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You yelled at me for a million times

High notes, cast a curse, slammed doors,

too fast and furious

I didn’t hear whose to blame

But it always me ended up saying I’m sorry.

You’ve never been my muse

Though I love you for all this time

It saddened me why these words flown easily,

to describe you

When all I wish to recite was every good side of you.

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It's funny how you can make me feel

I think I just saw myself in you

Have we met before in another life?

I'd rather skip seven springs,

To meet you sooner than today

You would tell me every stories that I'd love to hear ,

That makes me feel we're close.

Though I know, if I write about you

That would mean our stories were not the real things.

Cause the real things won't scream whatever the reason

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Sudden kiss on the cheek

Cold rainy days in the past few weeks

Ice cream when you don't feel good

Just wanna make things better

They were yelling but you ended it saying

"I'm sorry, my mistake"

Never forget

The way you look happier

after a long road trip and a sleepless night

Your mom would have been so proud

Seeing you have come this far

I like the blue-sky shirt, it suits you well

I gazed at you for a moment then realized

those puzzled emotions

I couldn't decode

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I have blank pages on my journal to write about you, your stories, your unfulfilled dreams.

I can make some new art pieces from every little fragments that makes you, You.

I hear the wise man says,

You must love in such a way that the person you love feels free.

Though freedom is not for everyone, I guess.

But in the middle of the hectic monday,

We can dance on the rooftop

Sipping our coffee, watching the skies turn grey

Singing and humming from the basement floor

While you were playing your guitar.

Just wondering, If everything is written in the stars

Why can't you be mine tonight?

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I wish I could play ukulele like Vale and turn my lyric into a song

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still obsessed with Anonymously Yours & probably will spam more scenes from the movie because why not.

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I realized that there are people you meet by chance. And there are others who are there for a reason. And even if you never see them again, they defined your path

Anonymously Yours

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The Story of Mr.Blue Sky

As we grow, we tend to forget about happiness in a simple form. 

Our definition of happiness are getting more complicated as if we don’t get it all then we can’t be happy. 

For me, it’s a different story. My simple happiness is, Mr. Blue Sky. 

Just like the colour blue itself, my version of Mr. Blue Sky is full of warmth. His smile brings comfort like a glass of hot chocolate on a rainy day. His sound like..like the first thing you want to hear everyday when you woke up. So lively, it just makes you don’t want to skip this day without doing something good and remarkable.  

Though I’m quite fond of my version of Mr. Blue Sky, Mr.Grey Cloud is not always being the one I want to avoid. Because having a life balance is my prime concern now. 

It’s only a cup of coffee anyway, and I love to share things with whom I cherish the most. 

Ps. I’ll write another part of Mr. Blue Sky 

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I still keep a little dandelion on my pocket

That you gave me one spring a year ago

Seasons changed as spring break ended

So I tucked myself in a warm blanket

With a small courage on my left hand

Never knew how a gentle breeze

Could turns into terrible wind

Silently flew away my daydream

Until my last. Bit. Of hope

I can no longer relate to your ideas of affluence

Being wrapped up in one’s false paradise

will never be a good sign for me to stay.

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Counting the days until I can call myself a warrior :)

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I didn’t lose you.

You lost me.

You’ll search for me inside of everyone you’re with, and I won’t be found. - r.h. Sin

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I would love to have you

I love working with you, you’re amazing

Positive Work attitude

Good Communication, Work quality & Speed

Somehow it feels nice to hear those kind of words from you

Because nobody ever told me that before

For a second I lost my words,

didn’t know how to response well

Too afraid if I might sounds awkward

But thank you, for being so kind and genuine.

Just in case insecurities hit me,

I’ll read this once again

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Unspoken Clarity

Here we are, standing face to face

Our lips are sealed with hidden fears

And our eyes locked under those million stars

I don’t know why but this part of the world

seems too crowded for us

Shall we run and hide and stay in our secret place?

You are my precious treasure

The one and only guilty pleasure of mine

There’s a lot of talk about how bad you are

But everytime the silent moment comes,

All I can hear is the unspoken clarity about us

Here we are, sitting in the corner of a small cafe

You and your hectic world has never stopped to amaze me.

It’s 7AM and you’ll be late to work

But I love the fact that you stay.. here

There’s a lot of talk about how bad you are

But everytime the silent moment comes,

All I can hear is the unspoken clarity about us.

Wish I could keep this scene forever.

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“I know you,

I know who you are,

We’re still under the same roof”

You said.

Couldn’t fight my thought when uncanny feelings came as if we exchanged invisible hugs.

So warm and light,

The only thing I need to comfort me.

You were no longer here but somehow I knew

ever since the day one

you would leave your trace behind

for me to follow.

Guide me from a distance

Trust you like a brother I never have

My protector from a far.

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Who says fairytale is only for those

whose young and in love?

I’ve grown up but I still find how fascinating

That story could be

I’m a hopeless romantic

I made stories about everyone, everything

But I’m not so poetic

Sometimes I left the lines without the rhymes

Perfectly

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You came at the right time

When everything seemed so boring

Wondering is warm-hearted and kind just your nature?

Like a lifelong best friend that I’ve found

thirteen seconds ago

And i still remembered clearly

How your eyes shine when you talked about

things that excite you the most

Even in those rough draft of your plan,

I can see clearly how things will turn out

If it’s not you, the mr.high-speed hustler,

I don’t think things will work out