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riivvcrs‌:

river had always told himself he was better off alone; and he almost believed it too. this sick sort of self-delusion only ever served to made him feel like an even bigger idiot every time nami walked out. he needed everyone else, including his own self-loathing brain, to believe that his life would truly keep on chugging along in a haze of caffeinated drinks and poorly rolled joints and dick jokes. he felt both better and worse when nami came back; maybe because river thought he didn’t deserve it, or because he knew exactly how it would end, since it only ever ends one way. and yet he lets the other boy back in without a second thought. so maybe he should’ve predicted who was on the other side of the door- he hadn’t ordered any postmates today, his roommate wouldn’t knock, and who the fuck else would willingly visit river in his hole of a dorm. and yet he still struggled to veil his surprise when he’d been greeted by the boy that’d willingly walked away from him time and time and time again. he let name speak his piece; he wasn’t listening, not really, anyway, he was too busy sinking into his own head, just like he would any time things with nami started looking up again. there was a beat of silence when nami finished his piece as river tried to shake himself out of whatever sort of sober stupor he had sunk into. “yeah, yeah, you’re uh-” he sounded like an idiot. he cleared his throat before continuing. “you’re good to stay here i guess-” he turns to walk deeper into his own dorm, leaving the door open for the other boy behind him. he’s suddenly embarrassed by the state of his dorm; the half eaten panda express and half smoked cigarette visual hints of how his night was going thus far. “don’t think i’m turning down the tv down for your nerdy bitchass, jim and pam are about to get married.”

if someone were to come up to nami and demand he let go of river or go to class in only his boxers, he would rather end up in jail for public indecency than let the other boy out of his life. he knew it didn’t make sense; the fact that he was the one consistently walking out, but he also always came back. what he never understood was why river let him. the second that river spoke up, nami’s shoulders were relaxing, his eyes lighting up instead. “yeah?” he nodded hopefully before stepping inside, closing the door to the familiar dorm room. he was there almost as much as he was his own; either for elijah or river. it was safe to say those two were the most important people in his life, and both had drastically different personalities. most people would assume that nami couldn’t get along with someone like river, and maybe they were right. maybe their personalities didn’t click, but there was no denying the way that nami felt just being near him. even seeing the slight mess was enough to make nami feel more relaxed, as strange as it was. it wasn’t until river spoke again that more of his usual personality poked out, a pout on his lips as he peered over at the screen. “that’s not fair,” he complained, “how am i supposed to focus when you’re about to watch the last episode of the office?” nose crinkled, he briefly considered sitting down on elijah’s side of the room. it felt like his safe place, but instead he fell back onto river’s bed. his excuse became more obviously a lie for the sake of seeing river as he didn’t bother with even pretending to care about his bag after tossing it onto the ground. “besides, i’m not nerdy. don’t be rude,” he tacked on with a playful scowl. “it’s not like you’re doing super fun, super cool things, either. you’re just watching something you’ve already seen before. do you cry?” he gasped at the thought. “wait... am i interrupting an emotional moment for you and the happy couple? don’t let me come between you! i promise i’ll be extra quiet and i not judge you or take a single photo... mostly because i think a video would really capture it best.”

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dcmonchildren‌:

as she tried to remember the pet names minki was comfortable using, hadley took a little while to respond. she sipped her drink, until it hit her. “call them baby. whatever. i don’t think the pet name matters much, as long as they get attention and the feeling that someone cares about them.” of course, she was talking about anyone but herself - hadley didn’t care for such crap, and she didn’t care for minki’s dick much either. but he was her friend, and she cared about that. “well, i guess it all depends on how much you want a blowjob, then. you either have to grin and bear it for a while, or you get slapped and kicked out again.” a grin made its way onto her features, which she skillfully hid behind her drink. “oh, darling, you just know it,” she replied in a sing-song voice. “of course i have. every day, right? it comes with the reputation. people think they’re entitled to your attention.”

