll talk in the morning.” He pulled me into his chest , and I know I should just leave it like this , but I had to say it .

“We made a mistake, you know?” I said faintly.

“I know.”

He kissed my forehead and I nodded, finally closing my eyes .

[mezhane]

Really Yixing ??

calvin klein

[mezhane]

GOOD FRIENDS

PART 5

I was looking at myself in the mirror of the changing room, adjusting the straps of my bra . I needed something special for tonight .

“So , let me get this straight , you’re willing to spend ridiculous amounts of money on lingerie just for one night ?!” Anna asked on the other side of the curtain .

“Yes , Anna, and it’s not just one night , it’s Valentines Day !” I replied getting annoyed because I knew exactly where she was going with it .

“ Whatever, I just think it’s ridiculous to do all this things for a random guy- ”That’s it. I was getting mad .

“Random guy ? Anna you know he’s not just any guy , Baekhyun is my best friend! He’s one of the few people I trust in my life and he means a lot to me !” I exclaimed as if I was trying to justify myself.

“Hm...” she simply hummed.

“Anyway, what do you think about this?” I asked as I opened the curtains for her to look at the royal blue lingerie set I was wearing .

“You look hot in it , your boobs look amazing and your ass looks juicy.” I laughed at how monotonous her voice sounded.

“Thank you baby ! I’ll take it! Baekhyun’s gonna love this!” I squealed.

“Alright, if you’re done picking your outfit for your dick appointment , I’d like to go for tea .” She grinned and walked ahead of me . I followed and went to check out then we went for afternoon tea in our favorite café. While we were chatting and having a good time my phone rang. I smiled as the name flashed on the screen .

“Hi Dad !” I almost screamed.

“My baby , how are you ? Feels good to hear your voice .” He seemed reassured.

“Well I’m all good dad ! Studies are doing great , I’m sleeping and eating well and yes, I do have friends!’’ I chuckled.

“Alright , perfect! Does Baekhyun take good care of you?” I could feel concern in his voice.

“Yes , he’s doing a good job at protecting me don’t worry too much . Actually we’re seeing each other tonight!”

“Oh?! You’re seeing Baekhyun on Valentine’s Day?! Are you guys...” What was he excited for ?

“No dad , we’re not dating ! Oh my god ! You know we’re just friends! None of us had other plans so we decided to do something together, that’s it!” I panicked .

“Yeah, something like fucking all night ...” Anna whispered and I glared at her .

“Alright then , I’ll call you later , when the two of you are together ? Sounds good ?”

“Y-yeah , perfect! Later then dad ! Love you !”

“Love you too baby” And with that he hung up .

I looked at Anna and she had the most disapproving look on her face .

“What?” I shrugged.

“You act so innocent with your dad when you’re so far from it in reality...”She shook her head.

“Well what do you want me to say babe ? Should I tell him that me and the guy that he trusts to protect and take care of me have sex all the time ?”

“Obviously not , but just tell him you have feelings for baekhyun !” I frowned as I registered her words . Why does everybody think we have feelings for each other ?

“What feelings,Anna ?! I love Baekhyun, yes , but as a friend! That’s it ! Nothing more than that !” I was practically screaming at that point .

“Ok.. so you trust him, you like his personality, he’s the only one to make you smile when you feel down and you find him super hot, but you’re trying to tell me that you don’t like him ?” She crossed her arms over her chest.

“Well ... y-yeah” She was actually right .

“Okay, you know what, I’m just gonna wait until you realize you’re in love with him , then I’ll be able to say ‘I told you!’ ” I rolled my eyes at her .

“Not gonna happen but okay”

“Right”

“Right” I sipped on my cup of tea .

We both left after our tea and I got home to get ready for Baekhyun to come over. But no matter how hard I was trying to focus on doing my makeup right , the words that Anna said won’t leave my head . Everything was so blurry in my head . It’s true that Baek is everything I look for in a man and he makes me extremely happy, but I wondered if it was just attraction or actual, genuine feelings . Was I the only one feeling this way? Was he asking himself the same questions? I doubted it. Baek wasn’t the kind of guy to give himself a headache over those kind of things . So I shouldn’t either. I shouldn’t think about it to much and just go with the flow . Yes, no more questions , no more “what if’s” . I’ll just live in the moment for now.

I kept on checking myself in the mirror , smiling as I imagined the reaction Baekhyun will have once he gets to undress me later . He was taking me to a very fancy restaurant tonight. He said that this night was “all about me” . And honestly, I wasn’t complaining. I slipped into my favorite dress and waited for him . He barged in ten minutes later .

“Yemi babe ! My love ! Are you ready?” He shouted, making his way to my appartement.

“Yeah! I’m in the kitchen !” I shouted nonchalantly and I could hear him coming.

“Oh, here take this , we’ll drink it later when we get back ... Fuck, your ass looks good in this...” He groaned as he grabbed my ass since I was bending over to putting the water bottle in the fridge . I smiled and got up to look at him.

“Yeah? Only my ass ? You know that’s actually insulting Baek, I spent a fair amount of time to look this pretty...” I pouted and he shook his head.

“No , not just your ass... You look very beautiful too, but I tell you that all the time . You’re the prettiest to me !” I felt my heart flutter at this exact moment, but I acted like normal and rolled my eyes then grabbed the bottle of champagne that he brought to put it in the fridge .

“Alright, should we go ? I’m starving!” I whined.

“Yeah, let’s go baby”

We left for the restaurant and the drive there was pretty silent . To be fair, none of us actually needed to talk to each other. We just enjoyed being together. However, the words I exchanged with Anna earlier kept echoing in my head . Baek must have noticed how preoccupied I was .

“Everything okay, love ?” He places his hand on my thigh .

“I’m good , yeah.” I simply replied , trying not to make him worry too much . “Oh yeah, I forgot , my dad said he was going to call us later !” I added to change the subject.

“Later , when exactly ?” He frowned.

“I don’t know exactly, he just said he’ll give us a call- why are you smiling like an idiot?” I spat.

“I was just thinking it could be funny if he calls us while we’re in the middle of fucking” He chuckled.

“Then I guess we’ll just have to ignore his call” I smirked .

“No way, I haven’t heard of your dad in such a long time and it would be both rude and strange to ignore his call when he knows we’re spending the night together... at your place , right ?” This dumbass was actually right .

“... oh god , what did I put myself into” I sighed.

“This is gonna be so fun” He chuckled and I playfully hit him on the arm.

We finally arrived at the restaurant and he wasn’t joking when he said he would take me to a fancy restaurant. It was almost like I shouldn’t be at such an expensive place . We still enjoyed our dinner and even got slightly buzzed with the drinks we had . I didn’t know if it was the drinks I had or my feelings playing with me but Baekhyun suddenly seemed extremely sexy to me , and as time went by , it was getting difficult for me not to be obvious about it . He must have noticed it since he always found a way to touch me . Soon enough, we arrived home and as I predicted it , he jumped on me as soon as the front door closed behind us . We were all over each other and he picked me up to carry me to my bedroom and throw me on my bed.

“Baek , wait, I need t-to show you something..” I struggled to utter as he was ravaging my neck .

“Hum ?” He probably didn’t even hear me .

“Get off me for a second, I need to show you something” I pushed him off and got up to stand in front of him . I slowly removed my dress to reveal the royal blue lingerie I had bought earlier . He groaned and got on the edge of the bed then grabbed my hand .

“God baby ... is this all for me ?” He half moaned.

I nodded my head and bit my lip. “ You like it ?”

“I love it , come here ...” He cooed. “ So beautiful...”

I got back on the bed and he pushed my shoulders into the mattress, as a sign for me to stay put. I did and enjoyed him kissing his way down on my body. He reached my panties and bit the hem of it .

“You know this is all very beautiful, it’s almost a shame I have to take it off you now.” He said as he took my panties and spread my legs open.

“You’re so fucking wet babe.” He added as he glided his finger on my center. The unexpected contact made me twitch and whimper. I then started grinding my hips on his hand and he smiled at me. His head was finally went down where I needed him the most. He licked, sucked and kissed every sensitive spot and made me a a moaning, needy mess .

“What’s that babe ? What do you want ?” He looked up at me and asked smirking.

“Please don’t stop, I’m so fucking close right now” I pleaded and put his face back where I’m wanted him. “Yes, Baekhyun , just like that- oh my god, you’re gonna make me cum ,fuck please don’t stop” I shouted desperately but he stopped abruptly. “Why did you stop ?! I was so close!” I asked still shaking.

“If you’re gonna cum , it’s gonna be with my dick inside of you .” He replied firmly and I couldn’t complain about it.

He quickly tore his boxers off and positioned himself on top of me . He entered me painfully slow while we made out and I couldn’t help but moan into his mouth . He set the pace , giving me very slow yet very powerful strokes . I was going crazy at this point and begging him not to stop when I heard my phone ring in my bag that was on the floor. Baekhyun bursted in laughter and I groaned, knowing exactly who it was .

“I think you should pick up the phone, babe.” He said as he got off me to grab my phone himself. He picked up ang gave it to me . I give him the death stare and answered.

“Dad ! Hey !” I tried to sound as natural as possible. After maybe a minute of small talk with him, Baekhyun slapped on my thigh.

“Open.” He mouthed and I obliged almost immediately which made him smirk evilly. He stroked his hard cock on my now very sensitive and wet pussy and it was getting more and more difficult to speak. “You want it in ?” He whispered and I nodded, unable to make any rational choices right now. He entered me without a warning and stuck out his hand, asking for the phone .

“H-hold on dad, Baek wants to talk to you .” I quickly said before handing the phone to Baekhyun.

“Hi uncle! How are you ? It’s been a while !” He exclaimed and I was stunned by how natural his was . “Y-yeah yeah , studies are going fine ... Oh don’t worry , I’m watching her very closely...” He smirked and pushed into me so roughly that I had to put my hand over my mouth to stop myself from moaning out loud . This must have turned him on because he suddenly dug his nails into my thigh. “Right , unc ... don’t worry too much I got her, alright? Yeah , I’ll see you soon anyway! Right bye.” As soon as he hung up , he pushed my legs into the mattress and started pounding back into me recklessly. “You liked this , huh ? You liked getting fucked while I was on the phone with your dad ?” I couldn’t answer so I just nodded and moaned . “You’re so fucking dirty...” He whispered as he bit on my neck.

I scratched on his back as I was getting over the edge and he got the message as he got closer to me . He knew how much I liked being kissed as I came . We made out and I released the most powerful orgasm I’ve ever had . He followed seconds after me and came deep inside of me . We stayed like this for a moment then he looked back at me with the most genuine, statisfied smile in the world.

“My baby ... come here” He leaned down to kiss me tenderly one last time . “Wanna take a bath together? I won’t do anything funny I promise.” He smirked sheepishly. I nodded and he chuckled then ran to the bathroom to get it ready. Surprisingly, we really did take a bath and nothing else and it was very intimate and confusing at the same time . He was full of cute gestures, always making sure I was comfortable, stealing kisses and holding my hands . And I liked it! I would lie if I said that it didn’t feel good , but this was not what we agreed on . It was not what was supposed to happen.

We finally got out of the tub when the water got cold , and he quickly got dressed then went to bed . I took my time to get ready and actually, I needed this time by myself and reflect on the situation. What happened between us ? When did we go from childhood best friends to this very confusing friends with benefits relationship? And most importantly, where was this going to take us ?

“Hurryyyyyyy !! What are you doing ?? I’m sleepy...” He whined to me . I loved his impatient side .

“Here , don’t worry I’m not going anywhere! I said as I climbed into the bed. I got on the side , not particularly close, but not too far from him either . He grabbed me and shoved me into his chest , wrapping his arms around me . “Why are you so far away from me ? Come closer ...”

“I told you I wasn’t going anywhere!” I laughed tiredly.

“Don’t. Don’t go anywhere. Ever . Don’t ever leave me . I won’t let you go anyway so you’re stuck with me . Got it ?” He sternly said and I felt my heart clench.

