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Trans people with detrans and misgendering kinks please realize you can have standards you do not have to engage with actual transphobes to participate in these kinks you are allowed to have boundaries and limits

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a letter to the cis men into this kink

(yes this includes cis queer men because yall are also kind of on thin ice)

what gives you the nerve or the gal to think that me or any other trans guy or detransitioned woman on this site owe you shit? just because someone engages in a hard kink doesnt mean they want you to threaten them or they owe you free nudes. we dont owe you anything. its clear to me this isnt just a kink for some of yall, yall want a normal cis woman but you go after FTMS and FTMTF because you think our self esteem is low. fuck yall, im tired of chasers online and in person. im tired of straight dudes who just want to fix us and im tried of bi and queer men who dont see us as real men but say they do just to get with us. im tired of straigt dudes who say their bi but thing cis men are gross and unnattracive, im tired of cis men who dont want an "owo cute smol bean tboy bf" once his voice drops and his tdick comes in and he gets top surgery. unless someon makes it clear they want you to degrade them dont do it.

NO ONE, TRANS DUDES, DETRANS WOMEN, CIS WOMEN, TRANS WOMEN, NB FOLKS OWE A SINGLE MAN ANYTHING. yall think because youve been told that men = doms and girls love doms that we should just fall head over heals and spread our cheaks for a faceless blog or hookup with a guy from fet in our area just because hes "super liberal" and "respects everyone regardless of identity. GTFO. Your not my dom and your not my "daddy" your just some guy. Im just some guy, the difference between you and me is that i can handle shit you cant. If a single man said the shit to yall that yall say to tboys, youd break in a second.

im tired of chasers. Im just some dude. your just some dude. we can pretend im a woman to have a good time, we can talk about my tits and you can misgender me in kink. but you aint gonna expect me and my brothers to go above and beyond to help you nut.

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a controversial statement, but one i stand by: so what if transitioning is mutilation? who ever said mutilation was a bad thing? when time and time again, men have been damaged and disfigured and altered and changed, and gotten back up every time, stronger than ever before? who's to say you aren't the same?

if you're ever told that your transition is mutilating yourself, say yeah, what of it? what if that's what i want?

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“israel harvests organs!” “israel poisons the water supply!” dawg at least get original material this time around

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Please understand that not every marginalized person is going to have a list of peer reviewed sources and accurate statistics proving the bigotry they face in their daily life and you sometimes just have to decide to believe people when they tell you they are suffering

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The fearmongering around medical transition for transmascs will never not be upsetting to me.

“you’re gonna look ugly as a man” “but you’re such a pretty girl, don’t change that” Wrong. You will look different after T, but you will look happy. You will probably grow hair and gain weight and look pretty different, and none of that is bad or makes you less desirable. You are going to look like you and that’s all that matters.

“T makes you angry” “you’re gonna be a scary man i won’t feel safe around you” Wrong. Testosterone does not “make” you angry. Messing with your hormones will mess with your emotions for sure, but you will not immediately become some scary predator when you start T. Being a man/masculine does not make you a threat, a predator, or inherently angry. That’s radfem shit.

“bottom growth is gross” “no one will want you with bottom growth” Wrong. Bottom growth is cool and a LOT of guys end up loving theirs a lot more than they thought they would. For a lot of people it is a desirable trait, there are people who find bottom growth hot and attractive. And! If you’re sure you don’t want it there’s things you can do to work around that, just talk to your provider.

“bottom surgery is super painful and not worth it” First off, call it phalloplasty, because that’s what you’re talking about. Second, yes it’s painful, it’s surgery. There are risks to it and complications can happen, but that’s true of any surgery. Phallo might not be for you, but it is life saving care for other folks. It is beautiful and should be talked about as life saving care and not as some afterthought thing that no one actually does.

Being transmasculine is a beautiful thing. Transitioning medically is not something every trans person wants, but if you notice yourself holding back for the reasons i’ve listed above (or similar) maybe reconsider.

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Imagine my surprise when I found you playing with my handcuffs when I came back home.

I'd finished my work for the day sooner than usual, you shouldn't have heard me arrive so I went to your room to say hi. Then I saw you lying face up on the bed, with my handcuffs on your wrists while you held a vibrator between your legs. It took you a few seconds to realize I was there and for me to react, you didn't expect me to be back so soon. However, since we're in this situation, let's take advantage of it, don't you think?

