Hello, my name is Muriel. Whoever you are, I probably love you anyways. I always thought I wouldn't make it past 19 years, but I did. I'm 20 and italian. I have a personality disorder so I still have to find myself, but I'll get there. I love you, I promise.
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Wait you're back you're okay you're alive??? Ahhhh I've been so worried about you! You just disappeared without a word and I was so scared something happened, ily, I hope you're super happy with what you're doing now and it's just nice knowing you're alive at least<3
Awwww my Anon comāhere! Let me give you a kiss! Iām sorry you were worried about me, but Iām also a little happy that youāve been thinking about me ;)
Iām super happy, true, I am positive Iāve never been this happy in my life - itās not like Iām jumping and singing up and down all day long, but Iāve never been this long period of time without major crisises, being so sure that I am a person, I have a right to live among other people, express myself and do mistakes once or twice.Ā
Just fighting for myself day after day!Ā
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heyy are you okay how are you doing ?? <3
Yoooo Iām doing great. Iām doing University and studying what Iāve always wanted. Iām going forward with life. Sometimes I feel sorry for giving up on the blog, but nothing lasts forever I guess. This part of my life is concluded c:Ā
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pee your pants
I actually never did as far as I remember! I peed in my bed when I was little though.Ā
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where have you goneee I miss you
<3 Darling, sorry for such a delay! Iām actually doing incredibly well. I hope you are as well. Love you. Hugs!Ā
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Italian Doctors Fooled Nazis by Inventing This Fake Disease

In 1943, a team of ingenious Italian doctors invented a deadly, contagious virus called Syndrome K to protect Jews from annihilation. On October 16 of that year, as Nazis closed in to liquidate Romeās Jewish ghetto, many runaways hid in the 450-year-old Fatebenefratelli Hospital. There, anti-Fascist doctors including Adriano Ossicini, Vittorio Sacerdoti and Giovanni Borromeo created a gruesome, imaginary disease.
āSyndrome K was put on patient papers to indicate that the sick person wasnāt sick at all, but Jewishā and in need of protection, Ossicini told Italian newspaper La Stampa last year. The āKā stood for Albert Kesselring and Herbert Kappler ā two ruthless Nazi commanders.

