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I just... feel so fucking lonely. I don’t have any friends and I just want to give up. I’m trying so hard to make friends and I just feel so alone.
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Last night was horrible. I can’t believe Ezra and I fought so much. We’ve never had an argument like it. We don’t argue. I love them more than words can explain and to think that we had such a big argument really hurts. It was all because of me. I really should have just kept my mouth shut but I was too damn self conscious for everything. Why am I like this
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Some days I feel like I hold Ezra back because I’m so shy and they’re so outgoing that I get easily spooked and shy if there’s too many outgoing personalities and it takes me a while to get used to it and I don’t want them to tone down who they are and why am I so anxious and sad tonight I need to smoke some weed.
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Made two new friends because of this Easter event. We can’t think of a good team name but we’re all getting along at least. I have to admit I was nervous about it, since I am shy and not too talkative when it comes to meeting new people. But I love them.
Note: spaced out chat replies are not because they’re not trying, we all have VERY different time zones I think. All of us have never been around at one given time.
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It scares me that Buggs got hurt. I haven’t really said anything since the accident, aside talking to a few very close people but I’m so scared that his luck will run out. His nine lives as such may come to an end and I don’t know what I’d do without my big brother. We’ve always been quite close and it just... sucks that maybe his luck is timed. I know it’s horrible to think that way but I really can’t help it.
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Fuck, talking to travis and Abby is the most boring thing I ever do. They have literally zero interest in anything to do with who I am or if they do ask about me it’s like they’re so clueless but try to pretend like they know what they’re talking about yet don’t actually want to ask or they shut down things I’m passionate about.
“Actors have really weird working hours, like we have 16/18 hour days sometimes and we can sometimes start at 4:30am” “I couldn’t do it”
Okay.... Thanks for shutting down something I’m passionate about because you feel like you couldn’t do it as a job because you’re not a fan of those working hours. It’s kind of rude and I don’t enjoy talking to you. I wish I could honestly just blurt it out to you but I’m not an asshole so I’m not going to tell you.
Note for gossip blog: if you ever use this post, please don’t include their names as I don’t want to offend anybody — unless asking me first.
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I fall more in love with Ezra every day. Last night at the party, they looked so amazing. I just looked at them and felt my heart stop — my breath catching in my throat. I just can’t get enough of them. I know we’re always close and we’re always that couple that do a lot together and we’re essentially joined at the hip, which is kind of true, but we also know that we can go off and do other things with other people and just hang out with whoever we want. Coming back to the hotel was so perfect. I literally have never felt like that before with anyone at all. It was like it was my very first time, just... done right.
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I know that Ez feels bad about everything with Noa but honestly, nothing would ever break us up. There’s not a chance in hell I would let that happen. They’re the one I want for the rest of my life and I know that without a doubt.
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I can’t fucking handle all this talk of babies. I wonder why I’ve been sleeping so horribly lately but gee I wonder why. Maybe because I try and hold a normal conversation with people and get talked to about babies for seven hours. I just... I can’t handle it. I keep wanting to cry but I don’t want to be so overly effected by it. I don’t want to feel like this forever.
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Today felt so freeing. I finally talked to Ezra about things that have been upsetting me, not that they did, but things that have been really upsetting me over the last week or so. I know I should have mentioned something so much sooner because it’s really something important to talk about but I never wanted to hurt anyone. It was so hard to talk about and it’s just.. I know that I really should have said it sooner. Next time I know I need to talk about it.
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Today has been one hell of a day. I honestly can’t believe that someone is so inconsiderate that they’d try and ruin someone’s happiness. It doesn’t matter if you’re exes, friends or not, do not try to bring someone down when they’re happy and make it about you again. It’s disgusting.
Ezra convinced me that being alone wasn’t a good idea and we argued a little because I didn’t want to see anyone and he saw me being stubborn and told me how upset he was and honestly I know that being there for him is more important than being angry and stubborn. I ended up going over and spending the night watching Christmas movies and eating food with him. I really like him. I just can’t help how much I feel for him. It’s like every day it gets stronger.
I sent him a text for him to wake up to, telling him that I was sorry for arguing with him and how much I care about him and I think every day I’m gonna text him something nice for him to wake up to. It’s just something I really like doing.
This has been a pointless update but I needed to vent even if it’s an exhausted one before I fall asleep.
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He’s everything I’ve ever wanted. He’s perfect. He and I get on so well together and I can’t let go of someone so special. I just want to fall asleep on his chest every night
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Jesus Christ it’s hard to find a friend these days. Every time I think things are looking up they just come crashing back down and honestly I’m sick and tired of feeling alone. I’m still fucking depressed and all I do is spend that much time alone that if someone asks me what I’ve been up to, all I say is “nothing much, just watching tv” because that’s all I seem to fucking do these days.
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I feel like sometimes I’m just an afterthought to a lot of people and that’s okay. As much as it sucks, at least they’re happy which is all I want.
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Kalilah being back in my life has completely thrown me off guard. I feel the same way I did back then, in all honesty. I feel lost and confused and I will always love her and respect the choice she made, but it will always still hurt
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I started talking to Kalilah again today after seven years and god it hurt. We’re right back to arguing and it reminds me just how broken we were and that it’s never going to change. We’re always going to feel broken about what happened. Kids at 17 with such huge decisions been made, and the whole experience, it was just.... I can’t think of it. It’ll break me down again. I was so broken-hearted when it happened, and now to be thinking about it again, it’s just something I never thought I’d go back to.
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