“i’ll never understand why people crave that sort of shit from anyone. give yourself a fuckin’ hug and move on. why do you need me to pretend to care? it’s just a waste of both of our times.” though, honestly, minki liked affection, too. there were times he wondered what it felt like to be truly cared for by someone he loved, but those thoughts were pushed down as quickly as they popped up. “i mean, i can get a blowjob from anyone, but she had nice enough lips.” with that, his own gaze shifted down to hadley’s, as if he’d never really thought to look at hers. it was strange that their dynamic had been so platonic - she was attractive, and didn’t lose her mind when he said things most people would disapprove of. the mix seemed like an obvious push for attraction, but he’d never been too focused on it. she did have nice lips, however. “i just don’t understand why the slap didn’t lead to sex, either. that would’ve been even better. so fucking boring.” he huffed at the reminder. “well, i don’t think i’m entitled, at least. i know i’m entitled to it. does it ever get exhausting, though? i can barely fake pleasantries at my photography jobs, and yet you... constantly pretend to be a nice person? i, personally, don’t think it’s worth it. this is much hotter,” he mused with a nudge.

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lcvelyhearts‌:

“it’s because i am dramatic,” she huffed, body leaning against the ledge of the roof. she keeps her gaze focused on the ground below as a small pout settles across her lips. she really is too sober to try anything daring right now anyways. it’s a lot more fun when there’s always a risk with the inability to control your limbs. a toss up to fate, really. a game she loves playing despite the many times she’s heard people advise her against it. “oh?” she turns slightly, gaze lingering over the other for a moment, before the pout vanishes only to be replaced with a smirk. “you’re gonna make me lie to you now? and beg? ” she twists around and pushes herself to sit atop the ledge now, never breaking eye contact with him and kicks her legs. “as your friend, i couldn’t possibly feed you false praises. you should be thanking me for keeping it real between us. plus, we both know i’m above begging. so just be a good boy and do your best friend a solid here and take her out to have fun for once.”

“at least you’re self-aware. maybe that’s why you’re more bearable than... most.” he crinkled his nose, his words feeling a little too kind for his taste, and probably hers, too, but at least they were honest. he did find her easier to deal with than most people he had to be around. “the only lying you’re doing is lying to yourself if you really think i’m not a key factor in your exciting life.” with that he moved towards her, mimicking her actions until he was sitting next to her. minki hates heights, yet there he was - trying his best not to look down. “begging isn’t a requirement, but it would be pretty hot.” he raised a brow, then, his chin tilted downwards as his eyes meet with hers. “oh, how generous of you. because we both know you’re the most giving soul around here, huh? too pure and wholesome to lie or beg. fuck off,” he said with a wave of his hand. “as if i’d thank you, or anyone, for anything beyond sucking my dick... ridiculous.” with a scoff, he began swinging his feet, trying to push past his very intense fear as casually as he could. “good boy? what’s that?” he scoffed as she said best friend, rolling her eyes. “if you aren’t lying to me, i’m not lying to you. how about you dangle off the side of this building and trust me to pull you back up? that sounds pretty exciting, doesn’t it?”

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ofnaeuns‌:

part of her knew that this minki’s defense mechanism, to push at her buttons like this. she had gotten too close and this was his way of coping with that. but, she was naeun and it was almost certain she was going to bite back. her eyes rolled back at his words as she scoffed lightly at him, “i’ve already seen enough of you, please keep your panties to yourself, thanks,” she gave him a fake smile as she held another nugget up taking a bite. she fought back the urge to throw the rest of the nugget at his face at his next words but, instead just dropped it on the plate in front of her. “nobody is keeping you in this conversation minki, you’re more then welcome to go on with your sad little life,” she accented her words with a flip of her dark hair. she wouldn’t admit that his words hurt her a little more then she had expected, she was probably just being too sensitive. “true but change starts with one person, one step in the right direction,” she pointed at him with a raise of her eyebrows, “i’m not going to explain it to you, one because i know you’re just humoring and two you wouldn’t understand it anyways,” her shoulders shrugged. 

