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7.24.18

Hello. (Wag masyado mag scroll down)

Now that you’ve opened this website, i’d suggest that you’d get something to eat first while reading & listening to this one.

ginawa ko ‘to kasi malapit na birthday mo, and once a month lang naman tayo nagkikita so this is the 1ST PART. Yung 2nd part, next time na. maarte ako eh.

Step 1: get your earphones and plug it on your phone/ laptop.

Step 2: I made you a playlist that consists of songs that reminds me of you. (Better kung may spotify ka na app hehe sorry)

Step 3: scroll down ka ng onti may makikita kang “Playlist” na nakalagay and click/pindutin mo yon.

(Now go listen.)

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WAG MASYADO MAG SCROLL DOWN!!!!

Track 7 : fav song since I was little, reminding me of growing old with someone you love and dancing to this every morning. Lola gabbie. I’m an old school junkie.

Tracks 2,4,5,6,10,15 : reminds me of having late night roadtrips with someone. Nakabukas bintana tapos malamig na hangin, tapos lalabas mo kamay mo (tas nabali jk). Or late night coffees or mcdo or milktea (much better). Pero pinaka “much better” is to spend time with that someone.

Tracks 1,3,13, : makes want to hug you tight.

Tracks 8,9,11,14: reminds me of us. And also, sitting beside you in silent and just doing nothing or laying beside you sa damuhan tapos kinagat ng langgam hakhak joke.

Track 16- of course the ever cute song of ben&ben. Simbang gabi w the fam choz. This reminds me of the first time we met!! Good ol days. Tanda ko na. Jk.

After listening, you can read kung ano nasa baba. :)

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Always thankful for this wonderful & amazing person. 👅

These are things that makes you worth fighting for:

1. Patience & faithfulness- U.P day, the day of my interview. Ako, nung una ayoko talaga kita isama hahaha kasi nakakahiya talaga and ang tagal mo nagiintay pero you insisted. (Wala naman ako choice). So after the interview, pagkabukas ko ng pinto, I saw you praying and nagulat talaga ako. Kasi ikaw palang yung taong nakita ko na nag pray para sakin. (Except na seminarista ka hehe ily) TAPOS nung lunch buti hindi ka nainip grabe kung ako siguro, inuntog ko na sarili ko sa pader.

(One of my fav pics of you)

Good thing sumama ka charot, nakita ko yung kabilang side mo. And paglabas ko naman sa mental ab. Test ko, nakita kita parang pagod na kuya na nag aalaga ng kapatid niyang bunsong babae na ang daming ganap sa buhay.

You're patient with everything. Sana pag tumagal pa tayo, mas magiging patient ka pa. Pasyente ganon. Jk. Kasi college girl na ako with a stressed lyf at nakikita ko na kapangitan ko sa future. But, thankyou for always praying with me and for being a mabuting pasyente.

2. Pagiging matatag- you're strong, alam ko may pinagdadaanan ka, pero kasi pinakita mo sakin na hindi lahat ng bagay iniiyakan. Kasi iyakin ako. Alam mo naman yon. Hahahaha. And alam kong iyakin ka pero hindi ko pinapakita. And pag gusto kong umiyak mag isa, ewan ko kung bakit pero lagi ko naririnig na sinasabe mo, "baliw okay lang yan." Then you would pat my head tas ayon. Hahahaha weird ako i know. Pero ur stuck w me sad. You taught me na it's okay din na maging soft sumtyms. Iyak there iyak here.

When I first knew about your mom and about the things that's going on in your fam. Gusto kita yakapin ng mahigpit, it's not that I pity you, it's because I saw how strong you were nung lumalaki ka na hindi mo minsan nakikita mom mo. You deserve endless love. And never forget to always pray for your parents.

3. Caring- (SIGE NASAYO NA KASI LAHAT DIBA) I like how you care for the people you love. The way you treat them with respect. (Sus, kahit sakin ang sama sama mo jk). Pero always remember na kahit masama ginawa sayo, you should always treat them with kindness. ALWAYS.

4. Flaws- there aren't perfect people, i'm not perfect, our relationship's not perfect, squirtle's not perfect, you aren't perfect. I love your flaws, always remember that. Yung mga ayaw mo sa sarili mo, okay lang sakin. Kasi tanggap ko kung ano ka pa (kahit maging hayop ka pa). You may hate some parts of your body/yourself/your personality/your moods. But always remember that you should love yourself and lagi magtira para sa sarili mo. Yes, we commit mistakes. Pero sa huli natututo naman tayo. And it's fine sakin kahit magkasala ka. (Nuyon, double meaning hahaha jk).

