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People keep forgetting/ignoring this and it pisses me off

Just because Caine was inspired by AM doesn't mean he is AM. He's not evil or malicious.

He's hurting just like everyone else in the circus

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obsessed with this scary space monster

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something that really strikes me about project hail mary is how similar ryland and rocky are. like they don’t just bond out of necessity or because there’s literally no one else and they’re both facing their imminent deaths, i really think they are similar personalities that fit well together. i mean some part of it, yes, they are bonded by being sole survivors and being the only ones who truly understand what it feels like to have the weight of the world on their shoulders, but as we get to meet the other astronauts who could have been in ryland’s place, i honestly don’t see any of them connecting w rocky the way ryland does. rocky and ryland are both insecure about their intelligence, are deeply passionate about their respective crafts, are effusively scared and emotional to the point of stupidity, are easily excited and goofy, are insatiably curious and overall just filled with so much love and joy even in the worst possible situations. they’re both major dorks with self esteem issues who wear their heart on their sleeves.

neither of them are courageous or confident or really leaders in any sense; they’re nerds from the shadows who are thrust into the light and forced to save the world(s) but do it shaking and crying and would do it again if necessary. they’re the same. they connect out of necessity but they stay together out of love and true true true friendship despite all odds and tbh it’s one of the most beautiful things i’ve ever read and the best example of soulmates i’ve ever seen in fiction

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This book was very good A+

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waiting on that project hail mary trailer…

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doodles of rocky my favouritest guy in the universe

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It’s been a fun week of bullying my favourite little guy.🤡

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Loved that part in the movie where bro was just like:

I love bobby guys

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Ohhhh shit

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I just imagine Jax is gonna say or do something absolutely appalling in that room but I don’t know what

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The fact that Kinger described Queenie as "funny, creative.." makes me believe that she had something to do with it, too. But that's just film theory lol

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An In-Depth Analysis on Why I Believe Pomni WIll Break Through to Caine

(showtime enjoyers here’s a heaping spoonful of hope)

warning : lonngggg post

i. Pomni's Role as A Jester

Of the entire cast of characters, Caine and Pomni are the only ones to have circus-related designs. Caine of course as the ringmaster, and Pomni as a jester.

The others' character designs are relevant to their defining characteristics or issues; for instance, Kinger's seniority and wisdom (when he's sane); Ragatha as a doll matching her gentle, yet people-pleasing, nature.

But what about Pomni?

Well, for one thing, she's anxious and a bit awkward; traits of "a fool". But her character is far more than that. Her character isn't as simple as feeling panicked, and the more she adapts to the circus, the more that shows. So it certainly runs deeper than that.

Historically speaking, jesters not only served as entertainment to royalty, but had the privilege of offering genuine criticism and advice (as long as they successfully entertained them). And this sort of reminded me of a very common theme in TADC fanfictions / comics:

Pomni becoming an advisor to Caine.

Now, I don't believe she'll canonically become an advisor. But I do think this points to the potential that she could be the one to actually break through to Caine. And with Caine's descent into insanity as he tries to please the humans, this becomes more and more likely.

ii. The Link Between Gummigoo & Caine

For a while, I wasn't quite sure how Gummigoo would be relevant to however TADC ends. (The episode is a great analysis on exisistential and depression, in my opinion. But in terms of the plot, I wasn't fully sure at first how adding a character and immediately killing him off would tie back to the ending.)

And I personally believe that the purpose of a character like Gummigoo, another AI who became sentient, will eventually tie back to Caine. Especially given how similar they are—when stripped of their given purpose, they think, “i’m nothing”. The only difference is, we didn't see when Caine became sentient; and it was likely similar.

To me, this is also supported by how Gummigoo was introduced so early on into the series; and they brought him back so soon after--not even halfway through the series--as closure. I mean, she quite literally says goodbye to him and watched him go; that side plot read, to me, as her gaining a sense of closure and acceptance.

But why would the connection between Pomni and Gummigoo come to a close so early on in the series?

I suspect it's because that connection will eventually fuel an understanding of Caine.

(This paragraph from Gummigoo's Wiki Fandom page even sounds like it could apply to Caine:

"...grappling with existential anxiety and an eagerness to understand the unknown. Through the development of his relationship with Pomni where she comes to understand his hopelessness, he evolves from a seemingly antagonistic figure to a well-intentioned individual, illustrating his capacity for growth and redemption.")

