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We cannot simply sit and stare at our wounds forever. We must stand up and move on to the next action.

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84  (via thequotejournals)

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AND THAT THEY WOULD'VE DIED TOGETHER. #sorrynotsorry

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you are my sun, my moon, and all my stars…

E.E. Cummings  (via thelovejournals)

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I had to watch this episode just to check if this really happened and it's some kind of a trickster episode and such BUT WTF OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AND THAT’S HOW MARY MET HER SON-IN-LAW CASTIEL

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Pain pain go away and please never come back

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1:25 am. // ctto of the photo. // Dumating ka. Nagbago buhay ko. Naging masaya. Cliche as it sounds pero fairytale yung story natin. Despite kasi sa mga ngyare sumaya tayo. Naging masaya tayo. Pero ang pinagkaiba lang ng ibang fairytales sa fairytale natin. Hindi naging Happily Ever After. Yung akala kong ikaw at ako, ay naging ako na lang din pala sa dulo. Naalala mo yung mga pangakong binitawan mo? Binitawan natin sa isa't isa? Sabi mo pa nga, 'itatak mo pa sa bato hinding hindi mababali ang mga ito'. Hahaha hindi nga nabali, kasi binasag mo lang ng maigi. May konting sira yung buhay ko nung dumating ka. May pirasong kulang na sa buong pagkatao ko. Tapos diba? Nung una pa lang. Yan. Yang nakalagay sa picture sa itaas na yan. Yan yung sinabe mo diba? Yan ung kailangan ko diba? Na kung bakit nandyan ka. Kung ano purpose mo sa buhay ko. Tapos ako naman tong si tanga. Naniwala sayo. Agad agad. Dahil sa mga salita mong singtamis ng mangga pero kapag nabulok na tapon na agad. Ganun lang kadali sayo diba? Sabi mo, may paki ka sakin kaya ka andyan. Sabi mo, susuportahan mo ko habang inaayos ko yung sarili ko. Hinahanap yung nawawalang piraso na bubuo sa buong pagkatao ko. Sabi mo, hahayaan mo kung ayusin to pero hinding hindi ka aalis sa tabi ko. Tapos ako, naniwala ulet sayo. So habang sumasaya ako. Sumasaya tayo. Nagkaron ng ikaw at ako. Ng TAYO. Binabago ko na sarili ko. Para sayo. Dahil yun na yung gusto mo. Okay lang sakin kasi para din naman sa sarili ko yun. Pero mali pala. Para sayo lang pala yun. Nabulag ako sa mga salitang binitawan mo. Sa pagmamalasakit mo. Sa pagsuporta mo. Sa pagmamahal na kuwaring binibigay mo. Kasi tangina. Hindi pa pala lahat sapat yun para matanggap mo ko. Sayo na nggaling diba? 'May sira na buhay mo, hindi mo kayang ayusin ng wala ako. Fuck you're so pathetic. Hindi ko kayang magstay dito at magpanggap na okay ang lahat para lang sumaya ka. Pano naman kaligayahan ko?' WOW. Nung una di kita maintindihan? Naguluhan ako? Wtf? Anong ngyayare? Ano to? Wow. Ngayon ko lang narealize. Kung bakit. Kasi pala. Di ko mabigay lahat, LAHAT ng gusto mo. Hindi pa pala sapat na kabayaran yun sa lahat ng itinulong mo? Utang na loob ko pa pala sayo yun? Di ako updated tangina hahaha. So kailangan ko palang bayaran? Akala ko dahil may paki ka sakin kaya mo ginawa yun. Akala ko mahal mo ko. Akala ko.... Yun lang puro pala ako akala ko. Hahahahahaha. Pinilit ko ding baguhin yung sarili ko para sayo kahit nasa proseso ako ng pagaayos sa buhay ko. Para sumaya ka. Para sa kaligayahan mo kasi yun ang gusto mo. LAHAT. Binago ko. Kahit di ko na iniintindi yung nararamdaman ko na kesyo mali to o hindi. Pero para sayo sige lang. Go ako. Kung dati tinutulungan mo ko para ayusin yung buhay ko. Ngayon? Tangina sirang sira na. Ikaw mismo ang sumira sa lahat. Imbes na maayos. Nasira lang lalo. Kasi putangina talaga ang tanga tanga ko. Dahil sa katangahan ko siguro hahahahahhahaha. Tapos dumating yung mga taong mapanghusga. Mahilig mangealam. HAHHAHAA TANGINA NYO PONG LAHAT. Tinatry kong magbago ngayon para sa sarili ko. Pero fuck nakakawalang gana kung puro kayo satsat ng hindi naman alam kung anong mga ngyare sa past ko. Husga ng husga feeling judge lang ng korte mga tol?! Pipilitin ko pa bang magbago kung wala din namang mangyayare kundi ang husgahan nyo ako't di makuntento sa kung san na lang ang kaya kong baguhin? Lagi naman kayong di kuntento. Hahahahahhahahahahahahaha. Di laging sapat. Hahahaha kulang na kulang pa. Hahhahaha Tangina this life. Tangina my life. Tangina nyo! Jk. Pero oo nga. Hahahahhahahaha tangina nyo sagad (ngayon lang yan pagbigyan) Tangina magaalas dos na 22 hours na kong gising. Osya magbagong buhay na din kayo wag puro husga. HAHAHAHHAAHA fuck y'all sagad. Chos bukas don't worry promise magpapakabait na ko. Lol bye. Yours truly, Lia OO MAY YOURS TRULY PA PARA PAK GANERN BITCHES. Bye. PS: KAPAG AKO NAGSUCCEED NA MABAGO BUHAY KO FOR THE BETTER. ISASAKSAK KO SA BAGA NYO YANG MGA SINABE NYO. Hihi. For now continue the hate y'all. #ChangeIsComing 😊😊😊😊😊

