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microwavetoaster-selfships · 2 hours ago

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I like that at some point close to when the sun sets my brain just...chills out a bit. And I crawl on to Tumblr dot com to share all the goofy little thoughts I have and drawings that I've made that will be a problem for tomorrow me until the sun starts to set again and my brain relaxes again

#i dont know why but it just feels like the atmosphere shifts and everything is calmer and quieter and more okay.#Okay I mean it does literally get more calmer and quieter assuming you dont live in a really noisey city or unfortunate neighbourhood.#Amyway I just revisted listening to a ton of pop 2000s and early 2010s pop music.#And crawled over to my drawing app to make something while the vibe was still lastinf and I was thinking of all the-#-music tribute videos that I used to see and speedpaint videos with tons of songs playing.#it's so. it's not even anything BAD it's just really self indulgent cringe free art piece.#If only I was a tumblr user in the selfshipping community where cringe ceases to exist.#Look im not promising anything but also Dont Be Surprised.

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 9 hours ago

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do you keep your selfship playlist generally the same genre of music, or are the songs all over the place?

#all over the place. The only rule that my playlists follow is “Does it remind me of them in any capacity.”#Which also leads to some very silly songs being on there where only a line or two would be applicable.#some of them are because the song reminds me how I feel about them and some are just ones that I have mental AMVs to..#There's about every genre of music in some of them. Especially the ones that are bigger.#But I also think it depends on how developed the character is in my head if that makes any sense. Cause to me my playlists-#-are like a way for me to sort of convey who they/we are through music.#And so some of them where they arent super thought out in my mind as others then their playlists are-#-a lot more of the same genre or not as expansive.#Which is also why I think some of my playlists can get to like 60 songs long. Because I'm conveying them through song.#And people are very elaborate and it's gonna take a lot of music to cover all of those bits of personality and who they are.#And how I feel about them and what not.#Man I really need to do more music ask games. I have so many songs to talk about.#I even wrote about every song for Axlerod and Finn in a journal of mine just because.#And did the same thing for Jedediah and Octavius at some point but digitally.#Appologies OP for my tags.#Maybe I'll go hunt for an ask game to do later today...that could be nice..

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 24 hours ago

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Okay. Sharing my stupid silly thoughts thst I talked about last night because i finally got the energy to doodle them and I've been giggling over the idea again. Just. Be warned. It's really stupid. And half the reason that it is humoring me so badly is because it is such an absurd idea. I don't even. Care if it's accurate at this point it's just. Fung.ny. c.cringe is dead I can embarass myself on my own blog forgive me everyone but also I think you maybe know what to anticipate . You've been here long enoug.gh.

"Absurdly big bed." Has been a thought that's just been cracking me up really badly as of late and I don't knownwhy. Maybe because it is such an un-necessity. No one need a bed THAT big. No one needs a bed that is bigger than my room.where you have to crawl like fifty feet just to be at the centre of it. I just.

But like. Bigger.

But also the thought that ended up proceeding this was "what if Absurdly big bed but also blanket hog. Like can you imagine having it all to yourself but also like.

You don't. YOU DONT NEED TO DO THAT IT'S NOT GOING ANYWHERE!!!!!! It's all yours you're fine. But also a more dramatic depiction than this. Blanket is kept to just the center 1/3 of the bed the rest is just empty. Small blanket mound in the center.

And on top of everything. One of the things in general has just been like. Okay sure, specifically placed pillows to lie on because lying down and not smooshing the brim of the hat(??) Is probably tricky but also also kind of limited to not laying on your side because of your stupid mustache because what if you judt wake up all wkdfuuw8fu2ud8gjefhufhwvt

But I guess that's also why there is. Comb. For said mustache.

Hitting him with Mallet but it is rubber and squeaky and soft and the hammer falls off of the stick in tbe middle of the up-swing. Okay I'm done stalling I'm hit post button. I can blame my incoherencey and wackiness on the time of the hour and when I wake up tomorrow pretend like I didn't post this.