“that would be offensive if i didn’t know how much you enjoyed it,” he said with a roll of his eyes, slinking down into his seat. “not that i’d like you, anyway. i’m a new man, you know. with standards now and everything. sad for you, very exciting for me.” he was being cruel, but he couldn’t help himself sometimes. there was a desperate need to push away anything he felt could hurt him, and naeun happened to be one of the people he was scared of. he refused to admit it, however. “ah, no. not like i’d be better off anywhere else. besides, how boring would your lunch be if all you had was your lame chicken nuggets to keep you entertained? what a snore. i’m doing you a favor by sitting here with you! you’re welcome. you don’t have to thank me.” nose scrunched, he leaned forward, letting out a breath. “i wouldn’t understand? i doubt it’s that complicated. or maybe it just seems really complicated to you, but if you give me a basic run down i’m sure i could help you understand it a little more.”

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drawnluck‌:

there were very few people that seemed to handle era’s shit without getting incredibly annoyed, and one of those people was nami. he wasn’t totally sure why, but it was nice for someone to pay attention to him. he’d always made doubly sure to make his personality extra sparkling whenever he was around, picking up on tiny reactions to make sure he got the best version of himself whenever they were hanging out. and besides, he was pretty cool, and didn’t seem to get too annoyed whenever he’d start rambling. he was huffing and puffing from the short run, and he hoped and prayed it didn’t seem as unattractive as he thought it was. the last thing he wanted was to look like an unfit, sweaty mess. he kept the smile on his face bright, eyes curving into crescents. “awesome!” he exclaimed. he absentmindedly pulled the other boy closer to him, trying not to shudder too visibly from the lingering chill. he steered them out of campus and towards downtown, his free hand digging deep into his pocket. he let out a little chuckle at nami’s ramble, tilting his head. “well, yeah, i guess it’d be. i usually go there for a schnitzel and beer but, like, have you seen the size of ‘em? fuckin’ huge. i think they got bigger, i have no idea how. but okay, no german, got it.” his lower lip stuck out in thought, eyebrows crinkling together. “hm. there’s a thai place that just opened up that’s got some bomb pad thai. that’s what the senior in my broadcasting class said verbatim. and i could go for tom yum too, i probably look like rudolf from the cold right about now. you down for that?”

any amount of confidence nami might have previously held on keeping himself composed faded when ezra’s arm slung around his figure, pulling them closer. it didn’t help that nami felt grossly warm in comparison. even with the cold sinking into his skin - the bonus of that being that it excused the pink tinted cheeks that took over his face, now. “... very big,” he agreed, clearing his throat after as he attempted to re-compose himself, somewhat. “oh, yeah! that sounds really good. i really like the tom kha kai! really? if it’s being called bomb, it has to be good,” he said with a dramatized roll of his eyes. “no, no - you look good.” for the briefest of moments, nami imagined himself stopping to place his gloved hands on the other boy’s face in a cheesy attempt to warm his face up, but of course, actual nami merely shook his head in argument. “it’s... it’s cute on you, anyway. i can’t imagine what i look like...” with that, he attempted to cross his eyes and focus in on his own nose, but after a few seconds of failure, he moved on. “uh... what made you wanna go to dinner with me? or is it just because you saw me?” with a nervous brow raised, he wasn’t entirely sure he wanted to hear the answer. he was confident it was the latter, but there was a small amount of hope that ezra purposely searched for him. “we can do it more often, too! i really like the family dinners, but they can be pretty stressful sometimes, too. it’s hard to keep up conversations sometimes when you’re scared of... your parents overhearing, and i don’t know - my parents are pretty dramatic. i say one wrong thing and i’m sure they’d act like they had to move across the country and get new identities.”

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dcmonchildren‌:

when nami spoke those words aloud to her, zoe felt a blush creep onto her cheeks. not because she liked him, of course not, they were great friends, but because… she was rather prudish, and those words were very explicit. “oh! uhm…” she shook her head slowly, thinking about what to reply. “well, i don’t really know. i’m not good with sexy things… i don’t know why you’d ask me that, nami!” she chuckled helplessly.

“i don’t know,” nami complained, looking far too defeated over something as small as sending out a risque text. “i’m just a boy in desperate need of knowing how to put together words that make me sound... sexy.” honestly, nami had slept with enough people that this shouldn’t be an issue for him, but the actual idea of initiating it was the hardest part for him. he played well enough off a situation when the time called, but actually needing to come up with something to start an interest seemed impossible. “i give up! i guess if he never texts me again, that’s just... fate, or whatever.” after a moment, he rolled over onto his stomach, his chin resting in the palm of his hand as he looked at zoe. “have you really never done anything like that before?”