“Got it , sir” He chuckled and kissed my lips . “Get some sleep baby.” I hugged him closer and hummed .

-THIRTY MINUTES LATER-

I was still wide awake . His words still echoed in my head and I couldn’t stop thinking and convincing myself it didn’t mean anything. But no matter how hard I tried to keep lying to myself, my heart couldn’t run away from the truth anymore. I painfully smiled to myself as I realized the painful truth ; I was falling for him . Hard . Deep inside of me , I kinda always knew it was gonna happen. I knew one of us was gonna regret it . I just hoped it wasn’t gonna be me . I had to protect myself now , from myself and most importantly from him .

[mezhane]

That lip bite , Lord have mercy

He is such a tease 

[mezhane]

His face looked so full there , now he’s all skinny 😔😔😔

prince yixing~

[mezhane]

Zhang Yixing is one fine ass man

the power they hold…

[mezhane]

GOOD FRIENDS

PART 4

I was sitting next to Baekhyun in the living room while his head was laying on my shoulder. Tonight was family night and we decided to watch a movie . Laughter and jokes filled the room and for a brief moment , I wasn’t feeling so homesick anymore. My heart felt warmer and it was like I belonged here...

Seeing this, Baekhyun’s mother grabbed a blanket to tuck both me and her son in. Golden opportunity for him . He suddenly decided it was the right moment to touch me how he wanted without anyone noticing. His hand travelled up my bare thigh and squeezed the flesh. He knew exactly what to do to get me worked up and I mentally slapped myself for wearing shorts. He continued exploring and ended up resting his hand on my crotch. I shifted a little bit at the contact of his cold hand on my core. The grazing of his fingers made me want more and at this point I was grinding against the palm of his hand , trying as much as I could not to be obvious. His mom suddenly turned her head towards us and he stopped all of his movements.

“I can’t believe he fell asleep... That’s his favorite movie !” She whispered looking at me . I frowned then lowered my head to find that he indeed had his eyes closed. I smirked to myself and shook my head. Sly little shit. He yawned and rubbed his eyes open.

“Yemi, do you wanna go to sleep ? I’m drained...” He was such a good actor...

Uh... yeah ! I’m pretty tired actually.” I replied maybe a little too quickly.

“Alright, you guys have plenty of rest. We’ll see you two in the morning!” His mom cooed.

We both nodded and started heading upstairs when Baekhyun’s dad called him back. I didn’t wait for him and got into the room , getting myself ready to go to sleep. He came in shortly after with a smile on his face. I frowned.

“What’s with the smile ? What did your dad say ?” I wondered if it was about me. About... us .

“Nothing important. Come here ...” He purred and I obliged, unable to resist him. He pulled me towards him and kissed me roughly while harshly gripping my hips. His eagerness made me chuckle.

“Babe, I’m not going anywhere, you know that?!” I laughed.

“I know but the idea of fucking you while my parents are downstairs is driving me crazy” He answered smirking.

He then proceeded to take the little clothing I already on me off and went back to kiss my neck. “Normally, I would lay you down on the bed and treat you like a princess, but the only thing I can think of right now is fucking you against that door ...” He whispered in my ear and I swear I felt my heart sink in my stomach .

“B-but what if your parents hear us ?” My eyes widened.

“Love, they’re watching a movie right now. They won’t hear anything.” He calmly said while he pushed me on the door so that I could face it. He grabbed my waist and directed me onto his erection. “Now you’ll have to stay very quiet, ok princess?” He took my panties off and glided his stiff tip on my now very slippery lips.

“Well, someone’s excited.” He said laughing and I rolled my eyes at him.

“Yeah, you’ve been teasing me all night, what did you expe- oh god !” He entered me fully in one go , not giving me time to process anything. He then started moving forcefully in me but still at a rather slow pace, probably too worried that I would start making noise if he went faster. This was probably a wise decision considering the fact that I was now gripping on the back of his thigh , holding on for my life. I was a whimpering, moaning mess and though I could feel I was turning him on with my reactions, he had to put his hand over my mouth to muffle my moans . I could feel myself getting closer and closer so I moved my hips to meet his thrusts. My moves made him grip my hips harder and he bit on my shoulder to refrain his moans. Suddenly I felt something snap in my lower stomach. My eyes rolled back and I started shaking hard against him . I clenched so hard on him that he came right after me . His hips stuttered to finally stop and he kissed the bite mark he left on my shoulder.

“Thank god your on the pill, cause this would’ve gotten you pregnant right away...” He laughed while finally pulling out . “Though I’m sure our kid would look heavenly.” He grabbed the pack of wet tissues and insisted on cleaning me up.

“I agree with you , our kid would look perfect...” I answered focusing on him cleaning me .

“I know right ! I could marry you just because I know we’d make gorgeous blasian babies!” He smiled up at me and I rolled my eyes at him.

“Sweet.” I jokingly spat and he laughed at my fake angry face.

“Come on baby , get some clothes on , let’s go to sleep. You legs must feel like jelly right now” I chuckled shyly and got my clothes back on. He did the same. We quietly went to bed and it didn’t take that long for us to fall asleep.

-THE NEXT MORNING-

I was woken up by fingers circling my hips and neck kisses . I groaned and smirked .

“Good morning princess ...Slept good ?” He seductively whispered in my ear.

“Mhmmm” I simply replied. “Baek, what do you think you’re doing ?!” I warned .

“What do you mean? You love morning sex ...” He whined sneaking his hand under my T-shirt .

“No, I just love it with you .” I replied blankly, not realizing how ambiguous my words were.

“Really? I’m flattered! Now, be a sweetheart and take those panties off please .” I obliged and he immediately slid his hand between my legs .

“You’re always so fucking wet for me...” He groaned, tracing circles around my clit. I moaned softly and started moving my hips against his palm, desperate for more. He got on top of me instantly and kissed me passionately. This was almost romantic. He took of his boxers and lifted my shirt, just enough so that he could have a good view of my tits. He grabbed one and kissed it then went back to my lips while positioning himself to enter me . “Fucking beautiful...”

I moaned and closed my eyes as soon as he pushed into me and he kissed my forehead. This wasn’t about fucking . This was way too intimate, way too soft, way too passionate. We were making love. He was pushing deep inside of me and his head was buried in my neck .

“You like that ?” He asked and I simply grabbed his face and kissed him to answer him. I was loving every second of this. The proximity and the softness were awfully arousing to me . I crossed my legs around his waist so that he could go deeper and he gasped , feeling me clench around him .

“Please Beak , please don’t stop, you’re gonna make me cum.” I begged griping his shoulders.

“Kiss me when you cum baby” He whispered in my ear.

He went even deeper and harder and I released hard while kissing him. He pulled me close to him and came inside of me shortly after . We stayed still for a while .

“You’re really trying to get me pregnant huh ?” I joked and he laughed tiredly.

“Maybe ...” He said against my lips before kissing me deeply one more time . He pulled out of me and while I was getting back up , I noticed him staring at me .

“What ?!” I raised my hands above my head .

“Huh ?... Oh nothing, nothing... Come on , let’s take a shower and get ready ! We’re having a picnic by the lake today !” He hurried .

“You’re taking me on a date ?!” My eyes lit up . There was nothing ambiguous about that , Baekhyun and I would go on dates pretty often, actually. It was a common thing we figured so that we won’t lose the relationship we have .

“No, princess ... We’re going with my parents, remember?” He smiled sheepishly.

“Oh, right... I forgot” I pouted unconsciously.

“You’re adorable, come here ...” He kissed me several times all over my face and I giggled. “But I should take you on a date tonight, yeah ? You wanna go to the fair ?” He squished my cheeks.

I nodded fervently and he nodded back smiling at me.

Yes, something had changed. I could feel it. Something was different. Not only on his side but on both . Our relationship had evolved and I was scared that I was the only one noticing it , but also realizing how dangerous it could be .

[mezhane]

GOOD FRIENDS

PART 3

Here I was, two weeks later, laying under Baekhyun, because he had just made me cum twice with his mouth. And judging by the thirst I could feel through his eyes, he wasn’t going to stop there . He had kissed his way up on my body until he reached my face . He grabbed it and smiled while wiping the sweat off my nose .

“You okay princess? You look completely fucked out and I haven’t properly fucked you yet...” He had the proudest look on his face. I didn’t really trust my voice at that moment so I simply nodded. He took his boxers off and directly slid into me . He groaned as soon as he felt how wet I was.

“Go rough today Baek, please...” I begged and he raised his eyebrows as if he wasn’t expecting these words to come out of my mouth . But he didn’t complain and gave me exactly what I wanted and made me cum violently on his dick then cuddled me until we both fall asleep.

We never had the discussion. Two weeks passed and we’ve been hooking up almost every day, but none of us engaged the discussion. To be honest, the reason nothing happened between Baek and I before was because I was scared we become addicted to each other. And that’s exactly what is going on now. We’re all over each other and we’re going at it like rabbits. Just like a new couple. This was very scary. What if one of us starts getting feelings for the other? And then gets jealous? Then this whole relationship would be thrown away because I couldn’t keep my legs shut and he couldn’t keep his dick in his pants. No. We needed to talk. We needed to be on the same page.Now.

I woke up before him and went to take a shower. Today was Friday. Classes were cancelled, and Baek had finally convinced me to spend the weekend with him at his parents’. We decided to go today, that way we could enjoy the long weekend better. I came out of the shower with only a towel and started packing my stuff. He woke up and groaned. Probably because I was too noisy for him.

“Ugh , babe, it’s like 9 right now , why are you making all this noise fo- oh .” He rubbed his eyes, eventually realizing I was completely naked under my -kinda short- towel when I bent over to grab my shoes, occasionally flashing my ass to him on the way. He got off the bed and grabbed my arm to pull me back on my feet.

“Why don’t you come back to bed with me ?... That can wait ...” He nuzzled his face in my neck. “You smell so fucking good I wanna eat you all up...” His teeth grazed on my collarbones , slightly awakening my biting kink and I shivered at the idea of getting bit by him. I threw my head back and closed my eyes, but then shook my head as I came to my senses. We had to talk first. No sex until we both sit down and have a conversation.

He groaned as I pushed him off of me. I groaned and swallowed thickly, getting ready to talk to him .

“Baek...” I nearly whispered, too afraid to bring the topic.

“Yes babe? What’s the matter?” He looked at me with concern .

“I think we need to talk about what happened... I mean what’s happening between us these days ...” I kept on folding my clothes into my bag to avoid his gaze. He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him . He rubbed my cheek and smiled.

“You wanna talk about it ? Fine, let’s talk about it ! To be honest , I always knew something like that would happen. It was just a matter of time... We’ve known each other for too long , and the attraction between us was too strong...It was just fate...” He answered calmly, obviously noticing how confused I was .

“Y-yeah , I mean you’re right, but , don’t you think it’s wrong ? We grew up as family...What would our parents think ?” I panicked.

“Wrong? I don’t see nothing wrong about it ! I know we’ve been around each other for the longest time, but we’re clearly not family! And... do you really plan on telling this to your parents? They don’t have to know about this . This is between us !” He pulled me closer and kissed my forehead. “ Listen, I’m very attracted to you , I think it’s very obvious . And I like this little thing we have going on . But I can’t do relationships and we both know that . You can’t do relationships either though, that’s a fact . So, what I propose to you , my beautiful princess, is a friends with benefits kinda thing . We’ll stay best friends , that’s for sure , but we still hook up regularly, cause I feel like we ...connect good .” He winked at me .

“We definitely do.” I chuckled.

“Oh, another thing.” His eyes stared at my lips . “ This thing is exclusive. Meaning if you agree to do this , we both have to stay exclusive to each other. I don’t get to fuck anyone else and you neither . What do you think ?” He seemed confident but his eyes were slightly worried .

“O-okay, why not ? Yeah , that could be a good idea.” I replied way too quickly and he laughed playfully then pecked my lips. This was really not bad idea . I was desperate for some action and Baek and I did have a special connection. Yeah, this was going to work.

“Alright then ! Anything else you wanna bring up ? “ I shook my head. “Good! Finish packing while I take a shower then we can leave, yeah?” I said grabbing my face.

