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sunsets after 7pm now !!!!!!!!!!! we made it guys !!!!!!!!!!!!

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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love when cats hear that you've woken up even just a little bit and they're like hiiiiiii oh my god oh my god!!!!! i wrote some poems in the night let me recite them for you. this one is called: screaming and knocking your water bottle off your nightstand

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i just realized it’s autism acceptance month

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It’s insane to me how little people reblog nowadays. Likes do nothing, if you like it reblog it. So many talented artists and authors on here only receive a pat on the back or a thumbs up for their work. Many of them make a living from commissions and their work won’t receive further outreach if all they get is a like. Reblog stuff. It’s a simple press of a button. Absolutely insane.

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hey, tag this with a food people get really upset about you not liking

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phrasing of this is taking me out

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fuck "girl lunch" fuck "girl math" a woman is a hairy animal who sweats and grunts and excretes and hungers and gets wrinkly and dies eventually. you have to love that.

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Certain words can change your brain forever and ever so you do have to be very careful about it.

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Making friends as an adult is so unnecessarily complicated omfg can we just survive a plane crash together or something. Can we move this along

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