#im feeling good righy now. can we tell.#Heavnens forbid anything let me get in the way of thinking about him i guess. uuururrgrhhhhvgvghhggh.#I was going to say that bedtime sleepy thoughts probanly get to me so much because they are so close to domesticated thoughts.#and domestic stuff is my super effective x2 weakness.#But then I was like. Sleepy thoughts are probablg the ultimate domesticated thought. for me at least.#to be like “oh yeah i trust you enough to be temporarily unconscious around you.” but also like.#I dont know. sleeping. Every creature sleeps i dont know why it feels so domestic to me.#O guess cause i dont think of just sleeping i think of sleepaid videos and nighttime routine that doesnt exist.#And everyrhing getting quiet and it gets all dark and oooooo the stars and oh hey theres a strawberry moon did you knoe that.#and the atmosphere i really like and how it cools doen a bit durjng tbe night and everythings feels.. relaxing. everything goes away #for a moment and youre shsring that peaceful little moment with someone.......#and also whatever people do in their sleep i suppose.It sure is a good thing that i dont struggle to sleep-#-without having sometging to squeeze or curl myself around like a pillow or something. slowlyr turns to looggk at #.okay.#wow i feel all warm and hot and prickly i sure wonder why.nevermind that i have Jerma videos to watcj.#mYbe he shouldnt habe had such a sillylittle design and i woulsnt be sharing all od my drawijngs of him so muhc.#i just ttghinnnkkkkkkk hess nn.neat...hes neat. neato.yeep.yepper.sm...ssuureeenis.#wow i sure hope that i dont say that i am in love with the characger that i talk about romantically on my selfsgipping blog.#It's sure good that this isnt my selfshipping blog. for selfshipping. and he isnt listed as a romantic chhhhahracge.r #feels good to be back on my nonsense. even if i feel it wearing down and one day at some point after 90 days I'll say it.#say sometging more publically intimate than just “my boy!!! !”#look if i ever call him ant term of endearment it might be one of the funniest things ever because #he's a mass wanted criminal and not.#[Kane.exe error noises as i smoosh my face into my pillow and reach a new octave pitch with my voice.]#strangeglove💙💜#kaneart #i this rate i will need. andoodle tag this is clogging my art. hes ruinging everytigihn hes ruing my blog.tgg my headfheart thoughtns

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 1 day ago

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Okay maybe listening to HTMLOVE by TWRP has effected me a bit tonight. But in a good way.When I went to the NSP concert I didnt anticipate also getting attatched to TWRP but here we are listening to many of their songs and having many feelings. such as.

#“Wow! I didnt know TWRP wrote about alt-universe selfshipping!-” hilairious joke funnny funny joke Kane.#any💘#im using the any tag because any of them but also.nevermind

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 1 day ago

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#he's not even scared hes just. mad.#i feel better in these trying times. it's like a snake eating itself. cause of my problems is also soothing my problems.#wall decoration obtained exclusively from a magazine issue.#remember our mantra. “Me me big boy.” Okay maybe well thats just MY mantra.#i feel like this is something that warrants a long winded tangent but my head is quite empty right about now.#weary slightly pained gaze after the aftermath. but the same look that a new pet would get. One where after the trouble you still smile.#look i eat Dill Pickle flavored Lays Chips. Something was going to try and kill me at some point okay.#strangeglove💙💜#I really put zero text in the body of the actual post huh #War is Over bells softly chime. Not quite there yet. But the cold front and warm front that were converging inside of me and creating-#-a great storm are slowly starting to disperse. Theres still cracks of thunder and bellowing clouds but it seems hopeful that some-#-torrential downpour might be forewarned but never execute. It'll rain. And it might downpour. And windy. And never-ending.#But also at the same time it is ending.#Okay. this is more like it. Perhaps more incoherent. But more like the amount of words I anticipated that I would say.#Even if I have perhaps gotten more talkative on this blog it feels....wrong to make a post with only a sentence or two.#Thats not the KaneWay to post. Dont Do That. Its Concerning.

