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Dude jesus pangi was the first image i saw 😭😭😭 let a girl be lazy

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promise

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Sun and Moon

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Why is tr!pangkey switch dynamic final boss there is no top in their dynamic like i watch a clip every day and it gets harder and harder to point out who would top & bottom 🙌

They are switches end of discussion

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Slay my nonchalant queen purrrr

Pangi about newt: “Why should I be jealous of him, he should be Jealous of me” *walks away nonchalantly* 😭😭😭

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“You ever feel like the whole worlds against you?”

“Yeah, I’m well acquainted. That’s why.. I like having someone who isn’t.”

Coughs up blood how we doing guys

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Want is not a gentle thing.

It arrives like a storm buried beneath skin,

a pulse that doesn't belong to the heart

but to something older

some ancient ache written into bone

long before the first breath.

It is Pangi reaching for Lukey with trembling hands,

not out of want,

but out of need so deep

it hollows him.

Desire is not lust, it is not flesh meeting flesh.

It is the ache between two souls

standing one breath apart,

and still feeling galaxies stretch between them.

It is Pangi’s eyes on Lukey’s mouth

not because he wants to kiss it,

but because he wants to know what it feels like

to be held by the kind of silence that lives there.

To be let in.

To be trusted.

Desire is a fire with no language.

It consumes without speaking.

Give it a name if you will, but the way Pangi would trade his dad

for one more hour of Lukey’s heartbeat,

the way he watches every inhale like it might be the last,

the way his soul threads itself

into every fragile promise Lukey dares to make.

Desire is not kind.

It does not ask.

It does not wait.

It digs its claws into the softest parts of us

and dares us

to call it love.

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The way pangi was craving lukey to be safe, needing him to be safe. Like all his desire was a burning fire within, consuming pangi's thoughts and actions.

Lukey, a man who treats promises like fragile myths, unreal and dangerous to believe in. Breaks his own sacred rule. For once, he offers Pangi a vow carved not from certainty, but from desperation, he will not die tonight.

They stand so close their shadows merge into one trembling silhouette beneath the dying light. Pangi cups Lukey’s face like he’s holding something holy and fragile, an ember flickering in a storm. His thumbs brush gently beneath Lukey’s eyes as if trying to press life into him, his gaze a silent scream etched with a thousand unshed prayers. Every glance is a plea, every breath a burning petition, stay alive. Stay with me.

Pangi’s need for Lukey’s safety isn’t a simple concern, it’s a wildfire, ravenous and relentless. It licks through his ribcage, consuming thought, will, and fear alike. It is a star collapsing inward from longing, gravity warping under the weight of his hope. To Pangi, Lukey’s life is the sun itself blinding, vital, and utterly untouchable. Yet he would scorch himself a thousand times over just to keep it burning a moment longer.

trLukey, who never makes promises because he doesn’t believe in them, promising trPangi that he won’t die tonight

They were standing so close, I can imagine that Pangi was holding Lukey’s face in his hands, looking him desperately in the eyes just begging for him to be safe

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I absolutely adore the way tr!pangkey commuicate. For one instance they will argue with nothing but a vacant mind and wanting, craving for them to laugh. They will ignore almost every character development about one another in these moments. On the other hand, the way they instantly know when or what the other person is thinking of is the next level of them 'just being friends and for the giggles'. I want to write about the way they communicate soo much more but I'm sleepy and have shit ton of irl study work to do :/

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Whaaaattt the helllll whaaattt theeee helllyyy

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"it's like i can't even help anyone. he's my friend, he was upset, i just wanted to help him. look, i have not been friends with pili for awhile, i just... don't wanna ruin that friendship again."

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aaand my pangi writing notes as their own post...!

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has anyone else noticed that pangi takes on a much more gentle/softer speaking voice when he's talking to ros one on one. this is not a one time thing, it consistently happens every time they talk to each other. like he matches her softness, and she stays at that level because he meets her there. it's adorable. they're so cute. yeah so has anyone else noticed his Ros Tone because i have so much to say about that

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Lukey : I wouldn't die for Pangi

Pili : I would

Lukey : That's cute! You should ask him out

Pili : Been there done that

Lukey : And how'd that turn out for you?

Pili : Bad. You know man

Lukey : Yeah. I wouldn't die for him and he still asked me out

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Have yall ever had that moment where you hated your writing SO much that you felt like it was a mistake to society, but then that one user writes ABOUT YOUR disgusting and bad writing in such a loving way and shows so so so much appreciation for it that you begin to cry and start writing again with that one user in your head that you now have this urge to impress... Hypothetical ofc.

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if you hate pili dtowncat you go to hell and die immediately