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VoIcEmAiL 🥵

“hi.” the simple greeting is drawn out and followed by a series of intense pants. one would assume the absolute worst if they pulled the phone away after that, not left with much else other than to think it was some really pathetic attempt at phone sex. sadly, nami was far too lame to initiate something like that. “sorry! they’re trying to take my... my phone.” there was some intense ruffling that followed, nami’s voice occasionally poking through in a whiny, slurred tone that pretty much gave away what was happening - especially with his repetitive claims of being sober, and the distant voices demanding to hand his phone over. the sound of a door slamming was finally followed by silence, and nami once again catching his breath. 

“okay, hi. sorry. they think it’s dumb for me to call you, but i don’t see the problem. i just wanted to say i miss you. that’s not bad, is it?" well, considering nami had once again been the one to break it off with river, it was likely better defined under unfair. “i wanna come see you. i just wanna... look at you. i don’t care about anything else. you don’t even have to look at me, i - i just like being around you.” a soft noise of complaint that sounded far too similar to a child after hearing the word no followed. “wish you answered.” nami’s regret for what he’d done was always coming up immediately after he made the 'finalized’ snap decisions. the feeling of losing river forever always felt worse, but the moments where he was upset made him forget how miserable the aftermath was. the two feelings were too hard for him to compare; to ever really know which he was worse off with. all he knew was that at the moment, it felt impossible for his heart to ever give up on them. 

“i just wanna hear your voice, even if it was just you saying really gross stuff. that’s okay. i don’t care. talk about - about all the dicks you want. i’ll listen to you. i’ll listen to anything you have to say, as long as you’re talking to me again... call me back? i’ll sit in this bathroom the rest of the night until you do. or the rest of my life, if i have to. whatever makes you wanna talk to me again. i’ll sleep in the bathtub... i have all the water i need... i don’t know about food, though. hopefully you’re not that upset with me. i want you to know how sorry i am, okay? ... please call back soon. i really don’t wanna sleep in this bath... but i will!” 

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✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair .  ❤ = kissing them .  ₪ = asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them .   ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare .  ♣ = discovering them crying .  回 = patching a wound .  ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight . ☢ = falling over . ✦ = being well-dressed . ❂ = wiping blood off their face . ◎ = taking care of them while ill . ☁ = being caught in the middle a storm with them . ⇕ = holding their hand . ↱ = being lost with them . ☠ = pushing them against a wall .

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my sunshine~

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hcllraiscd‌:

—— ⋆ ⋆ 𝙾𝙿𝙴𝙽 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁

“i can’t be the only one glad that spring break starts next week.” laughter from the girl, leaning back in the chair. “yet i feel like i might be - at least in my lectures. not a single fucking nerd in my 9am class is happy to have a week off. i’m baffled.”

“oh... does it?” he crinkled his nose, apparently having no recollection of the break until this moment. “well, some people just really like school! i think that’s kinda cute,” he admitted with a small smile. “do you have any plans for spring break?” nami sure didn’t. he’d probably just spend the week with his parents. “or are you just gonna sleep a lot? because i wouldn’t blame you.”

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hcllraiscd‌:

—— ⋆ ⋆ 𝙾𝙿𝙴𝙽 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁

“i finished all my midterms and i’m really happy. i think i did really well.” doing a little dance, mal laughs and reaches out to poke the other. “are you done yet?”

“huh?” blinking behind his sunglasses, he very reluctantly lowered them, cringing a bit as his eyes adjusted to the light. “uh... nah. is anything really over? we’re all fucking suffering each year, anyways. then we’ll have work every day of our miserable lives until we’re all too old and tired to do anything but nap when we finally have freedom,” he muttered dramatically. “... but congrats on finishing your midterms an’ shit.”

