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Goddess Kali herself is a manifestation of this vision of non duality.

Cut yourself free from mental burdens you carry & enter this moment naked as is.

Show up, here & now, with nothing but your being.

Without holding on to a definition you have been given of who you are.

Free from your story-line you escape time, you step out of the cause-effect timeline you are on.

Even for a moment, because such a moment is a deep plunge into the vastness of eternity.

Kali is that vastness, that contains all times, space & story-lines, but is not of time, space or mind.

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i watch baseball for the side quests (ps: this baseball player also makes fruit cocktails midgame)

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Daily Message of Grace:

If something feels overwhelming, too big

or too far away, just take one step

towards it. You needn't do everything at

once, but as you ask for our assistance,

each level will be revealed to you.

While instant miracles can and do happen,

often the miracles you experience occur

because you've taken action in your

physical world. So ask, listen, take guided

action, have faith and know that we are

supporting you always. You are not meant

to do anything alone. We are your

greatest supporters and cheerleaders.

We love you,

Your Angels ���

This message is from my book ‘Messages of Grace ~,111 Notes of Love and Guidance from Your Angels’ which is available now on Amazon

Anna Grace Taylor

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Bob’s Burgers Season 12, Episode 7: Loft in Bedslation

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Passing the stars

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Its 1 am., and here i am in my bed wondering how everything crumbled down.

I can feel this big waves of anger inside me,

If i am to dive deep in to it, its my wounded ineer child feeling terribly scared.

I feel pressured to take of other financially and emotionally when i am struggling to take care of others.

I dont think i am at a point where i can do that

How can i keep going forward if i dont take chances.

I have become everything tht i hated. I have turned into shades of my parents.

Just like my mom i sometimes just want someone to take care of me. And just like dad, i find terrible ways to cope with emotions and is addicted to escapism.

I am terribly scared to fail or to even loose eventhough i have nothing to loose.

The pressure of wanting to do everything and yet being held back by myself. Being stuck in the same cycles again and again.

I want to change all this. I want to face this.

This is my Mount everest that i want to climb.

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Hello!!!! No one gonna talk about this???

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“she should be at the club” “but not everybody can handle loud music / likes going out / enjoys drinking / wants to—“ YOURE MISSING THE POINT. “she should be at the club” is not about the literal club!! it’s about the whimsy of youth!! it’s about the things you can get away with, body and mind!! it’s about having fun and ignoring the horrors for as long as you can!! it’s about the fact that you do not deserve to feel this pain and have these responsibilities, you do not deserve to be locked in your room with your sadness, you deserve to enjoy the music and the pretty lights and the ass shaking of life!!! it’s about how i wish joy for you, even if you do not wish it for yourself!!! you should be at the club!!!!

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A Reminder: Giving Myself 6 Months

In 6 months You can either be in the same place or in a better place. Focus every day on improving your health, wealth, and happiness. It will take time, but you can make it happen.

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“Bob, you’re such an April Scrooge.” “Sorry. Maybe it’s because Mr. Fischoeder has pranked me every April Fool’s for years and it’s kind of horrible.” “We prank you every year, too, Dad.” “Yeah, but he’s got a lot more money than you guys. Also, he might be the devil.”

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everybody remember making art is just a thing humans do. You don't have to sing well at karaoke night, you just have to have fun. You don't have to draw well, you just have to get your feelings onto paper. You don't have to write the most beautiful poetry, you just have to be honest. It's enough <2

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Do things with fear. And make that phone call. Make that video call. Reach out to that person you have been meaning to. Go inside that store that intimidates you for some reason. Put your hand up and give your opinion if you have something to say. Literally, do it even with the fear, otherwise you never will. I'm holding your hand and rooting for you. GO GO GO.

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I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache

life just goes on no matter what

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I slept for a really long time today. I fell asleep at 12.30 am and wokeup at 1.15 pm. And yet i feel tired.