The doctors instructed āpatientsā to cough very loudly and told Nazis that the disease was extremely dangerous, disfiguring and molto contagioso. Soldiers were so alarmed by the list of symptoms and incessant coughing that they left without inspecting the patients. Itās estimated that a few dozen lives were saved by this brilliant scheme.
The doctors were later honored for their heroic actions, and Fatebenefratelli Hospital was declared a āHouse of Lifeā by the International Raoul Wallenberg Foundation.
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THE TITLE WAS SO MISLEADING
IT IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN JUST LIP SYNCĀ
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ediWOW Watch Andrew Garfield lip sync Whitney Houstonās āIām Every Womanā
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someone: I don't like [favorite character]
me, hovering over the unfollow: am I this petty
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what the fuck is a short program part 2
Yuzuru: I'm going to do Chopin again
Everyone: Why don't you try-
Yuzuru: did I fucking stutter
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Honestly, people with Eating Disorders shouldnāt fast, period. Fasting triggers every possible subcategory, be it anorexia, Bed or Bulimia. For the life of me I canāt understand how you guys insist on trying to fit together old religionsā traditions and self-care. Religions donāt give a damn about your eating disorders. You might want to rethink your priorities in life when you have to choose between self-care and following the rules of a book written by a man a thousand years ago.Ā
And of course, this isnāt just about the Islamic religion. I could make a list three kilometers long with harmful behavior that the Christian religion promotes.Ā
Everyone is free to follow the religion they want, but thinking that monotheistic religions leave youĀ āfreeā is being delusional. Religions (monotheistic) are institutions, historically born to control the masses. Tumblr, you are so politically correct, but you forget the basics of human rights. You fight against social norms, you fight against gender disparity, you fight against gender roles, but you donāt fight against the institutions that created these things in the first place?!Ā
Coherency: none.
hey man i havenāt seen a single similar post (concerning???) so i feel like itās important to make this.
tomorrow is ramadan. your eating disorder will not magically disappear in ramadan.
allah will not hate you if you relapse in ramadan. be it that you faint or you binge, if you need to break your fast because of your eating disorder THEN YOU BREAK YOUR FAST.
You are not supposed to fast when you are sick. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO FAST WHEN YOU ARE SICK. IT IS HARAM TO FAST IF YOU ARE SICK BECAUSE IT BRINGS HARM TO YOUR BODY. If you start feeling horribly sick and you know, you havenāt had sufficient suhoor or iftar for a few days or anything of the sort, it is okay to break your fast and even go to the hospital if you need to.
habaybi that have eating disorders, PLEASE take care of yourself during ramadan. It is a month of cleansing and forgiveness, so forgive yourself if you relapse. You can always redo your fast after ramadan.
Jazakallah please reblog this post and ramadan mubarak to you all! ā”
#I'm out of fucks to give with tumblr now#this lack of coherency#this LACK OF LOGIC#please STOP#do you know how much harm has religion done to us in history#how can you be pro-religion and pro-peace?#these things don't go hand in hand
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well we can definitely agree that living with eating disorders sucks 3 I hope you find some ease with it at least some time -previously ephemeralsense
Thank you, my friend. Yes, it fucking sucks... mostly because I STILL donāt know which is the right way to go. Itās confusing. I mean, not to do stupid examples, but since I have a history of self-harm, thatās an easy one to solve. Self-harming: bad. Not self-harming: good. But... well, I guess starving myself and eating less than what I know I need, is kind of like self-harm? And I know for sure binging is self-harming, because often times you just do it until your stomache hurts so bad, and you know youāll feel shit about it too.Ā
But the reason you cut your calories is that you want to like your body... I know I want to like my body and unfortunately, in my mind, that still overlaps with being skinny - more than just being fit, since I am pretty fit already.Ā
If I think that Iām never gonna be skinny, I just get super sad. People tell me all the time that I amĀ āfineā, but itās like my mind hearsĀ āyouāre not skinnyā instead. Itās hell on Earth. What the fuck.Ā
Ah, thanks for the small occasion to rant. I hope I wasnāt too negative - I mean, I am working on it and at least itās not as bad as it was. But itās still a major problem keeping me from enjoying life as much as I could.
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I always make the mistake of putting prepositions at the end of italian phrases, which is something that english grammar does. Which results in me sounding like Yoda.Ā Also, something that happens pretty often with similar words is messing up the vocals. Like, speaking italian and sayingĀ ārEstoranteā instead ofĀ āristoranteā because in English itās ārEstaurantā.
Plus, now that Iām studying Japanese as a third language, Iām starting to have a reflex for all the japanese listening Iāve been doing, and I goĀ āmmmhāĀ āooohāĀ āaaahā whenever someoneās talking to me. Like, all the time. It does sound normal when Japanese people do it, tho, LOL.

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Me: okay since fat loss is not working at 1400 calories im gonna try and go below 1000 calories for ten days to feel less gross with summer clothes my dad: ops I cooked 4 desserts today, but dont worry u donāt have to eat them all today, but if you donāt eat them youāre gonna feel guilty because cooking is my only way to express affection because Iām depressed
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of course they were
as was Victor Hugo
**whispers with conviction and a bookshelf full of Sources** The Amis were socialistsĀ
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After all the harmful behaviors Iāve managed to change since Iāve been to therapy, I still have serious doubts that I am ever going to solve the food issue. I know itās a matter of self-esteem, I know Iām lonely. Still. I donāt know the answer. Do I have to love myself even if Iām not skinny, or I will be able to become skinny when I will love myself enough to avoid overeating frequently? Will being skinny ever become unimportant to me? Ugh. Ā
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Harrison Ford is my spirit animal
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I love you, Andrew Garfield
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The Spider-man: Homecoming trailer looks amazing
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