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dad who doesn't mind that i'm dependent on him because that's what dads are for :(

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this just in: hyper independent control freak gets off on the idea of being completely helpless and at someone's mercy

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when you take an everything shower but there is no d*ddy around to appreciate your soft skin and freshly shaved cunt :(

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“Drei Hasen und der Ohren drei und doch hat Keiner mehr als Zwei.“ (Alsace)

“Three hares, and three ears, and yet no one has more than two.”

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Anastasia Afanaseva

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I want to dress up for you. Cute little ditsy floral pajamas, hair in pigtails, a pink collar around my neck. Kneel with my legs spread and stare at the camera and repeat what you tell me to say. Offer myself up to you, be on display, be useful somehow, the frustratingly limited ways I can. Your personal porn star on your phone, doll-faced and dizzy-eyed and totally focused on you. Letting time and space melt away as I float in that magical place only your voice can create for me. I can feel your eyes roam my body in the way I desperately want your hands to, tracing the curve under my breast, grabbing possessively at my waist, brushing between my thighs and making me squirm with a year’s unspent desire. You don’t just look at me, you see me and you know it, and being seen by you makes me wet and scared and thrilled and obsessed. Obsessed. If you want to be my drug don’t send me into withdrawal — if you want to hold my heart don’t leave it forgotten on the shelf. If I can’t fall asleep with my head on your chest then at least let me fall asleep with you watching over me. Dolls need their makers, daughters need their fathers, acolytes need their God. Don’t forsake me when I’m begging you to do anything but look away.

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Eugène Thivier, Le Cauchemar, 1894.

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suck the thumb of the hand that beats u or whatever they say

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(hilt deep in them) its not faux to me btw. its not faux to me. i dont care what they say. its real to me. youre real to me. we're real to me. its okay, you can say it again, its not faux to me its real

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what’s the point in having the world’s softest skin that smells like cherry blossoms and is pale like a doll’s if i’m just going to be touch starved forever

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i keep having dreams about plane crashes

different airlines different causes different scenarios sometimes i’m on the plane sometimes i’m witnessing it from the ground

it’s all very morbid

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what do words even mean

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no one wants to be like “you’re too young for this” while they violate you huh