mishmer

[mishmer]

there's something to be said about how zhu sees both ouyang and ma xiuying as alternative bodies for herself. ouyang as her missing hand, her dog on a leash, who can enact violence for her in a way she personally can't; ma xiuying as someone who can feel emotions for her so she doesn't have to, especially things like compassion that zhu thinks will weigh her down, and then later becoming the body that conceives zhu's heir. ouyang gets all the parts of masculinity zhu doesn't like and ma xiuying gets all the parts of femininity zhu doesn't like. how she outsources these gendered things onto other people who she also views as part of her....

[mishmer]

oh him? he's just a monk. no he doesn't harbor deep desires of greatness don't worry about it

[mishmer]

motivational words from the yuan ming dinasty blorbos to brighten your day <3

[mishmer]

Earth vs mars

[mishmer]

Is he bothering you queen?

[mishmer]

Ohhhkay

[mishmer]

4 days off from work who's ready for 70000 posts

[mishmer]

Everyone will die

[mishmer]

ok I miss him and I hope you do too <3

[mishmer]

I got out of the shower and told my brother the shower curtain was annoying me during my shower so i cut it short and he thought i meant i cut the curtain and we got into a fight

[mishmer]

Time to shower and pretend i dont want to kill myself every day

[mishmer]

Unrmployment

[mishmer]

I HAVE to sta rt being sober at 2 pm.

[mishmer]

Well would yuo look at the time

[mishmer]

Going to the lake tmr with my coworkuh and i dont want to but id hate myself more if i just sat arnd and did nothing so

[mishmer]

Alistair mcdonalds vent art also i quit my job also my manager was caught performing oral sex on a minor in the bathroom

[mishmer]

Im fr abt to block you

No service