“Yes, sir !” I joked and he kissed me forcefully.

“I love when you call me that ...” I rolled my eyes at how easy it was to get him aroused.

“Go wash your ass Baek.” And with that I finished packing and we were able to leave an hour after.

As we arrived at the house , his mom welcomed me as warmly as possible. It felt good to be ‘home’ for the weekend. God I missed my parents... I made my way to the leaving room and smiled as I saw pictures of me and Baekhyun on the walls.

“You guys were such cute kids! I couldn’t stop myself from taking pictures of you two together... You know , Yemi, I love my two boys to death, but I’ve always dreamed of having a daughter... And when you arrived and shyly smiled at us with your big eyes, I melted a little bit ...” She grabbed my hands and I pulled her into a hug, tearing up from her words.

“Auntie, stop, you’re gonna make me cry! You know I love you a lot right ? I’m sorry I didn’t come to visit you with Baekhyun every weekend, but I promise I will come over all the time now” She laughed nodded, then took me to the kitchen so I could help her make lunch. Baek and his father were in the living room probably discussing military shit that only they can understand. His dad came in the kitchen to grab beers and Baekhyun followed him. I didn’t feel his dad staring at me since I was too busy cooking.

“Yemi, sweetie, I didn’t know you were that good of a cook !” His father exclaimed with a playful smile.

“I’m not uncle, it’s really nothing much .” I replied while stirring my stew.

“Don’t be so humble , Baekhyun always comes here and says that your food is almost as good as my wife’s!” I raised my head in shock and and snorted .

“No way ! Auntie’s cooking is the best, we both know that.” I shook my head .

“Yours must not be so far off if he brags about it do much ... Let’s do this, if this dumbass is still single in four years , have some pity and marry him , alright ? For me .” Me and Baek both laughed loudly.

“Are you that desperate to marry your son off , uncle ?” I raised my brow.

“He’s still a kid, never knows what he wants . With you by his side, what could go wrong?” He threw his hands in the air .

“Alright, you know what, I’ll think about it . But he’s not the only one on the list, you know?” I threatened with my finger.

That caused his dad to laugh and pat my back .

Some time later, we eventually had lunch and then me and Baek went to have a trip in the neighborhood, catch up with some old friends and eventually grab some dinner. As we came back this night, his mom was getting my room ready.

“Mom, What are you doing ?” Baekhyun asked, slightly upset .

“I’m getting her room ready hon, she needs a place to sleep, doesn’t she ?” She replied while setting up the pillows in place .

“Forget it mom, she’ll sleep with me .” My eyes widened.

“What?!” His mom must have been as shocked as me .

“Yeah, it’s all good, she can sleep with me , it’s better this way .” His mom gave him the look. “Oh my god mom, we’re not horny teenagers anymore, what could possibly happen?!” He groaned.

“You’re right, I guess. Yemi, you’re okay with that honey?” She looked worried.

“Yeah, Auntie, no problem !” I smiled innocently. She then shrugged and left, leaving me and Baek together.

“What the fuck was that Baekhyun ?” I whisper-yelled.

“What?! You’re better off sleeping with me anyway! Makes everything easier...” He smirked and I narrowed my eyes , totally understanding where he wanted to go with that .

“Are you always in the freaky mood?” I glared at him.

“Well, yeah actually, but there’s something about you playing innocent in front of my parents when you begged me to fuck you harder a few hours ago... That’s driving me crazy...” He said while getting dangerously close to me.

“You’re out of your mind if you think I’m gonna let you fuck me while your parents are sleeping in the next room.” I crossed my arms over my chest, but he kept on coming close, finally pushing me onto the wall and placing his arms on both sides of my face, towering me.

“Yeah ?! Wanna bet?” He smiled before kissing my lips then went back downstairs as his dad called him.

I was in trouble. To be honest , I knew from the beginning that this could be problematic, but I avoided this thought and still went for it . The truth was that everything about Baekhyun was a turn on. From the way he would very obviously hit on me, to the way he would cutely and playfully laugh every time we watched a comedy movie. I was so mad at myself for letting my hormones get the best of me , but at the same time , we both knew what this relationship was about, so there’s now way this could go bad , right ?

[mezhane]

GOOD FRIENDS

PART 2

I woke up the next morning with Baekhyun holding as tight as ever. I smiled as I enjoyed his comforting warmth. This was probably very wrong, but waking up in Baekhyun’s arms was the best feeling ever to me ... I shifted a little bit and he groaned slightly, realizing it was more than time to wake up. He still pulled me closer , if it was even possible.

“ Baby... what time is it ?” He yawned loudly.

“10... I’m starving, want breakfast?” I kept my eyes closed.

“Sure. You cooking?” He kissed my neck.

“Obviously! You can’t cook for shit !” I giggled.

“Then I’m getting up too. There’s nothing sexier than watching you cook... In my clothes on top of that...” He sucked on a very precise spot and I whimpered, then untangled his arms around my waist and got out of bed to freshen up a little before breakfast .

As I started cooking, I could feel his eyes on my ass.

“Tell me when you’re done checking me out , Baek.” I said unbothered.

“Oh, honey, I’ll never stop checking you out, you grew up so well... All this baby fat ended up just on the right places...” I turned around and I caught him with his lip between his teeth. I rolled my eyes at him, though I enjoyed every single one of his praises.

“Ah, right , love, I forgot to tell you, there’s this military function I have to attend tonight, I didn’t want to go , but my dad really wanted me there with him , and you know I can’t say no to this man...” He was picking at his scrambled eggs.

“Okay... what does that have to do with me though?” I frowned.

“You’re coming with me. My parents miss seeing you, and I already told them I was coming with someone. That’ll be a nice surprise.” He smiled.

“Um... I miss your parents too, but why aren’t you bringing one of your little girls at the function?” I emphasized on the ‘little girls’ clearly showing the fact that I was mildly jealous of them for taking up all his time.

“I’m never bringing any of these girls in front of my parents. You’re the only one that is really worth it...” He blurted out and I felt instant regret in his eyes , so I just laughed it off.

“Alright, playboy, I’ll go with you... Now hurry up eating, we have an history project to do !” He simply hummed and finished his breakfast.

We spent all day working in my room, until none of us was able to register any information. I closed my laptop and he did the same, deciding to call it a day.

I was laying on my stomach on my bed and he was sitting on the floor. He always said it was easier for him to focus that way.

“We did a good job today, I’m exhausted.” He got up to join me on the bed .

“Same here, wanna take a nap?” I asked, already wrapping myself in his arms.

“I would love to , but I don’t have the time, I gotta get my suit ready for tonight. You can take a short one! Don’t oversleep, princess, I’ll come and pick you up by 8.30 tonight, understood?” He turned me over so I could face him.

“Yes, sir. Got it!” I nodded .

“Good girl...” He kissed me slowly and I could feel him smirking against my lips. He then got up and left, taking only his phone and wallet with him. He was sleeping over tonight too. I shrugged at the idea and settled my alarm then proceeded to sleep.

One hour and a half later, I was sitting in front of my mirror, doing my makeup when my friend Anna called me . I smiled and picked up, putting her on speaker.

“Anna baby !” I screamed and she laughed.

“Love! What’s up?!” She sounded way too excited .

“Getting ready to go out.” I blandly answered.

“Ouuh, you’re having a date ? Who’s the lucky guy?” Yep, she was way too excited.

“Oh no, it’s not like that, I’m just going out with Baek! Military event. His parents will be there.” I chuckled.

“Oh... right...” She sounded so serious all of a sudden.

“What?!” I knew exactly what was going on .

“Girl, you know how I feel about this relationship of yours... You’re doing all this things that couples do, but you’re not together... That’s weird to me.” I could feel her rolling her eyes through the phone.

“That’s not true ! We never fucked!” I was raising my for in contestation.

“But you sleep in the same bed all the time, he kisses you whenever he wants to, touches you how he wants to, calls you pet names, you’re jealous of his girlfriends and he doesn’t let any man get close to you, you know his parents and they love you and the same goes for him! It’s like both of you are already married! Thank god you’re not fucking, cause this will bring up a whole new lot of problems in this relationship! One of you, or both will eventually see all of their buried feelings come to the surface. And knowing that the two of you would be too proud to admit it, it will eventually destroy your relationship.” She ranted and I frowned, getting annoyed at her words.

“Anna, that’s ridiculous, I’m never fucking Baek, no not happening!” I got up as I was finished and put my dress on .

“Right... Anyways, what are you wearing? Let me see!” She squealed. She was such a child sometimes.

“Alright, alright. I’ll send a picture.” I chuckled and placed myself in front of my big mirror, then took a picture and sent it. “Go check”, I said as I was looking for my shoes. I heard her gasp loudly.

“Bitch, are you sure you’re not trying to fuck him ?” I laughed loudly at her comment.

“Is the dress too much, should I change?” I asked still laughing.

“No ! Keep it on! I’m curious to see what will happen at the end of the night, cause something is happening for sure! Listen, if he sees you like that and tells you to change, he’s just your friend. If he tells you to keep the dress on, he’s trying to fuck you. Simple.” She suggestively said.

“You’re crazy...” I was gonna hang up when my door rang , and I quickly ended my phone call to run to the door. I checked myself in my walk mirror before opening. I knew havin that many mirrors in my place would come in handy.

“Hi, Baek! Come in, I just have to grab my shoes then we can leave!” I flashed him a smile.

“Wow, that’s the dress you’re wearing?” He pointed up and down at me.

“I knew you’d say this. It’s too much right? I shouldn’t go see you parents in this type of dress...” I was going to run upstairs but he grabbed my hand.

“Keep it on, this is about to be boring and I won’t mind being distracted by that dress...” He pulled me close against his chest and let his hand travel from my shoulder to my hips. “What material is that ? So soft...” He grabbed my hips and turned me over to kiss me .

“It’s” kiss “velvet.. let me grab my shoes so we can go!” I ran upstairs to get my shoes. I smiled as I remembered Anna little prediction about my dress... Was he really trying to initiate something?...I shook my head and took my pair then went downstairs and we left...

To be fair, he was right, this function was pretty boring. Nothing I wasn’t used to. I was sitting at my table, waiting for Baekhyun to come back with drinks when his mom came to talk to me .

“Yemi ! My daughter, how are you ?! I feel like I haven’t seen you in ages! Why don’t you come over on the weekends with Baekhyun ?” She grabbed my hand.

“I don’t know auntie, I figured that the weekends were family time, so I didn’t want to interfere...” I shyly smiled.

“Sweetie, you are family! I’ll be more than happy to have you with you visiting every weekend! Alright, no more excuses, I want you there next weekend, ok?” She raised her index.

“Right auntie, I’ll be there!” I laughed.

“What are you girls talking about?!” He came back with two drinks.

“I was telling Yemi that she has to come over on the weekends! Why do you never take her with you Baekhyun?!” She frowned at her son.

“I ask her all the time but she always says no! She’ll be here next weekend mom, I promise.” He said while looking at me. And I nodded at him.

“Good, that’s what I like to hear, alright, I’ll leave you two alone...” And with that she left.

One hour later, we were still here, and to be honest I was getting sleepy and I felt bad about it, but when I looked at Baekhyun and saw him yawning, I couldn’t help but smile .

“Hey, wanna get out of here ?” He nudged at me.

“I thought you’d never ask.” I smiled.

“Get your things, then, let’s go home.” I gathered my purse and phone and we left after hugging Baekhyun’s parents goodbye while he vaguely told them about having to wake up early tomorrow for our group project, which wasn’t true since it was mostly done .

The ride back home was pretty silent, but quite heavy ,with him sliding his hand down the slit of my dress and gripping my thigh. He was getting dangerously close to the boundaries. To where I wanted him the most.

“You looked so good tonight babe, so fucking sexy... If I listened to myself, I’d pull over and tear that dress off you, fuck you in this car all night.” His fingers were grazing on my panties.

“Maybe you should...” His hand stopped and he focused back on the road, without saying a word until we reached my place.