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lcvelyhearts‌:

closed starter: @minkisus

“if i have to spend another minute sober, i think i’ll actually fling myself right over the edge of this building.” the clarification that it’s a joke never comes. mainly because she isn’t joking. it’s been a good ten hours since she’s actually had something in her system and the feeling of being sober is a little. jarring. different. she’s not used to it. she doesn’t want to be. it’s fucking boring and how people can be like this on a daily makes even her sick to her stomach. “please tell me you’ve heard of some kind of party going on tonight. because if not, what little faith i had in you, which isn’t even much i’ll be honest, is gone. zip, zero. and you’re kicked off my list of people who are somewhat entertaining.”

“seems... a little dramatic,” he muttered with a judgmental raise of his brow. his legs were stretched out as he slumped down in his seat, his gaze more focused on his phone than her. there was always a hint of concern whenever she spoke about that, but minki had kept check of himself, to swallow those sorts of thoughts down. “there’s always some kinda party going on, yum, but if you’re gonna threaten me, why would i be nice to you? the audacity to call me somewhat entertaining is such a huge fuckin’ downplay on me, it only hurts because i know what a lie it is.” he rolled his eyes, finally putting his phone down. “tell the truth and i’ll take you to the party. now, what’s more important... the party, or your pride? choose wisely.”

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ofnaeuns‌:

nae couldn’t help but roll her eyes back at minki’s dramatic faux snoring following with, “fuck off minki,” scoffing as she popped one of the nuggets into her mouth. most of the time she spent with minki she couldn’t help but wonder how they ever worked, they both always seemed to be on their last nerves. “i was just trying to be polite, don’t get your panties in a twist,” her eyebrow couldn’t help but raise at his vague answer, “terrible, huh?” she repeated once,  “life got you down,” she mused sarcastically giving him a short teasing pout. she made an over exaggerated motion of taking a long bite of her nuggets in response to his curt words, “i don’t know what you’re thinking, these are fuckin’ exciting,” a shadow a smirk quirking on her lips, “plus a poor little chicken didn’t have to die for it,” her shoulders shrugged, “since you asked, mine was good, we had a good lecture in women and gender studies earlier.”

it was supposedly a theme for minki to bicker intensely with all of his exes. though those people certainly had to be some of the most important in his life, considering he’d wanted to be with them to begin with. he protected himself and his heart first and foremost, and the fact that he agreed to stay committed to a single person at any point? for him, it seemed all too unrealistic, but it happened, and naeun happened to be one of the people he gave more of himself to. he refused to acknowledge that level of vulnerability, and thus he simply intensified his bickering with her instead. the two argued a lot to begin with, but minki had always done it because he liked seeing her frustrated. he was strangely endeared by it. “my panties are very much fine, and very cute. wanna see?” he raised a brow, as if he were actually about to stand up and show her. “life’s always got me down, nae, don’t look so smug. not to say that this conversation with you didn’t lower the bar even more. surprising that you’re capable of doing that, though. kinda impressive.” he squinted a bit before taking an overly dramatic bite out of his carrot. “the chicken still died, you just aren’t the one eating it.” his tone was deadpanned, before humming softly. “oh, yeah? what was it about, then?”

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ofnaeuns‌:

as soon as she had the nuggets down, nami’s hands were already grabbing at them. she knew to expect to by now, she had spent enough time with the other to know. it’s why she practically double her food order when she was with him. “yeah,” she gave him a no duh look as she held back a fit of laughter at his wide eyes, “they’re good right? you can’t even tell,” she nodded down at the food before grabbing one for herself and taking a short bite. “nami, i hate to break this to you, one vegan meal… doesn’t mean that you’re vegan,” she teased him lightly an amused smile on her lips. “of course, you did, why would you need to listen in class when you can play a mind numbing video game,” she teased him with a raise of her eyebrows, “i went basically died in a bio exam, so literally the least exciting thing i could possibly do.”