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Such a cutie smile 💞

A West Virginia police officer pulled over a very drunk woman whose baby was covered in feces and vomit in the back seat. The baby was screaming, so the officer bathed him in the barracks sink while waiting for child protective services. That smile though. (Source)

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“Crescent Moon”

Your smile shines like a crescent moon constantly whole, but often incomplete

Your existence is like a crescent moon, It may always beam yet full of frowns

I looked upon the sky, noticed how beautiful you were thinking of you and your satisfying tune

Alluring crescent moon,  I could stand  underneath the light of you dim and amorous  under your luminescence

You’re like a crescent moon  adored by many  but abhorred by few.

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@EVERYONE

PANO KO PO MAPAPALITAN YUNG USERNAME KO? Maygad ew kasi. HAHAHAHAA bad memories kasi. Tsk. PANO PO BAAAA

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Hello @ friends. Lol no. @ everyone.

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Loooool

Nagkatumblr pa ko silent reader naman. Depende lang kung relate sa post saka magrereact HAHAHAHAHA loooool

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Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret.

Ambrose Bierce (via fyp-philosophy)

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May ganto pa ba na babae o lalaki? Yung kaya kang hintayin at tiisin hanggang sa maayos mo na buhay mo? Hahahahahahaha hirap magexpect no? kahit ayaw mo magexpect pero deep inside no? Mapapaisip ka eh. Mapapawish ng malalim parang "Sana kayanin nya. Kasi alam ko namang sa dulo, kapag nasa dulo na magiging worth it naman lahat ng paghihirap nya. Magsisimula na 'kami' ng mas maayos at mas masayang buhay magkasama." hahahahahahahahahahahhaha kabaliw mangarap. Kabilaw magisip. Kabaliw maghope. Tho goodluck na lang din. Baka nga din naman dumating yan. Baka nga din naman makayanan nya. Baka nga din naman may natitira pang mga taong ganyan dito sa mundo. Rare na yan eh. Pano laging nauuwi kasi sa "Walang nagbago. Pare-pareho lang din kayo." Hahahahaha hays pare. Relate ampota kasi. Goodluck. Hahahahahahha.