As soon as I opened the door of my apartment, he slammed me against the wall and kissed me roughly. He would occasionally bite on my bottom lip and groaned when I moaned in a mixture of pain and pleasure. His hands were grabbing my ass hard.

“You’re sure about this, princess, sure you want me? I don’t think I’ll be able to hold back if you let me fuck you.” He said while kissing my neck and I grabbed his face for him to look at me.

“I want this Baek, fuck me.” I moaned and something in his eyes changed.

“Jump.” He ordered and I did as I was told, jumping and wrapping my legs on his waist while he took me to the bedroom. He layed me on the bed softly and I took my dress off while he was getting undress too. I went to undo my bra, but he stopped me.

“No! I’ll do it ! I wanna take it off of you.” I exclaimed and at this very moment he looked so childish.

He came on top of me with only his boxers and took my bra off then moaned when he saw my tits.

“Fuck they’re so... perfect...” He said while getting down to take one in his mouth.

“It’s n-not the first time you see them...” I struggled to say.

“Tonight is different” He replied lightly biting on my nipple and I shifted.

He kissed his way down to my stomach and took my panties then spread my legs to go down on me, but I didn’t want any of that , I wanted to feel him , right now.

“No, Baek, please, I want you, I wanna feel you inside of me...” I pleaded, grabbing his shoulders to get him back up.

“You sure ? I wanna make sure you’re prepared enough for me...” He winced in disagreement.

“I’m good, don’t worry, just give it to me!” I rushed him . He ran to get a condom then came back, took his boxers of and positioned himself at my entrance.

“Still sure you wanna do this ?” He teased while rubbing his tip on my clit.

“Byun Baekhyun I swear if you don’t put your dick inside of me right ngggh...” He entered me fully without a warning and I could already feel myself tightening around him.

“Please, Baek, move...” I didn’t have to tell him twice . He started on a regular pace but going as deep as possible. I was moaning uncontrollably and I could tell that was encouraging him to go deeper.

“Faster Baek, harder please” I begged and he moaned at me being so desperate. He obliged, fucking me as hard as he could and I suddenly felt heat in my lower stomach when he reached a precise point.

“Oh god , Baek, right there, please don’t stop.” I screamed.

“There?” He teased, going exactly where I wanted. I nodded furiously and he went for that spot only, determined to see me coming undone for him.

I came hard and my legs started shaking on their own . He stopped to admire the show. I was a mess , all sweaty, mascara swearing a little, and eyes tearing up due to the violent orgasm I just had.

“Fucking beautiful.” He said then entered me back , going on a rougher pace, eager to get his release. I tightened around him and he let out a strangled moan.

“Ngggh your gonna make me cum” He buried his face in my neck and a few strokes later, he came, moaning my name.

He stayed on top of me for some time and grabbed my face to kiss me passionately while pulling out and rushing to the bathroom. He came back with a wet towel and cleaned me up , then himself.

He came back in bed after that.

“Are you gonna get dressed?” He asked. I shook my head and he chuckled.

“Really?! We’re gonna sleep naked? You must be into morning sex then...” He said and I laughed loudly, while he pulled me into his chest and I could feel myself falling asleep.

We did it. We crossed the boundaries. It was wrong and completely immoral, and we’ll have a lot to discuss tomorrow, but for now I just wanted to enjoy.

[mezhane]

GOOD FRIENDS

PART 1

I groaned and fake sobbed as I tapped my bed looking for my phone to stop the disgusting sound of my alarm. 7.30 am . I sighed and lazily dragged my body out of bed because I knew I would fall back asleep if I stayed here . I got into the shower and winced as the first flow of cold water hit my face . Why do I have to go to sleep this late every night? Well,maybe if I wasn’t such a procrastinator and did my work at the right time , I wouldn’t have to put all nighters every week just to make sure I don’t fail... But what can I do ? Procrastination is my biggest flaw... I got out of the shower and got dressed. I have to thank my dad for always teaching me to plan everything the night before, so I would be able to enjoy the comfort of my bed a little more . I applied the smallest amount of makeup, then got into the living room to get breakfast. I grabbed my phone and decided to call my best friend, since he was my ride this morning.

“Hello...” He answered with a feeble voice. He was still sleeping. Stupid ass.

“Baek?! Don’t tell me you’re still sleeping! Tell me you’re on your way ! I warned him. I could feel my heart racing.

“What?! Wh-what time is it ?! Hold on ... Oh my god , I’m so sorry babe , I didn’t set my alarm... Fuck , please don’t be mad .” He said quickly , and I could hear him running through his flat .

“I’m hanging up , you’re annoying me and it’s too early in the morning for me to flame your ass right now .” I rolled my eyes . Honestly, this guy makes me question our friendship all the time .

“ No Yemi, wait ! Can you make up some stupid excuse for the teacher please? I’ll be there for the next lecture, I promise!! I’ll bring you coffee...” He pleaded and I smiled finally finding this situation interesting .

“You better be there for the next lecture, bitch. I’ll think of something for the teacher so don’t worry” I fake threatened.

“Thanks babe, love you!” He shouted in relief .

“Fuck off.” And with that I hung up.

Baekhyun. He was my best friend . We’ve always been around each other as far as I remember. His dad and mine are both in the military, and working in the same unit, so we were always in each other’s lives.When I was four, my dad got transferred to South Korea, Seoul. That’s when I met him . He lived in the house across ours. He was obviously older , but not much judging by the baby face he still had. I immediately found him cute,and me being a very shy and awkward kid , I can say that my heart instantly felt warm as soon as he smiled at me and stuck his little hand out for me to shake. After that day , I entered preschool and he got into elementary. Both our schools were joined and he would always check up on me and play with me in the playground so I wouldn’t be alone. Thanks to him, I became close to a lot of other kids and soon enough I had my little group of friends for myself . After that, we became inseparable. We spent every Christmas, Easter and birthdays together and grew up as family. When I was 15 , I had to leave Korea and go back to England , where I was originally from, to stay there . Let me tell you, the farewells were heartbreaking between us and I’ll forever remember him crossing the street and sneaking into my room late at night to give me my first kiss. It was messy and we were all over each other but I wouldn’t change this for anything... I eventually left , but I would visit him as much as I could during summer, especially when he had to enroll in the military. After I got my degree, I decided to finish my studies in Korea, missing my life there too much . My dad didn’t really object to it since he knew Baekhyun’s family will watch over me like I was theirs. So, just like that I was back to Seoul, and most importantly back with my best friend and the only one that knew me really. We were still very close and it honestly was like we never left each other’s side. But as time passed and we both blossomed into our early twenties, (me being 22 and him being 24) we both felt a new type of connection. Yes we were still friends, and quite frankly I didn’t think anything could change that, but there was a difference between innocent puppy friendship and male/female friendship between two grown persons.

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“Sorry , sir , Baekhyun couldn’t come today, his car broke down while he was getting here ...” I lied , trying to sound as confident as I could .

“Oh, I hope it’s not too bad ! Is he okay ?” He asked with worry on his eyes and I almost felt bad for lying.

“He’s good, should be there next time .” I smiled and he nodded, reassured by my answer.

As soon as the class finished. I grabbed my things and left to go to my next class . I could hear Baekhyun’s heavy steps behind me .

“Yemi ! Wait ! Baby !” I smirked and turned around gesturing him to come quickly since I didn’t wanna be late for our next class.

“Hey ! How are you , sunshine?” He put his arm around my shoulder and handed me my coffee .

“Pretty good, I told the teacher your car broke down , so don’t be looking stupid next week when he asks you what happened to you .” I nonchalantly replied.

“Got it , thanks . God, what would I do without you, huh ?!” He said squishing my cheeks .

“Not much, that’s why your parents allowed you to study this far from home, because they knew that everything should be fine if I’m with you...” I slapped his hand away from my face .

“Right ... You know the only reason you were allowed to study abroad is because your dad knew I was gonna keep an eye on you, right ? So that no man can take advantage of you ” He lifted an eyebrow.

“Right , sure. Well I’ve been here for a while now , I don’t see any boy coming onto me !” I raised my arms in constatation.

“There are, trust me. I just don’t let them approach you.” He muttered.

“Huh ?!” I pushed him away.

“What’s that in your hand? Group project ?” He changed the subject and yanked the paper away from my hand.

“Y-yeah, I put us two together.” I shyly said .

“Of course you did , who else should I do it with?!” He winked and I smiled. He always made me so happy .

“So, do you wanna come over later , we can work on this and I’ll make you dinner ! I’m sure you’re sick and tired of those noodle cups you eat all the time.” I chuckled .

“Sounds good... Okay, how about this ? I’ll come over and we have a serial-killer movie marathon, then I sleep over at yours and we get to it tomorrow . Deal ?” He stuck his fist out for me to pound it.

“Um... okay, it’s Friday and I don’t have any better plans anyway.” I nodded innocently and pounded his fist.

“Perfect” He smirked. “ I finish later than you, so I’ll come over by 8 , yeah ?”

“Alright, I’ll wait for you!” He smiled and kissed the back of my hand .

We both got to class and I got home early, rushing to get groceries and cook for Baek.

He finally arrived and we ate , then laid on the big convertible in my living room to get the movie night started. I missed this .Movie nights with only the two of us. We’ve been doing this since we were kids and that’s when I felt the most happy. The movie started and we were quite focused on it . At least I was. I could feel Baek looking at me from time to time .

“What,Baek?” I sighed eyes still on the screen.

“Nothing, I can’t t look at my best friend anymore?... Wait, isn’t that my shirt?” He was referring to the very oversized blue striped shirt that I was wearing. It was so big on me that you couldn’t see the pair of shorts I was wearing underneath. Of course it was his. He always forgets his clothes at my place for some reason and I’ve always loved wearing his stuff at home.

“Yeah , it’s yours, you left it here last time you slept over, why?... Let me warn you now, you’ll never get this back, I love it too much” I smiled sheepishly at him.

“No, I don’t want it back , it looks better on you anyways. So cute...” He pinched my cheek . “Why are you so far away from me, babe?! Come closer, let’s cuddle...”

He extended his arm and reached for me then pulled me close. Baekhyun always appears as the cool player kinda guy on campus, but the truth is that he was actually a baby that needed a lot of attention. And me being an absolute care giver, I never minded this side of him at all.That’s what I’ve always liked about his personality,actually ... As I got close enough to him, he put his head on my chest and his arm over my waist. He grabbed my hand and placed it on his head as a sign for me to play with his hair. I chuckled and started running my hands through his hair.

“Baek, don’t fall asleep, huh?! It’s only the first movie!” I raised my voice a little.

“I won’t , don’t worry” He chuckled.

We kept on watching the movie and all of a sudden I felt his cold hands under my, well his, shirt. I didn’t move at all because that’s something he does all the time and I would lie if I said it didn’t feel good. He kept his hand on my belly for a moment then moved higher, until he got where he really wanted .

“Byun Baekhyun” I harshly said.

“Hum ?” He knew how to feign innocence so well.

“Why is you hand on my right boob ?!” I tried to sound annoyed.

“ What ?! My hands are cold and you feel so soft and warm, I can’t help it!”

I sighed but didn’t say anything. I liked it way too much. And he knew it. His hand kept on kneading my boob and I bit my lip, so I won’t make any encouraging noise, but his finger intentionally, or not, suddenly brushed over my nipple and I shifted a little bit. He looked up at me and smiled, like he knew exactly what to do next. He positioned himself on top of me and kissed my cheek, then looked into my eyes and went for my lips. We made out on the couch this night, with him still shoving his hands under my shirt and grabbing my tits , and me moaning into his mouth . This wasn’t the first time it happened, it was even quite frequent these days and every time I was praying that it wouldn’t be the last . We never crossed any lines though, it was just kissing and a little bit of touching. Nothing else. But I was craving for more, and I knew he was too. So I reached down and cupped him through his sweatpants, clearly feeling him getting affected by the situation. He whimpered and grabbed my hand.

“No no no baby, you know we can’t do that! It’s wrong ...” He told me , but his eyes were stating the opposite.