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 2 days ago

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Okay I might post more silly shitpost actually selfship related doodles later but I am completely humoring myself over my own thoughts right now. Every problem in the world is solved right now via sleepy/bedtime thoughts

#i was gonna say sleepy thoughts are my ultimate weakness asides from domestic thoughts but then i was like.#Sleepy thoughts are just an extension of domestic thoughts. Being comfortable enough arounf someone else to sleep near them.#Which has a bit of a harder emphasis with me because I never even really sleeped at the few sleepover that i went to with friends.#So for me it's like a squishy domestic thought that is topped with “I trust you” whipped cream.#but the thing I am having right now is just so stupid and funny i just might need to get it out of my system via posting about it.

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 2 days ago

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Sorry but this has been making me giggle a bit. I got a new idea of something I want to make but that requires finishing the project on my knitting needles that I have been putting off and I could not find the yarn tail on the outside of the yarn ball so I pulled the one from the inside and as the yarn ball unraveled more and more from the inside and after some transport it's now just. Spaghetti mess. With knots that I occasionally have to untangle. The yarn 'ball' that I'm currently knitting with is really just someone's pasta dinner.

#i was just gonna post an irl pick at first of the yarn 'ball' but i am too comfortable to get up and turn my lights on at the moment.#I dont know how to draw people sitting criss-cross and this was just a quick silly thing to do.#the yarn hungers for more.#kaneart #i. i guess this is kaneart. kanedoodle. boderline kaneshitposting.

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 2 days ago

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Yes, but we must remember in these trying times that my voice does get very sad and pathetic talking about him.

I. Sent a voice message to someone explaining something cause I could not type out anything coherent and just needed to speak and apperently my earbuds have a better microphone than my phone so I could actually speak from my phone and. Of course I relistened to the voice message myself and. You can hear me internally going "🥺" That's. Great. I really am not as mysterious about my sappy feelings as I try to be. I'm going to go and eat a bowl of icecream now. Cookies and Cream or Rocky Road.

#I am also finding it kinda funny that at this slight moment of things potentially hitting the fan my brain has went into-#-“Okay fine I'll confess to my feelings.” that is such a trope of 'character in sticky situation spills out feelings dramatically'.#Thanks Kane. We only went through this rodeo five times over with so many other different medias.#Or are you going to finally admit now that perhaps your added fear to this is just because he's so significant to y-#strangeglove💙💜

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 4 days ago

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Perfect

#yep. yepp.yyyeeeeeeerpppppppppp.#no really this is it. this is my contributions for the day.#this is the entire post. the post ends here.#maybe he shouldn't be so funny okay. Was that ever considered .#almost posted this to my main blog and I would have disolved.#strangeglove💙💜#kaneart

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 5 days ago

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Okay, ohfishally just my diploma. Now how to. Celebrate. Uhm.

Thoughts? /nf

#you'd think my concert wouldve been a mock-celebration but i went there without graduation in mind at first.#and now i got my diploma and.... uh oh comma feelings! to quote.#and it wouldnt be fair to myself to not celebrate this. considering..*fast forward big angsty KaneLore dump that takes up several chapters.*#i just dont know how or what to do.

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 7 days ago

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Okay, it's officially over. I mean, it's been officially over for ages - I've probably demonstrated that a little too well - but it's extra extra officially over because now I'm learning a new hobby over him

#“but Kane this was something you were always curious about so technically!!!-” yeah. but my end goal is completely centered around him.#heck. even my test goal is technically. the concept revolves around him.#pitiful defeated groaning. It's over. turning in my cape and mask.#even if i still dont have the nerve to call him any term of endearment. such as boyfffffffffffffffffffffffffuck.#strangeglove💙💜

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 7 days ago

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Okay, image dump as mentioned last night in the depths of my other post.

