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You're backkkk!!!

Hem guanyat!!! We fucking won today.

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BABE COME BACK PLS

👋 👋 👋

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bestie come back i miss you

Hi. I missed you guys too. 🥰🥹🥹🥹

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Milaaa!! Wake up we're going against PSG in the QF 😭✨🤞🏻

I will literally die tomorrow if we don’t win. 🥹🥹🥹

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I love your fanfics and your style of writing is so good. so I was wondering, it's totally okay if you dont want to, if you can write a xavi fic? as a manager or a player whatever you want. there are none. I have searched the net so yeah, idk. again totally cool if you dont want :) ♡

I would think there are still some floating around from 10 years ago hahaha. And IDK if I would be able to write something for him.

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XAVI LEAVINGGG

I am fucking gutted. I am so sad we broke him like this.

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How’s the s e x?!??

Girl ☺️… it’s the best ever tbh

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Are you going to share about your boyfriend? I feel like you dumped us once you got with him lol

Lol yeah ask and I’ll answer. Sorry I just started school back up and everything

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hahahaha vini is the owner of barca keep crying

Idgaf he’s a horrible person.

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Hi Mila, I don't know if you will read this but I'll try my luck. There's something really really important (about Pedri) I want to talk to you about, so if you are still there and when you have time, come online here again 💜 Please let me know if I can send you a DM 😄

DM meeeeee

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How are u? Did u enjoy ur holidays? Did u bring ur man to Christmas😏?

Hi, I actually spent Christmas and his birthday with him and his family.

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El Classico is making me wanna km

I knew it was over since that first horrible goal.

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I hate Real Madrid.

I hate barça.

I hate Vinicius.

I hate my life.

I fucking hate Vini so much. But I hate that we didn’t have to fucking lose like we did today. We could have done better.

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https://www.tumblr.com/milawritesstuff/736528828553428992/its-kind-of-personal-but-i-wanted-to-talk-to

thank you for answering ❤️ i have to say that the frog and prince phrase it's my favorite, thank you again i will take your advice

and I honestly mean that in the least fairytale type of way. I, by no means, think my current bf is my Prince Charming but in a way I see how different he is and how this is much better than what I was trying to cling on to before. Hope you understand.

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Do you not talk about Barca anymore because they're doing so bad? cuz gave isn't playing anymore?

Oh trust me, I've been a Barça fan since I can remember, and will continue to be one whether they go to second division, whether Gavi isn't there, it won't matter. I'm just suffering in silence but at the end of the day no matter what trauma I experienced throughout the match it will always be ... visca barça i visca catalunya.

But I've been super busy and trying to work on my mental health. Sooo yeah.

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it's kind of personal but i wanted to talk to someone i really don't know at all so i can express myself. I really do feel strange cuz i never had anything like anything related to relationships or anything with any guy and im 18 (im still young i know), and like everyone around me had and i just feel like I'm not worth and i feel so ugly and maybe it's stupid cuz i know getting attention or love from a guy won't change my life, but i want to experience the feeling. Also it doesn't really help for my self-esteem that every guy i look to always want my friends and never me, it's not their fault and i do not feel angry about that but it makes me sad.

I think that saying something like, "Don't worry about men and feeling validated by them" is easier said than done for someone in your circumstances. But I do think your feelings are completely valid. However, I do think that when we sit back and realize that maybe the type of thing you want to experience is something that is truly meant for you and not forced, you will feel more at ease.

If you want attention from guys, it may be easy to throw yourself at them. Do things that will definitely call their attention, do whatever they want. But that's not what I would recommend. I personally feel like I put up with so much with my ex because I just wanted to continue to feel that. The feeling that I was wanted and that we had something "special," when we truly didn't anymore. My current relationship doesn't feel forced at all and everything just flows and I am so happy that I am able to experience something like that, even if its not endgame. In retrospect, if someone would have said, leave your ex because something better is coming I would not have cared and continued to cling on to the idea of him. But now I'm glad this has happened. I know it may be a bit different, but when that time comes for you and you get to experience that feeling you are seeking now, you will realize it was worth it. Don't put yourself in a situation where you will try to think its what you want to experience when its really not. I mean, don't settle for a frog when your prince is somewhere out there on his way.

And you know what, those guys don't deserve any time of your day. Some people maybe blossom later in life, or maybe you don't need to do that and they need to grow up and realize what they really want.