“I know, Baek... Just kissing...” I pouted and he groaned.

“Yes, just kissing... Don’t pout like that , I’m gonna eat you all up” He littered kisses all over my face and I laughed loudly then he pecked my lips one more time. “Let’s go to sleep princess, I’m exhausted .”

I nodded and he turned the TV off then pulled me close and held me until I fell asleep.

Just kissing... the words echoed in my head all night. I wondered if what we were doing was really wrong... What would our parents think? We grew up together and were raised as family, would they feel disappointed or disgusted by that?... No, that’s not how I should think. Baek and I are best friends, and best friends should always help each other, even in their loneliness... Right?

[mezhane]

JUST MARRIED(... kinda)

PART 10

A lot of things came into my mind while I was packing up my stuff to leave Marina’s place. Yixing and I just survived our first crisis after only three months of marriage. I was happy to come back to him , but this wasn’t really promising for the future. Both of us were going to have to work on our tempers if we wanted this to work. But not only that : Yixing got arrested . He almost got put in jail . I had to settle my mind into this . This was the first time, but it won’t be the last . He might even go to jail, who knows? How will I cope with this ? How will I go through that if he gets his ass locked up ? I was so frenetic just thinking about waking up next to him again that I forgot that this little separation actually unveiled new, bigger problems. Anyways, the police didn’t let Yixing go right away. They kept him for a whole week, desperately trying to find something about him. They didn’t find anything, so they had to let him go. Luckily.

Marina came into the room and sat on the bed , staring at me .

“Mina, sweetie, you okay? You seem off.” She helped me putting my clothes in the bag.

“I’m good , just thinking about how being away from Xing for this long brought up more issues..” I replied sitting next to her.

“I know, I honestly think both of you need to talk about this . Like adults. This might even engender another fight, but that’s what should be done.” She announced very seriously.

“Right, very reassuring, babe” I chuckled .

“I’m just telling you the truth!... Look, I’ve been around you two my whole life , okay ? You’re both strong minded and very in love with each other, this is nothing you two can’t overcome, trust me .” She rested her head on my lap and closed her eyes.

“I love him that’s for sure, I don’t know if he really feels the same way though.” I sighed.

“Bitch didn’t he tell you he loved you yesterday? Plus, let me remind you that he’s my cousin, okay?! I know he’s in love with you! He’s been for a long time! Remember when we first got to college and I would always stop you from going to these campus parties?” I hummed in response.

“Well, that’s because he told me to keep an eye on you... Not so that you don’t get drunk and fuck some random frat dude, but more so that you won’t meet somebody and fall in love before Yixing comes back into your life ... Actually, no, he would’ve killed me if he found out you gave your virginity to some random frat dude.”She admitted get up than putting her head back on my lap.

“What?! So you knew about this marriage thing too ?! How the fuck is everyone close to me planning my future in front on my eyes without me noticing?! And YOU out of all people l can’t...”

I was interrupted by a loud banging at the front door. Marina ran downstairs to see who it was, and judging by the mandarin that I was hearing from upstairs , I could assume who it was.

“Your husband is here, bitch , get out of my house!” She shouted and I could hear Xing’s loud laugh from there. I heard somebody running and the door of my room sprung open. Why was she running?

“Why are you running babe ?” I questioned confused. She opened one of her drawers and pulled a pink shopping bag that she handed to me. I frowned at her and she told me to open it quickly. I froze when I realized what was in the bag.

“You’re fucking crazy.” I rolled my eyes.

“Why?! We both know what’s gonna happen tonight when you two get back home , right ? What kind of friend would I be if I didn’t help you out with some red lingerie, huh ? He’s gonna love that !” She exclaimed and I laughed then put the gift in my bag.

“I bet he is , red is his favorite colour...” I smirked.

“Babygirl, you’re ready to go ? We have to go home first before we go out to eat and I don’t wanna be late!” He shouted . I quickly grabbed my stuff and left the room. I smiled as soon as I saw his face. He looked so good, but I could still tell the week he spent at the station was rough.

I ran downstairs to him and he pulled we for a hug. I felt the tears coming out of my eyes.

“ You ready to go home baby ?” He said grabbing my face. I simply nodded, not trusting my voice at the moment.

I hugged my best friend one last time then we left to get back home. As I opened the door of our house and walked though the hall way, he spun me over and kissed me. Hard. Like he thought he would never see me again. I smiled against his lips and kissed him back .

“I fucking missed you , little one, for real, I almost died!” He said grabbing my hips.

“Alright Xingie, go get a shower and I’ll get ready, we have all night to talk about that” I laughed , kissing his cheek.

“The thing is I didn’t really plan on talking tonight...” He said smirking. I pursed my lips so I wouldn’t laugh.

“If you don’t hurry up and take a shower I swear...” And with that he ran upstairs and I got changed into a , let’s be honest, more appealing outfit. I quickly put my new lingerie set and grabbed a dress. I chose a satin dress, very flattering on the ass and very low-cut on the cleavage so that he won’t be able to keep his eyes away from my god gifted 38Ds, but still comfortable on the stomach area to let me eat peacefully because this bitch right here is not trying to starve. I lightly touched my makeup and I waited for him, adjusting my dress in the mirror.

“Alright kitten, you ready to g...” He choked on his word and I looked at him .

“You good?” I said panicked.

“You- that’s what you’re gonna wear ?” He pointed at my dress.

“Yeah! You don’t like it , do you ? I knew it, I’ll change quickly...”

“No ! No no no ! Stay like that, you’re- you look good!” He smiled awkwardly.

“Are you sure ? You don’t look very satisfied by that, I can see something is bothering you...” I pouted.

“ Well, if I’m being really honest with you, the only thing bothering me right now is the fact that I’m already half hard and you still have all of your clothes on .” He admitted staring at my tits.

I rolled my eyes and pretended I wasn’t affected by his words but deep down I was getting really hot . He laughed and grabbed my hand and we left for the restaurant.

As we got here, everything became quiet. He was looking like he wanted to say something, but he was too scared to do it , so I did .

“We need to talk about what happened, Xing.” I said with caution .

“You’re right... Listen, I can’t tell you how much I hate myself for putting you through this. The truth is , I always act so mature around you , but I’m really not. I behaved like a teenager, a little boy that gets overwhelmed by the first challenge he has to occur in his life... You were the bigger person, you decided to leave and let me get my shit together by myself and even if it was really hard, this was the right thing to do... So thank you for that . And I really wish you would forgive me. This won’t happen again I promise.” His voice was very composed and stable, like always, but his eyes... They were so vulnerable.

“I know it won’t happen again, I trust you on that. The only thing that scares me is being apart from you. He looked at me in confusion. “Xing, when I got that call last week, I thought I might have to be separated from you for years. It really scared me and ...”

“Well, baby, I can’t do anything about it, that’s my job!” He said grabbing his drink.

“I know that, but I can’t stop thinking about the fact that soon , you’ll be ruling over your father’s empire, and it’s gonna be like having a hammer hanging over your head. Over our heads...” I said calmly, not trying to show how emotional I was about that .

“Ok, what do you want me to do, sweet thing? Should I change jobs?” He was not getting it. Stubborn ass.

“Obviously not ! That’s not what I’m asking,Yixing, I’m asking you to be careful, that’s it ! What if I was- Nevermind , forget it , I don’t even wanna go there .” I stopped myself, this wasn’t the time to talk about this.

“No finish you sentence, I wanna hear it! And don’t call me Yixing, I don’t like how that sounds when you say it” He frowned.

“Well that’s your name isn’t it ?! What do you want me to call you , huh?!” I was getting heated for no reason, I could feel it. He sat back on his chair and chucked while glaring at me.

“I’m sorry, I don’t know why I got mad.” I apologized, clearly feeling how tense he was.

“That mouth of yours, I swear to God” He whispered, ruffling his hair .

“I’m really sorry, ok ? Can we just go back to finally getting back together and end this night on a good note, please?” I pouted. He can’t resist it.

“You’re lucky I love you.” He said with his eyes closed.

The drive back home was pretty quiet too. I could tell Xing’ mind was somewhere else , and my mind was trying to figure out what was good to happen next. We got home and Yixing said he’ll just have to be in his office for some time and I nodded, actually thanking God for that because it will give me more time to get “ready for him”. I ran upstairs and took off my dress then freshened up a little. I sprayed some perfume on me and decided to get on the bed, to make it less awkward. Xing came back about half an hour after.

“What are you doing?!” He was so confused.

“Nothing, just ummm-”

“Why does the room smell like vanill- oh, right I get it, you were getting ready, right?!” He said with amusement in his voice .

“It’s not funny, Xing! I was just trying to do something nice!” I said half whining half laughing.

“Oh babe, you don’t have to try to be perfect! I’ll do the work tonight! You just sit back and enjoy, ok ?” He said getting in to the bed and laying next to me .

“ Can I get a look ?! What are you hiding under these covers?” He said pulling on the blanket, and I let him do , eager to see if he will like my surprise.

“Oh shit. I didn’t-wow, uhm, whe-when did you get this ?” Yeah, he liked it.

“Your cousin bought it for me .” I nearly whispered, slowly losing all my confidence as he stared at my body.

“Do you mind if I touch you ?” He eyes darkened.

“Please, go ahead.” My mouth was getting dry.

He started touching me , nothing I haven’t experienced with him, Xing had always had his hand wandering on me. But tonight for some reason, It felt more intense. He straddled me and got down to kiss me deeply. Soon enough we were both breathless and smiling at each other like two kids. He pecked my lips one more time then went for my neck and sucked hard, earning a moan from me. I could feel him smile against my collarbone. He reached the beginning of my boobs. He kissed and bit, making me whimper. He was obviously enjoying the effect he had on me since he started biting harder .

“May I take this off ?” He asked while tugging on my bra.

I snorted at his excessive politeness.

“What?! I’m just trying to make sure you’re okay with this ! But don’t get too used to this though , I won’t be this nice all the time .” He smirked . As soon as my bra was gone, he started licking and sucking on my nipples and I arched my back at the foreign sensation. His hand was going further and further down and I could feel him hesitating to touch me where he really wanted.

“It’s okay,Xing. You can touch me however you want.” With that he detached himself from my nipple and kissed me quickly. His hand went and rubbed we over my panties and I noticed my hips unconsciously grinding against his hand.

“You like that, babygirl?!” He whispered in my ear. I nodded frantically.

“Use your words, beautiful.” I whined, not trusting my voice at that point.

“Fuck, yes, Xing...” I answered, feeling embarrassed.

“Good girl. Can I take them off too ?” He demands, rubbing harder on my clit.

“Y-yes please...” I was a panting, sweating mess under him.

He took my panties off and spread my legs really wide so that he could get a proper look at me. He licked his fingers before rubbing on my bare pussy. And he groaned.

“Baby, you’re dripping and I’ve barely done anything to you yet.” He smiled proudly. I was moaning like crazy. This was way too hot. Way too dirty , but I loved every second of it.

“Okay , I’m gonna try and get one finger inside of you, is it okay?” He asked very seriously and I nodded smiling faintly.

He slowly pushed his finger inside of me and I gasped, feeling a mix of discomfort and pain at first. He rocked his finger gently so that I could get used to it.

“How does it feel ? Weird , huh ?” His eyes were glued on my face, scanning every reaction.

“Yeah it’s weird” I chuckled. He nodded and took his finger off. He brought his face closer to my pussy and kissed my clit. My whole body jumped. I looked at him in shock and he laughed.

“I’ll make you feel good babe don’t worry. We’ll try this for a bit and if you don’t like it, I’ll stop. How about this ?” He asked , his head resting on my thigh.

“O-okay.” I gulped, getting ready.

He then licked a long stripe on my pussy and locked his lips on my clit. It felt like he was sending electricity everytime he moved his tongue. I took a look at him and I swear I could see his eyes roll to the back of his head. He was humming around me like he was eating the most delicious food in the world. I was a mess, trying to hold on to the sheets for my dear life. Suddenly I felt something building in my lower stomach. I knew exactly what it was.