This has been. I don't like how much it's been cracking me up. Which I hate to do in his moment of distress but why did it have to be drawn so stupidly. It was originally just the last image that I got but I was like. No. I must have the whole thing.

Okay that's the rest. I feel moderately better about when first drawing him I kept forgetting his mustache because that is done a lot throughout the storyboard. Which. I also find it interesting that he was drawn in his original design for the storyboard so I wonder when the change took place for his movie design..

#s.sorry Fishlips. and also sorry i keep making “i wish that were me” jokes.#i want to shake him like a magic 8 ball and have him spit out answers at me.#strangeglove💙💜

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 8 days ago

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Okay, I have 'returned' from my minor Tumblr absence. I say 'returned' because I never truly properly left, as you might've noticed from the few things that I reblogged onto my main and whatnot. Part of it was just a break, but the other major part of it was... I went to a concert!!! Of one of my favorite bands that means so, so much to me.

Big tangent below that isn't very selfshippy related.

Now, I don't know how much I mention NSP on here, perhap's I have once or twice when talking about songs that I've added to my F/Os playlists, but I don't think I ever really went on anything too lengthy. And I know I've mentioned Game Grumps a few times on here as well- definitely not as much as Jerma- but One of the co-hosts of Game Grumps is the lead singer in NSP, and both NSP and Game Grumps mean a lottt to me, even if I don't mention them often. They've gotten me through a lot for a very long amount of years, ever since I was around 11~ish. Made me laugh, helped me sleep, relax, entertained me, and have said a lot of motivational and heartwarming things that have helped kept me going. Getting tickets to go see the band was nearly entirely on impulse, which is something that I don't really ever do, but this was beyond worth it. It... it felt like it reset my brain, almost. If that makes any sense. Like my brain was a computer that had been running on sleep mode ever since it first booted up and finally got restarted for the first time ever. I'm upset that I can't have the entire thing burned into my memory second by second cause it was incredible. The lights and noises were overwhelming at first and I had moments questioning if I should regrettably step away but I managed to cool myself down. It was magical, there was some crying, there still IS some crying, and probably always will be, and they did some really cool "Hey, however you identify or who you love is completely okay with us." TWRP was also there, which is a slightly longer story, but they were also brilliant. I used up a lot of my energy and tears during their songs that I didn't have any left for the songs that I actually anticipated crying over! I could go on for ages about it, but I wouldn't have chosen anything else. I actually think I needed this. It feels like I can think like...better. More clearly. I feel more relaxed about my future and spending money and just...UGH. There are the watery eyes. Maybe because I anticipated crying during some of the NSP songs it didn't hit me, but the TWRP stuff really came at me from out of left field and the little intermission dialog and..man. maaann. It was really funny as well and. I wish I could remember it forever I really really do. I never thought I would ever get to see any artists that I enjoyed live, honestly. Most of them don't tour anymore or are all UK based, and I didn't know if or when NSP would tour again, nonetheless if they would be anywhere close to me. I HAD to. And I'm glad I did.

I know this perhaps sounds like every other description expereince of someone going to a concert but.It just felt so good. To be in a room where I practically felt like I could just.. be myself. I will say the worst thing to come from all of this is just potentially slowly forgetting details and that now I will get FOMO over any and all future concerts that they ever have. Concerts aren't really my thing but that.. was magic. And inspiration and awe and. I still can't get over TWRP's songs and the little intermissions about the lead singer hyping us up over our humanly hidden potentials.

It's almost hard to listen to any of their songs now after listening to them live! My phone camera desperately needs to be cleaned so the few pictures that I got during the moment we were allowed to have phones out are really fuzzy. I got a really good spot standing at the top of some small staircases so I could see over everyone(and it was also a good spot to sit/lean against the railings). It was worth it. it was worth it all. It was worth the sleepiness and hunger and thirst and frustrations. In fact it exceeded that.

I also got to stop by an IHOP and BurgerKing and ironically I love both of those places and yet neither of them are within like an hour drive of me.