“yeah... i mean, pretty good. still not as good as real chicken nuggets,” he said with a small frown. if they were as good, maybe better... he didn’t think he’d go vegan, anyway, but he felt bad about it. he just couldn’t live a life where he couldn’t eat burgers, or better yet, cheese burgers. “well, that’d dumb. how many meals does it take until you can be a certified badge? are there rewards, trophies, that kinda thing? i’d definitely consider it more if i got presents. i have to have something to replace the hole left behind when i have to actually think about what i’m putting in my body.” with a crinkled nose, he scoffed in offense as she talked down about his favorite kid’s game. “it’s fine. i have a tutor, i’ll listen then,” he assured with a nod. “we should do something fun, though... and i guess video games are out of the question. wanna go see a movie?”

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ofnaeuns‌:

naeun usually seek out nami in his dorm. they normally spent their time in her room or out and about. but, for some reason she found herself walking through the halls of nami’s dorm hall seeking the other out. she had finished her assignments a few hours ago and was starting to get bored out of her mind. she had texted the other earlier and when she didn’t get an answer she decided she’d just see if he was in his room, it was something to do at least. as she approached the door her wrist raised ready to knock, however she hesitated. the few times that she had been there she remembers nami telling her to come right in. so instead she reached for the door knob pushing her way in. she wasn’t ready for the sight behind the door. she couldn’t help but let out a surprised yelp when her eyes narrowed in on her friend and saw exactly what he was doing. “oh, shit—” she cursed immediately moving her hands to her eyes and turning around, “—oh my god,” she sputtered out her face turning a bright shade of read, “—i, i’m so sorry, fuck, i should have knocked—” she continued, —i should go, i’ll go okay, and um let you finish doing whatever….”

on nami’s list of embarrassing things he’d been through, this was surprisingly low on the list. probably even lower than when he had to dress up as a clown for his cousin’s birthday party, and was promptly forced to be the one to go out and get her birthday cake in the full get up, running into a group of people from his high school along the way. it didn’t make this moment any less humiliating, however. “no, wait, don’t leave,” he rushed out, “it’ll be... weirder if you just leave. just - turn around for a second,” nami ordered, making a vague gesture with his hand and waiting for her to do so before taking a few seconds to make himself presentable again. “okay,” he said after a moment, letting out a breath. his face was still flushed, but being more put together did make him feel... slightly better. “did you.. need something? you don’t- i don’t get visitors a lot,” he pointed out, finding himself trying to excuse why he’d been reckless enough to leave the door unlocked.

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cosmicpoetic‌:

“I don’t want… to be here.” Elijah simply muttered, Nami dragged him on another one of his fabulous nights out. Eyes shifting over to side eye Minki beside him, a groan escaped his lips. “Don’t let my clinically diagnosed anxiety flatter you.” Is all he muttered, knowing he couldn’t control his anxious ticks. “Besides, I could just be bouncing my leg to the uh- to the music.”

“then why are you here?” judgment weighed heavy in minki’s tone - not that minki liked doing these things, either. at least not sober. he hated the noise of the crowd - it felt overwhelming, and really, he was just annoyed that elijah’s leg movement was what he was feeling inwardly. he needed much more alcohol to handle it. “too late, it already has. my ego’s huge, way bigger than my head, so thanks for that. if it explodes, i’ll make sure my parents jail you for my death.” he side eyed the boy, looking him up and down for a moment. “so... you fucking suck at staying on beat, then? ‘cause that bouncing hasn’t matched the last four goddamn songs, my guy.”

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cosmicpoetic‌:

“You remember the rules I gave you for this whole thing?” Maggie states, standing in front of Minki as he sat on her dorm bed. “You only come when I tell you it’s okay. Never when Luna is around and never when I have homework.” She usually wasn’t this bossy and it’s not that she wants to keep this thing a secret, she just wants things when convenient to her. No more catering, no more caving in and no more getting attached to things like this.  // @minkisus

arms crossed, minki peered up at maggie, annoyed that he was being scolded. “first of all, i’m not a child. secondly, how the fuck am i supposed to just know you have homework? maybe i just wanted to talk,” he pointed out with a roll of his eyes. “unless you just want me for my dick, which... i guess is fair. i’d rather that than you be in love with me.” his eyes widened at the use of the word. after a moment, he waved his hand around in the air. “i don’t need stupid rules, alright? if you want me to leave, i can. i don’t care. sad for you, though.”