“Ooh fuck , Xing, please don’t stop” I begged.

“Are you cumming , kitten?” He looked up at me, his lips sucking harder. I groaned, unable to process a word. It hit me like a wave and I started shaking. He rubbed my sides to calm me down.

“How was that? Good?!” He smugly asked, licking his lips. He laughed when he saw me smile.

“You taste like mangoes.” He said before kissing passionately. He then started to undress himself and took his briefs off . He positioned himself on top of me .

“Ready ?” He asked while rubbing his tip on my entrance. “Take a deep breath, relax. I’m gonna count to three. One... Two... Three...” And with that he entered me very slowly. I’m not gonna lie, it hurt. The first 10 seconds, it felt like he was ripping me open. He was big and I was obviously too tiny to take him all right now. He gave me time to adjust.

“Tell me when I can move.” He said burying his face in my neck.

“You can move Yixing, I’m good.” He gave me a worried look. “ Move , Xing, I’m okay now.” I smiled.

He started thrusting slowly into me , letting a flow of profanities out of his mouth.

“You’re so tight , baby. You feel so good around me... God...” He moaned, throwing his head back. A few minutes later, I had adjusted to his size.

“Xing, please go faster.” I demanded, clinging on him.

He went on a faster pace and I started to moan. I could feel myself getting aroused by the wet sounds that I was making. He grabbed my hips and started thrusting deeper. I felt my eyes roll back and my body arched.

“Fuck, Xing right there, please...” I scratched his sides. He obviously got the message since he started fucking me faster on that precise spot. I could sense my second orgasm coming.

“You’re gonna make me cum again, don’t stop please” I screamed.

“Let go babe, I’m so close too.” He ordered and I whimpered, eager to find my release.

I came again and I bit on his shoulder, which probably turned him on more since he started thrusting harder. His hips started to stutter and he pulled out to cum on my stomach.

I looked up at him panting and still shaking .

“I didn’t want to gross you out- don’t look at me like that , I’ll get you pregnant, for real.” He threatened.

My husband ran to the bathroom to get some wipes and cleaned me up. He then came back to bed and took me in his arms.

“Babyface?” He peppered kissed on my forehead.

“Yeah?”I could feel myself drifting off .

“I love you more than anything, don’t you ever doubt on it, you hear me ?” He lazily confessed.

“And I love you too. I’ve loved you my whole life almost.” I finally said, smiling.

“Yeah, I knew that, you’ve always been so obvious about it.” He laughed and followed him.

“Get some sleep kitten, you’ll be pretty sore tomorrow morning.” He proudly affirmed. And I chuckled.

My eyes closed and I smiled, knowing that me and Yixing just made a big improvement. This was going to work. Yes, we still had a lot to learn, and yes this was only the beginning of a very tough journey, but we were going to make it through. Together.

[mezhane]

JUST MARRIED(...kinda)

PART 9

I haven’t got out of the house for a little more than ten days now. I didn’t feel like it. My heart was still heavy and I was still crying myself to sleep every night. Yixing hurt me . He did the worst thing he could ever do to me and yes I was feeling sad , but what was the most present feeling in my heart was incomprehension. How could he do that ? How could the gentleman and always sweet guy I fell for possibly fuck another girl in our marriage bed ? How could he do that when he has a whole wife that demands nothing but to help him with his needs ? I’ve been asking myself these questions every day for the past couple of days now and I couldn’t find an answer... I couldn’t eat either , or smile... I felt cold inside . The day I left Yixing, I ran to Marina’s flat. As soon as she opened the door and saw me balling my eyes out, she understood what happened. We talked about it for hours, and she was on my side, but her and Yixing were very close family, so she was still trying to defend him in a way. He called me a lot that day and I didn’t answer at first. I didn’t want to hear his voice and become weak for him. So I just ignored his calls. That’s when he decided to call Marina and she reassured him, telling him that I was staying at her place. He respected my choice and I felt relieved. But Marina wasn’t having it and she was doing her best to make this union work . She was trying hard at that time, probably harder than me.

“Mina, love! Wake up! Let’s have breakfast outside together and then do some shopping! It’ll cheer you up !” She shook me lightly to wake me up, even though she knew I wasn’t sleeping. I couldn’t.

“I don’t know babe, I don’t really feel like it .” I said, putting my covers over my head.

“Okay, that’s it, I’ve had enough. Get your ass out of this bed, take a shower, put some makeup on. We’re going out.” She tore the covers off me and opened the curtains. I groaned with the feeling of cold air hitting my warm body and lazily dragged myself out of bed. She was right , I needed to get my life together.

We went shopping and had brunch together, but I knew what she had in mind. She wanted to talk to me , to confront me to the situation. She chose to do it here so that I wouldn’t try and escape the conversation.

“So?” She asked sipping on her juice .

“So what ?” I was chewing on my lip nervously.

“When are you going back to your husband?”

“Not anytime soon , that’s for sure !” I chuckled darkly.

“You do realize that your parents will notice something is wrong sooner or later, right ?” Her eyes were warning me .

“Okay, and ? I’m not the one who fucked another bitch , am I ?” I was getting heated now.

“He apologized, didn’t he ?” She grabbed my hand. She sounded like my mother sometimes and I hated it .

“ Should I go back to him cause he said sorry ? Is that what you’re trying to tell me ? So that it can happen again and again, and he will just have to apologize for me to let it slide? Bear in mind that I wasn’t supposed to come home this early that day, and if I hadn’t caught him , he would just have welcomed me home like he didn’t have sex with some whore in our bed ..” My voice was becoming weaker and weaker as I talked.

“I know babe, but try to put yourself in his shoes ! He doesn’t want to do this with you now and you agreed to this situation , but at the same time he has needs ! And his dad is literally abusing him at work... I think he did that in a very impulsive manner, he never wanted to hurt you , I’m sure of that...” She was right , I knew it .

“I know he will never intentionally hurt me, I’m not even really mad at him, but I still feel betrayed babe, you have to understand, my heart feels so heavy every day...” I could feel the tears in my throat.

“That’s because you’re in love with him , love !”

“That I am . I love him so much, Marina, being away from him is killing me ...”

“Then call him babe ! Just tell him what you feel and- Oh no ..” She looked at me with panic in her eyes . I turned around to see what was going on.

“Hi ladies ! It’s good to see you here!”

“Melvin, how are you ?” I said, half nervous, half mad .

“Well, I’m perfect! I didn’t know you came to my restaurant that often !” His cocky smile made me sick .

“I mean, you have the best brunch of the city , so obviously we would come here often .” I tried to be as bland as possible.

“I’m gonna use the bathroom” Marina said then left , clearly annoyed that the man made an ‘impromptu’ appearance.

“Do you mind if I sit here for a second?” What’s the point of asking if you’re already grabbing the chair to sit down?

“Go ahead.”

“So, how’s married life ?” He said, looking around.

“Hum... g-good ! Yeah, it’s good !” I wasn’t able to hide how miserable I was right now.

“Uh oh, trouble in paradise? I can see you’re not happy ... Look, whatever happened, you’re right and he’s wrong. You’re absolutely perfect and he’s a dick if he doesn’t realize that .” He sounded so sincere. I was smiling unconsciously at him .

“See ? You’re so much more beautiful when you smile! That’s how he should make you feel every day!... You know, if he hadn’t agreed to marry you , we would have be together by now ?” I wasn’t surprised for some reason.

“I’m not even surprised at that point.”

“I would’ve been the best husband, Mina , and you know that.” He was looking so deep into my eyes . My face was burning up.

“Okay Melvin, thanks for the chat, but Marina is back, so we’ll leave .” I quickly grabbed our stuff and joined her to the register.He followed me.

“Brunch is on me girls, please, that’s the least I can do !” He said winking. Ew.

We escaped the restaurant and drove back home . As soon as I set a foot in my best friend’s flat , my phone ringed . Yixing. I gulped hard and pressed green, determined to work things out with him.

“Hello?” I said with a feeble voice.

“So that’s how it’s gonna be Mina ? Huh ?! Not even ten days of us being appart and you’re already seeing someone else?! Wow, I guess you’re not better than me after all?!” His voice was so aggressive I felt scared just listening at him.

“W-what are you talking about, Yixing?” I whisper-yelled into my phone.

“I saw you, alright?! I saw you brunching with this bitch ass Melvin! Don’t even try to deny it ! Listen to me carefully, whatever is going on between you two, stops now. If I see you hanging around with him again, I’m blowing his brain up.” My eyes widened in shock.

“How did you- You’re spying on me ?! Wow, you really need to relax.” I chuckled.

“Don’t fucking laugh at me !! And don’t tell me to relax !!... Did you fuck him ? You did , didn’t you ? You disgust me ...” He was spitting venom at me at this point .

“I disgust you ? Yixing, you know, I actually picked up my phone to make things work out between us but it seems like you’re not willing to do that! I went brunching with your cousin ! Melvin was there cause it’s his restaurant! He just came to say ‘hi’ you dumbass ! You’re the one getting mad at me even though we ended up this way because of YOU ?! I can’t believe you right now .” I shouted back .

“I-I didn’t know you went with Marina, I’m so sorry , please, don’t hang up, let’s meet, I’ll do anything...” He was a helpless, I could tell.

“No way Yixing, learn how to not insult your wife on some assumptions first.” And with that I hung up. Marina was giving me the most judgmental eyes ever.

“He started it.” I shrugged. She bursted in laughter.

“You guys are made for each other.” She shook her head.

I pouted and she hugged me . She always did that when she felt like I needed some comfort. We stayed home all day after that , watching movies and trying to get my mind on something else.

I woke up the morning after with a strange feeling in my stomach , like something bad was gonna happen. I went down and got some breakfast then checked my phone which suddenly ringed . Unknown number. I was hoping it was Yixing.

“H-Hello?!” I answered with a hand on my chest.

“Hello, Mrs Zhang ?” Uh oh, this doesn’t feel right.

“Yes, speaking, is something wrong with my husband?” I closed my eyes, preparing myself for the worst.

“This is inspector Lawson calling from ___ police station to inform you that your husband is under arrest.” I felt my heart drop to my stomach.

“U-under arrest? But what happen- may I speak to him right now ?” I sat down trying to stop my hands from shaking.

“Of course, he is the one who told us to call you. I’ll put him on the line right away” I heard chairs moving and metal crashing together, probably from his handcuffs.

“Babyface...” He said lazily and tears instantly came up.

“Yixing... what happened? What...what did you do ?” I urged to ask , like our speaking time was limited.

“What do you mean baby? You didn’t know your husband was a gangster?” He joked and I was getting mad again.

“Yixing, I swear this is not funny, I’m not trying to joke right now ! Are you going to go to jail ? I don’t want you to go to jail ! Oh God, tell me it’s gonna be okay!...” It was getting more and more difficult for me to breathe and I had to keep fanning myself to prevent any fainting.

“Are you that worried about me love ? Don’t be , I have the best lawyers in town, they’ll get me out of here quickly. You just don’t worry and act normal , understood ?” He knew how much I loved his controlling side. I was literally melting.

“Yes, Xingie” I responded in the most spontaneously submissive way possible.

“Am I Xingie now ? Good girl. Also, when I get out of here, I’m taking you home and I’m fucking you all night until you beg me to stop. Would you like that?” My breath hitched in my throat and I could feel heat flushing straight to my lower stomach.

“Yes, please, I would love that Xingie...” I moaned .

“Fuck, baby... you’re the love of my life, you know that?”

He asked and I was getting ready to answer back, but I was cut by the officer grabbing the phone and telling him his time was up before hanging up. I put my phone down and smiled to myself. We overcame this. We overcame the rough times . My husband was back .

