midnightspider - Tumblr blog

[midnightspider]

Am I your brother, now and always?

[midnightspider]

this wild ride will never end, will it

[midnightspider]

[midnightspider]

having parents that were really angry and petty and abusive when you were young is weird, because it makes part of you grow up to want to be kind, to generate good things, to be a source of peace and wellbeing for others; but it makes another part of you grow up to be quick, and sharp, and spiteful, and that’s always the part that shows itself first in a hard situation, so it’s a struggle between your hateful gut reactions and your wish to not add any more misery to the world. it’s a hard balance, and the people who really, really know me - i know they see that anger flash in my eyes before i quiet it, if i quiet it…i want to overcome years of conditioning, and with gentle, constant force, i know i’ll mellow it. it just takes time.

[midnightspider]

Pusheen has teamed up with Japanese clothing brand UNIQLO to spread some Holiday cheer!

Play GIF BOX at www.UNIQLO.com/gifbox to unlock a random funny GIF and a chance to win some great prizes - including 100% OFF (up to $500) the UNIQLO merchandise of your choice. Have fun and be sure to share which GIF you unlock!

[midnightspider]

8u88legum 8itch

[midnightspider]

[midnightspider]

5 years ago i was a fucking mess & now i’m a fucking mess but at peace with it and with cooler fashion sense

[midnightspider]

i was just drawing when i ,, did somethingg ?????

[midnightspider]

Details @ Iris Van Herpen FW11

[midnightspider]

[midnightspider]

no dont

[midnightspider]

[midnightspider]

When you have anxiety over something incredibly stupid and you know it’s stupid but the anxiety won’t go away

[midnightspider]

cum 2ward mi

[midnightspider]

You know you’re a 90s kid when you have no good source of income and want to die

[midnightspider]