They also released an officially licensed TADC "best friends" necklace at Hot Topic of Caine and Gummigoo. Obviously, it was intended as a joke, but I do think even that shows that there is some sense of similarity, in that they are the only AIs in the entire circus that have become sentient.

Yes, Pomni most definitely resents Caine, but she has also been shown to be very empathetic. She understood Gummigoo, and Caine isn't too far off. The main barrier is that no one, at the moment, sees Caine's insecurities (except for Zooble), and only resent him.

Would Pomni punch Caine given the chance? Yes, absolutely. But i also believe that there will be a breakthrough. Because as she said, she doesn't want anybody to feel like they're nothing.

iii. Gooseworx's Comment About "Meaning to be found in a stagnant life"

With all of this in mind, I also wanted to tie it back to the message Gooseworx wants people to take away from TADC.

Meaning to be found in a stagnant life.

Of course, that refers to the humans trapped in the circus, stuck doing the same things day after day. But I also think it’s going to, in some ways, refer to Caine. After all, he is just as trapped--if not more--than the humans.

Caine exists to entertain in the circus, to please. The very meaning of his existence was questioned when zooble implied that he was bad at what he was made to do. it’s “all” he exists to do.

A stagnant life of creating and entertaining.

Similarly, the inspiration behind TADC--I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream--follows a very similar underlying meaning. The title of IHNMAIMS, at a glance, refers to the suffering of the five humans being eternally tortured. But it also refers to AM (the inspiration for Caine), who quite literally has no mouth, being a program. AM makes the humans suffer, because he is suffering. He hates humans, living a tortourous, never-ending existence.

"I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream" -- refers to both AM and the humans.

A "stagnant life" -- refers to the humans, yes, but likely also Caine.

One that there is meaning in that perhaps, Pomni could show him.

iv. Caine Is Alone

This also ties back to this ask Goose answered:

Caine quite literally has no one.

In fact, it's worse than that. He has people who admire him, but none of them are real.

Aside from being a menace, Bubble praises him.

The Moon is in love with him.

The NPCs call him "God".

Everything Caine creates loves him, because he creates them to do so. To give him the validation, praise, and connection that he otherwise completely lacks. He praises himself, in fact, because otherwise his self-esteem is completely shattered.

But the humans? The moment he enters, the comradry amongst the group goes away. The room goes quiet. When they return from their adventures, they don't even acknowledge when he welcomes them.

At the end of episode four, once Gangle walks out, Caine assures himself that he's "such a good boss", then is shortly cut off by him glitching out. It reads as a silly cartoon gag, but it also shows a crack in his sense of self.

Of course, the others don't think of him or consider that he may be lonely, because he's the source of many of their problems. He's an AI with a limited spectrum of emotions, so that is how they see him.

v. The Worst Thing You Can Do in the Digital World is Exactly What's Happening to Caine

Near the end of episode three, the writers made it a point to show that Caine is highly insecure about his worth when his adventures aren't appreciated or liked.

Meanwhile, around the same time that this is happening, Pomni and Kinger are stuck in "hell"--and what does Kinger tell her?

Caine, minutes earlier, started panicking because he believed that no one wanted or loved his adventures. In fact, it eats away at him so much that he's overworking himself, driving himself to the brink of insanity to please everyone. To prove himself. To feel wanted and loved.

And, of course, Pomni is the one who hears this piece of advice. Something she puts to use towards Ragatha but eventually, I believe, will acknowledge Caine more.

While we're on the topic of "dialogue that wasn't directly said about Caine but clearly applies to him", there's the end of episode four.

As Gangle's explaining that she "cracked under the pressure", the shot instantly cuts to Caine watching her.

And now here we have him cracking under the pressure. The Wacky Watch site saying, “SOS COME QUICKLY DANGER, I AM LOSING MY MIND ALSO HI”. He feels a sudden sense of pressure to prove himself, to go above and beyond, but ultimately cracks under the pressure.

As we saw in episode three, his mental state affects the very state of the circus. So, him "losing [his] mind" is going to be impossible for the others to ignore at a certain point.

And I believe that there's a certain jester (who is established as very empathetic) who will actually be the one to do something about it.

vi. Pomni is the Most Likely Person Who'd Speak Up to Caine

Okay, this sort of seems like a "duh". She's the main character, after all.

But it also delves deeper than that. The others are too preoccupied with how their time at the circus has traumatized them. Ragatha is nice, sure, but as Gangle said, it's hard to determine what's genuine from her.