[mezhane]

JUST MARRIED(... kinda)

PART 8

Three months. Three months passed since my wedding with Yixing and I must say I was probably the most spoiled wife in the universe. Yixing is being a angel to me , he’s obviously very busy, but he is full of small gestures that make me realize I’m always in his head . Maybe he was telling the truth about me being his top priority. He also never comes home late. He always leaves very early, but he never misses dinner that I slave every evening to cook for him. All of his friends respected me because he bragged about me so much . He bragged about having “the best wife ever” all the time . Yes, I was on a little cloud and nothing could disturb that... Except one thing. Yixing and I still haven’t got... intimate. We cuddled a lot, made out a lot and “touched” each other a lot, but nothing more than that . At first I thought he didn’t want to pressure me into this , and I thought it was very respectable of him, but it’s been three months now, and still nothing happened. We did talk about it one day though .

[3 weeks ago]

“I can’t.” He said crushing next to me on the bed . “I’m sorry babe...it’s not against you, don’t get me wrong , I just-I can’t do that.” He was scratching his head nervously. I covered myself with the sheets and closed my eyes in frustration.

“You can’t or you don’t want to ?” I spat in annoyance.

“What ? What are you talking about ? You know that’s not about you ! I showed you a few times how much I was attracted to you !”

“Then why can’t we ? You’re always the one initiating something but you always stop before it happens! Do you have any idea how it feels like ? It feels like you’re disgusted by me ... You are, aren’t you ?” I swallowed thickly , too afraid of the answer .

“Okay” he scoffed . “You’re being ridiculous right now .”

“Am I really? What’s the reason then ? Cause you’re not giving me any .” I was now raising my voice . I hated when people made me seem like the crazy one .

“Watch your tone, little one . Don’t raise your voice like your scolding me . I’m not a fucking kid .” His tone was bland but his eyes were warning me .

“ I’ll raise my voice if I want to . You don’t want me to treat you like a kid ? Act like a man and give me a fucking reason.” I replied while putting my clothes back on.

“Are you picking up a fight right now ? I suggest you don’t , Mina , you don’t stand a chance against me .” I rolled my eyes at that .

“Whatever man. I’m exhausted, I’ll just go to sleep.” I got up and was about to go to the guests room. There was no way I was going to sleep with him.

“ Where do you think you’re going ?” He grabbed my wrist hard. I winced in pain .

“I’m not sleeping with you Yixing! Call me when you’ve grown a proper pair of balls.” I managed to get rid of his hold but he grabbed my waist and pulled me against him.

“You’re staying with me .” He said very calmly in my ear and I sighed , realizing I won’t be able to get away with him since he was too strong compared to me .

“Tell me what’s wrong then!” I shouted as he lifted me to seat me back in the bed .

“I don’t wanna hurt you ! There , you have it ! I was thrilled with the idea of marrying you, I’ve been waiting for this for a long time , because I saw you grow up and becoming an amazing young woman ! I always knew we were gonna get married, and that’s why I always kept an eye on you ! But as time passed we got really close and I felt like treating you like a little sister rather than anything else ... You’re still very young babe, and even if you’ve grown up well, deep down you’re still innocent ... I care about you and I cherish you too much to do this with...”

“Then why do you kiss me like this then , huh ? Why do you kiss me like you wanna make love to me ? Why do you touch me that way ?” I whispered with tears in my throat. He sighed and hugged me then kissed my forehead.

“I don’t know babygirl, I-I don’t know how to explain it to you ... I guess I want you to feel loved and desirable... You’re my wife and I want you to feel like it.” I snuggled on his chest and he held me tighter, determined to keep me here .

“Xingie?” He just hummed in response. “Does that mean we’ll never... do it ?” He chuckled and stroked my cheek .

“Do you want it that bad, babe ?” I nodded fervently.

“I’ve been saving myself all my youth for this moment...” I said shyly.

“Of course we will babe , we will have to at some point ! Don’t you want kids?” He grabbed my face to force me to look at him .

“I wanna have a lot of babies with you.” He laughed loudly and kissed my lips .

“Yeah?! Alright then let’s have a lot of babies!” He said cheerfully before kissing my lips again.

“My wife... only mine... You’re my little baby, you know that , right ?!” He almost whispered against my lips.

“I do.” I smiled and rested my face against his chest then closed my eyes and drifted into sleep.

[Present time]

I was downstairs making breakfast when I felt two strong hands sneak under my shirt. That’s when he was the most affectionate. When he had just woken up . He pulled me against him and rested his chin on my shoulder.

“Smells good.” He groaned kissing my neck.

“I know right?! That’s why I like cooking with fresh herbs...”

“I wasn’t talking about the food” I could feel him smirking against my nape.

“You’re so cheesy it’s disgusting.” I rolled my eyes at him.

We ate breakfast together and got ready. As much as I would like to keep my man home , he still had to work. Yixing was going to officially be the new leader soon, so his dad was making his life a nightmare those days . He seemed very cheerful and bright, but deep inside I knew he was exhausted by all of this . He needed to rest... We left home together that day since I had to see Marina . I had missed her so much ...

“Minaaaa baby !!! How’s life ? Still a virgin ?!” She laughed while hugging me .

“Wow, that’s how it’s gonna be ?!” I glared.

“I’m joking babe, I just find the situation funny, like, how come he’s willing to marry you and to get you out of your house at one in the morning to make out with you, but then doesn’t want to fuck you as soon as you guys are allowed to do it ?!” She asked , throwing her hands in the air.

“He said he doesn’t want to hurt me ! And I understand him completely!!” She hummed and gave me the “guuurl” look.

“What?” I reciprocated.

“Already defending him huh ?!” She raised an eyebrow.

“Well, yeah, he’s my husband...” I said then put my face in my hands . It was so weird to say that .

“Alright Mrs. Zhang, That’s what you should do it anyway, always have your husband’s back!! He must be so happy with you !” She exclaimed with stars in her eyes .

“I hope he is ...” I said smiling at the ground .

We talked all afternoon and I decided to go back home to get everything sorted before Yixing gets home. As I walked towards our house, I noticed Yixing’s car was parked on the driveway. I entered the house and dropped my stuff then ran upstairs to him.

“Husban...”

I gasped loudly as watched in terror the girl laying on her fours on her bed and Yixing pounding into her. He looked so into this . He was loving every second of it . His face was all scrunched up and he was biting his lip hard. He jumped when he heard me , grabbed his pants that were gathered at his ankles and tried to get them back on while swearing.

“Mina!!! Fuck, no , listen, it’s not what it- I mean I was just- Shit , wait Mina , babe hold on ! No don’t leave ! Wait ! I’ll explain everything!”

I was already running downstairs and going in the kitchen to grab something to throw at him. I didn’t want to leave now . I wanted to hear his so called explanation. As I was ruffling through the cupboards like a maniac, my anger slowly transformed into pain and I started sobbing uncontrollably . Yixing came down the stairs running with the most panicked look in his face .

“ Baby , please listen first” He got close to me and I stepped back.

“Don’t call me that. And stay away. Just tell me what you want to say .” I sternly ordered.

“Okay, well, um... Shit I don’t even know what to say ... Okay, this was a huge mistake and I’m sorry...” He was all over the place.

“That’s it? That’s all you have to say for yourself?” I laughed sarcastically.

“No! I- listen! My hormones got the best of me , okay?! I... I know that’s not a valuable reason, but my life is a living hell right now , and I just felt the need to release the pressure...” He seemed so vulnerable right then.

“And you couldn’t come to me ? I would’ve done anything to help you get your relief!” The pain in my heart kept growing.

“You know how I feel about this baby.” That’s it. I’ve had enough.

“Oh fuck you Yixing! Fuck you and your stupid ass principles! You choose to cheat on your wife rather than coming to her for help and that’s a fact ! You make me sick...” I took my keys and walked to the front door .

“Don’t leave . Please don’t. You can hate me and ignore me all you want , but I need you here, just stay, I can’t do this without you .” He was on his knees grabbing my waist hard. I could feel his pain, but I couldn’t let this go.

“Let go Yixing . I can’t stay here , I’m suffocating.” I managed to get away from him and opened the door quickly without looking at him.

“ Will you come back? Don’t leave me alone.”

He was crying. I could hear it. I left without answering and ran as fast as I could , unable to make the big lump in my stomach go away.

[mezhane]

JUST MARRIED (...kinda)

-PART7-

This was it . Today was the day. I was going to be Mrs.Zhang in a few hours. To be fair, I didn’t get much sleep last night. Let’s just say that the panic attack I had in the middle of the night didn’t help much. I couldn’t believe what was happening. I was going to be the wife of the head of one of the most powerful gang ever. When did that happen? There were so many responsibilities coming with this title. That means I would have to change completely! And I don’t want to change! Does Xing want me to change? Fuck, this was by far the most stressful thing I’ve had to do in my life. And to know that my destiny was set up as soon as my mom pushed me out of her womb made everything weirder and scarier. I can still hear the words of my dad echoing in my head .

-1 month earlier-

“Papa, we need to talk.” I was so stern I might have scared him, judging by the look he’s giving me .

“Y-yes, sweetie, what is it?” He took his glasses off and shifted in his seat.

“This marriage thing with Yixing, it was meant to happen for a long time, right? That little talk we had a few months ago, that was just to make it seem like it was a sudden opportunity, but my fate was decided a long time ago, correct?” I was breathless as I was talking, apprehending the truth. My dad sighed deeply and rubbed his temples.

“Who told you that?” He threatened.

“Just tell me the truth dad, don’t you think I deserve it? All I’ve been doing these days is obediently approve the life choices you made for me. I think the least you can do is being honest with me .” I looked at him straight in the eyes , searching for any hint of compassion.

“You’re absolutely right. I should be honest with you . Yes, your marriage with Yixing was actually decided a long time ago, when him and your brother became close. Me and his father, we both decided that you two should marry. That way, we could keep peace between the two gangs.” I sat down in front of him at that and widened my eyes in contemplation.

“But, I was just a child at that time, how could you ... Forget it. Did he know about this ? Yixing? Did you or his father told him that he would have to marry me?” My hands were nervously tapping on his desk.

“Of course,pumpkin! He knew all along ! Yixing is older than you, and he was always very mature, so we told him, and he immediately understood. He never said anything to you because he didn’t want to scare you ..” I scoffed at that.

“So he was able to understand, but you guys immediately thought that I was too stupid, or too young and immature, you decide, to let ME know about MY future ? You could have just told me, I would’ve understood! I was always pretty mature for my age, dad. Growing up as a girl in an environment full of testosterone and violence makes you mature enough, trust me.” Words were pouring out of my mouth like venom.

“Change your tone, I don’t like the way you’re talking to me. And yes, you’ve always been mature, that’s true. But we both know you were a very rebellious kid, and if I had even made the slightest allusion about arranged marriage, you would have ran away from the house .” He made a point there.

“... True.” He started laughing and I followed him, unable to stay upset. He was my father after all. He would never do anything to hurt me.

“Come here , love, give you dad a hug. Soon you’ll be out of this house, and I won’t be able to hold you in my arms whenever I want...” I ran to him and hugged him as tight as I could.

“My little baby. You grew up so fast ... Yesterday, you were still waking me up in the middle of the night to kill the monsters in your room, and now you’re getting married next month...” He was staring blankly at the floor. “How is Yixing with you ? Does he treat you good?”

“He’s the best, dad. He’s always been good to me.” I looked up at him smiling.

“I know, just making sure here.” He stroked my cheek. “Don’t you have to go try you dress today? Go quick , your mom must be so stressed already, we don’t want to upset her more” He warned wincing.

“Ugh, God, you’re right. I’ll see you tonight!” He just hummed and went back to work. I ran downstairs to see my mom nervously tapping her foot glaring at me. I was in for a long day...

-Present day-

I had woken up pretty early today. Marina spent the night over , holding my hand while sleeping to make the stress go away. And it worked, at least until I woke up and realized what was coming later. I was in the kitchen cooking breakfast when Marina joined me.

“Hey! Here’s the future bride! How are you feeling this morning?” She shouted, apparently over excited.

“Pretty good, appart from the fact that I’m gonna marry your cousin in a few hours... Oh my god , I’m gonna marry Yixing in a few hours !” And with that we laughed loudly, waking my brother in the process.

“Why are you two always so loud for ?! It’s literally 8pm! I can never get any sleep in this house!” He barked at us rubbing his eyes.