1:38am, future girl …

i know i’m gonna regret writing this the next day pero i’ll still continue writing this since gustong gusto ko na talaga ilabas tong shit na meron ako inside of me …

alam mo minsan, sobrang thankful rin talaga ako na di mo pa ko kilala. wala, siguro kung kilala mo ko, matagal mo na rin akong sinukuan. wala eh, shitty kung shitty pero shitty talaga ko. pero wait, trust me, ginagawa ko naman yung best ko para magpakatino, para magbago pero sometimes feeling ko di ko talaga kaya. eaten by the system, i guess? pero diba ayun naman mahalaga? atleast i’m trying. atleast i have the will. i just don’t get it why people find it so hard to see the things i want them to see. siguro life’s being fair lang kasi i know sometimes they want me to see them as a masterpiece while there i am, seeing them as a trash ‘cause to me, they really are. yes, this is how i speak. i take things this way. supermakhtan is not a good person, kaya nga minsan naiinis na talaga ko why people are so obsessed with the idea of supermakhtan is a perf guy when he really is not. ayoko magpabango. this is me. and i want you to see me this way. and please, stay. gulong gulo na ko sa mundo ko ngayon pero sanay na naman ako ng ganto. to be honest, i am so tired of everyone just like how they are so tired of me. alam ko dapat sanay na kong sinusukuan ng mga taong ayaw kong sukuan ako dahil paulit ulit nalang pero wala dumarating parin ako dun sa puntong naapektuhan parin nila ako. ang sakit kaya. hindi ako nad-disappoint sakanila, nad-disappoint ako sa sarili ko. nakakatangina, sobra. kaya ikaw, kung sino ka man, wag mo ko susukuan ah. kasi pag sinukuan mo ko, magagalit talaga ko sayo. tagal tagal kitang hinintay tapos katulad ka lang rin pala nila. hayy, magtatampo talaga ko sayo ng sobra, di na tayo bati. alam mo, ang kailangan ko lang naman eh yung taong di ako susukuan no matter what eh. yung despite of the kahirapang intindihin ako, iintindihin parin ako. ayun lang. pag ginawa mo yan, promise ko sa’yo, di mo pagsisisihang tiniis mo ko. sobrang babawi talaga ko sayo. i can make you the luckiest girl bes, i can make everything so worth it. just please stay and prove to me na i also am worth the pagtitiis and pag-iintindi. show me my worth na never ko nakita. babaw pero tbh, there are nights na sobra akong nagc-crave dyan. maybe sa iilang punto ng life ko, those are just what i need. i also want to know the feeling of being understood, i also want to know how does it feels like of not being given up. alam kong mahirap ako intindihin kaya if ever na mapagod ka, at sukuan mo rin ako, okay. sige. expected ko na yan. see you soon, sana lang talaga makayanan mo ko. or atleast try. thanks

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"Mahal ko pa rin sya. Pero hindi ibig sabihin, gusto kong mabalik sya sakin. I still care for him ofcourse. But fate made a decision. We weren't for each other and the right time will come for the both of us to finally meet our true soulmate. And yes, we will be both happy but with different paths. With different people. For now. Sarili ko muna ang pagbubutihan ko. Para sa dulo, kapag dumating na yung tamang panahon, dumating na sya. Maayos na ako. Maayos na lahat. Sure akong mabibigay ko lahat lahat sa kanya.... Trust Him 👆 and all will be better.. Soon."

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TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO KEEPS ON TELLING ME THAT I DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER.

thank you. i know you need it din kaya this one is for you:

we all deserve someone better; you deserve someone better than the person you loved before, and for sure, the person you loved deserve someone better than you also. ako, to be honest, alam ko. i know i deserve someone who is much better than her - someone who wouldn’t make me feel unwanted. someone who wouldn’t let me doubt. someone who is so true to her words. and someone who knows my value as a person. and at the same time, i know, she deserves someone who is much better than me also - someone who wouldn’t make her cry all the time. someone who knows how to handle and control his anger. someone who is so careful to his actions and to his words for her not to get hurt. someone who is willing to stay. and someone who is complete already and is ready to love again; i consider that as a fact, i strongly believe that it is all true.

