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I would like to be loved

And perhaps this is selfish of me

But if the most selfish thing I do

In this life

Is long

To be wanted

So be it

For I have already

Burned for this sin

My desire a fire

That has left me scarred

And my heart

Disfigured

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Everyone says they would rather skip the small talk

Get to the deep stuff

The important things

As though the little things are not the entrance to the heart

The cracks and crevices not the softer way

To make home in ones affection

Over breaking open the ornate doors

Of their chambers

Leaving them bleeding out

So tell me

How you take your eggs

And that ponytails make your scalp itch

Tell me how long it takes you to drive to work

And where you like to sit on the train

Talk to me about weather

And about how you keep forgetting to take out the trash

So that one day when I show up with a cup of tea just the way you like it

And we talk the long path home

Just past the mural you love on 22nd street

You will know

Just how important

The little things are

To me

When they belong to you

~ i met her in September

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“I want to stay in your heart forever even when I’ll never get to spend a day laughing with you again. I’ll build a bonfire inside the happiest memories of us. You and I will keep each other warm in the oblivion of our togetherness. I will never know what song is your favorite ever again, but you sing sweet songs in my heart and I melt every night in the lullaby of a hope lost. You are my greatest hope, breath, and dream. You are the reason why the moon says “Hello” in my bedroom window because she knows “Goodbyes” are only for those who love with their eyes and darling I loved you despite not knowing how blind I was for you were the angel that whispered, “Let there be light” in my eternal darkness. and let there be stars in my scars and let there be laughter in my tears and let there be loveliness in all my love. You are God’s loveliest blessing sent from the heavens above. Someday, in a sweeter time, you and I shall meet in the sky for I’ve heard that’s the best thing that happens when lovers who lost each other die. and while I’m alive, there’s nothing else to live for except for these words: I hope you’re happy.”

— Juansen Ryne Dizon, I hope you’re happy

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To fall in love is to create a religion that has a fallible god.

Sappho | Leonardo Bistolfi | Safet Zec | Richard Siken | Brokeback Mountain (dir. Ang Lee) | Emery Allen | Ron Hicks | Jorge Luis Borges | Holly Warburton | Richard Siken | Joseph Lorusso

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— at sa muli nating pagkikita, nagtagpuan kita sa pagitan ng paalam at pahiram.

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A Taste of Honey (1961)

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self harm alternatives

• paint

• draw

• scribble

• cry

• shower

• dance

• run

• sleep

• read

• exercise vigorously; run, dance, jump rope or hit a punching bag.

• journal to express your feelings

• write down negative feelings in a paper and then rip it up

• make some noise (play an instrument)

• draw/write on your skin

• reorganize your room

• rant to a friend

• squeeze an ice cube

• scream as loud as you can

• youtube funny videos

• use the app “calm harm”

• write a positive letter to yourself

• rip up something ie. magazine

• make a recovery playlist

• compose a poem

• squeeze a stress ball

• wrap yourself in a warm blanket

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"Some warm, little kisses on my lips and a couple soft glances will make my day so much better..

Bat your eyelashes at me, act cute, kiss me.. that's what I want - eUe..

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"Good evening sweetie pie, won't you come with me and see the sky? For I see skies in your eyes, cloudless skies on which the gates of heaven sit so delicately.. you are precious in a way that no one else could be, and I think today is a day that I can truly let you know that you are the most beautiful in my world. And I also wanted to tell you that I adore, cherish, and love you with my whole heart.. on evenings just like this, I sit here and think wow, you are amazing."

You are an angel most of the time, except when you are grumpy, haha.. but even then I can't help but to smile at your beauty - eUe..

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Design graphics Geya Shvecova (BLUE NIGHT_091218)

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•like or reblog if you save/use.

•Bae Joohyun (Irene) - Red Velvet (soft icons order)

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I’m so sorry…

I’m so sorry that we live in a world where just the thought of going to school makes people scared.

I’m so sorry that you can’t enjoy a concert because in the back of your mind your wondering if someone brought a gun.

I’m so sorry that you can’t walk down the street alone at night because someone might come out of the shadows and hurt you.

I’m so sorry that you can’t pump gas without having to lock your car doors because someone might try to get in your car.

I’m so sorry that you can’t accept a drink at a party because someone might have drugged it.

I’m so sorry that you get scared anytime you see a cop because they might shot you because of your skin color.

I’m so sorry that we live in a world where living our everyday lives is frightening.

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