These hadcuffs are too loose, you could easuly take your wrists out. I'm going to tighten them well and place your hands behind your back, thats it, much better. I'm also going to tie your ankles together, you're not running away any time soon darling. Look at your smile, I knew this what you were looking for.

Do you want me to be mad at you for playing with yourself behind my back? To fuck you with rage now that I have you tied up? I should spank you for having such a dirty mind, what a slut you are.

Let me put my arms around you while I keep this pretty vibrator between your legs. Oh, but this is vibrating too fast, no no no. You've been acting out, so now I'm setting the pace, and I want to enjoy this. Do you want to cum? Are you close? You are my prisoner now, and you'll cum only when I say so.

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No don’t be embarrassed! Show them how wet you are. Here, guys come look at how soaked they are! I told them and they thought it was funny, they just really wanna see! they were laughing when I told them how loud you are when you touch yourself. how you can’t even string together a sentence when you’re getting fucked. I told them it’d just be better to see you in action.

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"Anything is fine as long as it's legal" is not the sex positive position you think it is. Anything can be criminalised. Anything can be decriminalised.

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You've gotta love Jews more than you hate Nazis.

You've gotta love trans folks more than you hate TERFs.

You've gotta love your unhoused neighbors more than you hate the billionaires.

You've gotta love immigrants more than you hate ICE.

You've gotta love queer kids more than you hate christian fundamentalists.

You've gotta love fat people more than you hate the diet industry.

You've gotta love disabled people more than you hate the insurance companies.

You've gotta love your fellow humans more than you hate the worst that humanity has to offer. You don't have to like every person you're fighting for, and you sure as hell don't have to give up your righteous anger, but hate is ultimately corrosive.

You've gotta love.

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Hey just a reminder that thought crime doesn’t exist and pretending to have empathy is just as good as having it! You can be the world’s biggest dickhead in the privacy of your own mind and as long as you’re outwardly kind it literally Does Not Matter

i actually really needed to hear this. love this outlook, thank you.

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faux sympathy is actually evil.

you’re ruining me, i’m shaking, barely coherent, and you have the audacity to say “i know, baby, it’s a lot, huh?” all sweet and condescending like yeah??? obviously??? but are you stopping? no :( you just keep going, all soft and sweet, acting like you feel bad while actively making it worse. it’s sick and i need more of it immediately.

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I bet my body fucking hates it whenever I get a piercing. Poor thing is like HEY THERE'S A PUNCTURE WOUND. IN THE FACE. A FOREIGN OBJECT IN THE PUNCTURE WOUND. And I'm like oh yeah lmao I know, it's there on purpose. THE FUCK YOU MEAN IT'S THERE ON PURPOSE?? Yeah I got it put there on purpose, just heal around it. THE FUCK YOU MEAN IT'S THERE ON PURPOSE. WHY IS THERE A PUNCTURE WOUND WITH AN OBJECT IN IT. ON PURPOSE.

And I'm like chill, it's sterile, we're gonna clean it twice a day so it won't get infected. I DON'T FUCKING CARE THAT IT'S STERILE. And I'm like wow the fuck you mean you don't care? Do you want it to get infected?

YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD ALSO MAKE IT NOT GET INFECTED? NOT. HAVING. WOUNDS. WITH. FOREIGN. OBJECTS. IN THEM.

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pulling my thickest strap out of his twitching cunt while its still glistening and dripping with slick and sitting back, grabbing the back of his head to push him down and watch his lips stretch around it. in the most condescending tone as he starts giving me sloppy head, theeere you go, good boy. such a good mutt cleaning up the mess he made on my cock.

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"getting laid" is very hot and sexy. "getting off"? great news as well. so you would think "getting laid off" would be wonderful news for your penis. but alas

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We 've been living in the same apartment for a few months and our relationship has become… Close, to say the least. We haven't really talked about it yet. The important thing is that you have been very stressed the past week.

I did my best to help by having your lunch and dinner ready when you got home and taking care of some extra chores. I've also tried to convince you to take at least one evening free this weekend, but there seems to be no way to get you to listen to me.

So I've decided to take more... drastic measures. More specific, leaving you tied with my favorite rope on my desk chair and a magic wand on medium power on your tdick.

"Come on honey, don't look at me like that. I'm not going to be away from home for long, let me blindfold you to make sure nothing distracts you. If you'd listened to me when I told you I wouldn't have to punish you."

Now, the question is: After this, how would you get revenge on me?