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"Is it possible to love something so much, you imagine it wants to destroy you only because it has denied you?" Mark Z. Danielewski, House of Leaves

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I know who I am when I'm alone I'm something else when I see you

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"She couldn't look away from his face, which did not say: What's wrong with you? but instead, said: Hi. Hello. Nice to meet you." -Olivie Blake, Alone with You in the Ether

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wuthering heights / emily brontë 

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It’s actually so painfully brilliant the way yellowjackets sets up their un-stereotype-able characters. I could (and might) do this for all of them, but because she’s on my mind right now—the show tells us that jackie taylor is the type of girl who has high expectations put on her and WILL be analyzed constantly (from coach, her parents, jeff, shauna (if only by way of shauna’s reflective habits and her personal narrative construction), the team (by way of being captain).

Then they show us so many instances of Jackie being good and kind. Is she perfect? NO, BECAUSE THEN SHE’D BE ANOTHER STEREOTYPE (THE PERFECT DEAD GIRL/WIFE), SILLY! She has enough edge to be believable as a teenage girl.

And what do people do with that edge? They sharpen it and sharpen it and use it to cut out every moment where Jackie is being kind or trying her hardest! Because what do we like?? Feeling confident in our stereotypical assumptions of people! And what did the show do? Give us scenes with blocking that suggests the popular girl/loner best friend stereotype and absolutely turn them on their head, because what’s not very realistic?? The popular girl who is mean to her loser best friend stereotype in media! (Is it impossible in life? NO, nothing is! But it’s not a standard set up. It’s not as common as media makes it out to be.)

What is one of Jackie’s primary fears as a character? Being held to INSANELY high standards and not meeting them! And what do the viewers commonly do to jackie? Why, they hold her to INSANELY high standards and show how she doesn’t meet them, of course!

Jackie cannot slip up, every instance where she falls short is catalogued as a gotcha moment. She was never allowed to fully develop on the screen because we often get her through the filter of shauna.

She gets deeply depressed, that depression is largely ignored in the show (lottie doesn’t pitch in much either, but her brand of being unwell is observed and understood as existing more so than Jackie’s), and then it is often ignored by viewers (“why didn’t she just come inside, she’s stubborn and dumb!” rather than “wow, look at this consistent descent into deep depression and suicidal ideation we’ve seen since episode 3, culminating in Jackie choosing to stay outside, what can we glean from that?”)

Jackie dies and she is literally consumed in totality—her memory is obscured, the hallucination form of her is filtered through Shauna’s psyche, her corpse is a doll, her flesh is digested. And a photo of her at 18 years old is posted at the 25 year reunion, looking perfect, attached to nothing of her life or who she was, used to facilitate a dance between her ex boyfriend and her best friend, who betrayed her in a way that most people would never get over, (but as we’re shown in the death dream Jackie ultimately would).

Allie literally says, “While I know she isn’t here with us, I know that this is what Jackie would have wanted.” She says that! In the show! To punctuate the absurdity of it all! The very relationship that broke Jackie’s heart, crushed her spirit, destroyed her will to live, being touted as something she would’ve wanted to hundreds of people.

And if that doesn’t strike you as a fucking horrifying tragedy, as emblematic of the reduction of women to whatever those around them need them to be, in order to fit their narrative, in order to be useful to them, then baby this show is sailing over your head.

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Halloween Ends (2022) - Behind The Scenes *last 4 pictures were edited and colorized by me, please give credits if you use them, thank you!

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murdering people u both dislike as a date? yes pls

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i love when tragedies are like “the love was there. it didnt change anything. it didnt save anyone. there were just too many forces against it. but it still matters that the love was there”

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Are you all right? Yeah. Be careful. You too.

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HALEY JAMES SCOTT & NATHAN SCOTT ↳ season 3 episode 1

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my god, this reminds me of when we were young.

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Andrew Garfield

behind the scenes of Under The Silver Lake (2018)

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i’ve finally stopped being lazy and made an actual wanted plots list so under the cut are some oc and fandom plots i’ve been dying for!! like if you’re interested in any and i’ll message u!!

first off my writing style, i only really do chemistry based discord mumus and like ships to develop naturally than pre plot them ahead of time!! only really will pre choose ships if its canon ones and even then not that often and love just having a shit ton of charas on a discord mumu!! will also spam u with hcs, pinterest boards, playlists, and fancams for all our plots so if thats ur vibe lets be besties and write!! onto the plots:

oc plots:

* honestly rlly in the mood for some mystery/supernatural stuff? 

* like either a small town that has some weird supernatural undertones like twin peaks/gravity falls/stranger things that no one fully understands but the characters start scooby dooing and get caught up in whatever weird shit is in their town??

* or a full on supernatural creatures vs hunters type of plot like?? gimme some buffy/supernatural/first kill vibes 

* or even just a regular murder mystery but a pretty little liars esque one thats just balls to the walls crazy, everyones involved and has secrets theyre desperately trying to hide from whoevers fucking with them all

* superhero, villain, and civilian drama?? pls

* u know that one slasher movie urban legend?? that but with ocs and better

* also just some plotless ones, small town, big city, college, celebrity, etc idc!!

canon:

* gimme some comic plots pls!! a marvel mumu, especially spider-man based cuz i will literally play any and every character in that (gimme comic petermj PLEASE) (also open to dc tho i know less about that!!)

* riverdales a hot mess but i love archie comics and those characters so something with that and we just make a better version of what riverdale could’ve been??

* stranger things cuz new season duhh 

* ANYTHING HORROR RELATED PLS i’ve always wanted to do a mumu of a bunch of horror characters from various things together and just pure horror chaos???

* animated/disney characters (all aged up and human tho ofc???) literally always been a guilty pleasure 

* honestly new gossip girl is a mess but i love the cast and characters sm so lets rewrite it and make it good??

* one tree hill...ALWAYS one tree hill

* aged up hsmtmts my guilty pleasure but ricky and gina 4 life IDK WHAT U WANT ME TO SAY???

* FEAR STREET ANYTHING FEAR STREET RELATED

anyway i’m sure theres more i’m blanking on but if u vibe w any of these lets do it and go crazy

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everyone on stranger things outacting themselves to get an emmy but noah's out here trying to get that glaad award

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The inherent homoeroticism of killing your enemy and immediately regretting it

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(          𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐠𝐢𝐟 𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐤 !        )       clicking on the source link you will find #108 gifs of ALYAH CHANELLE SCOTT in the sex lives of college girls ( eps 1 & 2 ). these gifs were made by me, so don’t repost or redistribute, claim as your own or add them to gif hunts. do NOT use them for taboo plots or to rp as real people. if you want to edit them in any way, please ask first ! reblog or like this post if you use them, and if you enjoy my work please consider supporting me on ko-fi ( gifsbyant ) !

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