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@ssoobins @star-daegyu @crownedtxt @magicalcrwn @ultsoobins @txtish @chocolvte @soobinie-s / i just thought you guys should be made aware of this, just in case i’ve disappeared and you might start suspecting that i died lol

hello friends!

i’ve typed and deleted this post a few times already now and i don’t think i should again postpone it to later. i’ll make things short, simple and clear. i don’t really feel comfortable on this blog anymore :( at first it was a pleasant experience to write, to feel appreciated, to make friends, to express my feelings unbound. . . but these days i’ve grown too conscious of my reach and it saddens me when my writings don’t do well :/

i realised that this is not good for me! i started writing because that was a hobby i truly enjoyed, hence for myself and not for others. therefore i decided that i’ll take a break from posting and being active on tumblr so that i can find the joy of writing again, not for the sake of publishing it and having people tell me what they think of it but rather to remind myself that writing goes far beyond this to me.

lastly, i believe that it’s best for milkboxing to. . . cease to exist. i don’t know if i should deactivate or just let this blog be for the people who still give love to some of my writings but i know for sure that i have to leave this place.

you might see me, zak, again in 2020; who knows? probably under another url, with a completely different blog that serves no particular purpose, writing one or two blurbs from time to time but i’ve decided not to restrict myself anymore!

oh and i can’t forget how important you guys all are to me and how much you’ve done for me when i can’t even remember doing anything in return for you (´；ω；`) thanks to all the precious souls that gave so much love to this blog up till now, each of you counts and is truly appreciated ♡ i hope i never, at any point, gave anyone a hard time and if i did, i’m really sorry.

ily, have a nice year ahead!

with love,

your forever annoying taehyun loving penguin,

zakya

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hello friends!

i’ve typed and deleted this post a few times already now and i don’t think i should again postpone it to later. i’ll make things short, simple and clear. i don’t really feel comfortable on this blog anymore :( at first it was a pleasant experience to write, to feel appreciated, to make friends, to express my feelings unbound. . . but these days i’ve grown too conscious of my reach and it saddens me when my writings don’t do well :/

i realised that this is not good for me! i started writing because that was a hobby i truly enjoyed, hence for myself and not for others. therefore i decided that i’ll take a break from posting and being active on tumblr so that i can find the joy of writing again, not for the sake of publishing it and having people tell me what they think of it but rather to remind myself that writing goes far beyond this to me.

lastly, i believe that it’s best for milkboxing to. . . cease to exist. i don’t know if i should deactivate or just let this blog be for the people who still give love to some of my writings but i know for sure that i have to leave this place.

you might see me, zak, again in 2020; who knows? probably under another url, with a completely different blog that serves no particular purpose, writing one or two blurbs from time to time but i’ve decided not to restrict myself anymore!

oh and i can’t forget how important you guys all are to me and how much you’ve done for me when i can’t even remember doing anything in return for you (´；ω；`) thanks to all the precious souls that gave so much love to this blog up till now, each of you counts and is truly appreciated ♡ i hope i never, at any point, gave anyone a hard time and if i did, i’m really sorry.

ily, have a nice year ahead!

with love,

your forever annoying taehyun loving penguin,

zakya

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➶ 6:30 pm➶

“you always make me wait.”

taehyun giggled as your breath frosted the the evening air. he’d asked you to be ready by 6 pm, but it was already 6:30 pm. he didn’t really mind waiting for you, but he sure did love teasing you about it. your boy looked prettier than usual with his soft brown hair falling on his face. his handsome features were beautifully visible even the dim evening light .

“sorry.” you whispered as you fell into step beside him. taehyun wrapped his arm around your waist as he turned to kiss you on your cold cheek, which immediately flushed and turned warm. taehyun noticed this and kept on kissing you until you laughed. smiling gently, he then intertwined your fingers with his, bringing your hand up and kissing it to make it warm, knowing that the warmest thing right now was the feeling in his heart.