I'd still love you kahit ano pang nakaka turn-off gawin mo HAHAH. I'd still love the parts you hate about yourself. Kasi i also have parts that i hate about myself, i have insecurities (alam mo naman ang girls) tbh, i dont like my body ha. I have fats, stretch marks, scars etc.

But guess what, despite of having flaws. I'm still learning to love them. So you should learn to love yourself also. 😊

5. Positron- u r da positron of my life. Ang atom sa buhay ko kasi you matter!! ¿¿¿ Charot (NERD). Keep surrounding yourself with positive people, don't let those electrons take over you. Cause bad thoughts leads to bad outcomes in life. Keep those positron vibes coming. And also, dont forget to be positive about yourself. HUWAG KAKALIMUTAN ANG SARILI. ANG SARILI AY DAPAT LAGING INAALAGAAN. (Gallo, 2018).

6. Perspective in life- yes, the power of positive thinking. Sometimes i doubt myself. Yeah i doubt myself, alot. Hindi naman mawawala yon pero you keeo on reminding me na "PADAYON" hehe. Kahit napaka nega ko. So, pano mo ba ako natitiis? Hahahaha. Lyk how¿

at this point, mga 1 hour na ako nag tatype.

padayon.

+ i love how you keep on reminding me you love me. I really do.

+ i love ur smile, issa kyut smile u got there. Tnx tito n tita u did a gr8 job.

+ i love ur eyes, ang cute lang. Big eyes. Ahahahaha

+ your efforts are very much appreciated, super na appreciate ko mga ginagawa mong poems, pwede ka na maging powet. Thankyou!! Mahal ka ng diyos.

OKAY STORY TIME KIDS.

·The first night I met you, hindi ko talaga alam kung ano gagawin ko kasi talagang unexpected, and sobrang kinakabahan ako pero akala ko deadkid ka, pero ur a cute one tho.

· hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nag open up sayo about sa secrets ko which is rare lang mangyare kasi di naman talaga ako nag open up sa kaka meet ko palang . I have this feeling kasi na you are a very trustworthy person. (Yes i know t.y lord diba why am i so lucky)

·I remembered, when i was in 3rd year hs. I would always pray na "Lord, sana po yung mabait and gwapo" i know it's funny pero totoo yon. And guess what, everytime I pray, i wait for it to happen. Naniniwala ako na lahat ay nakalaan sa tamang oras. In God's perfect timing.

And guess what, after 3 years. You came.

You were the BIGGEST PLOT TWIST that has ever happened. Biruin mo huling hirit ni Lord nung december binigay ka niya sakin. Ahhhh you don't know how thankful I am. As in talagang thankful. I was so depressed that year, then i met you. All tnx to jj ha. Kudos sakanya. Im not saying that you fill up my emotional needs because I was depressed. What i'm saying is pinakita mo na we have to think positive palagi. And IM THANKFUL that you've changed my mindset, from electrons to positrons. Galing mo don ah. Lodi lodi jk.

What can i say?? You're the best thing that happened to me. And i want to hug you right now.

+after college, i know nakaka pressure ang adulthood (trabaho dito trabaho doon) pero I know you're going to do great things. And i'm always going to be by your side para saksihan lahat ng mga achievements mo sa buhay. Ehe.

There are many things that I love about you. Pero eto muna. Madami pa tayo pagdadaanan. And hindi naman yon madali. Madami tayo ma eencounter na tao pero I pray walang magbabago, keep on praying.

When you have problems or anything you want to talk about (random talks or anything) at the middle of the night or in the morning. I'm always here sleeping. Joke, i'm always here ready to listen, from your rants to pang aaway and to the sincerest words that I always love to hear.

I may not be the perfect "one" for you. I may be makulet or lahat na ng panget na ugali sakin. But, i'll try my very best, if I make mistakes, please correct me. I know there would be tampuhan, selos and galit pero let's not give up on each other.

Hindi ko na alam mangyayari sakin kung ma heartbroken nanaman ako. Baka mag swimming nako sa dagat papuntang australia. Pero I trust you. big time. And I know it goes the same for you.

" whatever you asked for in prayer, believe that you have recieved it, and it will be yours." Mark 11:24

And you are the prayer that I believed and I have recieved.

In short:

you are a worth it person. Who deserves endless love and support and aaaaaall the good things in life.

You are enough for me. May mga priorities tayo kaya walang time para sa isa't isa. And that's okay, narinig mo ba ako nagreklamo? Pero kung meron man, i'm sorry. I am trying my best. Advance Happy Buttday, Kyle.

I'll always be here.