kai, 25, czech talk to me about hrabal, poetry and the beauty of being human
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the teeth-grinding duality of sitting outside driking a delicious cold beer after a day of visiting art galleries and having fun and having all of that seemingly negated by the anthropomorphic personalisation of the mud in the bog sitting at the next table over talking loudly about any woman who walks past, crticising her personal taste as well as her body, the way she carries herself or just about anything visible at first glance
#under the sun with kai#fuck was that woman toxic. in retrospect maybe i should have overcome my introversion and intruded#because now i will have her miserable existence stuck in my head for many days
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pov: you're the bug crawling all over my stuff in such an unnerving way i am forced to look up, or rather look down, from a rented book about björk which i am reading currently
#under the sun with kai#ngl the sleeveless silk shirt gave me such gender euphoria today because i got to show off my bakery arms#like no one gave a shit but i was super comfortable and also not sweating as badly as if I'd worn literally anything else in this weather
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i tore the sleeves off of my thrifted oversized silk shirt and now i have these rather big pieces of silk fabric that i can use but hmmm what for
#under the sun with kai#wouldnt have had the courage to do something this drastic to my clothes but the sleeve tore off partially last year#and i havent worn it since anyway. it would have been very hard to fix in a nice way#so this is better. but yeah!!! what make of these lovely light blue silk sleeves !!!
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fruitflies :(
#under the sun with kai#flatmates always leave something of theirs to rot here over the summer#but its never been as bad#the things have been identified and thrown out but. now we are Struggling
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the alters is a tragedy because it's an extremely tumblr-friendly story that should be doing numbers here (a troubled 30-something y.o. polish man psychoanalyses himself by cloning himself and learning about his sexuality and probably also fucking the clones oh and he's on a distant planet at the mercy of a corporation that he doesn't know if he can trust also one of his clones is a therapist and one is an addict and one is always trying to get the clones to unionise)
and this story is wrapped in a game mechanic that a lot of people can't stand (resource management)
#yeah... that's why i'm only watching letsplays so i dont have to get Stressed making my own resource management mistakes#the alters
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ordered a linen bedding. the person selling it is on holiday. have to wait a week to get it :( but!!!! when it arrives it will be so good. brick colored and kind of heavy !!!
#under the sun with kai#as close as i can get to a weighted blanket.#aren't blankets filled with feathers heavy? haven't slept under one since i was a kid bcs i'm allergic#but it's!! so nice to lay under something heavier. very comforting!!!!
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#osborne/stanhope my beloved#also basil/henry my beloved but that one actually has been getting some traction and i'm very pleased with that
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adulthood is all about being miserable about not having the right size pots and pans and then purchasing pots and pans of the correct size and shape and being excited to use them it the kitchen :)
#under the sun with kai#flatmate moved out a month ago and i have been mourning for her pot ever since#today i cook in a new one for the first time (it's lovely)
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❝ SHUT YOUR HOLE! BEFORE WE TEAR IT OUT YOUR FACE AND THROW IT IN A DUMPSTER! ❞ / SEASON ONE VOGEL.
#dirk gently's holistic detective agency#at least 7% of my brain power is dedicated to this show at all times
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mental illness level going to a fastfood spot mostly just to hear the reassurance of 'v pořádku' when my payment goes through
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#this line was in one of my fave merlin fanvids on youtube#i think its taken down now but. ah. i remember that fanvid very fondly#merlin
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went to a pub. a stranger heard i wasn't 'into the whole gender thing' from a friend of mine. he approached me with 'but what about the genetics —' to which i retorted 'well i am mostly interested in the genetics of bees. fascinating stuff truly! they don't even have a y chromosome, their sex is determined as xx or x0 depending on if there are any males to fertilise the egg or not. if there are no males, more males are born. what a fine machinery nature is!!!'
anyways happy pride to my fellow autistics <3
#tbf at that point i was three beers in and awake for over 20 hours after my final day of work before break#so i was very tired and likely not as articulate but damn did i want to talk about those bees so badly
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#i'm not upset about it i just find it a fun anecdote about the impermanency of human-made terms#even if they pervade to things far over our scope of time and space#pluto is a planet to me because whatever the fuck is a planet anyway#what are words! wittgenstein be upon ye!#anyway i do know how this may be annoying to some people#but i promise i'm just having fun
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went to a pub. a stranger heard i wasn't 'into the whole gender thing' from a friend of mine. he approached me with 'but what about the genetics —' to which i retorted 'well i am mostly interested in the genetics of bees. fascinating stuff truly! they don't even have a y chromosome, their sex is determined as xx or x0 depending on if there are any males to fertilise the egg or not. if there are no males, more males are born. what a fine machinery nature is!!!'
anyways happy pride to my fellow autistics <3
#under the sun with kai#in retrospect i could have argumented in some ways to further his understanding of nb people in general#on the other hand i feel like this sums up my relationship to gender so well—#why would i care to give my time to identify as a particular gender when there's so many other different more fun things to get into
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work burnout cancelled. i am allowed to learn to make fougasse on company time uwu
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