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i am officially going to charge user @star-daegyu of attempted murder for repeatedly trying to kill the fuck out of my taehyun loving ass .

kiss me once, i’ll kiss you twice . kang taehyun

➝ you love taehyun and he loves you even more

➝ you know that when taehyun is in the mood, all that he wants is just you

➝ he just wants to hold you in his arms and whisper sweet little nothings in your ear

➝ or sing 

➝ his embrace is the most comfortable place and he just snuggles against any part of you that touches you

➝ he loves to nuzzle against you face and neck, humming softly. his eyelashes definitely brush against your skin, which makes you giggle

➝ taehyun isn’t much of the speaking type at such times, he just likes to be calm and relaxed

➝ and if you did anything even close to kissing him

➝ he just can’t stop himself 

➝ as soon as you kiss him he turns himself onto you and kisses you back softly

➝ and repeatedly

➝ his delicate hands always end up in your hair

➝ “you have the prettiest hair.” 

➝ you always return the compliment, because it’s so very true

➝ and he smells like strawberries, always

➝ he’s just a small giggly boy when he attacks you with his kisses

➝ which are very soft against your skin

➝ slightly harsher on the lips though

➝ he could even lie down on top of you while doing so because he’s really light?

➝ sometimes you just end up staring at his face if he’s too close to you, because he’s just that beautiful

➝ he turns his fingers lightly down your face as he admires you, smiling all the while

➝ you know that smile of his, when his sharp little canines show and his eyes crinkle

➝ that one

➝ when taehyun laughs there isn’t much of a sound? except tiny giggling at times

➝ he’s the type of person who’s body and hands turn cold really quickly in the winters

➝ so he just loves to hug you beneath the layers of blankets

➝ he feels warm both inside and outside

➝ expect more kisses at such times because he’s so in love

➝ and you never mind, because so are you

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kryptonite | soobin

(n.) the one weakness of something or someone that is otherwise invulnerable, an achilles’ heel

street racer au

pairing - soobin x reader (gender neutral)

genre - fluff, angst

words - 5.2k

warnings - cursing, underage drinking, underage smoking, various illegal activities, inferred abuse. read with caution.

summary - you two were made of a different shade, different stories and different purposes, and yet you fit together as gracefully as complementary colours - that’s until chaos breaks out amidst clashing tints.

all credit to @sunsetsoobin for the amazing cover ♥︎

『 part 1 ∥ part 2 』

Choi Soobin had that naturally devilish aura which captivated the attention of many, appearance so stunningly beautiful it could grant him any wish with a smile, and it was no secret to mankind that everytime he breathed, weather it be smoke once trapped in his system or simple puffs of polluted city air, he was capable of directing peering eyes onto his figure, which stood tall as he strided down the road amidst stentorian cheers of victory. He smoked a lot. He torched his lungs away with the help of a signature pack of red Marlboro cigarettes and you wondered what else he hid in the pockets of his leather jacket. Soobin didn’t care - setting himself ablaze was one of the brief events in his day that truly felt worth it and he cherished the moments when bliss was brought upon his littered mind. People loved to theorise and, to some extent, fantasise about the boy; it was hardly an unusual hobby of the girls, who stood in the sidelines watching the cars flash by, to drool over how sinful he appeared as his fingers ravished the raven strands, but boys couldn’t escape his alluring self either, enviously admiring the towering physique he possessed.

Keep reading

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i love kang taehyun. that’s it. that’s the post.

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i’m rollercoaster? that’s so cute omg thanks 🥺

tag one mutual as each song from the txt magic album

i’ll tag some of my moa mutuals

new rules - @ultsoobins​

run away -  @crownedtxt​

roller coaster -  @milkboxing​ @soobinie-s​

poppin’ star - @yaaaaahtaehyun​ @lovingxbts​

can’t we just leave the monster alive - @rosiegukk​

magic island - @ssoobins @oneitstayforever​

20cm - @beomgyutie​ @eunhaunted​

angel or devil - @txtish​ @uwubeomgyu1​ @sunsetsoobin​

thanks a lot^^

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two minus one gives zero . txt

➝ when you are away

➝ choi yeonjun

“imagine that you’re hugging me-”

“i don’t want to imagine it! i want to feel you for real, not in my mind.”

yeonjun fell back onto his bed as he held his phone close to his face, looking at you fondly through the video call. you’d been out for about 4 days now, and yeonjun had been whining for all 4 of them.

