midnightghostsnack

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Dad who takes away your phone and smashes it against the floor in a fit of rage almost killing your dog 🤝 Daughter who has never learnt to have self respect, and tries to impose her right to peace and quiet by threatening (and meaning to) kill the dog

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I don't want to be the only one who gets treated like this.

I'm glad when abusers fall.

I just want every single one of them to do so.

It gets less alone, when all the blamed involved fall down with me.

Even when I want for the person who's made me spiral everyday, for someone who insistently harrassed me for five years, for someone who had me derail into vivid imaginations of me self harming, or killing others, or killing myself.

For someone who had a hand in destroying my mental health to the point of depersonalisation, hallucination, actual fucking self harm, masking, panic attacks, going mute, completely losing my sense of safety every single day, every single stomach ache from stress, every single wave of anxiety I feel everyday.

I want to forgive him, if he tries and changes

I don't want to see my dad who pushed me against the wall, and hit me, and told me he'd kill me.

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Look at what you did.

You'll die alone, bitch

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There's no one to mourn the wicked, no one to care anymore

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Once you cross the line, you're in hell bucko

There's nothing victimizing yourself will accomplish, choke on your victim blaming, look at the shit you did.

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I don't give a fuck over whether you think I should kill myself, or deserve to rot, die, eat shit.

Go and sing me a song, and tell yourself you're changing the world for all I care.

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I was screwed since the day I was fucking born, and after that I screwed myself heavier, and heavier and heavier, and guess where it got towards the point of no return

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It's hell in here

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Guess who did horrible things