though yes, a part of it is not so convincing to me for i am poisoned with the idea of her, being the best person i could ever met in my entire life. but again, the one that i’ve mentioned above is a fact, and this one is just an idea that’s why i keep on hoping. and hoping. and hoping that someday, in the right time, the right one will suddenly just enter in my life and she will prove to me that i was wrong. that i was so wrong every time i think of me, not being able to get over with her. that i was so wrong every time i think of her, being the only one who could understand me and make me happy.

someday, i know, i’m going to meet her, the one who could cast out the spell that i am poisoned with. and i will love her so much. i will give her the best of me. babawi ako sakanya, sobrang babawi talaga. hinding hindi ko na sya papakawalan, hinding hindi ko sya sasaktan. i will use all the lessons i learnt in the past to us. i will make her feel loved all the time.

pero sa ngayon, quit muna ako sa kakaisip ng mga ganyan. bata pa ako, mag-aaral muna ako. magf-focus ako sa sarili ko. i will do everything na alam kong makakatulong sa pagpapaganda ng future ko. and i will make sure na bago ako ma-in love ulit sa ibang tao, in love ako sa sarili ko. i will find me and i will learn how to love myself. unti unti kong bubuuhin yung sarili ko dahil alam ko, ako at ako lang rin ang makakabuo nito. may pangarap ako sa buhay, at gusto ko isa yan sa makita ng taong susunod na magmamahal sakin. i will make her so comfortable with me and will not make her worry about anything between us. magpapaka-mature na talaga ako.

so to those people who keeps on telling me that i deserve someone better, yes, don’t worry i know it already. i deserve someone better. i deserve the best. you also do. we all do. pero for now, please, let me. let me stick to the person you think i don’t deserve kasi no matter how many times i try to convince myself with the truth that i don’t deserve her anymore, still, i love her. respect her. the time will come na mags-sink in rin sakin yung katotohanang everything about the two of us has ended already, matagal na. and when that finally happens, i hope she will realize that she just lost someone who gave his all to her and is willing to give more just like how i realized na i lost the girl na gusto ko talaga. and i also hope na after nyang marealize yun, she’d move on agad agad and just be happy with it katulad nung ginawa ko sakanya and start over. right now, i just hope that she’s happy and is contented on what she have right now. i hope she wouldn’t misunderstand it every time i tell everyone how much i love her for i really do. but i don’t want her back in my life anymore. (period)

it hurts. pero just always put your trust in God na sooner or later, magiging okay ka rin naman. don’t be anxious about anything, God knows what he is doing. and be better, not bitter. always remember Proverbs 3:5-6 (trust in the Lord will all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways to submit to him, and he will make your paths straight). let’s rise together, can we? God bless! -supermakhtan.

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And i'm here, waiting for my parents to approve my "let's adopt a dog" proposition. 4 years and counting na kong naghihintay 😏��� Gusto ko din maipakita sa buong mundo ang future baby chunggi ko. Kainggit 😭

Hi baby! You’re growing up so fast! 4months kana 😍😍 You’ll always be my favorite playtime buddy from morning until night. Blogging this stuff because this dog never fails to make my day even more beautiful. Alam ko namang mas pogi ka sakin eh huhu :( You’ll always be my babyboy bruce. I love you and i wish you good health please? Kahit na palagi mo akong hinaharot kapag nagbabasa ako? love na love padin kita 😍😍😍 Goodnight sayo, kahit na katabi lang kita ngayon. I love you baby bruce 😍

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"Nagkagusto o nagkakagusto man ako sa iba ngayon, sisiguraduhin ko naman. Na kapag dumating ka. Buong buo ako'y sayo. Ikaw na ang magiging huli at panglifetime ko."

future girl. 

hello, haha. di ko alam kung ikaw na ba yung kinekwento kong crush ko ngayon sa mga kaibigan ko o hindi parin. pero kung hindi man, sana mapatawad mo ako kung nagkakagusto o nagkagusto ako sa ibang tao bukod sayo. normal lang naman to eh. bati tayo ha? see you soon, loveyou po. mwaps.

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How to live life? Daw

Be happy. HAHAHAHA lahat tawanan mo na lang