he sighed, trying to relax, “why is it that you look more pretty when you’re away from me? it makes me want to touch you and kiss you, much more than i usually do.”

you leaned towards your camera, almost kissing it. yeonjun smiled, bringing his phone even closer to his face. his eyes were shining.

he was in tears, but he still managed to show his strong side.

yeonjun smiled, “you miss me too, right?”

you stared at the blue haired boy in your phone lovingly, nodding, “i’ve been missing you since the second i left.”

yeonjun bit his lip, not wanting to annoy you any further, “come back quickly, okay?”

you nodded, your love for him increasing with each millisecond, “2 more days, and we can hug for-”

“a month”

yeonjun said that with a straight face, and you laughed, “you really won’t let go?”

he smiled back, “never.”

➝ choi soobin

“i’m practicing making it for now. when you come back, i’ll make a proper one for you.”

“i’m sure that it’ll taste amazing.”

soobin grinned as he wiped his hands on the apron and picked his phone up from the kitchen counter. his eyes were glued to the screen and so were yours. he had been making a cake by himself at home when you’d called him.

he snuggled into the corner of the couch as you continued to speak, “the weather is really good. you wouldn’t liked it a lot.”

he tilted his head, smiling endearingly, “any weather is nice when you’re there.”

you nodded, smiling back at him, “does the bed feel empty and cold without me?”

his face fell as he nodded, “yeah. what’s the use of this huge body if it doesn’t have anyone to hold.”

you chuckled softly, “when i come back, we’ll lie down as we usually do. you’ll be big spoon and i’ll be the little spoon. i like it when you kiss me on the neck from the back, you know.”

he groaned, realizing that you’d be back only after a week, “i miss you too much, oh lord.”

you pressed your nose to the screen, sending him a kiss, “hang in there. i’ll be back.”

he smiled weakly, holding onto your words of encouragement, “i’m waiting.”

➝ choi beomgyu

beomgyu pouted at the camera, “look at these lips. don’t you want to kiss them? if you want to, then you need to come back now-”

“choi beomgyu.”

he sulked in the corned of his room on his beanbag, wearing three layers of clothing. his hair was a mess and his lips were raw from constant biting, making him look cuter than he usually did.

he continued to pout as he spoke, “both of us knew it. i can’t live for three days without you, and you know that i-”

you sighed, not knowing whether to laugh or be sad at his condition. you missed him beyond words too.

he wasn’t looking at the camera. you looked at him disbelievingly. 

who would ever think that your boyfriend was 18 years old?

he behaved like a five year old.

his eyes slowly traveled back to the camera, where they met yours and he blushed as you burst into laughter, “come back soon, okay?”

you leaned into the camera, giving him a virtual kiss, “i will.”

➝ kang taehyun

“wow, leaving you behind was a mistake. i should’ve-”

“sshh, don’t think too much now.”

taehyun calmed you down as you talked to him on a video call, standing in the dark in the balcony of your hotel room.

he knew that you didn’t like being anywhere without him, and he felt the exact same. the house was empty and silent, and taehyun felt sad.

he smiled softly at the camera, “you’re looking pretty today.”

you scoffed, looking right back him, “says the boy who gets more handsome with each passing day.”

his eyes crinkled as he smile widened. he realised that your voice was having this effect on him, and he loved it.

and you knew that, for taehyun’s voice was music too your ears too. each delicate syllable that came out of his mouth echoed in your heart.

“could you sing for me?”

he chuckled, “is that even a question?”

you walked back inside and laid down on your bed as his voice filled the room. your eyes slowly shut as your breath eased. 

it was almost as if he was right there with you.

➝ hueningkai

kai scrambled to get his phone as the saw the name that lit up the vibrating phone. he’d been waiting for you to call since morning.

“hello?”

kai smiled as he heard your voice, you sounded well.

“hi! did you reach there safely?”

you smiled, pleased to here his voice too, “yes, i did. i’m assuming that you’re already missing me too much.”

kai chuckled as he spread himself on the carpeted floor, looking at the roof, “more than you can imagine.”

you held the phone close to your mouth, whispering, “i love you.”

he giggled as those words reached his ears, momentarily forgetting that you weren’t beside him, but were thousand of miles away from him.