#Thank you Crowley for planting this idea into my head that quickly formed into something else.#And thank you to every other F/O that is going to be enduring my choked-up-ness over a band with a name that is moderately embarassing-#-to not intialize because of a word it contains. And also some of their funny songs follow suit in such themes.#Which normally isnt themes I indulge in at all but Ive gotten really comfortable with Game Grumps and NSP-#-so hearing those sorts of jokes get cracked from them doesn't phase me and even gets some chuckles out of me on occasion.#I know this isnt my usual selfshippy post but. This is the episode in a show where a character goes to a concert and it changes their-#-entire life. Or at least bits of who they are. Insert one or two examples here.#And there were certainly some F/O thoughts while I was there and driving there and whatnot....#Okay back to your regularly scheduled Kane posting. I remembered the bits of the storyboard posted for M.oshi Monsters movie-#-while at the hotel so I got a slight photo dump that I might do later tonight so ther is that to aniticiapte.#yeah yeah I know I went five seconds without mentioning him but considering that a convo i had earlier today with someone was-#-“What if I let myself indulge in my feelings over him and it gets worse. My feelings intensify.”#and they responded with essentially “MORE good feelings to experience? Why not indulge?”#So. I dont know how it can get worse than daily occurence for almost three months and still Heavens Forbid i think about any fraction of-#-affection betqween us or I might as well start chewing dynomite.#please dont let him be the next big thing plEASDDONTTT I AM A BLOG THAT POSTS ABOUT PIIXAR CCARRSSSSSS.#out of any character i could have struggled to tal k about why did everyone have to be so encouraging abouit it with him.#I do think that has contributed a lot. Having a lot of positive reaction and zero negative ones and so it has made me far quicker to post-#-about many thoughts that I have about him. I do feel like I have been extra posting since. he.#Whereas when I was in like. strictly Cars days I mostly posted about when the dam broke and-#-hey im getting strondeja vu this is verbatim isnt it. ive said this like fifteen times before havent i.#Hey FunnyMitten creature can you keep one post not about you. This was about a band. N.No I dont care that you also- that doesnt count.#im not adding your tag you dont get that satisfaction right now. Sorry everyone.

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 9 days ago

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Shoutout to f/os who wear things that you can grab. Accessories, clothing items, other such things that you can grab and pull towards you. You wanna pull them in for a hug? You can! A kiss? Totally! You just want to get their attention or direct them away from something? All on the table! SHOUTOUT TO F/OS THAT WEAR GRABBABLE THINGS!

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 13 days ago

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I was about to make the "Fantastic, I'll take six. And two for safe measure." Before realizing that you can already see that I did not hesitate to execute that joke.

I think part of the reason I enjoy seeing others' reactions to him is because he gets described like this. Awfully menacing, and yet to me he's just eepie schmoopy to get my grubby hamds on. Who's even selling this. Why is this in the fancy schmancy store.

#“No- yes- i know i know. I already have mentioned several times about how you can appear menacing but also.”#“Okay fine. But you cant stop me from calling you cute in my head. Or erm. at least i dont think you'd try to.”#strangeglove💙💜#maybe one day I'll put a post about him publicly in the main selfship tags.

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 13 days ago

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Guy who never really ever did anything during pride month partly due to lack of said pride paired with typically arrogant brimming with pride guy.

Bonus idea that I'm considering drawing as a gag of 'assorted glumps' where it's just me lining up different glumps in pattern of pride flag colors. And I'm making the big dumb ":D" face.

#yeah yeah i know i know first time i do something beyond just imagining things and it's with him.#maybe I'll do more stuff with other F/Os i dont know. but this was a silly idea that i wanted to put out there nonetheless.#indulging to build a sense of pride. As I must do with other things as well. Such as. gestures to picture x2.#okay pride month is over everyone can go home now.#my five bajilliomth art piece involving him how wonderful.#strangeglove💙💜#kaneart

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 14 days ago

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I’m gonna do crazy things to him (cherish him and make sure he never feels unloved ever again)

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