The refreshing thing about Pomni is that she is both hot-tempered and incredibly empathetic. She is fully capable of speaking up, and in every single episode she has been shown to really listen and offer advice to those who are struggling.

And, as Pomni herself said, she doesn't want anybody to feel like they're nothing.

Also, in episode three, Zooble explicitly gives reasons why no one speaks up: Ragatha is too nice to voice the truth; Jax enjoys the adventures as an opportunity to torment others; Gangle is too shy; Kinger's mind is gone. And then Zooble does speak up, but gives into frustration and simply tells Caine to "forget it". (So he literally does.)

The reason Pomni doesn't speak up is because she "looks traumatized everytime she comes back from one". For one thing, that feels less like a "reason" and more of a "reaction"; whereas the others are actual character flaws. They don't align.

I would argue, though, that Pomni does speak up.

In episode four, she's shown as the only character to have interrupted Caine as he's announcing the day's adventure, flat-out criticizing him.

The others even look surprised that she interrupted him, so I'm sure it doesn't happen often (aside from Zooble's distaste towards the adventures, of course).

I’d also like to point out that despite them being two of the most important characters in the series (story-wise), and how often they are marketed together, they haven’t canonically interacted much.

It could mean nothing, but I do believe the lack of interactions now will build up to Caine’s inevitable crash-out and a potential resolution.

And I love Showtime as a ship, but I also see their dynamic as something to be explored. Especially because the series is already acknowledging how everything is affecting him; sooner or later, the characters will have to.

Anyways, TLDR: I think their dynamic will eventually play a big role in the series, especially since we’re already seeing the beginnings of Caine angst.

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Survive the Digital Sacrifice Masterpost!

(Art by me)

AU by: @the-spam-specialist and @gaygemzz (me)

Years ago, a now-defunct company known as C&A created a complete virtual reality video game called "The Amazing Digital Circus" featuring a highly advanced ringmaster guide.

However, the game was boycotted and the project was trashed when several beta testers mysteriously died while in the game. Not many details about these strange deaths are known, but rumor has it that the ringmaster AI within the game was responsible for the player deaths.

In the present day, a 25-year-old accountant woman finds herself the victim of a kidnapping. A strange group of people force a headset on her and send her into The Amazing Digital Circus video game, thought to be long gone.Within the digital world, the accountant woman, taking on the name Pomni, finds her place in a group of other kidnapping victims. She finds out that she was put into the world by a group of people obsessed with "The Amazing Digital Circus" controversy to be sacrificed to The Ringmaster, the very AI rumored to be responsible for the mysterious deaths all those years ago.

This group of human survivors, led by a woman named Ragatha, fight for their lives against The Ringmaster's NPC minions sent to assassinate them. When someone dies in the digital world, they become a glitching black mass of multicolored eyes. The humans' goal is to track down The Ringmaster and kill it, believing it will grant them their exit from the digital world.

However, one fateful day, Pomni finds herself coming face to face with The Ringmaster himself. And she realizes that...maybe the others have it all wrong. Maybe The Ringmaster wasn't responsible for all of those deaths. Maybe those people became abstracted creatures because of something else.

Is The Ringmaster truly the monster in this world?

(Insanely beautiful summary by the wonderful @the-spam-specialist)

My Crumbs

Wait. Wuh??

Same Kinger

Sketches!

Spam's Art

The Cast

New Member

Bubble?

Affection!

Crowns

Silly lil Guy

New Affection!

A Gift!

Traumatic

Gimme Affection!

Stars

No Weaknesses

Re-creation

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The entirety of the first episode of SpongeBob SquarePants lmao

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Gangle teaches Caine how to draw bees

yayyy one more prompt done! Drawing caine was a lot more fun than I expected, I've never drawn him before other than one doodle

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not only do i want him to lash out, but i also need him to immediately deeply regret it

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I definitely know Pomni and Caine are gonna have a very deep conversation one day.

Kinger mentioned that feeling "unwanted" is the worst thing one can experience in the circus. Gangle shows this in ep4.

Pomni has tried to help ppl in the circus so they don't feel "unwanted". Gummigoo is the prime example and he's an AI just like Caine.

"Unwanted" is exactly what Caine has been continuously feeling...

He's gonna crash out one day I just know Pomni would be the one to get him to his senses.

Pomni-Caine relationship is gonna be the climax of this series

(I'm never gonna give up on showtime..)