“i love you too.”, he whispered back, his nose touching the phone. 

you heard the obvious sadness in his voice this time, and quickly spoke, trying to reassure him, “i’ll be back next week, okay? then we can go out and do whatever the two of us had planned to do this summer.”

he smiled, your voice being the only thing that hadn’t changed for him, “okay.”

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is your bias chANGING???? OMGG

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[03:45 pm]

his head leaned against the window and you watched restlessly.

kai. that was his name. you'd heard his friends call him that while they dropped him off at the bus stop you both got on from.

it was routine. he'd get on the bus, give you a smile, take his usual seat in front of you and fall asleep, the day's exhaustion catching up to him.

you? you would look out the window, admire the passing scenery, shoot furtive glances at kai and wake him up at his stop.

everyday you'd promise yourself you'd talk to him. get his number. you never did. but you would today. today, you would finally speak to the handsome boy who shared the same bus home with you.

you fixed your hair in the window as the bus came to a halt at his stop. standing up, you brushed your skirt down and leaned forward. your forefinger came to tap on his shoulder three times.

kai shook his head and sleepily blinked up at you. you felt your heartbeat quicken.

"your stop," you said softly, offering him a small smile.

you didn't know if you'd imagined it but you swore his cheeks flushed red. you'd probably imagined it.

but the moment was now. you had to say something. anything. slip kai your name. or ask him on a date. anything would do.

he grabbed his bag and gave you a small smile as he exited the bus.

you sighed, defeated. maybe tomorrow would be nicer to you.

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fellow fanfic writers, i’m curious. reblog this with what age you were when you first wrote fanfiction, and the age you are now, i’m tryna see somethin

age i first wrote ff: 11

current age: 19

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i have a new little friend and we all know what his name is

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genesis ♡ˎˊ˗

[ 05:23 PM ] you let out a gasp, halfway through a fit of giggles as huening kai snaked his way behind you and surprised you with a pudding mask that he swiftly slipped over your head, almost taking out your eyes in the process.

“you’re literally a pudding-head right now,” he snickered, unable to hide his laugh. you wished you were mad at him but seeing him, looming over you like the friendly giant he was, still wearing the bottoms of a ridiculous pig costume that you chose for him earlier and paying no heed to the bizarre glances that the store’s employees averted to you two every once in a while, you couldn’t help but melt for this curiously pure and amusing boy.

“says you, out of all persons?”

huening kai was one of those people who turned your life into a roller coaster ride, one heck of a leap into the unknown, an unfathomable understanding of the world and you knew, on that day, when you befriended him, that he would change yours.

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i feel you hyuka is such a cute little baby i cant

“little”

he’s a huge baby omg i’m gonna change his tag on my blog from #tol twinnie 🐧 to #burj al kai

but anyway, this whole cutie, this bubbly penguin, this freaking adorable baby boy. . . he has my heart （ ; ; ）

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so i am a kinda shy person at first but once you get to know me i am an absolute crackhead, i dont initiate skinship a lot but i always want someone to hold me jdhsk if i am in a bad mood i can be very cold and savage and i will prob counter everything you say to me, i absolutely hate fighting and i always try to be calm and do the right thing but eh? i dont talk about my feelings a lot since i usually listen more than talk, and i am considered mature and wise for my age and i'm always mom-like

i ship you with. . . huening kai !

are you even curious as to why? honestly i feel like his extroverted and friendly nature will perfectly complement your rather reserved and hesitant self. he loves skinship and wouldn’t really wait for you to make the first move because he’d love to hold you anytime! besides kai’s personality is opposite to yours; while you’re all mature and motherly, he’s pretty childlike and young at heart. he’d constantly rely on you to be his emotional support, i’m sure that he’d entrust his entire life to you because i feel like you’d always have him yeah? since you’re calm and reasonable, kai would definitely shake up your world by dragging you into the most energetic and thrilling adventures ever! you two would be the cutest couple out there ✨

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also i just wanted to say that i absolutely adore your writing 🥺 its so cute i could melt

do you know how much this moves me? i’m glad that my writings make you feel this way :”)

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y’all think i’m a taehyun supremacist

but little did you know my heart kinda belongs to hyuka these days :(