“Well, good morning to you too Sam, it’s been a while!” Marina answered as she was setting the table . Sam just chuckled at her words.

“Sammy, can’t you be less grumpy and just enjoy breakfast? I won’t be around anymore to make you fried flatbread whenever you want for a while you know ?” I said pointing my spatula in his direction.

“You’re right , I can’t believe this annoying piece of shit is going to leave the house later today , oh my god what’s gonna happen to me !” He fake cried . He was always trying to de-dramatize the situation, but I knew he was affected by this marriage thing .

We all ate breakfast and I went upstairs to get ready for my wedding. A few hours later, I was in front of my mirror, admiring myself. I would lie if I told you I wasn’t looking good. I smiled, satisfied by the final result and we all headed outside. Anxiety was growing more and more present as we arrived by the church. I grabbed my mom’s hand and she squeezed it back. It was going to be okay... And it really went well . We exchanged our vows and Yixing kissed me very chastely then hugged me . “You look absolutely dashing in that dress Mrs.Zhang.” He said in my ear. I giggled and hit his arm playfully.

Then the wedding reception came. Everyone’s eyes were on us during our first dance and it made me pretty fucking nervous. But Xing did a good job at distracting me , switching between lame jokes and praises . I could tell this marriage thing was going to be a good thing. We went back to our seats after that and my mom came to talk to me with a very stern look on her face. Uh-oh.

“Love?” I hated that fake smile of hers.

“Mom? What’s with the stern look? Why so serious?” I decided to attack first.

“Nothing! I mean... I came to talk about ... what’s going to happen tonight after the wedding... You know, your wedding night.” Ew.

“ ... I’m not going to listen!” I looked away from her.

“No ! Look, I’m just trying to help here! I should have done that before, but I’m not used to that! You know my mother didn’t give me any advice...Now tell me, did ... something happen between you and Yixing before the wedding? Did you guys do it ?” Wow, ok,how embarrassing.

“No mom ! Nothing happened! I promise!” I was so panicked, god .

“Really? Not even a month ago ?” Shit. “ I heard you on the phone with him when you sneaked outside of the house, I even saw you running to his car .” She crosses her arms over her chest.

“Nothing happened mom I promise! Please believe me !” I begged.

“It’s okay baby ! It can happen! In fact , you might not know this but before we got married, your dad and I we...”

“Nope! I’m not listening to this, thank you !” I put my hands over my ears and winced . She laughed then cleared her throat.

“More seriously, Mina , don’t overthink this, do not stress too much over this , it will make it painful for you. Try to enjoy, ok?” She took my hand in hers.

“Ok mom, got it...” I said, visibly uncomfortable.

3 hours later, the advice my mom gave me must have completely vanished from my brain, because I was in the bed under Yixing and I’ve never felt so terrified. My dress was long gone , just like his suit, and his lips were on my clevage , leaving soft kisses and little bites. His hand was snaking on my back , undoing my bra and throwing it somewhere in the room. He stared at my boobs and simply muttered a quiet “beautiful” then grabbed a handful of my breast before kissing them passionately. I was squirming and whimpering under him , but I was enjoying it . He went back to kissing me while taking my panties off and I gasped, breaking the kiss. That’s when everything snapped.

“Why do you look so scared?!” He was panting hard .

“I-I don’t know , just nervous.” I was terrified.

“We-we don’t have to do this babe . I’m completely fine with waiting , you know!” He reassured me, and a part of me was relieved.

“I would like that, thanks .” He nodded and pulled the covers over us , then grabbed my hips and pressed me against him.

“Let’s go to sleep, babe, I’m exhausted.” He said, wrapping his arms around me. I sighed in comfort and closed my eyes.

I know this wasn’t usual, and I was probably gonna get laughed at tomorrow morning when the elders come to “ask about it” but right now it seemed right. It felt right.

[mezhane]

JUST MARRIED (... kinda)

PART 6

“He did what ?!” Marina shouted out loud , her eyes nearly popping out. She always gives me the best reactions and I love her for that . But we were in public now , and the last thing I wanted was to draw the attention to us . I winced at her high pitched voice and took a sip of my drink.

“Ok, chill the fuck down babe, everyone is looking at us ... I said he kissed me , twice .” Marina and I have no taboos with eachother , but I don’t know why I was embarrassed to tell her that.

“And you kissed him back didn’t you ?! You did right ?! No, don’t even answer that , I know you did !...Why would you kiss him back ?!”

“Well I don’t know bitch, maybe because I’ll be his wife in two months !” I told her throwing my arms in the air .

“Right, I forgot about that... Some part of my brain still hasn’t processed the fact that you’ll be someone’s wife in two months ...” I could feel a tinge if pain in her voice. Me and her had always agreed to marry later, when we figure out what to do with our lives . I grabbed her hand and squeezed it .

“Babe, I know how you feel , and if it feels weird to you, imagine how it feels to me ... This was so unexpected... But I can’t let my parents down they’re counting on me ...” I reassured her, smiling. She scoffed and smirked at me .

“Girl get the fuck out of here, we both know you agreed to this marriage cause you’ve been crazy about Xing since middle school.”

“You’re damn right !” I admitted laughing. She joined me too and stared at me . I could tell she was really concerned .

“ Will you be okay though ? I know Yixing, he’s a good man, but you’re like my twin, and I want to protect you from any danger, including my own family...” I grabbed her hand and held it as tight as I could.

“I’ll be fine don’t worry too much about me and focus on yourself, because you’re next!” I smirked , giving her a wink.

“He’ll no bitch, I’m staying in my parents’ house until I die, you know that !”

The rest of the day was spent like this, just us enjoying our time together and me contemplating my last few times as a single girl. I finally drove Marina back to her place and got home then texted Yixing .

[Me 4:37 pm]

“Helloooooo !!! How is my future husband being ? Pretty busy huh ? I know how it feels, Sam didn’t come home for two days because of the amount of work...”

I locked my phone and decided to binge on stupid reality shows. Yes, they are not intellectually stimulating, but I can’t deny how entertaining it is either. I grabbed my phone twenty minutes after, no answer. 1hour, no answer... 2, 3,4 hours , no answer. I bit my lip realizing how drowned in work he might be. I decided to send a second text, you know, just in case.

[Me 9:00pm]

“Hey, I know you’re super busy and you can’t talk to me right now, but I just wanted to say that you’re doing really well, don’t overwork yourself.”

And with that I did my little night routine and went to bed

-A WEEK LATER-

Nothing. Still nothing. I mean I know this kind of work requires you to do... overtime, but a week? A whole week without any news ? No, that was just to much. I was ranting at my mirror when I phone buzzed . I ran to grab it and my heart literally dropped when I saw the text .

[Xingie 1:03 am]

I’m okay, thanks.

That’s it? That’s the shit he’s going to give me after being absent for a week ? No problem, I’ll show him .

[Me 1:10 am]

Who’s this ? Your number isn’t saved on my phone, sorry.

Okay, I admit, that was too much. But that’s what he deserved, right?... Right?!

A minute after the text was sent , Xing called me .

“Hi Xingie, everything good, you suddenly remembered you have a fiancée?”

I heard a long sigh coming out of his mouth.

“Where are you right now ? In your room I hope .”

“W-well yeah, where do you expect me to be at this time ?”

“Good. Come out for a minute , I wanna see you .”

I was smiling so hard at the other hand of the phone. I was so proud of myself for some reason. The fact that he came all the way here from work just to see me made me feel some type of way . But I couldn’t let him know that . No . He wasn’t winning this battle .

“I don’t know about this Yixing, do you not see the time ? What makes you think I would want to come out this late ? Do you honestly think you’re gonna make yourself forgiven because you randomly come here to...”

“I don’t recall asking for your opinion, Mina come out now. Hurry”

Oh wow , I was in trouble . Not because I was scared of him , but because being man handled by Yixing was oddly arousing to me . I sighed deeply into the phone , feigning annoyance.

“What if my dad catches me ? He’s gonna kill me !” I asked , even though getting caught by my dad was the least of my worries right now.

“I don’t care,find a way” And he hung up just like that. I ran out of my bed and grabbed a pair of leggings. (Not gonna lie, I chose this pair for a reason, they made me look really good) Then, I rushed to my mirror and fixed my hair. I didn’t bother to do anything to my face .Thank god for lashes extensions. I walked out of my room and went down the stairs with feather steps, trying to make less noise as possible. I decided to go for the backyard door, as it provided less chances to get caught . I opened the door and decided to leave it like that , to make it easier to get back to my room after . I spotted Yixing’s car and ran to it . He smiled when he saw me , opening his door for me .

“You came !” He seemed pleasantly surprised about it .

“You didn’t give me that much of a choice now, did you ?” I added smirking.

“I didn’t think you would. Knowing how much of a temper and attitude you have , I must say I’m pretty chocked .”

I fake gasped and clutched my heart. That caused Yixing to burst out in laughter.

“I’m really sorry babygirl. Those days have been hell to me .”

“I know, I feel so bad for getting mad at you when you were just trying to do your job...”I pouted and put my face in my hands .

“No,no, don’t say that! My job is important for sure , but you should always come first...Always.”

I was trying so hard not to smile , which Yixing must have noticed since he chuckled and ruffled my hair.

“Baby?” I just hummed and looked in his direction.

“You know, I could really use a kiss right now.”

Oh fuck. That’s it , I was flustered again ! Honestly, I have to thank the Lord for making me black because I couldn’t deal with the blushing otherwise.

“Y-you want a kiss?” He just hummed and bit his lip . Why was he so hot ?!

I leaned over to him and gave him the most innocent peck before smiling.

“Really? That’s it ? We both know you can do much better... Come here ...”

He patted his lap , gesturing me to come sit on it . He didn’t have to tell me twice. I climbed on him and straddled his hips. He grabbed my face and smiled before locking his lips with mine . Five minutes later, we were making out like crazy and his hands were squeezing my hips, guiding them to grind on him. The idea of grinding on Yixing while making out with him in the middle of the night was driving me completely insane. And judging by his hard on rubbing on the inside of my thigh , I could tell he was affected too. He suddenly pushed his hips up harshly onto my center and I released a long moan.

“Xing, please...” I begged like I was craving his touch. The feeling was so new to me I didn’t know how to act. But I didn’t really mind sounding desperate.

“Fuck baby, don’t moan my name like that... Do you have any idea how dangerous you are ?”

“Dangerous?” I tried to act as innocent as possible, though I knew exactly what he meant.

“Yeah... I wanna fuck the shit out of you ... But I can’t... I shouldn’t. Your dad will murder me if something happens before our wedding. You’re meant to stay pure until we’re officially married.” He said , his hands still going under my shirt.

“I know that Xing, but I want you so bad” I answered as my hand unconsciously travelled from his face down to his belt.

“That’s it , get off me . You’re not helping me keeping my self control.” He ordered with a painful laugh . I got off him and sat in the passenger seat . He kissed my hand then grabbed my face and kissed me passionately one last time .

“I should probably go Xing. I have to wake up early tomorrow.” I rubbed my eyes and yawned.

“Yeah? What are you doing tomorrow?”

“I have to go and pick up my dress Xing...” Why was I embarrassed to tell him that ?

“Oh, right ... Damn , you really are going to be Mrs Zhang huh ?” He joked , smirking down.

“I guess , it’s crazy to me too” I covered my face in excitement.

“It isn’t to me... I figured you would be my wife a while ago, actually.”

“W-what? You knew ?” My eyes widened so much they were gonna pop off.

“Aww baby , you’re so cute ! You still don’t get it ? We were meant to be kitten ! It has always been this way !” He said poking my nose. “Go babe, get loads of sleep. I’ll text you tomorrow, okay ?”

“Y-Yeah...”

I left his car and quietly got back to my house then my room. As I was lying in bed , I kept thinking about what he said. We were meant to be ? So does that means I was promised to him as soon as I was born ? Too many things happened tonight and I felt like I wouldn’t be able to get any sleep. I will definitely have to have a conversation with my dad tomorrow.